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Lia19 · 01-13-2006, 03:39 PM

Ftv Girl Lindsay Is Really My Friend J-la. We Worked Together In The Golf Industry For Many Years Before My Site Even Launched. We Were Good Friend And After My Site Went Up She Express How Much Liked It And Want One Of Her Own. I Referred Her To Ftv. I Even Got A Referral Fee For Her. I Was There The Day Of Her Shoot And Anyone Who Has Seen Those Videos Knows She Was Awesome. She Told Me How Much She Enjoyed Doing The Shoot And How She Felt Like A Model. However She Choose Never To Shoot Anything Again. Even Thought I Would Tell Her How She Could And I Could Hook Her Up. I Guess She Like Doing The Shoot Because Of All The Attention. Within The Last Few Days Ftv Had Gotten An E-mail Saying She Had Passed And Leaving A Phone Number For Me. I Was Too Scared To Call. Her Best Friend Finally Called Me. She Had Taking Her Own Life. Checked Herself Into A Hotel Room And Shot Herself In The Head. She Is Younger Than Me And Has A Daughter. Her Family Has Asked For The Content To Be Removed. We Are Doing So. If You Choose Not To, Thats Fine There Is Nothing I Can Do About That, But Please Lets Not Yell Back And Forth About It On The Boards. This Tragedy Has Nothing To Do With The Ftvcash Affiliate Program. So It Should Not Reflex On Them In A Negative Way. This Is Really Hard To Deal With And It Is The Worst Thing Anyone Could Do To Themselves.

Thanks

Lady Lia

baddog · 01-13-2006, 03:43 PM

that is a drag for her kid

jawanda · 01-13-2006, 03:43 PM

So sorry to hear that, a very sad story indeed.

-p

loverboy · 01-13-2006, 03:44 PM

RIP, sorry to hear the loss of a good friend

jt420 · 01-13-2006, 03:45 PM

I am sorry to hear about that terrible news, that is very sad. Hopefully her families wishes are fulfilled in this tragic time for them.

BTW Why is every word in caps? ... just curious it made me keep losing place while I was reading.

pornguy · 01-13-2006, 03:45 PM

Now that I know what happened to her, I wish that I did not.

WiredGuy · 01-13-2006, 03:45 PM

I'm really sorry to hear that, did she have family to take care of her daughter?
WG

BrettJ · 01-13-2006, 03:46 PM

Sorry you're having to deal with this...

It is a horrible horrible thing. I've lost a number of friends to the same ... not that I really understand it... but I'm here if you want somebody to just listen (206) 226 - 4289.

ps - the other thread is pretty disgusting - to see how some of the webmasters think. If push comes to shove, FTV can always revoke the limited license for that content.

ronaldo · 01-13-2006, 03:47 PM

I wish I hadn't opened this thread.

Sorry for the loss of your friend.

Pete-KT · 01-13-2006, 03:49 PM

If you need anything Lia hit me up your know the number hun

bigdog · 01-13-2006, 03:50 PM

Sorry to hear you lost a friend. Anyone have any idea why she might have decided to take her own life?

xclusive · 01-13-2006, 03:51 PM

Sorry for the loss of your friend just think of the good memories

RRACY · 01-13-2006, 03:54 PM

I was wondering how she died.

Grapesoda · 01-13-2006, 04:24 PM

Lia, my best friend from HS did very much the same thing a few years ago, left a boy the same age as my daughter, however he used pills . . .

regards, bmb

Scotty.T · 01-13-2006, 04:35 PM

I received the email from FTV this morning. Very sad to hear, sorry for your loss.

BradM · 01-13-2006, 04:37 PM

That's so awful... RIP.

Kevsh · 01-13-2006, 04:40 PM

It's unfortunate this became public and started drama here - the real issue is that she is gone and that is tragic. I hope everyone understands and respects her family's wishes.

MikeVega · 01-13-2006, 04:41 PM

Lia .. call me if you need anything or just to talk ... I know your down right now and my not want to talk but it could help ..

RogerV · 01-13-2006, 04:41 PM

Really fuckin Sucks one of my Best friends in High School did the same exact thing with a gun many years back and this just brought back those memories. He had it all the looks the the girls everything but life was a little tuff and add drugs to it and there you go.
I Still miss him so I totally understand

Bump for Lindsay hold onto the memories

you actually made me shed some tears crazy...

djroof · 01-13-2006, 04:48 PM

so.... bad...

RIP girl...

KRosh · 01-13-2006, 04:49 PM

Brett I agree with you completely how disgusting the other thread is.

FTV is doing the right thing and all these idiots do is bash them. Have some class people.

Lia I am so sorry that you have to deal with this loss.

Alky · 01-13-2006, 04:50 PM

i feel for her friends and family

spunky99 · 01-13-2006, 04:50 PM

lia.. thats really sad.. sorry to hear.. hope your ok

Lace · 01-13-2006, 04:51 PM

I send my condolences to you, Lia along with Lindsays family. R.I.P

Keep your head up girl.

seeric · 01-13-2006, 04:52 PM

aaaaawwwww

i wish that i was there for you to talk to. you got my cell. i miss you and i hope you are with some friends who love you and are there to talk to you if you need it. one of my girlfriends did it the heroine way and it bummed me for a month+. its very sad that people feel that there is no way out. life is stages. some are not as fun as others. keep your head up sweetie. let me know if you need anything.

airek

Thomas1007 · 01-13-2006, 04:53 PM

Sad news. RIP. My condolences to her family and friends.

llporter · 01-13-2006, 04:54 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by KRosh

I agree with you completely how disgusting the other thread is. FTV is doing the right thing.

So true.

SoftGalleries · 01-13-2006, 05:00 PM

RIP... i really wonder why she did that. And is it has a connection with business.

spunky99 · 01-13-2006, 05:08 PM

i didnt even read the other thread till now.. wow.. i cant believe people are being so disrepectful towards a great bunch of people.. its not a hard request..

GlydeGirl · 01-13-2006, 05:11 PM

I've also lost a friend to suicide -- it's always tough. And there are always so many unanswered questions. My condolences to you Lia and to Lindsay's family

Doctor Dre · 01-13-2006, 05:14 PM

Outch ... yea removing the content wouldn't hurt...

But what a fucking selfish move to leave her kid behind... seriously. If you can't live your own life, at least live it for somebody else.

Mr.Anderson · 01-13-2006, 05:34 PM

R.I.P
I'm sorry about your loss Lia.

sniperwolf · 01-13-2006, 07:34 PM

really sad to hear... may she rests in peace and I hope everything goes well for her family especially her child...

adultchica · 01-13-2006, 07:37 PM

RIP for her and I hope her daughter finds peace. I always hate reading about people killing themselves

Tempest · 01-13-2006, 07:53 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Lady Lia

Her Family Has Asked For The Content To Be Removed. We Are Doing So. If You Choose Not To, Thats Fine There Is Nothing I Can Do About That

FTV most likely "owns" the content and affiliates have been "licensed" to use it. If FTV says take it down then the affiliates must take it down or face legal action. Those that don't want to are idiots. If it was a question of her being underage they'd be jumping all over the place to take it down.

Spunky · 01-13-2006, 08:00 PM

What a terrible situation..I sure hope her daughter will be ok..

Audrey · 01-13-2006, 08:21 PM

omg thats horrible

SinisterStudios · 01-13-2006, 08:36 PM

Things must have been really bad for her to leave a daughter behind like that, i hope all respect her families wishes. Be strong Lia there are alot of people around you that can help you get throught this, dont leave it bottled up.The best thing you can do is talk about it and get it off your chest.

Red Ezra · 01-13-2006, 08:36 PM

i hate to hear news like this - take of your friends and loved ones - RIP Lindsey and my condolences to her friends and family

cybermike · 01-13-2006, 08:41 PM

Sad News, if I had promoted this girl I would remove the content

Major (Tom) · 01-13-2006, 09:15 PM

I am so sorry for your loss and for all her loved ones as well.

Duke

stev0 · 01-14-2006, 04:18 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Doctor Dre

Outch ... yea removing the content wouldn't hurt...

But what a fucking selfish move to leave her kid behind... seriously. If you can't live your own life, at least live it for somebody else.

Exactly... call me heartless, but I have no sympathy for someone that takes their own life. It's selfish, she is the one that caused her family all of this pain.

iwantchixx · 01-14-2006, 04:48 PM

aaah so she killed herself?

.. she left a child behind and did the cowardly thing of killing herself to ease her problems?

Peaches · 01-14-2006, 04:54 PM

It's amazing how ignorant some people can be regarding suicide. It's not cowardly or selfish. Especially in those under 30 it's a result of severe depression or an impulsive act, many times fueled by alcohol or drugs.

Lia, if you need some resources, please contact me directly. There are some excellent SOS meetings and newsgroups.

Cooliosbabes · 01-17-2006, 05:07 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Lady Lia

Ftv Girl Lindsay Is Really My Friend J-la. We Worked Together In The Golf Industry For Many Years Before My Site Even Launched. We Were Good Friend And After My Site Went Up She Express How Much Liked It And Want One Of Her Own. I Referred Her To Ftv. I Even Got A Referral Fee For Her. I Was There The Day Of Her Shoot And Anyone Who Has Seen Those Videos Knows She Was Awesome. She Told Me How Much She Enjoyed Doing The Shoot And How She Felt Like A Model. However She Choose Never To Shoot Anything Again. Even Thought I Would Tell Her How She Could And I Could Hook Her Up. I Guess She Like Doing The Shoot Because Of All The Attention. Within The Last Few Days Ftv Had Gotten An E-mail Saying She Had Passed And Leaving A Phone Number For Me. I Was Too Scared To Call. Her Best Friend Finally Called Me. She Had Taking Her Own Life. Checked Herself Into A Hotel Room And Shot Herself In The Head. She Is Younger Than Me And Has A Daughter. Her Family Has Asked For The Content To Be Removed. We Are Doing So. If You Choose Not To, Thats Fine There Is Nothing I Can Do About That, But Please Lets Not Yell Back And Forth About It On The Boards. This Tragedy Has Nothing To Do With The Ftvcash Affiliate Program. So It Should Not Reflex On Them In A Negative Way. This Is Really Hard To Deal With And It Is The Worst Thing Anyone Could Do To Themselves.

Thanks

Lady Lia

Hey Lia, happy to see you on this board. Respect ;)

I deleted Lindsays galleries out of my site, offcourse.

01-17-2006, 05:19 AM

awful news, indeed. may she rest in peace.

life has to take a harsh turn on you if your last resort is to take your life.

BlackCrayon · 01-17-2006, 06:39 AM

i feel more sympathy for you than her. i know its rude but fuck, how could anyone be so self centered as to leave a helpless child behind. rip regardless....

beemk · 01-17-2006, 06:42 AM

really sorry to hear that, especially for her kid.

Ace_luffy · 01-17-2006, 08:58 AM

Wow...........

Screaming · 01-17-2006, 09:01 AM

Sorry to hear that...

01-13-2006, 03:39 PM	#1
Lia19 Confirmed User Join Date: Sep 2005 Location: AZ Posts: 698	Ftv Girl Lindsay Ftv Girl Lindsay Is Really My Friend J-la. We Worked Together In The Golf Industry For Many Years Before My Site Even Launched. We Were Good Friend And After My Site Went Up She Express How Much Liked It And Want One Of Her Own. I Referred Her To Ftv. I Even Got A Referral Fee For Her. I Was There The Day Of Her Shoot And Anyone Who Has Seen Those Videos Knows She Was Awesome. She Told Me How Much She Enjoyed Doing The Shoot And How She Felt Like A Model. However She Choose Never To Shoot Anything Again. Even Thought I Would Tell Her How She Could And I Could Hook Her Up. I Guess She Like Doing The Shoot Because Of All The Attention. Within The Last Few Days Ftv Had Gotten An E-mail Saying She Had Passed And Leaving A Phone Number For Me. I Was Too Scared To Call. Her Best Friend Finally Called Me. She Had Taking Her Own Life. Checked Herself Into A Hotel Room And Shot Herself In The Head. She Is Younger Than Me And Has A Daughter. Her Family Has Asked For The Content To Be Removed. We Are Doing So. If You Choose Not To, Thats Fine There Is Nothing I Can Do About That, But Please Lets Not Yell Back And Forth About It On The Boards. This Tragedy Has Nothing To Do With The Ftvcash Affiliate Program. So It Should Not Reflex On Them In A Negative Way. This Is Really Hard To Deal With And It Is The Worst Thing Anyone Could Do To Themselves. Thanks Lady Lia __________________ *ICQ: 336423694 ~ AIM: AzLia ~ Email: [email protected]*

01-13-2006, 03:45 PM	#5
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baddog So Fucking Banned Industry Role: Join Date: Apr 2001 Location: the beach, SoCal Posts: 107,089	that is a drag for her kid

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jawanda Confirmed User Join Date: Feb 2003 Posts: 6,040	So sorry to hear that, a very sad story indeed. -p

01-13-2006, 03:44 PM	#4
loverboy When it rains, it pours Industry Role: Join Date: May 2003 Posts: 20,609	RIP, sorry to hear the loss of a good friend

01-13-2006, 03:46 PM	#8
BrettJ ol' timer Industry Role: Join Date: Jan 2001 Location: Seattle WA Posts: 4,715	Sorry you're having to deal with this... It is a horrible horrible thing. I've lost a number of friends to the same ... not that I really understand it... but I'm here if you want somebody to just listen (206) 226 - 4289. ps - the other thread is pretty disgusting - to see how some of the webmasters think. If push comes to shove, FTV can always revoke the limited license for that content.

01-13-2006, 03:47 PM	#9
ronaldo Confirmed User Join Date: Jan 2002 Location: ICQ#: 272000271 Posts: 5,475	I wish I hadn't opened this thread. Sorry for the loss of your friend.

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Pete-KT Workin With The Devil Industry Role: Join Date: Oct 2004 Location: West Bloomfield, MI Posts: 51,532	If you need anything Lia hit me up your know the number hun

01-13-2006, 03:50 PM	#11
bigdog Confirmed User Join Date: Jul 2001 Posts: 6,964	Sorry to hear you lost a friend. Anyone have any idea why she might have decided to take her own life?

01-13-2006, 03:54 PM	#13
RRACY Confirmed User Join Date: Dec 2003 Posts: 1,393	I was wondering how she died. __________________ Sig Free

01-13-2006, 04:24 PM	#14
Grapesoda So Fucking Banned Industry Role: Join Date: Jul 2003 Location: Montana Posts: 46,238	Lia, my best friend from HS did very much the same thing a few years ago, left a boy the same age as my daughter, however he used pills . . . regards, bmb

01-13-2006, 04:35 PM	#15
Scotty.T Confirmed User Join Date: Nov 2004 Location: Scotland Posts: 1,062	I received the email from FTV this morning. Very sad to hear, sorry for your loss. __________________ .

01-13-2006, 04:37 PM	#16
BradM Confirmed User Join Date: Dec 2003 Location: 1123,6536,5231 Posts: 3,397	That's so awful... RIP.

01-13-2006, 04:40 PM	#17
Kevsh Confirmed User Join Date: Dec 2004 Location: TO Posts: 8,619	It's unfortunate this became public and started drama here - the real issue is that she is gone and that is tragic. I hope everyone understands and respects her family's wishes.

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01-13-2006, 04:41 PM	#19
RogerV Banned! Join Date: Jul 2002 Posts: 12,591	Really fuckin Sucks one of my Best friends in High School did the same exact thing with a gun many years back and this just brought back those memories. He had it all the looks the the girls everything but life was a little tuff and add drugs to it and there you go. I Still miss him so I totally understand Bump for Lindsay hold onto the memories you actually made me shed some tears crazy... Last edited by RogerV; 01-13-2006 at 04:42 PM..

01-13-2006, 04:48 PM	#20
djroof JuicyDevils.gr Owner Industry Role: Join Date: Jan 2004 Location: Greece Posts: 25,415	so.... bad... RIP girl...

01-13-2006, 04:49 PM	#21
KRosh So Fucking Outlawed Industry Role: Join Date: Nov 2001 Posts: 5,114	Brett I agree with you completely how disgusting the other thread is. FTV is doing the right thing and all these idiots do is bash them. Have some class people. Lia I am so sorry that you have to deal with this loss. __________________ ICQ 115433750

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seeric .......... Industry Role: Join Date: Aug 2004 Location: .......... Posts: 41,917	aaaaawwwww i wish that i was there for you to talk to. you got my cell. i miss you and i hope you are with some friends who love you and are there to talk to you if you need it. one of my girlfriends did it the heroine way and it bummed me for a month+. its very sad that people feel that there is no way out. life is stages. some are not as fun as others. keep your head up sweetie. let me know if you need anything. airek

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Thomas1007 Confirmed User Join Date: Aug 2002 Location: BC Canada Posts: 5,542	Sad news. RIP. My condolences to her family and friends. __________________ BUY THIS SPOT CONTACT ME FOR DETAILS Contact Email

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01-13-2006, 05:11 PM	#30
GlydeGirl Confirmed User Industry Role: Join Date: Feb 2005 Posts: 1,516	I've also lost a friend to suicide -- it's always tough. And there are always so many unanswered questions. My condolences to you Lia and to Lindsay's family

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01-13-2006, 08:36 PM	#38
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