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03-29-2005, 09:34 PM
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I will be out of pocket for a while
I apologize for the massive cut and post, but I just wanted everyone to understand where I've been and why I will be scarce for an unspecified period of time. If you need anything, please contact [email protected] or [email protected]
Sometime over the weekend, my son took his life while in Misawa Japan while serving in the Air Force. I don't know all the details but when I spoke to him Friday night he was very very drunk, homesick and all around depressed. I attempted to reach him all weekend with no response. I knew no one else to reach there on the weekend but many times his line was busy when I was calling so I am assuming others were also trying to reach him. When he didn't show up for work on Monday morning, they found him. There are no words to express the devastation I feel and honestly no words of comfort will make it better. I have always said I have the best family, friends and support system anyone could ever wish for the they have been here for me either by coming to the house, via phone, email, running errands, bringing things, staying with me, or just holding me. He's not home yet and right now there's no estimate. The AF is being very thoughtful and keeping me in contact every step of the way. The best guess is some time next week. We will have a family only honor guard ceremony and then a large memorial service within a week after that in the Atlanta area. I don't want to have it at a funeral home and there will be no casket. I want to celebrate his life, not his death. Being a single mother with him an only child, he was my life and I will never be the same. I need to spend some time trying to figure out what I plan on doing with the rest of it. Many of you met him and know what an incredible person he was. He was funny, smart and just the best person I've ever known. But he was clearly upset about things we'll never understand and self medicating with alcohol. I guess. I don't really know. I don't know if I ever will know. I count many, many people in this industry as my good and dear friends and I only felt it fair to explain my silence and absence. I also thank the handful of people who kept my confidence until I was ready to make announcement. Hold your children tight tonight. The last thing I told him was that I loved him. I can only hope and pray that he believed me. |
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03-29-2005, 09:38 PM
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Wow...extremely sorry to hear that Peaches
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03-29-2005, 09:38 PM
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My deepest condolences..may he RIP
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03-29-2005, 09:39 PM
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Oh my, Peaches. What to say here other than I'm deeply sorry for your loss.
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03-29-2005, 09:40 PM
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Very sorry to hear that peaches, I know how proud you were of him and how much you loved him. I hope time is good to you as far as healing the wounds. If you need ANYTHING at all, please let me know.
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03-29-2005, 09:40 PM
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Oh my God Peaches !
I am very very sorry to hear this. I am 110% behind you and really wish you the best in those very difficult times. And you are right, it is much better to celebrate his life. |
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03-29-2005, 09:42 PM
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 I am very sorry for your loss. My condolences.
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03-29-2005, 09:43 PM
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My deepest sympathies and condolences to you Peaches.
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03-29-2005, 09:43 PM
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You have my condolences.
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03-29-2005, 09:47 PM
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My thoughts and love go out to you. |
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03-29-2005, 09:52 PM
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My deepest condolences.
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03-29-2005, 09:52 PM
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you have my condolences peaches.
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03-29-2005, 09:56 PM
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i'm so sorry to hear this peaches
keep your head up girl!
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03-29-2005, 09:58 PM
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Support and prayers, Peaches.
j-
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03-29-2005, 10:01 PM
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OMG, Peaches I am sorry to hear about your loss. My thoughts and love are with you..
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03-29-2005, 10:07 PM
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I think your son was talked about and mentioned in every conversation I've ever had with you Peaches. It was very easy to see that he meant the world to you.
Good luck. I hope you find the answers to your questions.
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03-29-2005, 10:13 PM
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holy shit peaches, i am so sorry...i just don't know what to say! wow...
*cries a little* |
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03-29-2005, 10:20 PM
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i'm sorry. you have my deepest condolences
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03-29-2005, 10:28 PM
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Wow, I'm in tears! I am sooo sorry Peaches, I wish I was there to give you a hug. I'm not good at knowing what to say in situations like this. But, my heart is breaking for you!
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03-29-2005, 10:29 PM
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Oh my god Peaches... how truly, truly horrible. I'm so sorry for your loss. It was obvious to any and all, how very deeply you loved him and how much he meant to you. You never seemed to miss an opportunity to express it, so I'm positive he realized the extent of your love for him.
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03-29-2005, 10:31 PM
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I am so sorry to hear about your loss.
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03-29-2005, 10:31 PM
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i am truly saddedned to hear about this Peaches... you have my heartfelt sympathy
i cannot even begin to conceive what you are going thru right now... i wish you all the best in this very difficult time
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03-29-2005, 10:31 PM
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peaches, hon, no words suffice...
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03-29-2005, 10:37 PM
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I lost my Father in January. I'm very sorry to hear about your loss and can't imagine what it feels like to lose a child. I hope you find comfort and love in those around you. Your Son is in a better place now...
Peace. |
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03-29-2005, 10:38 PM
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Nothing on GFY ever made me cry before. That did.
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03-29-2005, 10:44 PM
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ugh - speechless.
so sorry Peaches. i know you two were very close, you spoke of him on chatboards all the time. kinda felt like i knew him a little, seemed like a great kid. shit - if only kids knew that life changes - what seems insurmountable one day a month from now, a year from now, everything might be different. damn.
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03-29-2005, 10:45 PM
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as I posted on another board, Peaches, you know I am always available for you for anything you need
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03-29-2005, 10:46 PM
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I can't even begin to imagine what you must be going through right now. I am incredibly sorry for your loss. If there is anything I can do to help please let me know. My thoughts are with you.
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03-29-2005, 10:59 PM
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Peaches, my sincere condolences. I am sure it feels like your life has ended too right now. May you have the strength to deal with this devastating loss and to somehow eventually get through it all.
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03-29-2005, 11:01 PM
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above all other threads, this one NEEDS to be sitcky
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03-29-2005, 11:02 PM
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sorry to hear that peaches.
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03-29-2005, 11:03 PM
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here's my cell number 423-240-5540 I love you lady
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03-29-2005, 11:03 PM
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Damn Peaches.. What a heart breaker.. Please accept my condolences for you and the rest of your family. It's sad when a loved one takes their own life not realizing that suicide is a permanent solution to what is in most cases a temporary problem..
I too have suffered depression in the past and felt things that I am sure your son had felt.. It's a tough decission to make because you think of those you will leave behind when you are gone. And I'm sure that he thought of you very much and will always love and miss you, just as you will always love and miss him. Please let everyone know if there is anything that you need..
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03-29-2005, 11:10 PM
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i'm very sorry for your loss peaches.
you'll be in my thoughts.
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03-29-2005, 11:14 PM
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I'm so sorry Peaches me and my wifes prayers go out to you tonight
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03-29-2005, 11:14 PM
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I know we're pretty much strangers but I really feel for you. I hope you find a way to deal with this that lets you move on in life. I won't pretend to understand what you're going through but you'll be in my prayers.
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03-29-2005, 11:15 PM
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Wow. I'm terribly sorry to hear that Peaches, I remember you telling me about him after only about 45 seconds of us first meeting. He sounded like a wonderful person.
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03-29-2005, 11:15 PM
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i'm soooo sorry - if there is anything i can do let me know
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03-29-2005, 11:15 PM
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Wow, I am so sorry to hear this Peaches. You have my upmost and sincerest condolences and if there is anything you ever need, please don't hesitate to ask.
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03-29-2005, 11:16 PM
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Sorry about your loss.
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03-29-2005, 11:20 PM
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Peaches, I'm truly at a loss for words. My deepest condolences.
With Much Love, Jim
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03-29-2005, 11:20 PM
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Peaches we don't know you other than form the boards, but please accept our deepest condolences for your loss. The loss of anyone in your family is very tough (Arika lost her Uncle last week) and can be very trying. Keep your head up and know that there are hundreds if not thousands of people out here that care for you and yours and wish you the best during these trying times.
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03-29-2005, 11:22 PM
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Peaches, dear God, Kimmy just showed me this thread I had no idea. I cannot even begin to express my total SHOCK and streaming tears right now for you. Anyone who knows you knows how much you love that kid and how close you two have always been.
I am SO SORRY... If there's anything we can do for you anything at all. There's nothing that can replace a lifes worth of memories and future plans that have been destroyed. This is really really sad. I haven't prayed in quite a while but I will be doing so for you tonight. Again, I am so sorry... and shocked. I'm thinking of Vegas last year at that restaurant. I would have never imagined somthing like this could happen. And you certainly don't deserve this of all people. There's not a whole lot that can be said but we do love you, woman and we're here for you. My God... |
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03-29-2005, 11:32 PM
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My condolences Peaches. My mother took her own life this same month just 2 years ago.
I too know the pain that comes not just from the loss, but from the feeling of something being stolen from you and the confusion that you are left with. Do what you need, take your time, cry, and when you think you're done cry some more honestly it's the only thing that will help you get through this...and that is grieving. It's a painful process, and I know you don't want to know about the time where this pain will not hurt so much because you just don't want to let go. So don't worry about it for now. Just let it hurt, it's only natural. Everything else will happen as it is intended to happen when it is intended to happen. I pray for peace for your family tonight. |
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03-29-2005, 11:38 PM
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I don't even know what to say Peaches...
Total shock... I don't know what to say...My thoughts are with you Jon |
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03-29-2005, 11:50 PM
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I am very sorry to hear that.
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03-29-2005, 11:56 PM
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I am very sorry to hear, my deepest condolences.
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03-29-2005, 11:59 PM
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my deepest condolences
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03-30-2005, 12:01 AM
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Very sorry to hear the news Peaches...
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i am so very sorry, Peaches
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