LoveAsianChicks

I have to agree with that 100%.
I've never heard of any mother getting a restraining order against their own son in my life.

What the fuck can you do to your mother that would make her file a restraining order?
Spacedog did you beat your mom or threaten to kill her, if she didn't bail you out of this mess?

pornJester

spacedog and eminem could be friends, but then again eminem would probably kick his ass for being a pussy...

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Gemini

Actuallllly the Salvation Army helps people get housing moreso than the Red Cross. The cross is for disasters... But they don't usually have offices in small burgs. Just the larger cities.

Wilbo

What I don't understand is why your wife hasn't tried to get in contact with you. You would think she would at least call to say she and the kids are fine. I'm thinking we don't have the full story here.

the bulldog

LOL!

so your threatening me? lame!!

OKAY.. send your tech over for a visit.. he will Be able to find me If hes such the Martial Artist ninja detective expert u think He is.

Like he would ever give a shit what u think.. geez, what do u need a tech for anyway? nobody knows which sites u even run, probably nothing at all. maybe a bunch of freehost gallerys made just for the hun. oh yeaaah that needs a 'tech'. what a crock of shit!!

we have a thing called the 'law' in this country. he wont be a tech much longer if he thinks hes some kind of vigilante hero. oh yeah, im just going to sit here why he jumps arouind the room doing a bunch of stupid ninja shit. ill just call the cops and he will be slopping it out for 10 to 20. he aint gonna do shit. next time before u open ur mouth, u should consider who i am or who i know. this is not YOUR country, idiot. this is not america, retard. maybe i have a brother in the police force? or maybe i@m 6'8 and built like a brick house.

Basically, your "hero" (tech) steps near me and i'll fucking shoot him. or chop his ass with the 2 foot sharp-as-a-razor-blade Silat Sword i have hanging as a display item on the back of my door. so send him over. sure i wuold probably get arrested but it would be worth it.

maybe u should think before opening ur stupid fucking hick mouth.. bitch.

u know what? point him in my direction. i'm serious, do it.
i dont give a fuck.

LoveAsianChicks

Bulldog - do you run bulldoglist.com ?
If so I would like to trade some traffic.

sarcasticbastard

AMEN! you have been quoted
Ohio? ohio sucks! but i live near lima ohio and my rent is under 300 for a 2 bd apt in a house split into 3 apartments. my yard is full of birds rabbits and squirrels and that's about the only noise around here. Gemini or other ohio webmasters can hit me up
on icq at 23927846 if ya wanna do some networking.
things is spacedog we don't know the whole story here and your past performance IS indicative of future performance. so your full of shit. part of what your saying is true no doubt. some you have omitted obviously. Plenty plenty of peeps have tried to help you in your business. I have tried. i fuck with you alot but its an attempt to get you and a bunch just like you to wake the fuck up.
shit dude i give you that board icon of the guy in lingerie with his dick out for a reason. you just wanna fuck around and try to make a living off of webmaster referrals and being a player.
i told ya, you can't, you won't and you havent.
and by the way for space to not sell his domains cuz it would make it to hard or harder to start over? please, you can do all he has done with freehosting and a public library damn near.
gotta go,

not martin

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Cant you solve your problems without the damn cops. Thats all the people in US do, something goes a little wrong, they just call the cops.

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fletch, hungry, dirty monkey,

- just a bit of quick fun.. should have included a whole bunch of stuff.. but hey.. i've got work to do.. and it's only 13k so im not paying for bandwidth for more in-jokes

bhutocracy

heheh the half second of whimper is scooby-doo btw..

Gemini

Sarcastic:
Ohio? ohio sucks! but i live near lima ohio ...

no more needed to be said... LIMA?!??! lol Nice area to drive thru as long as you don't stop for long. :D Thats close to the old mans old playground at Indian Lake.

Move south young man! 45 miles or so and you'll be in a better place!

I'll find you on ICQ later on. Its been a 22 hour... hmmm 24 hour stretch work day. I live with a slave driver. He lounges with the pets on the bed and cracks the whip alot. Gimme a beer... gimme a neckrub, We gots any chips, blah blah blah. lol

And if you BELIEVE that last paragraph you're nuts.

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Hungry: you're on the right track with that karma thing. Its good to see a lot of genuinely nice people on the board.

Space: All I can offer at the moment is to say good luck. Keep your head straight, your eyes on your goal and you can't go wrong!


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I didn't bother reading all the crap. But spacedog's first post made me happy. Sorta. I'm not an evil person, it would just suck to be him. I'm so glad I'm me!

No offense spacy. Good luck to you.

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ld is a <i>she</i>???????

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I am?



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I've seen this somewhere on adult boards:

A wise man learns from other people's mistakes.
A smart man learns from his own mistakes.
An idiot will never learn.

Now, I don't know which applies to Spacedog, but I can tell that I'm not a wise man.

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damn, this thread is long...

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and it keeps going . . .

Kat - Fast

Okies...

I been posting here for a while - not that that matters a fuck, but I've seen a lot of nicks come and go (the bulldog should really take a hint at this stage and fuck off 'Dear The Bulldog - bring your fuckin sword up to Cleethorpes and ICQ me when you get here') and I have read SD's posts and laughed/sympathised all the way. Sure some of his stuff seems messed up - at least he's open enough to admit this.

If some of you fat arsed middle class children don't like any of this - don't fuckin read it, don't fuckin respond to it and don't think I'll give a flyin fuck either way.

SD - ICQ me if there's anything I can help with.

spacedog

I just read all the replies & I appreciate all the help from those of you who offered it.. Hyper, hungryman, sleazydream, smegma, all of you. thanks... I appreciate all the advice too.. nice to know what towns/areas are good to move to.. but, I am not sure about moving so far from my wife & children.. I am still confused & upset, but I am feeling a little better after chatting with so many people on icq last night. & in particular a lengthy chat with Hungryman.. Thank you Paul for having confidence in my ability to overcome this & succed in this biz as well.. I'll contact you tonight about what we talked about.. The emotions I've been going through must've really taken their toll on me.. I actually slept for 13 hours when I usually sleep for only 5 or 6..I possibly may have slept longer if it were not for the mail lady knocking on the door with certified mail.. from my mom.. I am more concerned & confused than I was before....... And for those of you who have mentioned that I did'nt tell the whole story.. you are absolutely correct... Let me fill you in on some things.. because I am concerned over this new development & not sure what to do over it & how to overcome it.. I'd hire a lawyer, but that's not an option while in my current state... first let me tell you a little bit of history.... back in december when my car broke, the car was towed back to the cape, to the garage across the street from my moms, & the state trooper drove use to her house.. .. Now, it being christmas & all, my wife & I had to leave moms to go visit my wifes parents & her family, but my mom also had her plans to visit friends & other family, so my mom was unable to drive use to maine.. so, my wife & I, & our oldest daughter had to do the bus & train & taxi thing to get to salem, masss to see her family.. now, because it was cold & winter december.. we were concerned about our youngest daughter going through that ordeal & my mom suggested that my youngest stay with her for a couple of days & mom said she'd bring her home in a couple of days.... well, those couple of days kept stretching to more days, then weeks, now it's been 4 months.. my moms always had some lame ass excuse why she cant come drive to maine & bring my daughter home....from 12/24 to 2/14 she had every excuse possible to not bring her home..but finally she brought her home on 2/14.. anyway.... my baby had a doctors appointment, that my mother scheduled for the 15th.. my wife & I were upset over this, because my mother used that as a previous excuse to avoid bringing her home... so, mom says," I'll bring her to the doctor & then I'll come back in a couple of days.." couple of days pass & I call mom.. she says she'll come over on the weekend.. that never happened... I called.. no answer.. I call everyday for a couple of weeks.. no answer.. next, collect calls are now no longer accepted.. so I buy some phone cards.. still no luck getting through.. but finally, just about 2 weeks ago, I get through & she says she'll come over with the baby.. but she never arrives.. I call her house & talk to her boyfriend,.,, he says "Oh.. her car broke down"... Now I think that is plain bullshit. her car is brand new.. a 2001 echo.. brand new cars dont just break down.... so.. when I get ahold of mom.. she has more excuses.. now she's asking.. where are you moving to.. I don't have an answer for her, cuz I really don't know my self... my wife & I wanted to move out of main & back to salem, near her friends & family, or possibly somewhere new, in another state..we were not sure.. but we wanted our daughter back & wanted to be far away from my mom as possible.. we no longer wanted her in our life as my mom has shown to us that she is a controling & manipulative woman & my mom was trying to control our lives. saying things like.. "you should live in the cape so I can help you".. which is bullshit, cuz when we had the fire, she told us the same thing.. come to the cape & stay with me & i'll help you.. this is how she helped us.. after we left the hotel we stayed at.. & went to her house,.,.after 3 days she was like.. jesus.. it's been 3 days & you still havent found an apartment.. what the fucks wrong with you.. on & on with her verbal abuse, etc.. my mom is a chronic alchoholic.. during our stay there, my wife & I had to endure the drunkeness of my mom & her friends..all her drunken buddies sloshing around the house.. she was also mean to my oldest daughter.. moms boyfriend also hurt my oldest daughter.. & that pissed me off.,..we also purchased a couple hundred dollars of food...all that food was wiped out in 2 days because of my mothers drunken friends.. & then my mother gets abusive & yells at me & my wife, calling us losers saying we eat her out of house & home... when it was my wife & I that payed for the food....anyway.. we moved into a hotel in onset, in the cape..it was $300 a week,, problem though.. I worked 45 hours a week at robinson salvage, & my take home after taxes was $320 a week... we couldnt get by. so.. my wife says she dont like my mom, & she wants to go back to north shore.. cuz I made at least $500 a week driving the cab.. so , thats what we did..as a result.. my moms going around telling relatives how she tried to help us, & says we couldve stayed with her, blah, blah.. but it was her that was constantly bitching & complaining that we cant stay there.. she invited us to stay, but then later turned around & said we can't.. thats why we went to a hotel from her house....anyway.. back to current events...
so.. my mom's still trying to control how my wife & I live.. she fails to realize that it is my wife & I's decision on where we will live & not hers... for the last 4 months my mom had the excuse.. you guys don't know where you're going to move.. I'm only trying to help you.. blah,.blah.. etc.. she's been using that same excuse since december, that when april came thatb we'd be moving, & she continually says we should move to the cape.. problem is.. my wife & I dont want my meddlesome mother in our life.. we also did not like the experience we had looking for an apartment, or jobs in the cape.. there's shit jobs, & no apartments.. It's another nowhere, tourist towns... anyway's.. I know I'm rambling.. mom had my daughter from december & still has her & continually refused to bring her home.. bullshit.. who does she think she is to refuse to bring her home.,.. so. this past weekend,, we finally convince her to show up for my oldest daughters birthday, & she was to drive my wife & daughters to my wifes parents so they can see the kids.. BUT.. my youngest daughter is not in the car.. ???????
so.. I ask mom.. where is she.. she says, oh.. shes with your sister.. HUH? mom says my sister is bringing her back to her house once she gets home.. & I said to mom.. what're you talking about.. We wanted you to bring her home to us.,.. she's our daughter, you cant keep her.. we want her back & we want her back now...now my mother goes back to her damned 4 month old excuses.. "But you don't know where your going to live yet.. I aint giving her back to you if I don't know where your going to live" .. So.. i tell my mother.. you give us our child back, or I call the police & have you arrested for kidnapping.. so, mom takes off...

spacedog

supposedly to drive my wife & daughter to my wifes parents house.. I'd call them, but they got a new number & it's unpublished..... well, today I got in the mail, a letter from family court.. decree of temporary guardianship of a minor.. & it says the court granted my mom custody of my youngest daughter til july 8th.. that's bullshit... so, I got that, & the restraining order.. But it don't say anything about my other daughter, & it dont say anything about my wife.. I dont know if my wife went along with this, or if she is with my mom, or if she was threatened & forced to go along or what.. I don't know anything at all... For all I know, maybe my wife's at her parents house still, & maybe my wifes taking a flipping fit over what my mother's done? I don't know.. cuz I have no way to reach them?? When they left.. my wife said she'd be home tuesday.. but she's still not home.. I dont know if she went to my moms or not.. I dont know if my mother meddled in our relationship & threatened her, or not?? Maybe she's at her parents house upset because she knows something I don't.. I dont know what's going on??... I really wish my wife was here with me so we can discuss a plan or something... I am stranded here... before all this happened over the weekend, my wife & I discussed, once we have our youngest daughter back, that we would move somewhere & not have contact with my mom.... we didnt know where we were going to, but we had some plans.. now all our plans are fucked up because my mother is a control freak.... I shouldve called the cops when I had the chance.. but just didnt feel right doing that to my own mother.. now, I dont know what to do.. I could call the cops & have her arrested for kidnapping & tell them what happened , but.. if my wife's there with her, then that wont fly..I just dont know what's going on.. I am so confused.. Now, I feel angry & pissed off more than I do hurt.. Now I know what the restraining order & this other paper is all about.. it looks like she's trying to save her own ass & try to prevent me from calling the police & having her arrested for kidnapping.. that's exactly what I think... but.. if my wife & other daughter are there with her, I assume my mother started with her violent temper & controlling bullshit again, & probably threatened her, & or manipulated her & twisted her mind convincing her to go along with it.. (My wife's not too bright & not really good at making the right decision while under pressure or during chrisis)....then again.. maybe she's still in salem, with her parents.. I doubt it..I really doubt it.. My mother just wants control over my child.. I hate her... I can't stand that woman.. growing up with that woman was more than I could stand.. she's a cold hearted, evil control freak, an abusive monster with a severe alchohol & drug problem. & I do NOT want my daughter to be with her........

Well.. I've made a decision.. I got a letter from the cable company.. my internet gets shut off on the 15th.. anyway.. I gotta get the fuck out of here.. east bumfuck, & I decided that I am going to go to the north shore, salem, paebody, etc.. to be close to my wife's parents & near jobs & public transportation.....
I suppose alot of stuff can be left behind.. but I dont want to leave my little girls toys behind.. poor kid's been through enough loss.. it makes me cry to think of how my little girl's been through so much shit this past year.. so.. last 5 or so months, everything was good, now all this shit & my poor baby's gotta suffer & lose her toys again.. also, she is more attached to me, than she is with her mom.. my oldest daughter has a stronger bond with me than she does with her mom.. & I don't want my baby to be hurting..also, I also have a bond with her, & can't bear to be away from her.... I really hate being stranded up here with no people to talk to face to face... anyway,, Ideally my goal would be to find a home for my family.. a 2 bedroom, or 3 bedroom somewhere in the vicinity of my wife's family.. then try to contact my wife to come home & then fight my mother in court,, BUT.. porn can not be part of my life while this is going on.. How will I explain this to the court? My wife knows I make porn sites, mom knows, my wifes parents know.. cuz my wife complains to them about it.. I'm sure many of you may have been that route.. "All he does is sit on that damn computer looking at porn".. I try to explain to them that it's business...a business that can be very lucrative & profitable if I approach it in the right direction... but none of them understand.. they all say, fuck that bullshit.. & say things like, "You cant make $$ on the net", "Get a real job" etc, etc,.........

well, I know what some of my options are, but due to my emotional state of worry & fear & despair, I am feeling indecisive...

Redshift, & hyper both offered assistance in locating the rear end I need to get my car running.. so, I have the choice to repair that car... that I love so much.. the car's engine & tranny are perfect.. it's a low mileage car & will get me where ever I need to go.. It'll be very reliable once it's fixed.. so.. I can accept the help from hyper, or redshift & get the rear end & fix the car myself if I have to.. & then go from there to look for place to live & jobs.. the car certainly would make life a whole lot easier & less frustrating as I forsee alot of moving around to places that are far.. like court in plymouth, & to job where ever that will be, & to drive around to different towns looking for room or apartment, & to whatever services I may need to go to, to seek help with this dilemma.... anyway.. I can get the car fixed.. drive back here to maine.. put whatever fits into it & go.. at least I can sleep in the car if I need to.. It's a big ass car.. I can also use the car to drive to the pawn shop to sell my computer... I'd hate to give up on this biz because I learned alot & I do have determination to succeed, just lacked a plan, or focus....

I still have the $300 I got, plus my friend from toronto who I designed his website for free host is sending a check to me for the help I put in to help him with his free host.. & sleazydream icq'd me & offered some assistance.. & with my $50 coming some time soon from nastydollars & freenetpass.. that, I hope would be enough to start on the car.. I hope.. I don't know how much is coming in, but it's safe to guess between $500 & $550 is what I'll have to work with.. I don't know how much I'll need to spend for shipping costs for the parts if Hyper or Redshoe find them, but, I guess this would cover it.... I love that car, & put alot of time, effort & money into it & would hate to give it up & lose it, but..
my other option is to just find a single room.. then bust my ass at 2 or 3 jobs & save $$$ to get real apartment....

see, this is why I want to sell my computer, & whatever I can.. so things can get done faster.. I'd like to find a 2 or 3 bedroom apartment & a job, & be able to walk into court on april 23 & tell them that my mothers crazy & is just making up excuses so she can keep my kid... Of course she dont want the baby to be homeless.. I dont have a problem with that.. but, it does look like she's purposelessly making it difficult for me to get her back...
I wouldve thought her sitting down & having a chat with me, & say something like.. Well, I think it's a good idea that she stay with me til you get on your feet, & I woulda been fine with that.. but ever since december she's been using april 15th & moving out & not knowing where we're moving to as her excuse for keeping her.....

anyway.. If I can sell the computer, & whatever else.. I am trying to come up with at least $1000 to be left over after whatever I need to invsest into getting my car back on the road.. My registration expired.. gotta renew it.. thank lord I don't need insurance since I still am legally considered a new hampshire resident & not maine or mass

The car would make life less difficult & easier to deal with & get ahead.. & if I have $1000 left over, I am hoping I can find suitable living arrangements for my family & I & get everything in order.. & I will try for that security job.. malden is close to salem, peabody, etc.. & if my car's on the road again, that'll insure getting me there & being a dependable employee....
so, I guess first thing I want to do, is concentrate on my car getting fixed, or finding another vehicle.. then I can move onto the next step with a little more ease & feel a little more confident & assured of success.... well, I need to go for a walk & think things over, & go to the store.. I'll be back in 4 hours or so.. it's a long walk from here.... for those of you who wanted details of the se traffic from the subdomains, I'll prepare a page for you to view stats, etc.... Hungry.. I'll work on what we discussed, but I am running out of time,,, internet is gone on the 15th, & I also need to try & finish one other project.. I have an obligation to finish something I was working on for someone else.. & If I can finish that withing the next 2 days, that'll be perfect & would put some more $$ in my pocket...

I'll talk later... I need to walk & think.. I am confused & don't know where to begin to start.. sorry for the ramble on..

Warphead

my nuts itch.

sasush

crazy topic.

Sex4it

Hope everything it's gonna be all right fo you and your family... again soon

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Spacedog -

man dont sell your domains. Its kinda like when ya have a friend whos bad off and hes a musician, first thing they wanna do is pawn their guitar... your domains are paid right? Someone in this thread offered you mega free hosting at 500 gigs(shit thats more than I have), no need to sell em off, move them over and theyll be here when you get back...

If you want I can switch them over to my server if you like and theyll definitely be here, I wont touch them or change anything....

I understand the whole "tell the judge shes lying" thing regarding the porn thing, I know many stripper/pornstars here who cannot "have rights" to their kids because of their occupation and wehat they do, not that adult webmasterin compares to Hardcore scenes, but you understand the relating.

Bro - I wish I could help, unfortunately, without even a paypal account for me to send you money or something, there really isnt much I can do, other than what I have offered and the soul support of The Superbooger...

Fletch

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whoa whoa..i started to read that and got to here:
" my mom suggested that my youngest stay with her for a couple of days & mom said she'd bring her home in a couple of days.... well, those couple of days kept stretching to more days, then weeks, now it's been 4 months.. my moms always had some lame ass excuse why she cant come drive to maine & bring my daughter home...."



wait a minute
your talking about your daughter as if she is lawn mower yourrnieghbor borrowed.

or am ireading that wrong...i stopped anyway..to much rambling.

Gary

Whats so confusing? If my daughter was staying with my mom for a couple days and she said she would drive her home in a couple days and didn't, i would be pretty pissed. My daughters not a lawnmower, but she is MY daughter-

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How do you expect a man in despair to not ramble?

As a man to explain himself and then its too much info, if youre too lazy to read the entire thing, you shouldnt reply on one sentence...

"You cannot fully understand ANY volume of text if you go pass a word you do not udnerstand, let alone comprehend an entire sentence."

im sure if you analyze every word he says you can find something to be a cunt about..... just let it go.

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LoveAsianChicks

Why don't you call your wifes parents and see if they know what is going on.
Call all your wifes family and see if anyone knows where she is.
Call your oldest daughters friends and see if they have talked with daughter.

Seems very weird your wife would stop contacting you.

Pathfinder

Spacedog Quote: "I love my daughters & my wife more than anything in this world, more than life itself"

Spacedog Quote: "...my moms always had some lame ass excuse why she cant come drive to maine & bring my daughter home...."

"...more than life itself..." but not more than buying a bus ticket and getting your daughter yourself.

Same MO; lie, blame, twist. Look in the mirror and you will find who is responsible for the position that you are in.

Moose

Gary..might of came out the wrong way for me

but i just find it odd someone would just let the kid be gone for "months" without raising a living hell.

amadman

SD- This may not seem like much but you may want to set up a pop email on one of your hosted domains and change all of your emails at your sponsors to that one.

This way after you lose your current connection you will still be able to get forgoten passwords and log in to change your info when you get to your new place.

I had such problems when I moved and it was a bitch.

Sorry that I am not in a possiton to be any more help.

Good luck.

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reload hell

ValerieD

Okay, I get on GFY about every other day and read posts and stuff, Don't post much but this one I have to post a reply for. I finished reading page 3 and just had to stop.

It's really messed up if its all one big lie........ I know what it's like to have one thing after another happen to you - And at the end of the day feel like it can't get any worse. I ain't one to just put my biz out there but what the hell you people don't know me so theres no reason to feel bad.

I've delt with "crap" with a sibling dealing with webmaster things and didn't have hosting for like 3 weeks.... Haven't made shit for money since the end of Jan. ... Only have one vehicle because the other is broke down ... speakin of the car payment is just about 2 months late if they knew where we lived they'd come get it - My fiance lost his job about 3 weeks ago - we rent to own one of our computers and our couch..... both which are almost 3 weeks late .... Rent was late until we were able to kindly borrow the other $60 from his brother ... and the phone was turned off for 2 days

BUT you know what......for your kids and yourself you gotta keep your head up - Things DOOOO get better. Thanks to an AWESOME company (they know who they are) I was paid early and was able to get my phone on again...even if it is just the local service! yes the car payment and the couch and computer payments are still late and they're all probably trying to find us - BUT guess what ya gotta have faith........We wanted to go to Virginia to play the big game but didn't have $$ or gas to do it...and 2 different drawings went by and nobody has won so we kinda saw it as a sign that maybe all this happened for a reason.....So we drove to Virginia to spend a few bucks on the BIG GAME (which is at about $250 mil) in hopes that we'll win

Hell we'll be happy if we get a few numbers for $5000 or $150,000 ........But if we don't win LOL I guess we're back to ground zero.....

Just gotta keep laughing & remember things will get better

Just my

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In light of Hungrymans reply, I posted this in another thread that is becoming about this as well...
thought it could apply to this thread as well...


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Anyone who straight out laughs at anothers problems like this including and not limited to anyone on this board is a complete waste of lifeforce.

No matter if you believe it or not, or if he is telling the truth or not, if he is in fact telling the truth I cant wait to see the look on your face and to point and laugh back when your foot is in your throat.

Seriously, the way you losers make posts about Spacedog -

posts are examples of your charachter.

Yeah what goes around comes around i guess, just like 12clicks calling me a pedohile, somethings will never be forgotten, and those that cast stones now, are the ones the tribe turns on next.

Its the classic case of "lets pick on the 3rd graders"

When the 3rd grader becomes a 4th grader he find now he can pick on the 3rd graders, but the 5th graders are now picking on him...

Youll see where your friend are when you need them, id help Hungryman and SPacedog in a second, and HAVE offerd them both help when in need, i doubt ill do the same for the trash that circle this event, and post threads at Spacedogs expense.

So what if you dont like him, if what he says is true, i hope all of you suffer threefold the attacks you laugh off at his expense.
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This thread is VERY long. Can anyone give me a summary of what's happened since page 1?

Kimmykim

The complete lack of punctuation and line breaks makes that impossible to read.

spacedog

I really want to thank all of you that have been trying to help me... I am still in a state of confusion & indecisiveness, but I think the best thing for me to do is to leave this biz & do the right thing & do what's best for me & my family..

Hungryman, & many of you who have faith in my ability & ambition to succeed in this biz.. I thank you offering to assist me in reaching realistic goals & helping me through the biz, but I have come to realize that may not be the best for me & my family.. sure I can succeed & learn alot more & make a success of myself & I certainly have the determination for it, but I will not take those chances at the expense of my family.. I have already taken those risks & now I see where it has gotten me..

I went to the payphone at the store & called my aunt.. from what my aunt's been told by my mom, it appears that my wife is upset about my involvement with porn on the net... the amount of time I spent online, my obsession with wanting to make money online, etc,.,, she believes that I cared more about my porn biz than I do of her & my family.. My online activities have interfered with our relationship & it's caused many arguments.. I always tried to assure her that I was only doing it for the money & as a business, but she couldn't identify with that or understand.. she began to feel insecure because of the images of girls on the net, etc.. & also, sometimes she felt neglected by me being online all the time.. I was too busy struggling to make a buck, & our relationship suffered for it.. It's caused arguments in the past, & I believe the best thing to do is to give up on it.. I hate to quit, but I need to do the right thing.. I need to try to hitch hike to massachusetts & try to talk to her & try to work things out.. my aunt tells me that my wife is at her moms & that my mom has convinced her to leave me & also get a restraining order.. I need to talk to her & make my peace with her before that happens.. I hope not.. I think what may be best is to try my hardest to find us a home, & fast & show her that my days with porn are finished... I am going to try to pawn my computer.. I will need every cent I can get, so I can find a place to live & transportation to move, get job, etc.. I have $300, plus whatever amount sleazydream was kind enough to send.. I should have it in the mail sometime.. however long it takes from manitoba to here.. plus more $$ from my friend dreamman010 who I've gotten to know fairly well these past few months.. He's got alot of heart & soul & is a great character & it's been a real pleasure working with him.. he's a really smart kid & I enjoyed being so much a part of helping out & working with him on the free host http://4freetgp.com , anyway.. this should help with sorting out my problems & issues.. I am still selling my computer.. I need as much $$ as I can get to help me with finding a home, etc.. I am guessing I'll have anywhere from $600 - $700 by end of next week.. I am gonna hitchhike to massachusetts to try & talk to my wife & tell her I love her, & tell her I am done with porn.. I hope I can convince her that she & my daughters mean so much to me.. hopefully I can pawn the computer,,. need to figure how to get to a pawn shop with no car.. Hopefully I can come up with $1500 or a bit more to work with & I can definately find a home with that I think.. My hopes are that, once my wife see's that I found us a home, no longer do porn & have real job... probably as a security guard in malden.... she'll feel better & we can work this out together..

spacedog

Fletch, Bunky, all of you who have been supportive & helpful, I really appreciate your willingness to help.. smegma, mule.. everyone.. thanks.. I really appreciated the gestures of goodwill & with the paypal, but with no checking or credit card, I cant get verified by them.. I only have passbook savings... I still have xxx-revenue.com & bluehentai.com for sale if anyone wants to make an offer.. I am leaving in the morning to hitchhike to salem & try to reason out with my wife.. Hopefully I get things worked out.. my internet gets shut off on the 15th.. I will check messages & emails, etc to see if anyone wants domains.. etc,, I greatly appreciate all the gestures of good will, Hyper, redshift.. all of you.. you know who you are.. thanks..
those of you who wanted to help.. my address is 84 riverside dr, wells, maine. 04090. usa.. my mail will be forwarded to a po box once I figure out where I am going to end up.... but my goal is get apartment, get job, & have my family back together, & I am leaving this biz.. I gotta try & make do with what I got & try to make it all work out.. I gotta do the right thing & what's best for me & my family

KC

"but with no checking or credit card, I cant get verified by them.. "

Spacedog, have we established your age yet?? How can you go from $500K/year.. to a guy without a checking account?

Surely you had a checking account when you were earning that kind of cash?

How do (or did as the case may be) you pay bills? With your Good Looks?

Jer

GOOD LUCK, spacedog. I read all these pages, and I hope you find a home, a job and get back your family the next days. Good luck.

Nice to see we have so many helpfull people here.

spacedog

My credit's a mess.. cant get either one of them right now due to all the debts I've incurred during college, & after all the events from before.. & 500K was quite an exaggeration... was alot less than that.. & that was almost 5 years ago.. that's when all my debts started.. after all the events in my life.. everything got messed up..

Fletch XXX

Spacedog - most of the people posting negative shit here, wont be here when you get back.

You take care of your family bro - my dad only told me one thing I remember,...

"your family comes first, when you have shit straight at home a man can do anything,"

Do what you gotta do. Take care brother.

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hyper

spacedog, we are working on your parts for your buick

i am assuming the axle housing is still good, we may have to get the parts and just rebuild it ourselves.

there is a place that has 66 buicks but it's in AZ.

I checked around for cars today and will check some more tomorrow. A kid at work sold his car but it got impounded coz the new owner didnt register it. so i am trying to talk him into signing it over if i pay the tow bill ($100)

I am also posting at the various car websites i hang out at, someone may have a car that runs good but doesnt look the best.

don't worry bro, we'll get you mobile again.

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spacedog

thank you so much hyper.. It means alot to me.. ..
I'm gonna try to hitch to salem mass tommorow, how can I contact you offline.... my connection gets shut off monday.. can you icq me.. 112771690 thanks bro..

-=HUNGRYMAN=-

You do what you have to do Jody!
We are only outsiders lookng in on your situation ... YOU are on the inside ... sounds like you have put some rational thought into this ... GO FOR IT ... AND GOOD LUCK !!!

You can do it if you really want to !!
Don't let ANYBODY knock you down ever again ...
Hit me Up on ICQ and I will give you my mailing address.
I'd like to keep in touch and see how you make out

(maybe one day I can get that steak dinner out of you )

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Spacedog:

Assuming that you are posting the truth (a big assumption but I will allow you the benefit of doubt) you are making your first best decision and I quote "...I think the best thing for me to do is to leave this biz & do the right thing & do what's best for me & my family...".

My advice to you is not to even consider returning to it until your children are grown and you are an "old fart" like me; retired, with time on your hands, and to old to care what anyone thinks.

This is a sleezy business at best and is filled with sleezy, scheming, lying, cheating, amoral, people.

This business is like most. Many more fail than succeed. There is a small percentage (usually pretty heavily financially invested) that make any real money. It is my guess that 95% that talk the big money talk on these adult boards are like you were; a bullshitter.

You know who and what you are. You know what is bullshit and what isn't. You know what you have done wrong in the past and who you have wronged. Get yourself together, get a job, stay with that job until you have a better job to go to. Manage your money, begin to mend the wrongs you have done to others and make payments to all that you owe money to (even if all you can afford to pay is $1.00 per month).

Do not expect those around you to accept your word that you are a changed person and open their arms to you. Your words mean little; your actions are the measure. Do what I suggested, and though it may take awhile, the wheel will turn.

Good luck to you on your path through life.

SleazyDream

got that right.

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