Ive battled with depression pretty much my whole life and it hasnt got any better, only gets worse. Ive been to numerous shrinks over the years, took meds and none of that shit helps. Ive had a very FUCKED up life and had lots of crazy shit happen over the years that i just cant erase out of my mind. Some days ill feel great and feel like doing stuff and others I will feel down and out and like not doing anything at all, (obvious signs of being bipolar). I feel like the only cure to it is alcohol and mind altering pills like xanax, riddilin and energy pills. As for the alcohol im not very heavy on it anymore. I just dont think there is a cure for my fucked up head.
