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Well today was the 4 week anniversary... doesn't seem like a whole lot of time but to me it's like yesterday... yet a year ago... I've never rode a ride like this in my life.
Thanks to those who donated. I'm chickening out on the whole thing. I can't get out of bed hardly at this point. Tomorrow I'm retiring the name "RRRED" and changing it to Niccole... I used to love gfy and I will again. But RRRED is dead now. She isn't bright, quick witted and charasmatic.... I think I'm actually retiring officially.
I just watched my funeral for the first time.... I just can't believe still... I love you guys for backin me up on this. I never volunteered for anything like this. It's insane how this has eaten my daughter and myself. I thought I was tough but wow...
Anyway, thank you guys who got my back. I'll always have yours too.
*collapse
Niccole.....
hey Eric will you change my nick?
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