Why don't you call your wifes parents and see if they know what is going on.
Call all your wifes family and see if anyone knows where she is.
Call your oldest daughters friends and see if they have talked with daughter.

Seems very weird your wife would stop contacting you.

Spacedog Quote: "I love my daughters & my wife more than anything in this world, more than life itself"

Spacedog Quote: "...my moms always had some lame ass excuse why she cant come drive to maine & bring my daughter home...."

"...more than life itself..." but not more than buying a bus ticket and getting your daughter yourself.

Same MO; lie, blame, twist. Look in the mirror and you will find who is responsible for the position that you are in.

Gary..might of came out the wrong way for me

but i just find it odd someone would just let the kid be gone for "months" without raising a living hell.

SD- This may not seem like much but you may want to set up a pop email on one of your hosted domains and change all of your emails at your sponsors to that one.

This way after you lose your current connection you will still be able to get forgoten passwords and log in to change your info when you get to your new place.

I had such problems when I moved and it was a bitch.

Sorry that I am not in a possiton to be any more help.

Good luck.

reload hell :)

Okay, I get on GFY about every other day and read posts and stuff, Don't post much but this one I have to post a reply for. I finished reading page 3 and just had to stop.

It's really messed up if its all one big lie........ I know what it's like to have one thing after another happen to you - And at the end of the day feel like it can't get any worse. I ain't one to just put my biz out there but what the hell you people don't know me so theres no reason to feel bad.

I've delt with "crap" with a sibling dealing with webmaster things and didn't have hosting for like 3 weeks.... Haven't made shit for money since the end of Jan. ... Only have one vehicle because the other is broke down ... speakin of the car payment is just about 2 months late if they knew where we lived they'd come get it :1orglaugh - My fiance lost his job about 3 weeks ago - we rent to own one of our computers and our couch..... both which are almost 3 weeks late .... Rent was late until we were able to kindly borrow the other $60 from his brother ... and the phone was turned off for 2 days

BUT you know what......for your kids and yourself you gotta keep your head up - Things DOOOO get better. Thanks to an AWESOME company (they know who they are) I was paid early and was able to get my phone on again...even if it is just the local service! yes the car payment and the couch and computer payments are still late and they're all probably trying to find us - BUT guess what ya gotta have faith........We wanted to go to Virginia to play the big game but didn't have $$ or gas to do it...and 2 different drawings went by and nobody has won so we kinda saw it as a sign that maybe all this happened for a reason.....So we drove to Virginia to spend a few bucks on the BIG GAME (which is at about $250 mil) in hopes that we'll win :)

Hell we'll be happy if we get a few numbers for $5000 or $150,000 ........But if we don't win LOL I guess we're back to ground zero.....

Just gotta keep laughing & remember things will get better

Just my :2 cents:

In light of Hungrymans reply, I posted this in another thread that is becoming about this as well...
thought it could apply to this thread as well...


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Anyone who straight out laughs at anothers problems like this including and not limited to anyone on this board is a complete waste of lifeforce.

No matter if you believe it or not, or if he is telling the truth or not, if he is in fact telling the truth I cant wait to see the look on your face and to point and laugh back when your foot is in your throat.

Seriously, the way you losers make posts about Spacedog -

posts are examples of your charachter.

Yeah what goes around comes around i guess, just like 12clicks calling me a pedohile, somethings will never be forgotten, and those that cast stones now, are the ones the tribe turns on next.

Its the classic case of "lets pick on the 3rd graders"

When the 3rd grader becomes a 4th grader he find now he can pick on the 3rd graders, but the 5th graders are now picking on him...

Youll see where your friend are when you need them, id help Hungryman and SPacedog in a second, and HAVE offerd them both help when in need, i doubt ill do the same for the trash that circle this event, and post threads at Spacedogs expense.

So what if you dont like him, if what he says is true, i hope all of you suffer threefold the attacks you laugh off at his expense.
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blah.

This thread is VERY long. Can anyone give me a summary of what's happened since page 1?

The complete lack of punctuation and line breaks makes that impossible to read.

I really want to thank all of you that have been trying to help me... I am still in a state of confusion & indecisiveness, but I think the best thing for me to do is to leave this biz & do the right thing & do what's best for me & my family..

Hungryman, & many of you who have faith in my ability & ambition to succeed in this biz.. I thank you offering to assist me in reaching realistic goals & helping me through the biz, but I have come to realize that may not be the best for me & my family.. sure I can succeed & learn alot more & make a success of myself & I certainly have the determination for it, but I will not take those chances at the expense of my family.. I have already taken those risks & now I see where it has gotten me..

I went to the payphone at the store & called my aunt.. from what my aunt's been told by my mom, it appears that my wife is upset about my involvement with porn on the net... the amount of time I spent online, my obsession with wanting to make money online, etc,.,, she believes that I cared more about my porn biz than I do of her & my family.. My online activities have interfered with our relationship & it's caused many arguments.. I always tried to assure her that I was only doing it for the money & as a business, but she couldn't identify with that or understand.. she began to feel insecure because of the images of girls on the net, etc.. & also, sometimes she felt neglected by me being online all the time.. I was too busy struggling to make a buck, & our relationship suffered for it.. It's caused arguments in the past, & I believe the best thing to do is to give up on it.. I hate to quit, but I need to do the right thing.. I need to try to hitch hike to massachusetts & try to talk to her & try to work things out.. my aunt tells me that my wife is at her moms & that my mom has convinced her to leave me & also get a restraining order.. I need to talk to her & make my peace with her before that happens.. I hope not.. I think what may be best is to try my hardest to find us a home, & fast & show her that my days with porn are finished... I am going to try to pawn my computer.. I will need every cent I can get, so I can find a place to live & transportation to move, get job, etc.. I have $300, plus whatever amount sleazydream was kind enough to send.. I should have it in the mail sometime.. however long it takes from manitoba to here.. plus more $$ from my friend dreamman010 who I've gotten to know fairly well these past few months.. He's got alot of heart & soul & is a great character & it's been a real pleasure working with him.. he's a really smart kid & I enjoyed being so much a part of helping out & working with him on the free host http://4freetgp.com , anyway.. this should help with sorting out my problems & issues.. I am still selling my computer.. I need as much $$ as I can get to help me with finding a home, etc.. I am guessing I'll have anywhere from $600 - $700 by end of next week.. I am gonna hitchhike to massachusetts to try & talk to my wife & tell her I love her, & tell her I am done with porn.. I hope I can convince her that she & my daughters mean so much to me.. hopefully I can pawn the computer,,. need to figure how to get to a pawn shop with no car.. Hopefully I can come up with $1500 or a bit more to work with & I can definately find a home with that I think.. My hopes are that, once my wife see's that I found us a home, no longer do porn & have real job... probably as a security guard in malden.... she'll feel better & we can work this out together..

Fletch, Bunky, all of you who have been supportive & helpful, I really appreciate your willingness to help.. smegma, mule.. everyone.. thanks.. I really appreciated the gestures of goodwill & with the paypal, but with no checking or credit card, I cant get verified by them.. I only have passbook savings... I still have xxx-revenue.com & bluehentai.com for sale if anyone wants to make an offer.. I am leaving in the morning to hitchhike to salem & try to reason out with my wife.. Hopefully I get things worked out.. my internet gets shut off on the 15th.. I will check messages & emails, etc to see if anyone wants domains.. etc,, I greatly appreciate all the gestures of good will, Hyper, redshift.. all of you.. you know who you are.. thanks..
those of you who wanted to help.. my address is 84 riverside dr, wells, maine. 04090. usa.. my mail will be forwarded to a po box once I figure out where I am going to end up.... but my goal is get apartment, get job, & have my family back together, & I am leaving this biz.. I gotta try & make do with what I got & try to make it all work out.. I gotta do the right thing & what's best for me & my family

"but with no checking or credit card, I cant get verified by them.. "

Spacedog, have we established your age yet?? How can you go from $500K/year.. to a guy without a checking account?

Surely you had a checking account when you were earning that kind of cash?

How do (or did as the case may be) you pay bills? With your Good Looks?

GOOD LUCK, spacedog. I read all these pages, and I hope you find a home, a job and get back your family the next days. Good luck.

Nice to see we have so many helpfull people here.

My credit's a mess.. cant get either one of them right now due to all the debts I've incurred during college, & after all the events from before.. & 500K was quite an exaggeration... was alot less than that.. & that was almost 5 years ago.. that's when all my debts started.. after all the events in my life.. everything got messed up..

Spacedog - most of the people posting negative shit here, wont be here when you get back.

You take care of your family bro - my dad only told me one thing I remember,...

"your family comes first, when you have shit straight at home a man can do anything,"

Do what you gotta do. Take care brother.

spacedog, we are working on your parts for your buick

i am assuming the axle housing is still good, we may have to get the parts and just rebuild it ourselves.

there is a place that has 66 buicks but it's in AZ.

I checked around for cars today and will check some more tomorrow. A kid at work sold his car but it got impounded coz the new owner didnt register it. so i am trying to talk him into signing it over if i pay the tow bill ($100)

I am also posting at the various car websites i hang out at, someone may have a car that runs good but doesnt look the best.

don't worry bro, we'll get you mobile again.

thank you so much hyper.. It means alot to me.. ..
I'm gonna try to hitch to salem mass tommorow, how can I contact you offline.... my connection gets shut off monday.. can you icq me.. 112771690 thanks bro..

You do what you have to do Jody!
We are only outsiders lookng in on your situation ... YOU are on the inside ... sounds like you have put some rational thought into this ... GO FOR IT ... AND GOOD LUCK !!!

You can do it if you really want to !!
Don't let ANYBODY knock you down ever again ...
Hit me Up on ICQ and I will give you my mailing address.
I'd like to keep in touch and see how you make out :thumbsup

(maybe one day I can get that steak dinner out of you :winkwink: )

Spacedog:

Assuming that you are posting the truth (a big assumption but I will allow you the benefit of doubt) you are making your first best decision and I quote "...I think the best thing for me to do is to leave this biz & do the right thing & do what's best for me & my family...".

My advice to you is not to even consider returning to it until your children are grown and you are an "old fart" like me; retired, with time on your hands, and to old to care what anyone thinks.

This is a sleezy business at best and is filled with sleezy, scheming, lying, cheating, amoral, people.

This business is like most. Many more fail than succeed. There is a small percentage (usually pretty heavily financially invested) that make any real money. It is my guess that 95% that talk the big money talk on these adult boards are like you were; a bullshitter.

You know who and what you are. You know what is bullshit and what isn't. You know what you have done wrong in the past and who you have wronged. Get yourself together, get a job, stay with that job until you have a better job to go to. Manage your money, begin to mend the wrongs you have done to others and make payments to all that you owe money to (even if all you can afford to pay is $1.00 per month).

Do not expect those around you to accept your word that you are a changed person and open their arms to you. Your words mean little; your actions are the measure. Do what I suggested, and though it may take awhile, the wheel will turn.

Good luck to you on your path through life.

got that right.

Its only sleazy because people are in it for the wrong reasons.

THE
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dude, I am about to go to bed, I will icq you tomorrow. As for the questions 485 is the rent of the single bedroom in a 3 bedroom apartment. It is nice complex with a huge pool, gym and tennis courts. All utilities are included so you don't need to pay elec, water,cable or any other shit (it also includes T1 connection and a huge tv in the living room apt is fully furnished too). Roommates are leaving for the summer. SO, you will be alone in the apartment and you are not responsible for others payments (individual lease).I will check the dates of finals and i will let ya know thru icq.

Good luck SD, i really hope everything works out for you. From your post above, sounds like you got a good plan in place. It wont be easy, but if you want your family back, it sure sounds like the best way to do it.

If you get online at some point, make sure you let us know how things went.

Take care

Space,
I had a feeling when i first read your post that the "porn" could be the problem (with mom and wife) Some people don't digest it well. I keep "business" to myself. Because my family would freak and think I am some kind of sex freak. I grew up in a christian envirement and I respect my parents alot. however I do have different views. I started getting into this business 4 years ago when I was pregnant. I became a diabetic and could not work, due to having a "high risk pregnancy". So I started learning html and frankly I enjoyed surfing :) So I thought what the hell, I can do this,, and I learned it. It became very profitable for me and my family. I was alarmed to read that your daughter was spending alot of time out of your home. I guess I am a over protective Mom and I refuse for my daughter to visit anywhere without knowing, and having say when she will return.
This business does take an extreme amount of time online, and some people dont and refuse to understand. In the future, I would be very discrete in order to protect yourself. I do feel bad for your situation, but you are healthy and willing and from what it looks like have many friends. At first I was somewhat iffy about it all due to the constant shit stirred up on here, but with all that aside i am being straight with you. Good Luck Man.

Lanie~*~

Damn straight.

good luck SPACEY!

WHAT? That FUCK is sending you money?
Now I KNOW this thread is bullshit.

..... and if he's really sending you cash (a not just a check for $1 to just be a prick) then I'll be damned and I might just owe someone a personal apology (After all - there's the remote possibly that Sleazy is a nice guy and just gots off to the shit he posts....)

Hot damn.

BTW SpaceDog I wish you the best; I think I understand you :)

Good Luck man.
I hope you can get your family back & things start going better.

Spacedog, best of luck, man! You can do it, it'll take time, but you have the energy, just keep focused on your goal.
And keep in touch!

I don't think you have to wait to do this biz if you have kids...there's alot of worse things to do with kids around then 'porn'....I know of a gent who posts to this board who's got a few kids and he does a damn fine job keeping what he does seperate from his kids....plus this biz is HELPING his kids out...but I do think that each person has to make his/her own decission about doing this biz w/kids and at what age they are!

Like it's been said before, some people just don't like this industry and/or don't digest it well.

To Spacedog:

Good luck w/whatever you choose to do! This biz will be here when you return! (I know it'll be soon!)

If you need anything, feel free to hit me up on ICQ (157173543)and I'll see what I can do for ya bro!

TekArt

First time I've posted in this thread as it seemed too busy as it was. There was a lot of bullshit in the past and badly thought out posts but you were genuinely improving on both counts.

Whatever happened before though it's just fucked up to wish you ill in this situation. Best of luck for the future!

If porn isn't/wasn't a problemin your household, if you can at all help it don't sell your domains or your PC! Keep going and this shit will eventually make you far more than any low-paid crap job even doing it evenings only.

If porn was any part of you losing the wife and kids though then maybe staying in this business isn't such a good idea. Only you know. Either way, when you get a connection back come and post!

I'm usually kicking around on ICQ 36884636 when it actually decides to work properly although stay invisible so msg if you need anything. There's always cybercafes until you get a connection back.

FUCK SPACEDOG !!!! :mad:

Hes a CHEATER and a LIER !!
FUcking Child Beating and Wife Abusing Piece of Shit!!

BD,,, you just crossed a line you can never erase. You had better NEVER come stateside, And I mean NEVER.

I am SOOO sorry I stuck up for your tailend last fall. I should have let you get sunk then. Now I'll see you go down the tubes for sure.

First your ONE HUNDRED AND EIGHTY hits a day. Not the 180k you bragged on.

Hmmm maybe someone like the hun might see your bandwidth and raise you. Know anything about poker you little jerk? Hoyles has a book on the above term, IF you can read (since you obviously can't type IE: ne1, u, etc) you can see what see you and raise MEANS.

What a little troublemaking pr*ck. :feels-hot :ak47:

LOL! whatever

Ill come and go into and from the usa as i like..... You think that A hick like u is going to scare me. Ohhh no, too scared, ill never come to the states cos some lame bitch threatened me. oohhhhhhhh no. fuck off. lesbian.

btw Anyone Touches My Site and Ill just ReDirect the Load elsewhere.
Like uhhhhh rude bitch..... or one of your site gemini. Howmuch do you and tam pay per gig and Would you care for 10 million hun impressions at your pergig Rate??

i meant to take that comment to task too.. any job that lets you stay at home and share the responsibility of child rearing is a good one IMHO.

Good luck Spacedog. Keep your nose to the grindstone and do the right thing. You'll be surprised how much your life improves.

Wow looks like spacedog got himself in real shit..... i had a fire in my place once, and its VERY fucking bad, trust me.

Anyways, spacedog could have gotten my sympathy, if he were not such an ass. His first post on the board was "how to find a free host that allows hotlinking pictures" Well, i pointed out to him that it was not nice to make other people pay for your BW and he just sent me to hell. Nice atitude for a newbie. His other posts just prove his arrogance.


and BTW:

i think mule = spacedog, can anyone check this ?