Sorry About That...
 

I'm sorry I have not been around lately to awnser questions. Amp is still on his move and I have been in a very bad depression. My wife and I have seperated and it has consumed me. We have been together 15 years and spent the first 4th of July in 15 years alone. I'm back and gonna focus even harder. It's really hard not saying good night to my kids... I'm getting back on my feet and starting to come back to the world now. So If you need anything Just email or Icq me.

Thanks SNOW

sorry to hear that dude... everything will work out in the end...always does for good people :thumbsup

I have been battered to death in the last 2 years. When it rains it pours.

Sorry to hear about your marriage Snow. Good to see you're back though. Keep your chin up! :thumbsup

:(

Yes, I've been through that. It hurts. If you need it, get :helpme

Sorry about the problems.

If you get too down, make sure you ask someone who cares about you for help. It's all temporary, even if it might not seem like it. :)

damn that sux. i think ive seen ur kids pic & i know theyre adorable, and i also know its rough bein away from em. i dont have any but i can relate.

itll all work out in the end, somehow.

Just remember to stay connected with your friends and create a support system.... We're all wishing for the best possible future for you. It's okay to be hurting, it's perfectly natural to be depressed in this situation. Just make sure that you are KIND to yourself. I've been in your situation and I would highly recommend seeing a professional counselor to help keep things in perspective. In time all things are healed - life is a precious gift. :)

Brad

Sorry to hear that buddy. I think I'll go make some MB sites tonight or tomorrow, I'm sure a few sales will make you feel better... :thumbsup

Thanks Brad very true. I just can't believe this is happening to me. We used to be solid as a rock. We were like the role model couple.. Fucking sucks... Thanks SLY that would help me bigtime.

Again, if you need to talk bud or chill out you know where to find me

Yep, been there done that; have the scars to prove it :)

Just hang in there and take care of yourself. Don't forget your kids love you and try to spare them as much pain as possible.

Steve ... being in your exact situation a little more than 3 months ago, I empathize with you 100%

It does get better though Bro ... put 18 hours a day into your program right now .... it will keep your mind off the rest of it, and you'll be fukkin surprised how much you can get done in 2 weeks of brutal hours like that !!!

Turn off your ICQ, and only turn it on every 4 hours or so ... take a break and respond to messages ... then back to work ...

Hit me on ICQ if you wanna talk Brother ...

Thanks Hungryman.. I appreciate that.

They say that the most creative people all have something in common -- they spent a lot of time alone at one point in their childhood. I'm no therapist but it seems like a lot of us creative and self-employed guys have broken out of the mold to enjoy the freedom of working at home on our own hours -- but it seems like along with that freedom there's a price to pay... it can be alienating working at home -- we have an entirely different way of life... I know Boneprone and I seem to be on ICQ at 6am way too often! I can kindof relate to Snow -- this last week I was really depressed too.

And it's hard for our chicks to deal with it too... I was just talking w/ my ex-girlfriend and some more of this crap is coming out now -- when you're working at home chicks just don't understand why XYZ doesn't get done while you're "home all day"... yadda yadda I've heard it all... not to mention some girls never get over the whole "porn" thing...

I may be leaving Florida here soon for a new job -- for a change of pace, to work with some new people, to make some more money, meet some new chicks, new places, etc... I'm excited!

so true. i'm in the same place too. fuck.

sorry to hear that Snow. good luck on your new job Fly - where might you be moving?

Thanks quiet. I guess It can happen to anyone. Gonna go rent some movies and chill see ya..

Damn, hun... I'm sorry to hear that. I was hoping things had improved since we last talked. Hit me up on ICQ sometime... I keep it off alot or stay invisible, but if you message me, I'll respond as soon as I can.
Take care.

Man that sure can take the edge of a guy's summer. I know where you're coming from Snow, been there a few times myself.

Chin up old boy, you're a survivor if I ever saw one.:thumbsup

Hang in there snow,everything WILL get better bro. Like i have been telling you,tomorrow is a new and better day :winkwink:



Mike..................

Hey Snow, I know how much it sucks! Hang in there. One of the best ways to deal with it is to pore yourself into your work.
I went thru this earier this year. I went out of state for aweek and when I got back home she and my son where gone. Nothing but a note saying she had had it with me, after 20 years together.

We have since worked things out (and are working on things) and are back together. I gave alittle and she gave alittle. A little gave here and there can go along way to make each feel better about the other.

I don't think you stated the reason why this happened or maybe I just missed. But there's alway a solution if you want it to be.

The main reason for my brake up was the adult bussiness and that I was spending more time doing it then with the family.
Life is better now, I'm still in the bizz and she and my sun are a lot happier.
I even have an office now and she wants me to start buying traffic.

Anyway I hope everything work out OK for you.

Oz

hey snow.

Just wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you and if you need anything just shout.

yeah snow..you have gone out of your way to speak to me on numerous occasions...hang in there and there will be much brighter days!:thumbsup

time heals everything. :)

Invisible ICQ chicks -- LOL how original!!!

I'm drunk ;) One of the benefits of the single webmaster life... hehe

On a lighter note: Fuck we have it made you know? Damn my best friend is so jealous I can just pack up and go anywhere and my job follows me! See Snow now that you're a single man you can go anywhere, do anything! Now you can wake up with a pornstar in your bed and no guilt! Freedom! Buy a motorcycle, go to some dive bars, play your music at full volume, grow a beard LOL eat lots of beans and fart whenever you feel like it -- watch Married with Children re-runs LOL ok well maybe that's not for you but you get the picture. Man I always have to remind myself how lucky I am to have this job. Hehe...

:tongue:

Wow a lot of emotion in this post. I feel for you Steve...

I went through a hard breakup last year with my ex of 9 years. Real hard period in my life...

But things do get better over time, it is a time for real life learning experiences. My suggestions:

- see a counsellor to help you deal with the pain and loss you are feeling
- delve yourself into work to distract yourself from the compulsion to fixate on your seperation
- talk to your family (mom, dad, brother, sister) they know you real well and can be a great place for support
- take care of yourself physically (eat, exercise)

Anyways I hope it works out for you Steve. If you need anything give me a call.

Mark

well Snow, atleast you got a home, a car, a job and some friends - unlike spacedog. he was really fucked.

Snow: having been there as well, take some time for yourself, but near people. go to some coffee shop you've never been to, sit and watch people for a bit. go to a bookstore, sit and watch for a few minutes. might sound a bit odd, but it always worked for me....

the rest of you, wow. all the bullshit goes away and ya'll are decent people!

Keep your head up man. There will be brighter days. Theres always rain before the rainbow.

Sorry to hear that Snow. Have in mind that a separate couple can still have happy moments as a family. It's up to you and your ex partner to make the kids not feel any difference. This will make you feel also better.

Shit man, that's a real bummer. Sorry for that, especially the kids.

Don't tell Cheshire, she'll be all over you.

shit man, i don't know you, but i feel ya, so here's something, along with my regards:

"Calamity is man's true touchstone"
--Frances Beaumont

Learn and grow, my friend; thrive on imperfection.

You people are Therapy I love you for it. I truly do. Thanks so much. I'm not here to make people feel sorry for me. I just felt shitty cause I havent been online and god knows I'm known for always being here and helpinig people with my program. Once again thanks for your great comments, It truly means alot to me. I would not wish this on my worst enemy. Between the dialer thing and all the shit thats happened to me I'm surprised I haven't had a nervous break down, And I refuse to turn to booze cause thats weak. I'm hardly a drinker and right now I wish I was..

Thanks Guys
Snow

Sorry to hear such bad news.
:(

Sorry man, hope things start lifting up for you soon

Don't worry Snow you'll make it, time and your Armenian spirit will heal everything :)

I should have married a Armenian or Russian girl.. We were brought up too diferently. If chesire want's me then I'm set.