Penny24Seven

LOL I am still laughing


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Blasphemy!

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Penny24Seven

can this be biggest thread backfire ever

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Love it. . Quite the amusing bump, m'man.

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Praise Da Lawd

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nico-t

total 180, classic sign of the mentally unstable. Please check yourself in in the nearest hospital for the mentally ill and ask for a straight jacket, you complete loon. You will snap again, guaranteed - and it won't be pretty. That's my prediction.

kyro

the next time he snaps i am sure his guns will be involved and i hope it is just isolated to himself and not others.

Donny

Aww... you mean you and Nico won't be coming to the party? I'm so disappointed.

BlackCrayon

the weak always need something to coddle them. be it drugs or religion..which is pretty much the same thing.

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Donny

There are 2 billion Christians in this world... because they are weak?

MaDalton

you should read this: http://raymondkhoury.com/books/the-last-templar/

the end of that book pretty much sums up what religions are for

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TWO PAGES and no pix of this chick?

thread EPIC FAIL

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Donny

Most every culture throughout history has some sort of religious belief. It's part of what makes us human. Inside we know there's something bigger than us.

MaDalton

i think it's more a combination of the lack of knowledge and the fear of being the only one being responsible for their own fate

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Donny

You might possibly have a point if not for the fact that it's a primal instinct. In order to get away from it, a person has to rationalize WHY something bigger isn't needed.

BlackCrayon

well the majority are probably just strung along by their parents who were strung along by their parents and so on. the majority don't attend church and don't follow the teachings but still call themselves christian, why i am not sure. the 'born again' ones are the hardcore weaklings. they need something to attach themselves to to keep from falling apart. religion is just one of the more socially acceptable ways of doing this but no matter if your shooting up with god or heroin you're still deluding yourself.

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Bryan G

Oh Donny you flip flopping piece of shit. As I've said to you before you are not capable of tour own thought process. This thread is fucking brilliant and yes 2 billion people that believe in fairy tales ARE weak.

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scottybuzz

donny, a serious question;

what did you prefer more?

being rich, being in porn and all the fun and chaos that came with it?

or

having peace of mind, believing in something and following what you believe to be true knowing that you genuinely believe it to be the right direction for your life?


edit (wow the way I have written the second part sounds amazing) I would genuinely swap porn for religion any day if I could trick myself to believe in it.

FYI I am not an atheist, I don't believe in Christianity but I believe in the possibility of a God.

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Donny

I prefer my life now. It's far more fulfilling.

scottybuzz

then good on you. that is what counts in life in the end.

why however did you join a chuch which is anti porn?

can't we all just leave people to get along with whatever they want to do without harming others?

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Dirty F

Donny is a fucking freak and it's only matter of time before he really snaps.
He's obviously extremely unstable.
And that out of all people this person is bragging about his guns every day is something to worry about.

BlackCrayon

like everyone else, he needs something to blame. personal responsibility and religion are polar opposites basically. everything is caused by something else...temptation, sin, the "devil", god "meant" for it to happen, etc. even the good stuff, its always god who does it. no the talented surgeon didn't save your life, god did. its so silly. believe in yourself and hold yourself responsible for your thoughts and actions.

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Donny

To say they are "anti porn" is not really accurate. The founder has become one of Ron Jeremy's best friends. They are invited to porn shows by those who put them on. Why? Because they show respect and aren't screaming at people telling them that they're going to hell.

They are available for people who want help. They don't push it on people who do not. God gave all of us free will, and we can use that free will to make choices for ourselves. While they don't think porn is a good thing, they aren't trying to legislate it out of existence or demonize people who create it or act in it.

kyro

i would say yes. most people are weak. either they need something to believe in or need an explanation of why things happen. or they don't want to feel alone. there is lots of people who are screwed up and turn to religion to fix things for them but they just getting fucked up another way by another group of people.

take you for example. you ruined young girls lives and had no problems doing it until your girlfriend left you and your wife tried to take your kid away. not to mention you were failing out of adult anyway. so you were weak and turned to religion and let the xxx church nuts use you as their show pony to help them collect more donations so they could line their pockets.

Donny

From which university did you obtain your PhD, Dr. Franck?

I've seen a real psychiatrist to try to figure out whether or not something is wrong. From what I've read and heard, the person who has the problem is the last to know due to denial or other self-delusions. I decided I'd see him because of the way I respond to loss or being accused of things that aren't true - I freak out. Seeing the head doc really helped with that, a lot, but it was intellectual discussion, rather than medicine, that did the trick. I still speak with my psychiatrist from time to time. I'm sorry to disappoint, but it turns out there's nothing wrong with me. Yes, I do realize that's not very colorful or interesting. It would be far more fascinating to have some scary diagnosis. There are definitely things I can work on to make better, but I don't have a diagnosable disorder of any kind. To be completely honest, hearing that news left me a little disappointed.

My gun collection is nothing to "brag" about. It's nothing special. I'm just vocal about it because so many here are "anti gun" when guns aren't the problem at all.

kyro

you need a third option for donny. i think he knows religion is crap deep down inside but by playing along he gets to try to mend things with his ex wife, make his family happy and see his kid more. not to mention he financially profits from all this xxx church and porn crap. he got too creepy for college girls to let him shoot them and his sales dried up so porn is no longer an option. he moved over to religion because it benefited him not because he drinks the koolaid but because he could serve it for 10 cents a cup.

kyro

lol he didn't join a church, he works for one. and no other church would hire him. he was a perfect fit for the xxx church because he was someone that they couple proclaim was "saved" from porn. then donny can get on stage and say how bad porn is. he is the perfect pawn for them to use in their dog and pony show. when the church is finished with him and spits him out then he will have his next break down and will have nothing to turn to, that is when i fear he will use his guns. that might be why he is hanging out here again, i wonder if they already got their money out of him and if they are finished with him, so he wonders back here. but he will not get a good welcome here and will have no where to go next.

epitome

Which is why so many addicts and alcoholics are "born again." They substitute one drug they obsess over with another.

epitome

If I were running some kind of weird church based on being anti-porn and found out one of my people was actively posting on GFY with anything other than anti-porn messages, I'd be done with them...

It's obvious Donny is only here to try and make friends and impress people. The only time he talks about God is when he is being defensive.

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Dirty F

What a fucking loser this guy is. And he knows it. He knows what an unstable failure he is.

_Richard_

they asked him to stop posting on these boards a few years ago because, well, what you said

Donny

My son's mom has never tried to take him from me. She would never do that, because she's a great mother and knows how important it is for our son to have me in his life. Other than that, you remember facts rather well, even though all you're doing is regurgitating things I openly discuss.

There are some things you've missed, however, but probably because I've only recently started being honest about them. The biggest one is this:

I really need to stop telling people that Belinda left me. It's not true, and it took a long time before that hit me and I was honest with myself about it. I've stepped on so many stages and told my story so many times, saying she left me. It's cowardly to continue saying so.

The truth is, I was feeling so sorry for myself that I let myself believe that to be the case. A friend had to remind me that I was the one who demanded her to leave. My immediate response was, "Yeah, but I didn't really want her to go. I was just saying that and hoping she'd fight to stay." That's the truth of it... I kept telling her over and over and over again that she just needed to leave, and one day she finally did as I'd demanded.

But you're right: it took intense personal pain before I truly realized what I was doing to others while producing in this business. The crap we were involved in ripped me apart in almost every way, and I was finally able to identify with others.

It wouldn't have been so painful, if I hadn't lied to myself so much and believed those lies. Examples:

• When it came to her, I never thought anyone else would be a threat to me. I felt better than everyone, so how could she possibly want anyone else? Reality was hard to face.
  
• The person she chose was someone I called a friend but who I really saw as being SUCH a puke that he never possibly would be someone she wanted long term even IF she was looking. That's part of the reason I picked him to get involved in the sick crap we did, because it felt safe for him to be the one. He had characteristics she'd always despised, and everyone I knew talked crap about him behind his back, saying how fake and immature he was and how he could never be trusted, even though it was fun to be around him in party atmospheres (and indeed, it was definitely fun to be around him). I never in a million years thought she'd actually want to BE with such a person. When it turned out that she started having feelings for him I couldn't deal with it. Logically, it made no sense to me... and yet it was true. I freaked out. There were many chances to stop all that was going on, and she would have respected that decision, but I wanted it to stop because SHE wanted it to stop, not because I demanded it.
  
• Once reality set in, I started feeling completely betrayed and had to re-analyze who I even was as a person. I felt lower than dog shit, but still didn't want to admit that to anyone... not even myself. I kept up my pretenses by hiding behind fake ego when in actuality any real ego had been shattered.

There's lots more, of course, but basically it boils down to this: once a person hits bottom themselves, it's easier to see the others around them who are hurting. There's no way I could keep shooting porn. No way. No amount of hatred towards religion, which is one of the things that had fueled me when I was in the business, was enough. Easy money wasn't enough, either. I just couldn't do it anymore. I realized the pain I was feeling was not any less than the pain that was felt by some of those who had sobbed and told their sad stories while begging me to remove all their content from the Internet.

Any "failing out of adult" that you assert would have been self-imposed because of being too wrapped up inside myself and my pain. We had more business available to us than at any time, ever. All we had to do was pick up the cameras and shoot it. Instead, I'd often sit alone in a rocking chair in the second master bedroom, staring at walls and feeling sorry for myself. And I'd get angry that my fiance wouldn't come help me, then angry again when she tried, telling her to just move out.

But all things work for good if a person is willing to look for that good. Once all the emotional pain had taken over, I doubt anything other than turning to God would have fixed it for me, and I seriously doubt Belinda ever would have embraced Christianity. So... it was all over no matter what. I DO regret the way we parted and the way I acted during that time. I'd much rather have parted civilly. My best friend is still friends with her. Long ago he asked me if I wanted him to stop talking to her and I told him no. I was able to think logically about that, rather than emotionally, and saw no reason he needed to cut out a really cool person from his life simply because I screwed up.

XXX Church didn't use me to line their pockets. Most of them really believe in what they do, and the majority of the staff you see publicly is made up of volunteers who have spent their own money to attend the events where you meet them. Did my story increase donations at the time? Sure. But as a registered non-profit, the officers on staff have a set salary. They don't personally benefit from an increase in donations.

Dirty F

Holy shit!
I think imbecile boy might be about to snap.
Fuck me, this guy has issues.

Dirty F

And the worst part is that he will fuck up the live of his kid as well.
Psycho freaks like him shouldn't be allowed anywhere near guns or kids.

kyro

lets look back. you wanted spannow to fuck belinda because you are perverted and liked to watch your girl get fucked by a real man. belinda liked spannow better than you and started seeing him behind your back. you went nuts and flipped out and told her to stop seeing spannow or leave. and what did you expect her to do stay with you? dont flatter yourself to think that you turned her away.

do you blame porn for cheating on your wife or can we attribute that to you just being a piece of shit that has no self control ?

Donny

We should all be more like Franck.

Donny

Had you bothered to read the rest, that's pretty much what I said. ;)

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Donny

I've never blamed porn for that, nor any of the other things I've done.

kyro

it's easier to be manipulated by others and to blame something else for your problems

kyro

honestly, do you still jerk off to porn ?

Donny

Midgets.

DTK

Weak and/or indoctrinated from birth, yes.

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kyro

he cant stay away, the church never cures people from their perversions. donny likes looking at porn, fucking girls and trying to feel important. maybe the xxx church is getting a little too boring for him and he is back here stroking his cock for old times sake ?

kyro

for real, do you jerk off any more at all? yes or no ?

Donny

I definitely do pop back in from time to time. Sometimes I post. Other times I don't. There are several reasons for doing so, and there's no reason not to do so. What a misconception it is that people who become Christians are required to shut anyone out of their lives or stop "hanging out" with certain types. Like I've mentioned before, even the Jesus stories show that He was criticized for hanging out with tax collectors and prostitutes, which were the worst people of His time. I'm not saying I'm Jesus, nor am I saying GFY is filled with "the worst people," but what I am saying is that there is no reason NOT to be here.