aaaaawwwww
i wish that i was there for you to talk to. you got my cell. i miss you and i hope you are with some friends who love you and are there to talk to you if you need it. one of my girlfriends did it the heroine way and it bummed me for a month+. its very sad that people feel that there is no way out. life is stages. some are not as fun as others. keep your head up sweetie. let me know if you need anything.
airek