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DateDoc · 09-04-2007, 06:09 PM

Bump for RRRED

Furious_Male · 09-04-2007, 07:21 PM

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Originally Posted by RRRED

Hey there!! I've been thinking about you lately for some reason. Thanks a ton... the epass is "dougc" and I totally appreciate your help. Thanks for reading the banter on there. I'm sure it's distubing at times but it's a good place to vent and the way things change day by day, the best way to keep track and make sure I'm treading in quicksand and breathing rather than letting go. I gotta watch my p's and q's cuz hospitalizing me has been threatened... I'm all for it. Lock me up and drug me out cold lol...

Nice to see you.

Epass sent and another bump for you. You know how to reach me if you need anything. take care.

TurboAngel · 09-04-2007, 08:55 PM

I hope you make your goal!

After Shock Media · 09-04-2007, 10:08 PM

dougc is an epass we can send too?

Well I hope so and by the looks of the thread I gather that it is. If not please let me know and I will scrape up some more.

Meaty&Needy · 09-05-2007, 12:30 AM

Recieved donations via epass (yes, please send to username: dougc ) from After Shock media" and "flash cash" (Furious Male?). I will transfer it to the fund when their server is back online. I have to donate it in my name (creditcard) but your name appears in the comments.

Thanks friends, it means a lot to us!

After Shock Media · 09-06-2007, 01:02 AM

Early Thursday morning bump.

Even if the cause is not close to you, do it for RRRed, she never asks for anything and ussually just gives.

Meaty&Needy · 09-09-2007, 06:26 PM

Hey there, I got you guy's donations up on the page, Thanks After Shock Media and Furious Male!

cj_purve · 09-09-2007, 07:44 PM

Its much easier for us internationals to send by epass ... dougc for anyone who missed it!

I can't believe $150 took more than 5 minutes to raise. What happened to us.

Good luck Nicole & anyone else who is on this walk. xx

Peaches · 09-09-2007, 10:23 PM

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Originally Posted by cj_purve

Its much easier for us internationals to send by epass ... dougc for anyone who missed it!

I can't believe $150 took more than 5 minutes to raise. What happened to us.

Good luck Nicole & anyone else who is on this walk. xx

Because they aren't winning an iPhone and I think a lot are afraid because of subject matter. Then there's percentage of those started several Owen Wilson attempt theres, don't know the bajillion reasons behind suicide and there it's easy just to focus on the "Let's made fun of Owen Dude, Bro".

Except for help with naming the hairless rat, er, I don't think Niccole's ask ANYTHING financial in this biz and has had long profession AND emotional/physical ties here.

If you can't/don't want to big (we can only get the change behing the couch DO MANY TIMES!) At least keep bumping this thread.

fatal attraction · 09-09-2007, 10:41 PM

Just donated to Cindy, and a bump for you Nicole! Hit me up on icq sometime when you have time so we can catch up.

Peaches · 09-09-2007, 10:43 PM

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Originally Posted by Peaches

If you can't/don't want to [bid[b/] (we can only get the change behin the couch DO MANY TIMES!) At least keep bumping this thread.

Had to corret pretty bad typo.

Peaches · 09-09-2007, 10:45 PM

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Originally Posted by fatal attraction

Just donated to Cindy, and a bump for you Nicole! Hit me up on icq sometime when you have time so we can catch up.

FT!

Still in FL?

We need to arrange a girl's only (this would have include NOT TELLING THE GUYS and perhaps throw off a fed red herrings

)

fatal attraction · 09-09-2007, 10:47 PM

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Originally Posted by Peaches

FT!

Still in FL?

We need to arrange a girl's only (this would have include NOT TELLING THE GUYS and perhaps throw off a fed red herrings

)

Hey!!! Yes, I'm still in Florida! A girls weekend sounds awesome to me! I'd be there in a minute! It would be great to see you again, it's been awhile!

Peaches · 09-09-2007, 10:50 PM

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Originally Posted by fatal attraction

Hey!!! Yes, I'm still in Florida! A girls weekend sounds awesome to me! I'd be there in a minute! It would be great to see you again, it's been awhile!

I'm planning a "driving trip" next year - need to rank up the miles before the lease is over! So far, Jacksonville, Tampa, Miami beach area. Then I'll try to sell my car in Miami so don't have to drive back

I just think it's time to sit and chat about all the things that have gone recently and in the past W/O have to worry about the biggest gossipers on the planet - men.

fatal attraction · 09-09-2007, 10:59 PM

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Originally Posted by Peaches

I'm planning a "driving trip" next year - need to rank up the miles before the lease is over! So far, Jacksonville, Tampa, Miami beach area. Then I'll try to sell my car in Miami so don't have to drive back

I just think it's time to sit and chat about all the things that have gone recently and in the past W/O have to worry about the biggest gossipers on the planet - men.

Jacksonville or Tampa would be the closest for me. Just let me know when and where and I'll be there! Would be great cath up with you!

Meaty&Needy · 09-11-2007, 09:10 AM

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Originally Posted by cj_purve

Its much easier for us internationals to send by epass ... dougc for anyone who missed it!

I can't believe $150 took more than 5 minutes to raise. What happened to us.

Good luck Nicole & anyone else who is on this walk. xx

Thanks CJ! Your donation is up.

PMdave · 09-13-2007, 03:57 PM

this thread deserve a bump...
looking for a reason to donate? read rrreds blog http://taylormclaughlin.com
My hat goes off for her!

RRRED · 09-22-2007, 01:45 AM

Well today was the 4 week anniversary... doesn't seem like a whole lot of time but to me it's like yesterday... yet a year ago... I've never rode a ride like this in my life.

Thanks to those who donated. I'm chickening out on the whole thing. I can't get out of bed hardly at this point. Tomorrow I'm retiring the name "RRRED" and changing it to Niccole... I used to love gfy and I will again. But RRRED is dead now. She isn't bright, quick witted and charasmatic.... I think I'm actually retiring officially.

I just watched my funeral for the first time.... I just can't believe still... I love you guys for backin me up on this. I never volunteered for anything like this. It's insane how this has eaten my daughter and myself. I thought I was tough but wow...

Anyway, thank you guys who got my back. I'll always have yours too.

*collapse

Niccole.....

hey Eric will you change my nick?

AGS-17 · 09-22-2007, 01:47 AM

bump from me for a good cause.

After Shock Media · 09-22-2007, 01:50 AM

Niccole can we still send in some cash to that epass account?
I have had more accumulate and wanted to send you some more anyways.

RRRED · 09-22-2007, 02:19 AM

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Originally Posted by After Shock Media

Niccole can we still send in some cash to that epass account?
I have had more accumulate and wanted to send you some more anyways.

Absolutely.... thank you so much. I'm already on the schools for depression screening and my ass is boiling at the ignorance and cruelty me and my girl face every day in public. Everyone I know has been there.. or close.. or known someone.

I just noticed I said earlier 4 weeks... but see here's where I can't work anymore etc... I meant months.. I'm mental mush and simply fucked up.

I look at fhgs and good bought traffic spots etc etc and just go.... "Who the fuck cares?"

I just know that this can happen to anyone and it happens more than anyone might think. I went to this compassionate friends support group a month ago.. just once... every single chick there got fired! Cuz of extreme grieving and being nuts... that's what this does. I've never ever experienced such devestation... followed my blame, rudeness and ignorance. You wouldn't believe some of the stuff that's been said to me.

I just know that I gotta work to get more studies on this... Monday is my birthday which is also the 1st anniversary of my birth mother killing herself. I only was around her like 10 times in my twenties... 5 siblings of mine are getting together this weekend.. the strongest people you'll meet... but they all have attempted this incluing myself. There's alot to this that needs attention and research.

Taylor was loved and supported... but he felt... well no one knows what he felt those final moments. But I do know it destroyed so many lives that there's no way I'm gonna shut up about it. All of those who slam me.. the day this might happen to you, you know where I am. You will be seeking me out cuz you know that I'll be the only one that understands.

Other than that, I'm so done.

After Shock Media · 09-22-2007, 02:23 AM

Thanks for the update.

PS. You can not really leave us, it would make me sad.

Going to epass now.

After Shock Media · 09-22-2007, 02:26 AM

From epassporte.

The account you are trying to transfer funds to is currently unavailable. Please try your transfer again later. Thank you.

Anyone know what that means? Is it a transaction limit for the day or what?

hateman · 09-22-2007, 02:29 AM

fuck em, let them suicide

earth is overpopulated anyway

After Shock Media · 09-22-2007, 02:34 AM

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Originally Posted by hateman

I make asnine hateful comments for no reason.

Why the fuck would you post that here you little piece of shit. Gawd I can only hope you never have to go through what others have when it comes to this dissorder.

Yes I changed your words in the quote.

Peaches · 09-22-2007, 09:12 AM

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Originally Posted by RRRED

I've never ever experienced such devestation... followed my blame, rudeness and ignorance. You wouldn't believe some of the stuff that's been said to me.

No shit. My experiences have shown me how little class some people have and who was (and wasn't) a true friend. And of course, the ones who went that extra step and showed me what dyed in the wool total assholes they are.

Big massive saggy boob hugs from me to you!!

Meaty&Needy · 09-22-2007, 11:36 AM

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Originally Posted by After Shock Media

From epassporte.

The account you are trying to transfer funds to is currently unavailable. Please try your transfer again later. Thank you.

Anyone know what that means? Is it a transaction limit for the day or what?

Quote:

For security purposes your Account has been placed in a temporary fund protection mode.

I dont know what the problem is, but I sent in a ticket to resolve it. Thanks for your continued support

RRRED · 10-18-2007, 11:09 AM

Bump cuz it's right around the corner!

Diligent · 10-18-2007, 12:37 PM

Bump!

You're doing great things Niccole... and even greater due to being "in it" now and then...

RRRED · 10-18-2007, 01:55 PM

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Originally Posted by Diligent

Bump!

You're doing great things Niccole... and even greater due to being "in it" now and then...

"in it"? What do you mean? Pardon my sedated confusion.

After Shock Media · 10-18-2007, 02:00 PM

Rrred was the epass issue fixed?

Meaty&Needy · 10-18-2007, 02:17 PM

Ah, hell. That account is on some security hold and I gotta fax 'em all this paperwork I dont have at hand. Standby, I guess... or email us with a different idea (check, money order, etc). rrredrrred aht gmail daht com.

Benny · 10-18-2007, 03:16 PM

Hey Niccole... Donna and I are in for a donation... I can't believe I missed this thread all the way back to Aug and Sep. But better late than never I suppose.

Hope all is well, I had a great time hanging with you in FL... Sorry I dropped off the face of the earth after... Things have been incredibly busy and hectic around here.

Much love... Keep up the good work

After Shock Media · 10-18-2007, 03:18 PM

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Originally Posted by Meaty&Needy

Ah, hell. That account is on some security hold and I gotta fax 'em all this paperwork I dont have at hand. Standby, I guess... or email us with a different idea (check, money order, etc). rrredrrred aht gmail daht com.

take paypal?

Meaty&Needy · 10-18-2007, 03:34 PM

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Originally Posted by After Shock Media

take paypal?

Yes, [email protected] .

But if you can do paypal, cant you donate direct to the program? http://www.outofthedarkness.org/index.cfm?fuseaction=communityWalks.participant&pa rticipantID=120868

But it's no problem to do it through my paypal, thanks!

After Shock Media · 10-18-2007, 03:46 PM

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Originally Posted by Meaty&Needy

Yes, [email protected] .

But if you can do paypal, cant you donate direct to the program? http://www.outofthedarkness.org/index.cfm?fuseaction=communityWalks.participant&pa rticipantID=120868

But it's no problem to do it through my paypal, thanks!

Couldnt find dang paypal option on site so i sent it to you.

Furious_Male · 10-18-2007, 08:30 PM

Back up for others that may want to donate.

Meaty&Needy · 10-20-2007, 11:01 AM

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Originally Posted by After Shock Media

Couldnt find dang paypal option on site so i sent it to you.

Recieved and applied, Thanks again, its very generous of you!
http://www.outofthedarkness.org/index.cfm?fuseaction=communityWalks.participant&pa rticipantID=120868

After Shock Media · 10-20-2007, 11:02 AM

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Originally Posted by Meaty&Needy

Recieved and applied, Thanks again, its very generous of you!
http://www.outofthedarkness.org/index.cfm?fuseaction=communityWalks.participant&pa rticipantID=120868

You all are more than welcome.

gigi · 10-20-2007, 08:34 PM

bump for an excellent cause.

fatfoo · 10-20-2007, 08:44 PM

MikeSmoke · 10-20-2007, 09:57 PM

Couldn't understand how I missed this thread until I realized it was posted right before I left on the honeymoon.
My thoughts have been with you Niccole....(and you too, Peaches)...and will continue to be.
Much love to you.

hateman · 10-21-2007, 12:57 AM

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Originally Posted by After Shock Media

Why the fuck would you post that here you little piece of shit. Gawd I can only hope you never have to go through what others have when it comes to this dissorder.

You are a bunch of selfish assholes.

This is their life, and they make a choice to end. What right do you have to intervene and make them suffer?

RRRED · 10-22-2007, 05:20 PM

Wow nice pic. I hope you enjoyed the possibility of making me gasp and burst into tears. It worked. My stomach... ugh

This thread can die now. I hope I die soon too. Ugh...

09-04-2007, 06:09 PM	#51
DateDoc Outside looking in. Industry Role: Join Date: Feb 2005 Location: To Hell You Ride Posts: 14,243	Bump for RRRED __________________

09-04-2007, 10:08 PM	#54
After Shock Media It's coming look busy Join Date: Mar 2001 Location: "Ph'nglui mglw'nafh Cthulhu R'lyeh wgah'nagl fhtagn". Posts: 35,299	dougc is an epass we can send too? Well I hope so and by the looks of the thread I gather that it is. If not please let me know and I will scrape up some more. __________________ [email protected] ICQ:135982156 AIM: Aftershockmed1a MSN: [email protected]

09-05-2007, 12:30 AM	#55
Meaty&Needy Registered User Join Date: Aug 2006 Posts: 47	Recieved donations via epass (yes, please send to username: dougc ) from After Shock media" and "flash cash" (Furious Male?). I will transfer it to the fund when their server is back online. I have to donate it in my name (creditcard) but your name appears in the comments. Thanks friends, it means a lot to us! __________________ www.dddoug.com - web design/coding/programming, graphics, video Last edited by Meaty&Needy; 09-05-2007 at 12:32 AM..

09-06-2007, 01:02 AM	#56
After Shock Media It's coming look busy Join Date: Mar 2001 Location: "Ph'nglui mglw'nafh Cthulhu R'lyeh wgah'nagl fhtagn". Posts: 35,299	Early Thursday morning bump. Even if the cause is not close to you, do it for RRRed, she never asks for anything and ussually just gives. __________________ [email protected] ICQ:135982156 AIM: Aftershockmed1a MSN: [email protected]

09-09-2007, 06:26 PM	#57
Meaty&Needy Registered User Join Date: Aug 2006 Posts: 47	Hey there, I got you guy's donations up on the page, Thanks After Shock Media and Furious Male! __________________ www.dddoug.com - web design/coding/programming, graphics, video

09-04-2007, 08:55 PM	#53
TurboAngel H.B.I.C. Industry Role: Join Date: Jun 2003 Location: NC Posts: 30,122	I hope you make your goal!

09-09-2007, 07:44 PM	#58
cj_purve Confirmed User Join Date: Sep 2002 Posts: 1,065	Its much easier for us internationals to send by epass ... dougc for anyone who missed it! I can't believe $150 took more than 5 minutes to raise. What happened to us. Good luck Nicole & anyone else who is on this walk. xx

09-09-2007, 10:41 PM	#60
fatal attraction Confirmed User Join Date: Feb 2003 Location: where ever he is! Posts: 6,522	Just donated to Cindy, and a bump for you Nicole! Hit me up on icq sometime when you have time so we can catch up.

09-13-2007, 03:57 PM	#67
PMdave Confirmed User Join Date: Dec 2003 Posts: 1,517	this thread deserve a bump... looking for a reason to donate? read rrreds blog http://taylormclaughlin.com My hat goes off for her!

09-22-2007, 01:45 AM	#68
RRRED Confirmed User Join Date: Jan 2001 Location: WA Posts: 6,754	Well today was the 4 week anniversary... doesn't seem like a whole lot of time but to me it's like yesterday... yet a year ago... I've never rode a ride like this in my life. Thanks to those who donated. I'm chickening out on the whole thing. I can't get out of bed hardly at this point. Tomorrow I'm retiring the name "RRRED" and changing it to Niccole... I used to love gfy and I will again. But RRRED is dead now. She isn't bright, quick witted and charasmatic.... I think I'm actually retiring officially. I just watched my funeral for the first time.... I just can't believe still... I love you guys for backin me up on this. I never volunteered for anything like this. It's insane how this has eaten my daughter and myself. I thought I was tough but wow... Anyway, thank you guys who got my back. I'll always have yours too. *collapse Niccole..... hey Eric will you change my nick?

09-22-2007, 01:47 AM	#69
AGS-17 Confirmed User Join Date: May 2005 Posts: 1,402	bump from me for a good cause.

09-22-2007, 01:50 AM	#70
After Shock Media It's coming look busy Join Date: Mar 2001 Location: "Ph'nglui mglw'nafh Cthulhu R'lyeh wgah'nagl fhtagn". Posts: 35,299	Niccole can we still send in some cash to that epass account? I have had more accumulate and wanted to send you some more anyways. __________________ [email protected] ICQ:135982156 AIM: Aftershockmed1a MSN: [email protected]

09-22-2007, 02:23 AM	#72
After Shock Media It's coming look busy Join Date: Mar 2001 Location: "Ph'nglui mglw'nafh Cthulhu R'lyeh wgah'nagl fhtagn". Posts: 35,299	Thanks for the update. PS. You can not really leave us, it would make me sad. Going to epass now. __________________ [email protected] ICQ:135982156 AIM: Aftershockmed1a MSN: [email protected]

09-22-2007, 02:26 AM	#73
After Shock Media It's coming look busy Join Date: Mar 2001 Location: "Ph'nglui mglw'nafh Cthulhu R'lyeh wgah'nagl fhtagn". Posts: 35,299	From epassporte. The account you are trying to transfer funds to is currently unavailable. Please try your transfer again later. Thank you. Anyone know what that means? Is it a transaction limit for the day or what? __________________ [email protected] ICQ:135982156 AIM: Aftershockmed1a MSN: [email protected]

09-22-2007, 02:29 AM	#74
hateman So Fucking Banned Join Date: Jul 2003 Posts: 1,623	fuck em, let them suicide earth is overpopulated anyway

10-18-2007, 11:09 AM	#78
RRRED Confirmed User Join Date: Jan 2001 Location: WA Posts: 6,754	Bump cuz it's right around the corner!

10-18-2007, 12:37 PM	#79
Diligent Confirmed User Join Date: Aug 2003 Location: Hoy Suecia, mañana Nirvana Posts: 1,594	Bump! You're doing great things Niccole... and even greater due to being "in it" now and then... __________________ ~¤~ MORE MONEY ~¤~ VOD? XoD! ~¤~ ~¤~ ICQ# 9828 2461 ~¤~

10-18-2007, 02:00 PM	#81
After Shock Media It's coming look busy Join Date: Mar 2001 Location: "Ph'nglui mglw'nafh Cthulhu R'lyeh wgah'nagl fhtagn". Posts: 35,299	Rrred was the epass issue fixed? __________________ [email protected] ICQ:135982156 AIM: Aftershockmed1a MSN: [email protected]

10-18-2007, 02:17 PM	#82
Meaty&Needy Registered User Join Date: Aug 2006 Posts: 47	Ah, hell. That account is on some security hold and I gotta fax 'em all this paperwork I dont have at hand. Standby, I guess... or email us with a different idea (check, money order, etc). rrredrrred aht gmail daht com. __________________ www.dddoug.com - web design/coding/programming, graphics, video

10-18-2007, 03:16 PM	#83
Benny Confirmed User Join Date: Sep 2002 Posts: 275	Hey Niccole... Donna and I are in for a donation... I can't believe I missed this thread all the way back to Aug and Sep. But better late than never I suppose. Hope all is well, I had a great time hanging with you in FL... Sorry I dropped off the face of the earth after... Things have been incredibly busy and hectic around here. Much love... Keep up the good work __________________ Bruce at WebQuest dot net

10-18-2007, 08:30 PM	#87
Furious_Male Doing the grind since 99 Industry Role: Join Date: Oct 2003 Location: Buffalo NY Posts: 16,883	Back up for others that may want to donate. __________________ Living in Virtual Reality Contact: Email (preferred): furiousmale .at. gmail - Skype: live:shanedws

10-20-2007, 08:34 PM	#90
gigi Confirmed User Join Date: Apr 2001 Location: Vancouver, BC, Canada Posts: 691	bump for an excellent cause. __________________ eMail ICQ: 32862272

10-20-2007, 08:44 PM	#91
fatfoo ICQ:649699063 Industry Role: Join Date: Mar 2003 Posts: 27,763	__________________ Send me an email: [email protected]

10-20-2007, 09:57 PM	#92
MikeSmoke Confirmed User Join Date: Nov 2002 Location: SoCal Posts: 3,233	Couldn't understand how I missed this thread until I realized it was posted right before I left on the honeymoon. My thoughts have been with you Niccole....(and you too, Peaches)...and will continue to be. Much love to you. __________________ icq: 541-739-92

10-22-2007, 05:20 PM	#94
RRRED Confirmed User Join Date: Jan 2001 Location: WA Posts: 6,754	Wow nice pic. I hope you enjoyed the possibility of making me gasp and burst into tears. It worked. My stomach... ugh This thread can die now. I hope I die soon too. Ugh...