Originally Posted by stickyfingerz (Post 11577588)

While its fun to jump in on the fun of a drama thread, maybe some should take it easy. Its obvious Donny is hurting tonight. Being hateful is a bit uncalled for I think. Donny the thing about swinging is you have to be able to seperate Love and sex. My wife and I swing some, but we learned how to see sex as a fun activity too. I know its tough right now, but do as many have mentioned. Get hold of a trusted friend, sit down and talk things through.

Hurt is a powerful thing. Dont let it eat you up. You'll look back years from now and see it all more clearly. We've all been there at some point in our lives. It feels like the end of the world, like nothing can ever make things right. Life moves on, feelings change. The hurt will always be there, but it will fade.

Keep strong, and keep your chin up. You'll pull through. :thumbsup

Originally Posted by stickyfingerz (Post 11577588)

While its fun to jump in on the fun of a drama thread, maybe some should take it easy. Its obvious Donny is hurting tonight. Being hateful is a bit uncalled for I think. Donny the thing about swinging is you have to be able to seperate Love and sex. My wife and I swing some, but we learned how to see sex as a fun activity too. I know its tough right now, but do as many have mentioned. Get hold of a trusted friend, sit down and talk things through.

Hurt is a powerful thing. Dont let it eat you up. You'll look back years from now and see it all more clearly. We've all been there at some point in our lives. It feels like the end of the world, like nothing can ever make things right. Life moves on, feelings change. The hurt will always be there, but it will fade.

Keep strong, and keep your chin up. You'll pull through. :thumbsup

Originally Posted by Donny (Post 11577070)

Oh man, I hope you've told Lori.

There is much more to the story, of course. And it will be revealed. You and Lori better have a long talk tonight, my friend.

There is a year of bullshit that is being written about. :)

Originally Posted by S P A N N O W (Post 11576975)

Not that this is anyone's business, however, Donny (like an angry child) is threatening to "reveal" very private matters that should have remained private.

Back in the day Belinda and I began seeing each other at Donny's request. For whatever reason he enjoyed watching her be taken by a man. The understanding was that "we're all adults here and understand the risks." Apparently Belinda and I were the only one's who understood those risks as things didnt turn out the way Donny had hoped. Now in addition to persistent tantrum throwing he is attempting to destroy her career and reputation as well as mine. What he will never understand is that the key to conflict resolution is rational logic and compassion not adolescent bullying of a woman. Some time has past since then and Donny is evidently unable to deal with the reality he has created and the consequences of his decisions. "Be careful what you wish for - you just might get..." - words to live by.

There's the "big drama" he's hinting at folks. Now what dumbass?! :321GFY

Originally Posted by gfyworldnews (Post 11577646)

Inquiring minds want to know, who has the bigger cock, Spannow or Donny?

Originally Posted by RS-MEDIA (Post 11577626)

:thumbsup respect... but..
what you say but Donny is different. Its always been about him and being the center of attention. Now that things are being exposed of what he?s really made off he?s playing the victim. I thought its people like Donny need to feel guilty fot the victims..

Originally Posted by gfyworldnews (Post 11577646)

Inquiring minds want to know, who has the bigger cock, Spannow or Donny?

Originally Posted by tony404 (Post 11577640)

Who told him to come post of GFY , if he is hurting where are his new christian friends.Also people that are over shouldnt live together, I did that once big big mistake. If one is looking for sympathy or understanding this is the last place to go. lol

Originally Posted by Donny (Post 11577663)

I have both pics and video. Wanna see? Spannow, are you sure Lori and you are over, cause all that video that was supposedly destroyed still exists my man! :1orglaugh

Originally Posted by Donny (Post 11577656)

I can see how you'd think that and I don't care whether or not you change your opinion. I've been keeping this stuff secret for a long time. Read Spannow's ambush interview and Belinda's Ambush interview and you'll see hints of this. It was kept quiet for a long time out of respect for them.

Tonight I lost it. She showed she doesn't give a crap about the 6 years we had together by going to Sac in the hopes of fucking Mark on my B-day. I keep hoping she actually cares about me and love me. That's not the case. Actions speak louder than words. She saw me as a ticket out of poverty and nothing else. My best friend and my dad told me so long ago but my ego wouldn't let me believe them. So when all this happened I gave all the money up and she left, proving them right.

Believe it or not, there is even more to this story. But I am going to TRY not to tell it 'cause it only gets worse.

I had an enormous ego. It's completely shattered now and I just wish Belinda would get out of my house so I can move on with my life, but she stays. She won't leave. Maybe now she will.

Get out, please, Belinda. You have plenty of guys in the industry that will let you move in with them. Do it, damn it. Let me move on. Stop hurting me by leaving to fuck others on my birthday. Just fucking go. I have been bawling my eyes out all day today and I'm sick of it.

Make fun of me if you wish. I deserve it. I was stupid and decided a gold digging whore actually loved me. Unfortunately I believed this for almost 6 years. Yep, I'm dumb.

Originally Posted by Donny (Post 11577121)

Not the behavior of a playboy manager, I'd say. But that's for others to decide.

Originally Posted by Donny (Post 11577663)

I have both pics and video. Wanna see? Spannow, are you sure Lori and you are over, cause all that video that was supposedly destroyed still exists my man! :1orglaugh

Originally Posted by Donny (Post 11577656)

Make fun of me if you wish. I deserve it. I was stupid and decided a gold digging whore actually loved me. Unfortunately I believed this for almost 6 years. Yep, I'm dumb.

Originally Posted by Donny (Post 11577663)

I have both pics and video. Wanna see? Spannow, are you sure Lori and you are over, cause all that video that was supposedly destroyed still exists my man! :1orglaugh

Originally Posted by SleazyDream (Post 11577685)

donny is a moron. :2 cents:

Originally Posted by xclusive (Post 11577655)

...there is a good chance the reason he wanted to see Belinda with a man...

Originally Posted by nastynun (Post 11577683)

I thought you two broke up anyhow?

You know you where a gold digging whore yourself... You are a nasty whore Donny wanting her to fuck other men while you watched. Your cock was greedy for wanting such things. I guess you are the christian cuckold for christ. :1orglaugh

She should move out of your house though you sound dangerous and mental.

Originally Posted by crazies (Post 11577699)

I wonder if the guys at ********* know that you just sent Belinda a text message that read "You are a whoreslut I hope that you die on your way home".

Originally Posted by Donny (Post 11577684)

Who wants to host the video? Hours exist.


Nah, seriously though... despite the pain I can't do that. It's tempting, but I can't do it. I guess I should hide it before she gets home though.

Seriously: why was I so stupid? God, that was dumb. Almost 6 years togther. I was so damn blind.

Originally Posted by crazies (Post 11577699)

I wonder if the guys at ********* know that you just sent Belinda a text message that read "You are a whoreslut I hope that you die on your way home".

Now that is real christian thing to say. Is this something the guys over at ********* taught you? Man these guys are some blood sucking morons.

Originally Posted by Donny (Post 11577663)

I have both pics and video. Wanna see? Spannow, are you sure Lori and you are over, cause all that video that was supposedly destroyed still exists my man! :1orglaugh

Originally Posted by crazies (Post 11577699)

I wonder if the guys at ********* know that you just sent Belinda a text message that read "You are a whoreslut I hope that you die on your way home".

Now that is real christian thing to say. Is this something the guys over at ********* taught you? Man these guys are some blood sucking morons.

Originally Posted by Donny (Post 11577663)

I have both pics and video. Wanna see? Spannow, are you sure Lori and you are over, cause all that video that was supposedly destroyed still exists my man! :1orglaugh

Originally Posted by nastynun (Post 11577705)

For real all joking aside he sounds very dangerous and so fucked in the head. I hope she has been warned of his mental status tonight. She should NOT go into that house with him in there.

Originally Posted by Pleasurepays (Post 11577706)

dude... seriously. man up. stop being a pussy. its not like you guys broke up yesterday. you found god and told everyone off and kissed this business goodbye... yet here you are.. acting very "donny like" - egocentric, immature and your true nature showing under pressure.. that you are a spiteful, vindictive cocksucker with no self control, self esteem, dignity, pride or self respect.

stop being a pussy. its not like you are 16 and this is your first relationship.

jesus... what an idiot. exercise some self control and stop threatening others, stop acting like a kid and get on with your life as any mature adult would.

Originally Posted by crazies (Post 11577699)

I wonder if the guys at ********* know that you just sent Belinda a text message that read "You are a whoreslut I hope that you die on your way home".

Now that is real christian thing to say. Is this something the guys over at ********* taught you? Man these guys are some blood sucking morons.

Originally Posted by Donny (Post 11577701)

This happened starting in August or September of 2005 and went on for almost a year. I started asking that it stop in November 2005 but wanted it to be Belinda's choice because otherwise it was worthless.

It all started because it had always been Belinda fantasy to be with two guys at once. She'd never been into girls, only guys. I thought we could keep it under control so I made it happen.

Dumb. Very, very dumb.

Originally Posted by tony404 (Post 11577723)

Donny tell her she isnt welcome in your home anymore that is your right.Also if its over Belinda find someplace else to live.

Originally Posted by Donny (Post 11577448)

Look,

I realize everyone is going to side with Belinda because she is still in the industry and I am not. But the facts of the matter is that I begged that this stop, and it didn't. Belinda actually left me for Mark (Spannow) and one point and I couldn't take it. My mind was shattered. I was stupid and thought I was doing her a favor by fulfilling her fantasy of two guys at once. I was stupid thinking it wouldn't screw things up for us. It did. It was horrible. I was the dumbest person on the face of the earth and thought we had such a great relationship that we could withstand anything. At the time I believed that. I was so damn naive. She left me for Mark in LA at the webmaster access 2005 and he made me come back and pick her up because he didn't want to lose his woman for Belinda. She meant nothing to him, but she left me for him nonetheless. Now you all know the full truth. I was shattered. My friends told me she loved me for the money alone, but I refused to believe them. I feel like an idiot because they were right. I thought she actually did love me but was so damn wrong. I have a huge ego and couldn't deal with the rejection. She saw Mark as a step up. I can admit that. I can admit my ego was crushed when she got out of my car after me begging her for 2 hours not to do so, and went up to Mark's room to be with him instead. I thought 5 years together (at the time) would mean more to her than that. I was very stupid and that is why I lost my mind. I love her so damned much and she didn't love me as I thought she did. She loved the money that got her out of a very poor lifestyle (her parents made less than a grand a month her entire life, no shit). My best friend tried to warn me and I ignored him. I should have listened. I should have known. But I didn't. After I realized the truth life meant something totally different to me. If I didn't have a son I'd have blown my brains out but thank God I did. I was weak and don't belong in adult. I hate her now so much but still wish her the best at the same time. How stupid is that? Fucking gold digger. So all of you rally around her because she's a pretty girl, okay? Make life good for her because you want to fuck her. You go boys! You go!

As for me, I'm out of here and please please please someone send Belinda money so she can get out of my fucking house. I can't heal until she's gone.

Leave, you money grubbing whore! You decided not to be with me the second you saw there was no more money. Just go and get on with your life! Go! Now!

Goodbye, GFY. This has been my best birthday ever.

Originally Posted by Donny (Post 11577714)

Jamie,

After the conversation we just had and the things you've witnessed you choose to write this. Cool, dude. I hope Belinda recruits lots of ladies for your program. Oh wait, she won't do that. She'll just keep borrowing $$ from you and not producing, and still won't sleep with you no matter what.

Have I ever lied to you? Ask yourself that.

Originally Posted by Donny (Post 11577730)

Stop fucking other men on my birthday and rubbing it in my face. Come on. I love you and it hurts to see it happen. Please, just leave and let me move on. Please.

Originally Posted by crazies (Post 11577742)

What does this have to do with our conversation? You are one warped mother fucker and are now showing that you never ever intended to become a Christian and instead are using the system for personal gain and to help you get put food on the table.

News Brief: I have much more respect for Belinda than you have ever had and would never ever ask her to sleep with me. Belinda is a very close friend of mine and that is just way out of line.

Donny please go get some attention somewhere else, just because it''s your birthday does not mean everyone on GFY wants to hear your fucking crying.

You stared this mess and is backfired, you fucked up yet you want to make everyone elses live miserable.

Originally Posted by tony404 (Post 11577723)

Donny tell her she isnt welcome in your home anymore that is your right.Also if its over Belinda find someplace else to live.

Originally Posted by Donny (Post 11577749)

Jamie,

Shall I post ICQ logs?

- Donny -

Originally Posted by Donny (Post 11577749)

Jamie,

Shall I post ICQ logs?

- Donny -

Originally Posted by Donny (Post 11577730)

That's what I've been telling her. Her name is now off the title of the house. We have a 4 bedroom place with two master bedrooms. She's in one Master, I'm in the other. Her friend Crystal has invited her to move to Brentwood with her. Why won't she go? She even has a place to shoot. Just leave. Leave me alone. Let me move on. Stop fucking other men on my birthday and rubbing it in my face. Come on. I love you and it hurts to see it happen. Please, just leave and let me move on. Please.

Originally Posted by xlogger (Post 11577736)

wow, that is actually sad... :(

What you have to do is put people in 2 groups. One is the people that likes you for the $ and the other is the people that like you for...you.

If a girl sleeps with another man after me asking her, then she is not going to live in my house any longer. WTF is she doing in your house still?? Put her shit in storage and kick her the fuck out. Seriously! kick HER OUT OF YOUR HOUSE!

Its so sad when guys always fell blindly for girls like this.....GROW SOME BALLS.

Originally Posted by crazies (Post 11577742)

News Brief: I have much more respect for Belinda than you have ever had and would never ever ask her to sleep with me. Belinda is a very close friend of mine and that is just way out of line.