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I got up to 200! Than got bored wackin' the dogs! But cool game...
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A house is a house is a house. Our payment is about what a cheap apt goes for and we'll own it soon. Sure it was built in 1913 and the old man has almost totally redone it all (will have redone it in toto when he's done) but we double the payment usually and it adds up fast. I look great on cutoffs, workboots and my (yes MY) toolbelt. :winkwink: lol But we have a solid brick house that has stood the test of time and is still here! Bulletproof for the normal street weapons as well. lmao
SD, the old man has found tons of really old car parts online. There are several junkyards in southern Ohio that have alot of the old stuff. They are nationally networked so they can find anything anywhere if it exists. He used to be into old cars and got parts that way. Mid 50's to 70 or so. Might want to check that way. But his opinion on a 66 LeSabre is: buy a old Geo. Its just not got the book to be worth the cost of repairs. And odds are the guy will want a storage fee so you might want to sign the title and leave it on his door on your way out of town. Saves him spending money to buy a salvage title. |
hey SPACEY!
u gotta get the gameplan up and going. hit me up on icq (u can find it on my site in sig) U got drive and if I can help with traffic or other stuff we might work something out! The game is on and you have to focus on winning round one! :drinkup Vegaz |
Unless I am incorrect, which I am not... this is what I know of the conditions of existence. You guys cant cut it up all you want, but it is a true formula.
and you can quote me on this... its been awhile sicne I studied this stuff. I remember it as follows... "Life demands that one BE in order to DO and HAVE. These three conditions are in a specific order where life is concerned. The ability to BE is more important than the ability to DO. The ability to DO is more important than the ability to HAVE." - I didnt make up the formula, I just know how to quote it... damn im high... |
ohh my stoned ass forgot to mention what it all applies to...
its about the conditions of existence, and once one can clarify the above mentioned, then he realizes , "beingness" which is the basis of everything. eh.. nevermind, im going read... goodnight everyone. |
Hi Spacedog,
Talk with the Red Cross and find the right solution for this, do not sell your biz it takes tomuch time building it up again. I wish you the best in near coming future and I know "GOD" will bring you in right direction, where your kids will be save and you will be SAVE with your wife and you can enjoy the life all together in near coming future. I wish you the best, andrea |
You have to be a true fuck-up for your own mom to file a restraining order against you...
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spacedog,
don't sell your PC - better save it and get back to your work wneh you have achieved a certain financial stability. leave your wife and kids for now - thus, you'll be able to concentrate on getting a job and making your life a bit better. AFTER that, get back to them. i wish you more luck, bro :thumbsup |
Hey SD I don't know you as long as all the others do here. I also don't have the possability to make any big donations or give you any other material support. However with this little post you get closer to your DVD.
About what happend with your wife, man i feel sorry for you cause if your wife realy does love and trust you she would not let this happen to you. I do understand your feelings against your mother up to a certain degree as it is not fair to handle the things as she is doing it. But this would only mean that you never had a good relation ship with your mother. I know how it feels if you have to fight every day for the money and how it is when you don't know how to buy the food for the next day. But there is always a solution for any problem you have. Remember: Problem do not come , We make them. Keep your head up and accept the help your getting from the few serious Ppl. here. just my :2 cents: |
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Actuallllly the Salvation Army helps people get housing moreso than the Red Cross. The cross is for disasters... But they don't usually have offices in small burgs. Just the larger cities. :(
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What I don't understand is why your wife hasn't tried to get in contact with you. You would think she would at least call to say she and the kids are fine. I'm thinking we don't have the full story here.
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so your threatening me? lame!! OKAY.. send your tech over for a visit.. he will Be able to find me If hes such the Martial Artist ninja detective expert u think He is. Like he would ever give a shit what u think.. geez, what do u need a tech for anyway? nobody knows which sites u even run, probably nothing at all. maybe a bunch of freehost gallerys made just for the hun. oh yeaaah that needs a 'tech'. what a crock of shit!! we have a thing called the 'law' in this country. he wont be a tech much longer if he thinks hes some kind of vigilante hero. oh yeah, im just going to sit here why he jumps arouind the room doing a bunch of stupid ninja shit. ill just call the cops and he will be slopping it out for 10 to 20. he aint gonna do shit. next time before u open ur mouth, u should consider who i am or who i know. this is not YOUR country, idiot. this is not america, retard. maybe i have a brother in the police force? or maybe i@m 6'8 and built like a brick house. Basically, your "hero" (tech) steps near me and i'll fucking shoot him. or chop his ass with the 2 foot sharp-as-a-razor-blade Silat Sword i have hanging as a display item on the back of my door. so send him over. sure i wuold probably get arrested but it would be worth it. maybe u should think before opening ur stupid fucking hick mouth.. bitch. u know what? point him in my direction. i'm serious, do it. i dont give a fuck. |
Bulldog - do you run bulldoglist.com ?
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Ohio? ohio sucks! but i live near lima ohio and my rent is under 300 for a 2 bd apt in a house split into 3 apartments. my yard is full of birds rabbits and squirrels and that's about the only noise around here. Gemini or other ohio webmasters can hit me up on icq at 23927846 if ya wanna do some networking. things is spacedog we don't know the whole story here and your past performance IS indicative of future performance. so your full of shit. part of what your saying is true no doubt. some you have omitted obviously. Plenty plenty of peeps have tried to help you in your business. I have tried. i fuck with you alot but its an attempt to get you and a bunch just like you to wake the fuck up. shit dude i give you that board icon of the guy in lingerie with his dick out for a reason. you just wanna fuck around and try to make a living off of webmaster referrals and being a player. i told ya, you can't, you won't and you havent. and by the way for space to not sell his domains cuz it would make it to hard or harder to start over? please, you can do all he has done with freehosting and a public library damn near. gotta go, not martin |
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fletch, hungry, dirty monkey,
:) - just a bit of quick fun.. should have included a whole bunch of stuff.. but hey.. i've got work to do.. and it's only 13k so im not paying for bandwidth for more in-jokes :) |
heheh the half second of whimper is scooby-doo btw.. :)
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Ohio? ohio sucks! but i live near lima ohio ... no more needed to be said... LIMA?!??! lol :winkwink: Nice area to drive thru as long as you don't stop for long. :D Thats close to the old mans old playground at Indian Lake. :) Move south young man! 45 miles or so and you'll be in a better place! I'll find you on ICQ later on. Its been a 22 hour... hmmm 24 hour stretch work day. I live with a slave driver. He lounges with the pets on the bed and cracks the whip alot. Gimme a beer... gimme a neckrub, We gots any chips, blah blah blah. lol And if you BELIEVE that last paragraph you're nuts. :1orglaugh |
Hungry: you're on the right track with that karma thing. Its good to see a lot of genuinely nice people on the board.
Space: All I can offer at the moment is to say good luck. Keep your head straight, your eyes on your goal and you can't go wrong! Mike |
I didn't bother reading all the crap. But spacedog's first post made me happy. Sorta. I'm not an evil person, it would just suck to be him. I'm so glad I'm me!
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Okies...
I been posting here for a while - not that that matters a fuck, but I've seen a lot of nicks come and go (the bulldog should really take a hint at this stage and fuck off 'Dear The Bulldog - bring your fuckin sword up to Cleethorpes and ICQ me when you get here') and I have read SD's posts and laughed/sympathised all the way. Sure some of his stuff seems messed up - at least he's open enough to admit this. If some of you fat arsed middle class children don't like any of this - don't fuckin read it, don't fuckin respond to it and don't think I'll give a flyin fuck either way. SD - ICQ me if there's anything I can help with. |
I just read all the replies & I appreciate all the help from those of you who offered it.. Hyper, hungryman, sleazydream, smegma, all of you. thanks... I appreciate all the advice too.. nice to know what towns/areas are good to move to.. but, I am not sure about moving so far from my wife & children.. I am still confused & upset, but I am feeling a little better after chatting with so many people on icq last night. & in particular a lengthy chat with Hungryman.. Thank you Paul for having confidence in my ability to overcome this & succed in this biz as well.. I'll contact you tonight about what we talked about.. The emotions I've been going through must've really taken their toll on me.. I actually slept for 13 hours when I usually sleep for only 5 or 6..I possibly may have slept longer if it were not for the mail lady knocking on the door with certified mail.. from my mom.. I am more concerned & confused than I was before....... And for those of you who have mentioned that I did'nt tell the whole story.. you are absolutely correct... Let me fill you in on some things.. because I am concerned over this new development & not sure what to do over it & how to overcome it.. I'd hire a lawyer, but that's not an option while in my current state... first let me tell you a little bit of history.... back in december when my car broke, the car was towed back to the cape, to the garage across the street from my moms, & the state trooper drove use to her house.. .. Now, it being christmas & all, my wife & I had to leave moms to go visit my wifes parents & her family, but my mom also had her plans to visit friends & other family, so my mom was unable to drive use to maine.. so, my wife & I, & our oldest daughter had to do the bus & train & taxi thing to get to salem, masss to see her family.. now, because it was cold & winter december.. we were concerned about our youngest daughter going through that ordeal & my mom suggested that my youngest stay with her for a couple of days & mom said she'd bring her home in a couple of days.... well, those couple of days kept stretching to more days, then weeks, now it's been 4 months.. my moms always had some lame ass excuse why she cant come drive to maine & bring my daughter home....from 12/24 to 2/14 she had every excuse possible to not bring her home..but finally she brought her home on 2/14.. anyway.... my baby had a doctors appointment, that my mother scheduled for the 15th.. my wife & I were upset over this, because my mother used that as a previous excuse to avoid bringing her home... so, mom says," I'll bring her to the doctor & then I'll come back in a couple of days.." couple of days pass & I call mom.. she says she'll come over on the weekend.. that never happened... I called.. no answer.. I call everyday for a couple of weeks.. no answer.. next, collect calls are now no longer accepted.. so I buy some phone cards.. still no luck getting through.. but finally, just about 2 weeks ago, I get through & she says she'll come over with the baby.. but she never arrives.. I call her house & talk to her boyfriend,.,, he says "Oh.. her car broke down"... Now I think that is plain bullshit. her car is brand new.. a 2001 echo.. brand new cars dont just break down.... so.. when I get ahold of mom.. she has more excuses.. now she's asking.. where are you moving to.. I don't have an answer for her, cuz I really don't know my self... my wife & I wanted to move out of main & back to salem, near her friends & family, or possibly somewhere new, in another state..we were not sure.. but we wanted our daughter back & wanted to be far away from my mom as possible.. we no longer wanted her in our life as my mom has shown to us that she is a controling & manipulative woman & my mom was trying to control our lives. saying things like.. "you should live in the cape so I can help you".. which is bullshit, cuz when we had the fire, she told us the same thing.. come to the cape & stay with me & i'll help you.. this is how she helped us.. after we left the hotel we stayed at.. & went to her house,.,.after 3 days she was like.. jesus.. it's been 3 days & you still havent found an apartment.. what the fucks wrong with you.. on & on with her verbal abuse, etc.. my mom is a chronic alchoholic.. during our stay there, my wife & I had to endure the drunkeness of my mom & her friends..all her drunken buddies sloshing around the house.. she was also mean to my oldest daughter.. moms boyfriend also hurt my oldest daughter.. & that pissed me off.,..we also purchased a couple hundred dollars of food...all that food was wiped out in 2 days because of my mothers drunken friends.. & then my mother gets abusive & yells at me & my wife, calling us losers saying we eat her out of house & home... when it was my wife & I that payed for the food....anyway.. we moved into a hotel in onset, in the cape..it was $300 a week,, problem though.. I worked 45 hours a week at robinson salvage, & my take home after taxes was $320 a week... we couldnt get by. so.. my wife says she dont like my mom, & she wants to go back to north shore.. cuz I made at least $500 a week driving the cab.. so , thats what we did..as a result.. my moms going around telling relatives how she tried to help us, & says we couldve stayed with her, blah, blah.. but it was her that was constantly bitching & complaining that we cant stay there.. she invited us to stay, but then later turned around & said we can't.. thats why we went to a hotel from her house....anyway.. back to current events...
so.. my mom's still trying to control how my wife & I live.. she fails to realize that it is my wife & I's decision on where we will live & not hers... for the last 4 months my mom had the excuse.. you guys don't know where you're going to move.. I'm only trying to help you.. blah,.blah.. etc.. she's been using that same excuse since december, that when april came thatb we'd be moving, & she continually says we should move to the cape.. problem is.. my wife & I dont want my meddlesome mother in our life.. we also did not like the experience we had looking for an apartment, or jobs in the cape.. there's shit jobs, & no apartments.. It's another nowhere, tourist towns... anyway's.. I know I'm rambling.. mom had my daughter from december & still has her & continually refused to bring her home.. bullshit.. who does she think she is to refuse to bring her home.,.. so. this past weekend,, we finally convince her to show up for my oldest daughters birthday, & she was to drive my wife & daughters to my wifes parents so they can see the kids.. BUT.. my youngest daughter is not in the car.. ??????? so.. I ask mom.. where is she.. she says, oh.. shes with your sister.. HUH? mom says my sister is bringing her back to her house once she gets home.. & I said to mom.. what're you talking about.. We wanted you to bring her home to us.,.. she's our daughter, you cant keep her.. we want her back & we want her back now...now my mother goes back to her damned 4 month old excuses.. "But you don't know where your going to live yet.. I aint giving her back to you if I don't know where your going to live" .. So.. i tell my mother.. you give us our child back, or I call the police & have you arrested for kidnapping.. so, mom takes off... |
supposedly to drive my wife & daughter to my wifes parents house.. I'd call them, but they got a new number & it's unpublished..... well, today I got in the mail, a letter from family court.. decree of temporary guardianship of a minor.. & it says the court granted my mom custody of my youngest daughter til july 8th.. that's bullshit... so, I got that, & the restraining order.. But it don't say anything about my other daughter, & it dont say anything about my wife.. I dont know if my wife went along with this, or if she is with my mom, or if she was threatened & forced to go along or what.. I don't know anything at all... For all I know, maybe my wife's at her parents house still, & maybe my wifes taking a flipping fit over what my mother's done? I don't know.. cuz I have no way to reach them?? When they left.. my wife said she'd be home tuesday.. but she's still not home.. I dont know if she went to my moms or not.. I dont know if my mother meddled in our relationship & threatened her, or not?? Maybe she's at her parents house upset because she knows something I don't.. I dont know what's going on??... I really wish my wife was here with me so we can discuss a plan or something... I am stranded here... before all this happened over the weekend, my wife & I discussed, once we have our youngest daughter back, that we would move somewhere & not have contact with my mom.... we didnt know where we were going to, but we had some plans.. now all our plans are fucked up because my mother is a control freak.... I shouldve called the cops when I had the chance.. but just didnt feel right doing that to my own mother.. now, I dont know what to do.. I could call the cops & have her arrested for kidnapping & tell them what happened , but.. if my wife's there with her, then that wont fly..I just dont know what's going on.. I am so confused.. Now, I feel angry & pissed off more than I do hurt.. Now I know what the restraining order & this other paper is all about.. it looks like she's trying to save her own ass & try to prevent me from calling the police & having her arrested for kidnapping.. that's exactly what I think... but.. if my wife & other daughter are there with her, I assume my mother started with her violent temper & controlling bullshit again, & probably threatened her, & or manipulated her & twisted her mind convincing her to go along with it.. (My wife's not too bright & not really good at making the right decision while under pressure or during chrisis)....then again.. maybe she's still in salem, with her parents.. I doubt it..I really doubt it.. My mother just wants control over my child.. I hate her... I can't stand that woman.. growing up with that woman was more than I could stand.. she's a cold hearted, evil control freak, an abusive monster with a severe alchohol & drug problem. & I do NOT want my daughter to be with her........
Well.. I've made a decision.. I got a letter from the cable company.. my internet gets shut off on the 15th.. anyway.. I gotta get the fuck out of here.. east bumfuck, & I decided that I am going to go to the north shore, salem, paebody, etc.. to be close to my wife's parents & near jobs & public transportation..... I suppose alot of stuff can be left behind.. but I dont want to leave my little girls toys behind.. poor kid's been through enough loss.. it makes me cry to think of how my little girl's been through so much shit this past year.. so.. last 5 or so months, everything was good, now all this shit & my poor baby's gotta suffer & lose her toys again.. also, she is more attached to me, than she is with her mom.. my oldest daughter has a stronger bond with me than she does with her mom.. & I don't want my baby to be hurting..also, I also have a bond with her, & can't bear to be away from her.... I really hate being stranded up here with no people to talk to face to face... anyway,, Ideally my goal would be to find a home for my family.. a 2 bedroom, or 3 bedroom somewhere in the vicinity of my wife's family.. then try to contact my wife to come home & then fight my mother in court,, BUT.. porn can not be part of my life while this is going on.. How will I explain this to the court? My wife knows I make porn sites, mom knows, my wifes parents know.. cuz my wife complains to them about it.. I'm sure many of you may have been that route.. "All he does is sit on that damn computer looking at porn".. I try to explain to them that it's business...a business that can be very lucrative & profitable if I approach it in the right direction... but none of them understand.. they all say, fuck that bullshit.. & say things like, "You cant make $$ on the net", "Get a real job" etc, etc,......... well, I know what some of my options are, but due to my emotional state of worry & fear & despair, I am feeling indecisive... Redshift, & hyper both offered assistance in locating the rear end I need to get my car running.. so, I have the choice to repair that car... that I love so much.. the car's engine & tranny are perfect.. it's a low mileage car & will get me where ever I need to go.. It'll be very reliable once it's fixed.. so.. I can accept the help from hyper, or redshift & get the rear end & fix the car myself if I have to.. & then go from there to look for place to live & jobs.. the car certainly would make life a whole lot easier & less frustrating as I forsee alot of moving around to places that are far.. like court in plymouth, & to job where ever that will be, & to drive around to different towns looking for room or apartment, & to whatever services I may need to go to, to seek help with this dilemma.... anyway.. I can get the car fixed.. drive back here to maine.. put whatever fits into it & go.. at least I can sleep in the car if I need to.. It's a big ass car.. I can also use the car to drive to the pawn shop to sell my computer... I'd hate to give up on this biz because I learned alot & I do have determination to succeed, just lacked a plan, or focus.... I still have the $300 I got, plus my friend from toronto who I designed his website for free host is sending a check to me for the help I put in to help him with his free host.. & sleazydream icq'd me & offered some assistance.. & with my $50 coming some time soon from nastydollars & freenetpass.. that, I hope would be enough to start on the car.. I hope.. I don't know how much is coming in, but it's safe to guess between $500 & $550 is what I'll have to work with.. I don't know how much I'll need to spend for shipping costs for the parts if Hyper or Redshoe find them, but, I guess this would cover it.... I love that car, & put alot of time, effort & money into it & would hate to give it up & lose it, but.. my other option is to just find a single room.. then bust my ass at 2 or 3 jobs & save $$$ to get real apartment.... see, this is why I want to sell my computer, & whatever I can.. so things can get done faster.. I'd like to find a 2 or 3 bedroom apartment & a job, & be able to walk into court on april 23 & tell them that my mothers crazy & is just making up excuses so she can keep my kid... Of course she dont want the baby to be homeless.. I dont have a problem with that.. but, it does look like she's purposelessly making it difficult for me to get her back... I wouldve thought her sitting down & having a chat with me, & say something like.. Well, I think it's a good idea that she stay with me til you get on your feet, & I woulda been fine with that.. but ever since december she's been using april 15th & moving out & not knowing where we're moving to as her excuse for keeping her..... anyway.. If I can sell the computer, & whatever else.. I am trying to come up with at least $1000 to be left over after whatever I need to invsest into getting my car back on the road.. My registration expired.. gotta renew it.. thank lord I don't need insurance since I still am legally considered a new hampshire resident & not maine or mass :) The car would make life less difficult & easier to deal with & get ahead.. & if I have $1000 left over, I am hoping I can find suitable living arrangements for my family & I & get everything in order.. & I will try for that security job.. malden is close to salem, peabody, etc.. & if my car's on the road again, that'll insure getting me there & being a dependable employee.... so, I guess first thing I want to do, is concentrate on my car getting fixed, or finding another vehicle.. then I can move onto the next step with a little more ease & feel a little more confident & assured of success.... well, I need to go for a walk & think things over, & go to the store.. I'll be back in 4 hours or so.. it's a long walk from here.... for those of you who wanted details of the se traffic from the subdomains, I'll prepare a page for you to view stats, etc.... Hungry.. I'll work on what we discussed, but I am running out of time,,, internet is gone on the 15th, & I also need to try & finish one other project.. I have an obligation to finish something I was working on for someone else.. & If I can finish that withing the next 2 days, that'll be perfect & would put some more $$ in my pocket... I'll talk later... I need to walk & think.. I am confused & don't know where to begin to start.. sorry for the ramble on.. |
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Spacedog -
man dont sell your domains. Its kinda like when ya have a friend whos bad off and hes a musician, first thing they wanna do is pawn their guitar... your domains are paid right? Someone in this thread offered you mega free hosting at 500 gigs(shit thats more than I have), no need to sell em off, move them over and theyll be here when you get back... If you want I can switch them over to my server if you like and theyll definitely be here, I wont touch them or change anything.... I understand the whole "tell the judge shes lying" thing regarding the porn thing, I know many stripper/pornstars here who cannot "have rights" to their kids because of their occupation and wehat they do, not that adult webmasterin compares to Hardcore scenes, but you understand the relating. Bro - I wish I could help, unfortunately, without even a paypal account for me to send you money or something, there really isnt much I can do, other than what I have offered and the soul support of The Superbooger... Fletch |
whoa whoa..i started to read that and got to here:
" my mom suggested that my youngest stay with her for a couple of days & mom said she'd bring her home in a couple of days.... well, those couple of days kept stretching to more days, then weeks, now it's been 4 months.. my moms always had some lame ass excuse why she cant come drive to maine & bring my daughter home...." wait a minute your talking about your daughter as if she is lawn mower yourrnieghbor borrowed. or am ireading that wrong...i stopped anyway..to much rambling. |
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As a man to explain himself and then its too much info, if youre too lazy to read the entire thing, you shouldnt reply on one sentence... "You cannot fully understand ANY volume of text if you go pass a word you do not udnerstand, let alone comprehend an entire sentence." im sure if you analyze every word he says you can find something to be a cunt about..... just let it go. |
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