First time I have cried in years (sad story) - GoFuckYourself.com

bangman · 09-12-2005, 01:53 PM

This is the first time I have cried in years.

I woke up today, realized what day it was and just sort of rolled over in bed and started crying for almost an hour. It's like, it was so much fun while it lasted but now...it's coming to an end and my heart is in peices.

I've had tears in my eyes ever since I woke up. I can hardly see straight...I'm so extremely sad. A peice of me will be ripped out in a couple days, and I don't know what's worse - knowing it's coming or the day itself.

I spoke to a counselor a couple hours ago, and she told me that I have these repressed feelings and that these events forthcoming are merely being intensified because of them.

Everyone thinks I'm making a big deal of this, but...no...I'm not. It's the end of something great. Sure, It will happen again shortly, but for now it's just too hard to think about it.

Even as I'm typing this I'm crying on the inside. I just want to crawl up in my bed and go away until this pain subsides.
It just hurts.....so....so very much.

In a couple days it will be over. Just a couple days. That's all that is left.
Anyone ever experience this?

Please, friends, I need your advice.

jawanda · 09-12-2005, 01:59 PM

I hide in bed and cry for a few days at the end of every summer. Ohh the glorious tourist girls in booty shorts and slinky tops, how can I survive another winter without them? Is that what you're talking about?

Sorry your sad bro but what is ending that makes you so depressed??

-P

RuthB · 09-12-2005, 02:02 PM

harsh that you're having a bad time

Hope everything comes together for you as painlessly as possible

Hustlin Entertainment · 09-12-2005, 02:03 PM

best advice take a vacation..

BoNgHiTtA · 09-12-2005, 02:03 PM

To promote your program on GFY, drama threads and giveaways are most successfull. Sappy or threads of intellect unfortunatly won't cut it.

bangman · 09-12-2005, 02:04 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by jawanda

I hide in bed and cry for a few days at the end of every summer. Ohh the glorious tourist girls in booty shorts and slinky tops, how can I survive another winter without them? Is that what you're talking about?

Sorry your sad bro but what is ending that makes you so depressed??

-P

Summer?
Summer...?
Do you really think the end of summer would fuck me up like this?
No. Not at all.

What is ending?
I'll tell you what's ending...

jawanda · 09-12-2005, 02:07 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by bangman

Summer?
Summer...?
Do you really think the end of summer would fuck me up like this?
No. Not at all.

What is ending?
I'll tell you what's ending...

Hey you never know ... lol

-P

Doctor Dre · 09-12-2005, 02:10 PM

What happened ? You lost your girlfriend ?

Nightwind · 09-12-2005, 02:19 PM

You need advice but you won't even say what you are crying about?

Ross · 09-12-2005, 02:21 PM

Adult Players Club promo period?

suesheboy · 09-12-2005, 02:31 PM

Ghey.
678

tgpshack · 09-12-2005, 02:38 PM

What is making you so sad? The way you explain it sounds really bad and sorta psychological.

Hardlinks · 09-12-2005, 02:41 PM

Ill cry when the promo is over too.

DWB · 09-12-2005, 03:25 PM

I cry about every 2 months when my pee starts to burn like razors are coming out of my pee hole.

Ycaza · 09-12-2005, 03:38 PM

well man take the time to buy someting nice and whatever it is, be patient. I know the feeling.

polish_aristocrat · 09-13-2005, 03:51 AM

sooooo......... ?

Basic_man · 09-13-2005, 03:55 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Hustlin Entertainment

best advice take a vacation..

Hell yeah, it's a real miracle !

phonesex · 09-13-2005, 04:02 AM

Bangman, what is the problem. How can we help you?

Machete_ · 09-13-2005, 04:08 AM

did you turn 30?

jcsucka · 09-13-2005, 04:33 AM

sexual reassignment surgery?

GeeDee · 09-13-2005, 04:39 AM

Hey bangman!

Im just 21 and if you knew how much has happened to me in the last couple of months>>>>> I do not know why I haven't cracked yet! The world goes on and does not have time too stop because of our problems.... adn as hard as it is we shouldn't either! I understand! Listen to music! Rise again from gabrielle ( and also dreams)

Grz Geedee

Oracle Porn · 09-13-2005, 04:47 AM

you want a tissue?

GeeDee · 09-13-2005, 04:49 AM

I would like one send it to holland please ;)

jimmyf · 09-13-2005, 05:03 AM

you must be constipated, don't be sad it will pass sooner or later.

reed_4 · 09-13-2005, 05:39 AM

I'm sorry to hear that bangman. All i can say is that crying is not bad at all but being sad and depressed will really make your life miserable. Try to recall things that happened to you in the past that gave you joy inside. I know that would really help you re-gain yourself.

Fred Quimby · 09-13-2005, 05:41 AM

Last time I cried was when I had cancer 10 years ago.

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bangman Confirmed User Join Date: Sep 2004 Location: PA, USA Posts: 5,283	First time I have cried in years (sad story) This is the first time I have cried in years. I woke up today, realized what day it was and just sort of rolled over in bed and started crying for almost an hour. It's like, it was so much fun while it lasted but now...it's coming to an end and my heart is in peices. I've had tears in my eyes ever since I woke up. I can hardly see straight...I'm so extremely sad. A peice of me will be ripped out in a couple days, and I don't know what's worse - knowing it's coming or the day itself. I spoke to a counselor a couple hours ago, and she told me that I have these repressed feelings and that these events forthcoming are merely being intensified because of them. Everyone thinks I'm making a big deal of this, but...no...I'm not. It's the end of something great. Sure, It will happen again shortly, but for now it's just too hard to think about it. Even as I'm typing this I'm crying on the inside. I just want to crawl up in my bed and go away until this pain subsides. It just hurts.....so....so very much. In a couple days it will be over. Just a couple days. That's all that is left. Anyone ever experience this? Please, friends, I need your advice. __________________ - David Hall ICQ: 312744199

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reed_4 Confirmed User Join Date: Jul 2005 Posts: 9,640	I'm sorry to hear that bangman. All i can say is that crying is not bad at all but being sad and depressed will really make your life miserable. Try to recall things that happened to you in the past that gave you joy inside. I know that would really help you re-gain yourself. __________________

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