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SleazyDream · 11-10-2003, 02:14 AM

I was wondering, how many people on this board suffer from depression? Feelings of hopelessness, lonleness, a sense of loss without haveing a loss, - moods like that.

no I'm not talking about once in a while - EVERYONE feels down once in a while, I'm talking about most of the time.

Does anyone here feel like that on a regular basis?

galleryseek · 11-10-2003, 02:15 AM

sometimes, but thats just a reflection of my non existant financial stability

J$tyle$ · 11-10-2003, 02:16 AM

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Originally posted by SleazyDream
I was wondering, how many people on this board suffer from depression? Feelings of hopelessness, lonleness, a sense of loss without haveing a loss, - moods like that.

no I'm not talking about once in a while - EVERYONE feels down once in a while, I'm talking about most of the time.

Does anyone here feel like that on a regular basis?

Only when I wake up in the morning, check my stats, and see that I've made less than $1000+ while I was sleeping

xanx · 11-10-2003, 02:17 AM

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Originally posted by SleazyDream
I was wondering, how many people on this board suffer from depression? Feelings of hopelessness, lonleness, a sense of loss without haveing a loss, - moods like that.

no I'm not talking about once in a while - EVERYONE feels down once in a while, I'm talking about most of the time.

Does anyone here feel like that on a regular basis?

Prozac works well, try it. Doctors hand it out like candy and it's not addictive

$5 submissions · 11-10-2003, 02:18 AM

This reminds me of Monthy Python's LIFE OF BRIAN. The closing scene when they were whistling.

smack · 11-10-2003, 02:20 AM

lately it's been all the fucking time, everyday. just because of the fact that i have to wake up and wade this shithole that people have created called society where no one really gives a fuck. but fuck it. i smoke my weed, do my own thing and say fuck the world.

Mr.Fiction · 11-10-2003, 02:21 AM

Everyone has ups and downs.

If it becomes all down, maybe it's time for some life changes, or talking to a therapist.

Even Tony Soprano has a therapist.

integrated · 11-10-2003, 02:24 AM

the mind is a powerful thing thats for sure

when i was feeling down i consuled with a shrink very helpful indeed they can teach you things to handle this without the need for medication cognitive therapy if i recall correctly

everyone stereotype about head doctors but i think why go through shit when they can help you out?

SleazyDream · 11-10-2003, 02:24 AM

to be honest I don't really feel depressed all that often.

I LOVE my life.

I have a great house, tons of cool toys, should have enough money in the bank to retire in a couple of years the way things are going, no debt, beautiful wife, great dog, I don't have to wake up till noon, 10 conventions a year with incredible people, and I get to fuck with people all day long on GFY.

EvilToyBoy · 11-10-2003, 02:24 AM

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Originally posted by SleazyDream
I was wondering, how many people on this board suffer from depression? Feelings of hopelessness, lonleness, a sense of loss without haveing a loss, - moods like that. no I'm not talking about once in a while - EVERYONE feels down once in a while, I'm talking about most of the time. Does anyone here feel like that on a regular basis?

Generally only during waking hours.

Truth is always stranger than fiction - I do not have a chemical imbalance, I'm just wired a LOT differently to most others.

As they say, life happens.

GTS Mark · 11-10-2003, 02:26 AM

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Originally posted by SleazyDream
to be honest I don't really feel depressed all that often.

I LOVE my life.

I have a great house, tons of cool toys, should have enough money in the bank to retire in a couple of years the way things are going, no debt, beautiful wife, great dog, I don't have to wake up till noon, 10 conventions a year with incredible people, and I get to fuck with people all day long on GFY.

AMEN Brother! LOL!

xanx · 11-10-2003, 02:27 AM

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Originally posted by SleazyDream
to be honest I don't really feel depressed all that often.

I LOVE my life.

I have a great house, tons of cool toys, should have enough money in the bank to retire in a couple of years the way things are going, no debt, beautiful wife, great dog, I don't have to wake up till noon, 10 conventions a year with incredible people, and I get to fuck with people all day long on GFY.

if it's real depression that doesn't have shit to do with it. It has to do with chemicals in the brain and prozac just replaces whats missing.

AlienQ - BANNED FOR LIFE · 11-10-2003, 02:30 AM

Depression comes and goes with me. Usually during Winters Holidays. Holidays in my family are times of war and infighting.

As a "artist" I expect bouts of depression and know when I am having them. After a while ya just get used to it once you realise what it is.

Iwould like to say that depression is good for a man. To cover it up with drug's even prescription is not a solution but a cop out.

$5 submissions · 11-10-2003, 02:31 AM

You probably have just Seasonal depression probably cuz of the lower amount of sunlight in the winter.

fsfaz · 11-10-2003, 02:33 AM

Everyday. Just take lots of drugs to numb that feeling.

Hustlin Entertainment · 11-10-2003, 02:34 AM

prozac is for bitches who can't handle life.

BRISK · 11-10-2003, 02:34 AM

I don't feel depressed and hopeless, but I do feel like chicken tonight.

chodadog · 11-10-2003, 02:40 AM

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Originally posted by xanx

if it's real depression that doesn't have shit to do with it. It has to do with chemicals in the brain and prozac just replaces whats missing.

That's clinical depression. You can suffer from depression due to your circumstances, without a chemical imbalance. It's just different.

Mr.Fiction · 11-10-2003, 02:44 AM

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Originally posted by Hustlin Entertainment
prozac is for bitches who can't handle life.

So is insulin, right?

Furious_Female · 11-10-2003, 02:44 AM

Severely depressed people don't get out of bed or eat or over-eat... they also shoot their entire office eventually.

There's so many levels of depression and anxiety in this day in age, it's hard to classify it anymore. The whole world is depressed in one way or another. Those that dwell on it, hold themselves back. I believe people can be mentally healthy without the prozac and other mind altering drugs.

I also think that if people are completely content with their lives, they could be contributing more to society. I'll never retire... no matter how much money I have. I'll always find new and better things to stimulate my mind and give back to others as much as I can. When you're green your growing, when you're ripe, you rot.

xanx · 11-10-2003, 02:46 AM

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Originally posted by chodadog

That's clinical depression. You can suffer from depression due to your circumstances, without a chemical imbalance. It's just different.

yea i'm aware of that.. I was trying to describe clinical depression from a nonmedical background =)

Mr Pheer · 11-10-2003, 02:47 AM

I've been pretty depressed since my accident. Not being able to walk and do the things that I love doing for the past 4 months has really sucked.

And me having to depend on others to help me, sucks even worse. I've had a few reality checks where I told my wife to back off, I can get of the wheelchair by myself, or other things... only to realize that no, I couldnt do it without assistance.

Everyday I'm a little stronger and can do a little more for myself, but even being on crutches is a major handicap. The only time I leave the house is for physical therapy appointments. Its not fun going anywhere on crutches, and forget going shopping... you have no way to carry anything or push a shopping cart. Want to get up in the middle of the night and grab a coke? Forget it, unless you want to stand in front of the fridge and drink it... cant carry shit with your hands while on crutches.

What sucks the most is I cant play with my 4 year old kid. Not that he really minds, but everyday he asks when are we going fishing or riding 4 wheelers again. I hate having to tell him not for a few more months.

Theres alot more that sucks but you just couldnt relate to it without being there yourself.

I just try to keep my mind occupied and keep telling myself that it could have been much worse... and keep looking forward to the next Dr appointment and hope everything continues to heal well so I can maybe walk again in 2 or 3 months.

Swanks · 11-10-2003, 05:15 AM

Ive battled with depression pretty much my whole life and it hasnt got any better, only gets worse. Ive been to numerous shrinks over the years, took meds and none of that shit helps. Ive had a very FUCKED up life and had lots of crazy shit happen over the years that i just cant erase out of my mind. Some days ill feel great and feel like doing stuff and others I will feel down and out and like not doing anything at all, (obvious signs of being bipolar). I feel like the only cure to it is alcohol and mind altering pills like xanax, riddilin and energy pills. As for the alcohol im not very heavy on it anymore. I just dont think there is a cure for my fucked up head.

Holister · 11-10-2003, 06:14 AM

Quote:

Originally posted by SleazyDream
I was wondering, how many people on this board suffer from depression? Feelings of hopelessness, lonleness, a sense of loss without haveing a loss, - moods like that.

no I'm not talking about once in a while - EVERYONE feels down once in a while, I'm talking about most of the time.

Does anyone here feel like that on a regular basis?

i feel depressed every day, but getting used to it

Serge_Oprano · 11-10-2003, 06:22 AM

naaahhh...I am very cheerful and just wanna kill everybody
;-))))

Roald · 11-10-2003, 06:26 AM

From time to time I feel like quiting this whole biz, but that usually takes a day or so until I realize what great job I have

With all those good things coming

Steve · 11-10-2003, 06:29 AM

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Originally posted by SleazyDream
Do you ever feel depressed and like it's hopeless?

Every Sunday. When they flash the score for my Giants on the screen.

27-7 to the fucking Falcons..... I just threw up in my mouth. Again.

Herb Kornfield · 11-10-2003, 06:30 AM

As in anything, there are good days and there are bad days. Just have to wait on the good times when all you have are blues.

And enjoy the good when they come around again while you have them. Nothing lasts forever.

Paul Markham · 11-10-2003, 06:31 AM

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Originally posted by J$tyle$

Only when I wake up in the morning, check my stats, and see that I've made less than $1000+ while I was sleeping

So a familiar feeling.

Only when I wake up in the morning and do not see the smile on Eva's face. I use to when I lived alone. Was making a lot of money back in the UK, But being on my own and sleeping with the occaisional models sucked.

Anyone feeling a little bit low, try B12 it put's a smile on your face.

rooster · 11-10-2003, 06:33 AM

"I LOVE my life.

I have a great house, tons of cool toys, should have enough money in the bank to retire in a couple of years the way things are going, no debt, beautiful wife, great dog, I don't have to wake up till noon, 10 conventions a year with incredible people, and I get to fuck with people all day long on GFY. "

Just when you think things are perfect, you drop dead from a heart attack from being obese.

Paul -C- · 11-10-2003, 07:13 AM

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Originally posted by MrPheer
I've been pretty depressed since my accident. Not being able to walk and do the things that I love doing for the past 4 months has really sucked.

And me having to depend on others to help me, sucks even worse. I've had a few reality checks where I told my wife to back off, I can get of the wheelchair by myself, or other things... only to realize that no, I couldnt do it without assistance.

Everyday I'm a little stronger and can do a little more for myself, but even being on crutches is a major handicap. The only time I leave the house is for physical therapy appointments. Its not fun going anywhere on crutches, and forget going shopping... you have no way to carry anything or push a shopping cart. Want to get up in the middle of the night and grab a coke? Forget it, unless you want to stand in front of the fridge and drink it... cant carry shit with your hands while on crutches.

What sucks the most is I cant play with my 4 year old kid. Not that he really minds, but everyday he asks when are we going fishing or riding 4 wheelers again. I hate having to tell him not for a few more months.

Theres alot more that sucks but you just couldnt relate to it without being there yourself.

I just try to keep my mind occupied and keep telling myself that it could have been much worse... and keep looking forward to the next Dr appointment and hope everything continues to heal well so I can maybe walk again in 2 or 3 months.

That really sucks. I hope you are fully fit again real soon.

Paul -C- · 11-10-2003, 07:14 AM

Anyone seen Taxi Driver? It gives a great insight into depression and the human mind.

Phoenix · 11-10-2003, 07:18 AM

i saw a show last night..which says that guys are actually way more emotive as children..and they are forced to deal with those emotions far earlier by suppressing them.

Groove · 11-10-2003, 07:27 AM

I felt fine until I read this thread

TheFLY · 11-10-2003, 07:32 AM

Spunky · 11-10-2003, 07:34 AM

Come to think of it... yes!!....

Heather Hamptons · 11-10-2003, 08:42 AM

I was always a very happy person until I was diagnosed with cervical cancer 4 months ago. Since then I have been suffering from panic attacks. I guessits because I read to much. After they told me about the cancer I started reading all kinds of shit about it and it really freaked me out. In order to make me relax a bit, the doctor put me on Xanax and Lexapro. I took it for about 2 weeks but I noticed that it made me like a zombie. All idid was sleep or sit still. I had no emotions. I didnt feel happy or sad. I was completely numb.

Now I very rarely take it. I only take it when I feel anxiety coming on. I dont want to spend my life in a shell, hiding behind medicine. I've realized that YES, life does suck, but you have to adapt to it and get used to it.

NickB. · 11-10-2003, 08:46 AM

There's only one hour a week I feel down, that's the first hour of monday morning, an hour of a terrible hangover, driving 2 work.

The rest of the week, WORK-PARTY-SEX, hell yeah! nick is an extremely happy guy!

johnbosh · 11-10-2003, 08:48 AM

Sometimes, but then I visit my gf and most of the time I get over it

Carrie · 11-10-2003, 09:01 AM

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Originally posted by MrPheer
Everyday I'm a little stronger and can do a little more for myself, but even being on crutches is a major handicap. The only time I leave the house is for physical therapy appointments. Its not fun going anywhere on crutches, and forget going shopping... you have no way to carry anything or push a shopping cart. Want to get up in the middle of the night and grab a coke? Forget it, unless you want to stand in front of the fridge and drink it... cant carry shit with your hands while on crutches.

What sucks the most is I cant play with my 4 year old kid. Not that he really minds, but everyday he asks when are we going fishing or riding 4 wheelers again. I hate having to tell him not for a few more months.

Just a couple of ideas...
Get a bathrobe with pockets. When you get up in the middle of the night to grab a Coke, toss the robe on. You can slip the coke into a pocket and carry it with you.
Fashioning a little pocket to hang off of the handle on your crutch is useful, too. Like a fannypack or even a small bookbag. Think of it as a saddlebag ;)

To play with your son... just switch gears! Board games for kids, build 'em yourself RC cars (these are great, I used to be heavy into these with my Dad - and you can sit in one spot while "playing" with them), bring the normal toys like Legos and Lincoln Logs up onto the table so you don't have to get down on the floor. There's always console games (Xbox, PS2, etc). You can still go out and play catch... at 4, he's short, he doesn't need you to be standing to throw a ball to him.

Take a morning and call around to the stores you usually shop at. Find out which ones have electric chairs with a basket on them, or wheelchairs with baskets. Many of them do, especially the Wal Mart supercenters (plus the supercenters have everything all in one place so you don't have to tire yourself out going to 10 different stores). Malls usually have them, too.
Then show your thanks by shopping at the stores that provide these modified carts. (Vote with your wallet.)

It's going to be a long few months, but you don't have to let it stop you from enjoying what you normally do. Just shift your perspective and work *with* it, rather than frustrating yourself trying to work against it.

maxjohan · 11-10-2003, 09:28 AM

serious..school was making me depressive. It's over now so..I'm fine, better than ever.

So much people so few I talked with, whatever.

maxjohan · 11-10-2003, 09:34 AM

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Originally posted by MrPheer
I've been pretty depressed since my accident. Not being able to walk and do the things that I love doing for the past 4 months has really sucked.

And me having to depend on others to help me, sucks even worse. I've had a few reality checks where I told my wife to back off, I can get of the wheelchair by myself, or other things... only to realize that no, I couldnt do it without assistance.

Everyday I'm a little stronger and can do a little more for myself, but even being on crutches is a major handicap. The only time I leave the house is for physical therapy appointments. Its not fun going anywhere on crutches, and forget going shopping... you have no way to carry anything or push a shopping cart. Want to get up in the middle of the night and grab a coke? Forget it, unless you want to stand in front of the fridge and drink it... cant carry shit with your hands while on crutches.

What sucks the most is I cant play with my 4 year old kid. Not that he really minds, but everyday he asks when are we going fishing or riding 4 wheelers again. I hate having to tell him not for a few more months.

Theres alot more that sucks but you just couldnt relate to it without being there yourself.

I just try to keep my mind occupied and keep telling myself that it could have been much worse... and keep looking forward to the next Dr appointment and hope everything continues to heal well so I can maybe walk again in 2 or 3 months.

that's sad, hope you get up and running soon.

Just be lucky for what you have, because there is so many people that have it worse..that's how I try to think. But of course it doesn't always work, I do complain.

Brad-Wishing · 11-10-2003, 09:34 AM

Hey Sleaze. I used to be suicidal. Way back in the day.

I started taking medication that really helped a lot. Everyone gets depressed or upset sometimes. I used to be bipolar and such.

I've changed a lot in the last 5-6 years. It feels good to feel ALIVE every day... to be able to appreciate things. If you feel like you can not deal with things or are constantly depressed - go see a doctor.

Floridiot · 11-10-2003, 09:43 AM

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Originally posted by smack
lately it's been all the fucking time, everyday. just because of the fact that i have to wake up and wade this shithole that people have created called society where no one really gives a fuck. but fuck it. i smoke my weed, do my own thing and say fuck the world.

Maybe you should get some better weed or quit smokin

JFK · 11-10-2003, 10:43 AM

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Originally posted by $5 submissions
This reminds me of Monthy Python's LIFE OF BRIAN. The closing scene when they were whistling.

is that "always look on the Bright side of life" ? add whistle .....

budz · 11-10-2003, 10:46 AM

Nate Dogg said it best 'smoke weed every day'

BlackCrayon · 11-10-2003, 12:29 PM

yeah i can get down sometimes. i always try to find something to take my mind off it, like music or watch a movie, work. dealing with losing someone i was very much in love with has caused some depressing days and less motivation workwise sometimes. overall i got it pretty good tho, nice place, nice car, good family, friends. if only i still had her things would be perfect.

stocktrader23 · 11-10-2003, 12:36 PM

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Originally posted by xanx

if it's real depression that doesn't have shit to do with it. It has to do with chemicals in the brain and prozac just replaces whats missing.

Medication is for the weak minded.

Nickless · 11-10-2003, 12:37 PM

Have kids, that'll keep you busy enough that it won't let you afford the luxury of having time to think and get depressed/or any other existential bullshit.

Aly-Python · 11-10-2003, 12:37 PM

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Originally posted by SleazyDream
to be honest I don't really feel depressed all that often.

Oh thank god... you made me worried there for a moment, sweetheart!

11-10-2003, 02:14 AM	#1
SleazyDream I'm here for SPORT Industry Role: Join Date: Jul 2001 Location: Phone # (401) 285-0696 Posts: 41,470	Do you ever feel depressed and like it's hopeless? I was wondering, how many people on this board suffer from depression? Feelings of hopelessness, lonleness, a sense of loss without haveing a loss, - moods like that. no I'm not talking about once in a while - EVERYONE feels down once in a while, I'm talking about most of the time. Does anyone here feel like that on a regular basis? __________________ This dog, is dog, a dog, good dog, way dog, to dog, keep dog, an dog, idiot dog, busy dog, for dog, 20 dog, seconds dog! Now read without the word dog.

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smack Push Porn Like Weight. Industry Role: Join Date: Mar 2002 Location: Inside .NET Posts: 10,652	lately it's been all the fucking time, everyday. just because of the fact that i have to wake up and wade this shithole that people have created called society where no one really gives a fuck. but fuck it. i smoke my weed, do my own thing and say fuck the world. __________________ Cry havoc and let slip the dogs of war.

11-10-2003, 02:24 AM	#8
integrated Confirmed User Join Date: Apr 2003 Location: west end Posts: 3,826	the mind is a powerful thing thats for sure when i was feeling down i consuled with a shrink very helpful indeed they can teach you things to handle this without the need for medication cognitive therapy if i recall correctly everyone stereotype about head doctors but i think why go through shit when they can help you out? __________________ Pioneer of .TV domains Grandfather of .TV development Respected among industry LEADERS

11-10-2003, 02:24 AM	#9
SleazyDream I'm here for SPORT Industry Role: Join Date: Jul 2001 Location: Phone # (401) 285-0696 Posts: 41,470	to be honest I don't really feel depressed all that often. I LOVE my life. I have a great house, tons of cool toys, should have enough money in the bank to retire in a couple of years the way things are going, no debt, beautiful wife, great dog, I don't have to wake up till noon, 10 conventions a year with incredible people, and I get to fuck with people all day long on GFY. __________________ This dog, is dog, a dog, good dog, way dog, to dog, keep dog, an dog, idiot dog, busy dog, for dog, 20 dog, seconds dog! Now read without the word dog.

11-10-2003, 02:15 AM	#2
galleryseek Confirmed User Industry Role: Join Date: Mar 2002 Posts: 8,234	sometimes, but thats just a reflection of my non existant financial stability

11-10-2003, 02:21 AM	#7
Mr.Fiction Confirmed User Join Date: Feb 2002 Location: Free Speech Land Posts: 9,484	Everyone has ups and downs. If it becomes all down, maybe it's time for some life changes, or talking to a therapist. Even Tony Soprano has a therapist.

11-10-2003, 02:30 AM	#13
AlienQ - BANNED FOR LIFE best designer on GFY Join Date: Mar 2003 Location: IALIEN.COM - High Definition Video and Photographic Productions -ICQ 78943384 Posts: 30,307	Depression comes and goes with me. Usually during Winters Holidays. Holidays in my family are times of war and infighting. As a "artist" I expect bouts of depression and know when I am having them. After a while ya just get used to it once you realise what it is. Iwould like to say that depression is good for a man. To cover it up with drug's even prescription is not a solution but a cop out. __________________ NAKED HOSTING FTW!11 I'm On The INSANE PLAN $9.95/mo! \| The Alien Blog Adult News Worth Reading Updated Daily \| Content For Sale! 641 PICS 216 MINUTES OF VIDEO $350.00 \|ICQ: 78943384 \| Last edited by AlienQ - BANNED FOR LIFE; 11-10-2003 at 02:33 AM..

11-10-2003, 02:31 AM	#14
$5 submissions I help you SUCCEED Industry Role: Join Date: Nov 2003 Location: The Pearl of the Orient Seas Posts: 32,195	You probably have just Seasonal depression probably cuz of the lower amount of sunlight in the winter. __________________ Need a NON-ADULT income stream? We build your YOUTUBE CHANNEL for only $20 per video! For Hire: $3/hour or $400 per month Marketing Specialist Virtual Assistants

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fsfaz Confirmed User Join Date: Apr 2003 Location: Hollyweird, CA Posts: 747	Everyday. Just take lots of drugs to numb that feeling.

11-10-2003, 02:34 AM	#16
Hustlin Entertainment So Fucking Banned Join Date: May 2002 Location: Nassau,Bahamas Posts: 2,326	prozac is for bitches who can't handle life.

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BRISK Too lazy to set a custom title Join Date: Feb 2003 Posts: 12,240	I don't feel depressed and hopeless, but I do feel like chicken tonight. __________________ I post on GFY so that when people ask me what I do, I can tell them that I work with the mentally retarded.

11-10-2003, 02:44 AM	#20
Furious_Female Confirmed User Industry Role: Join Date: Oct 2002 Location: Upstate, New York Posts: 8,187	Severely depressed people don't get out of bed or eat or over-eat... they also shoot their entire office eventually. There's so many levels of depression and anxiety in this day in age, it's hard to classify it anymore. The whole world is depressed in one way or another. Those that dwell on it, hold themselves back. I believe people can be mentally healthy without the prozac and other mind altering drugs. I also think that if people are completely content with their lives, they could be contributing more to society. I'll never retire... no matter how much money I have. I'll always find new and better things to stimulate my mind and give back to others as much as I can. When you're green your growing, when you're ripe, you rot. __________________ Skype: j3nn.com ICQ 160370494 My current favorite high-converting sponsor: CrakRevenue

11-10-2003, 02:47 AM	#22
Mr Pheer Retired Industry Role: Join Date: Dec 2002 Posts: 21,388	I've been pretty depressed since my accident. Not being able to walk and do the things that I love doing for the past 4 months has really sucked. And me having to depend on others to help me, sucks even worse. I've had a few reality checks where I told my wife to back off, I can get of the wheelchair by myself, or other things... only to realize that no, I couldnt do it without assistance. Everyday I'm a little stronger and can do a little more for myself, but even being on crutches is a major handicap. The only time I leave the house is for physical therapy appointments. Its not fun going anywhere on crutches, and forget going shopping... you have no way to carry anything or push a shopping cart. Want to get up in the middle of the night and grab a coke? Forget it, unless you want to stand in front of the fridge and drink it... cant carry shit with your hands while on crutches. What sucks the most is I cant play with my 4 year old kid. Not that he really minds, but everyday he asks when are we going fishing or riding 4 wheelers again. I hate having to tell him not for a few more months. Theres alot more that sucks but you just couldnt relate to it without being there yourself. I just try to keep my mind occupied and keep telling myself that it could have been much worse... and keep looking forward to the next Dr appointment and hope everything continues to heal well so I can maybe walk again in 2 or 3 months. __________________ 2 lifeguards for Jessica

11-10-2003, 06:22 AM	#25
Serge_Oprano So Fucking Banned Join Date: Feb 2002 Posts: 9,820	naaahhh...I am very cheerful and just wanna kill everybody ;-))))

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Herb Kornfield Is on the 1 Industry Role: Join Date: Sep 2002 Location: Philly Burbs Posts: 4,996	As in anything, there are good days and there are bad days. Just have to wait on the good times when all you have are blues. And enjoy the good when they come around again while you have them. Nothing lasts forever.

11-10-2003, 06:33 AM	#30
rooster Confirmed User Join Date: Jan 2003 Posts: 2,384	"I LOVE my life. I have a great house, tons of cool toys, should have enough money in the bank to retire in a couple of years the way things are going, no debt, beautiful wife, great dog, I don't have to wake up till noon, 10 conventions a year with incredible people, and I get to fuck with people all day long on GFY. " Just when you think things are perfect, you drop dead from a heart attack from being obese.

11-10-2003, 07:14 AM	#32
Paul -C- Confirmed User Industry Role: Join Date: Aug 2001 Posts: 1,255	Anyone seen Taxi Driver? It gives a great insight into depression and the human mind.

11-10-2003, 07:18 AM	#33
Phoenix BACON BACON BACON Industry Role: Join Date: Nov 2002 Location: Poems everybody, the laddie fancies himself a poet Posts: 35,462	i saw a show last night..which says that guys are actually way more emotive as children..and they are forced to deal with those emotions far earlier by suppressing them. __________________ Skype Phoenixskype1 Telegram PhoenixBrad https://quantads.io

11-10-2003, 07:27 AM	#34
Groove Confirmed User Join Date: Jan 2003 Posts: 3,852	I felt fine until I read this thread

11-10-2003, 07:32 AM	#35
TheFLY So Fucking Banned Join Date: Jan 2001 Location: http://www.thefly.net/ --- Quit your job and live off steady traffic. Posts: 11,856	<img src="http://www.sykospark.net/emo/funnyemo.jpg">

11-10-2003, 07:34 AM	#36
Spunky I need a beer Industry Role: Join Date: Jun 2002 Location: ♠ Toiletville ♠ Posts: 133,947	Come to think of it... yes!!.... __________________ *YOUR INFORMATION HERE*

11-10-2003, 08:42 AM	#37
Heather Hamptons Confirmed User Join Date: Oct 2003 Location: Virginia Posts: 2,306	I was always a very happy person until I was diagnosed with cervical cancer 4 months ago. Since then I have been suffering from panic attacks. I guessits because I read to much. After they told me about the cancer I started reading all kinds of shit about it and it really freaked me out. In order to make me relax a bit, the doctor put me on Xanax and Lexapro. I took it for about 2 weeks but I noticed that it made me like a zombie. All idid was sleep or sit still. I had no emotions. I didnt feel happy or sad. I was completely numb. Now I very rarely take it. I only take it when I feel anxiety coming on. I dont want to spend my life in a shell, hiding behind medicine. I've realized that YES, life does suck, but you have to adapt to it and get used to it. __________________ SIG TOO BIG! Maximum 120x60 button and no more than 3 text lines of DEFAULT SIZE and COLOR. Unless your sig is for a GFY top banner sponsor, then you may use a 624x80 instead of a 120x60.

11-10-2003, 08:46 AM	#38
NickB. Confirmed User Industry Role: Join Date: Aug 2001 Posts: 8,855	There's only one hour a week I feel down, that's the first hour of monday morning, an hour of a terrible hangover, driving 2 work. The rest of the week, WORK-PARTY-SEX, hell yeah! nick is an extremely happy guy!

11-10-2003, 08:48 AM	#39
johnbosh Confirmed User Join Date: Aug 2002 Location: The Netherlands, Rotterdam Posts: 8,965	Sometimes, but then I visit my gf and most of the time I get over it

11-10-2003, 09:28 AM	#41
maxjohan Confirmed User Join Date: Dec 2002 Location: Sweden Posts: 7,219	serious..school was making me depressive. It's over now so..I'm fine, better than ever. So much people so few I talked with, whatever. __________________ I went from 100 to 313,000 satoshis in 2 days! Lots of daily freerolls...

11-10-2003, 09:34 AM	#43
Brad-Wishing Confirmed User Join Date: Oct 2003 Posts: 2,415	Hey Sleaze. I used to be suicidal. Way back in the day. I started taking medication that really helped a lot. Everyone gets depressed or upset sometimes. I used to be bipolar and such. I've changed a lot in the last 5-6 years. It feels good to feel ALIVE every day... to be able to appreciate things. If you feel like you can not deal with things or are constantly depressed - go see a doctor. __________________ SIG TOO BIG! Maximum 120x60 button and no more than 3 text lines of DEFAULT SIZE and COLOR. Unless your sig is for a GFY top banner sponsor, then you may use a 624x80 instead of a 120x60.

11-10-2003, 10:46 AM	#46
budz Disruptive Innovator Industry Role: Join Date: Sep 2003 Location: Vegas Posts: 4,230	Nate Dogg said it best 'smoke weed every day'

11-10-2003, 12:29 PM	#47
BlackCrayon Too lazy to set a custom title Join Date: Jun 2003 Location: Ottawa Posts: 19,631	yeah i can get down sometimes. i always try to find something to take my mind off it, like music or watch a movie, work. dealing with losing someone i was very much in love with has caused some depressing days and less motivation workwise sometimes. overall i got it pretty good tho, nice place, nice car, good family, friends. if only i still had her things would be perfect. __________________ you don't know you're wearing a leash if you sit by the peg all day..

11-10-2003, 12:37 PM	#49
Nickless Confirmed User Join Date: Aug 2003 Location: homeless Posts: 1,955	Have kids, that'll keep you busy enough that it won't let you afford the luxury of having time to think and get depressed/or any other existential bullshit.