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bjjb · 12-03-2004, 09:24 AM

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I am a nursing student with a minor in psychology and I'm getting my license as we speak to be a Licensed Chemical Dependency Counselor.

While I admire your desire to help others by getting licensed, I think that with only 3 months drug/chemical free, you're hardly sober enuff to counsel anyone in a professional capacity. Believe me, I speak from experience. Worked in rehab for a year at a year sober. I quit because I felt like such a hippocrite telling folks how to stay clean and sober when I hardly knew what the hell I was doing or how I was doing it. As much as I love thinking i'm a God, I didnt feel good PLAYING god with others lives. My 6 months working in an inner city detox unit cured me of my god complex. lol

Candice · 12-03-2004, 09:27 AM

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Originally posted by TurboAngel
Don't put me in with all the others. I knew what you were talking about and I didn't attack you.

Baby, you are absolutely correct! I wasn't referring to you, sorry. Jesus, I'm getting tired, damn. I've been attacked so much, I'm tired of responding, hehe. Anyway, be assured that I didn't mean you when I referred to everyone making posts to belittle me or give me advice. I will say o ne thing, in your post, since you're level headed and not judgemental, any motherfucker on this board that's judging me that drinks alcohol is the pot calling the kettle black. HYPOCRITES....did I not say that earlier?

Thanks babe, have a great weekend!

luv,

Candice
xoxo

Candice · 12-03-2004, 09:29 AM

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Originally posted by bjjb
While I admire your desire to help others by getting licensed, I think that with only 3 months drug/chemical free, you're hardly sober enuff to counsel anyone in a professional capacity. Believe me, I speak from experience. Worked in rehab for a year at a year sober. I quit because I felt like such a hippocrite telling folks how to stay clean and sober when I hardly knew what the hell I was doing or how I was doing it. As much as I love thinking i'm a God, I didnt feel good PLAYING god with others lives. My 6 months working in an inner city detox unit cured me of my god complex. lol

Thank you baby, for your advice, and let me point out the fact that I never stated that I would take a job practicing as an LCDC anytime soon, I'm concentrating on nursing, and still have 1.5 years to complete my RN. I completely understand your experience that you explained. I am simply getting licensed for the future. I'd like to someday work with teens part time. Thank you for your advice. Take care and good look with your sobriety!

xoxo,

Candice

TurboAngel · 12-03-2004, 09:30 AM

Thanks hun, you have a good one!

Candice · 12-03-2004, 09:32 AM

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Originally posted by MrPheer
Oh, now i understand everything.

If you really wanted to quit, there wouldnt be "one last time"

Will, sorry if I pissed you off earlier. I didin't mean it, I just wanted to antagonize someone. Not that you give a shit about me or anything I say, I know you, remember. However, I was out of line in that one post, you know the one. Tell Lisa hello and that I didn't mean any of that personal shit. I hope you are all ok. Fuck, I wish I hadn't chosen this subject to goof off with on this board, what a goatfuck. Take care.

C

Candice · 12-03-2004, 09:33 AM

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Originally posted by Furious_Female
You speak my language my friend!

Why are you so angry, Furious one? Just curious. Sorry I didn't give you enough attention in this thread. Your personality isn't strong enough to match your online nick. Have a great day!

C

Candice · 12-03-2004, 09:34 AM

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Originally posted by TurboAngel
Thanks hun, you have a good one!

I love you, one Bitch to another.....lol

bjjb · 12-03-2004, 09:36 AM

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Thank you for your advice. Take care and good look with your sobriety!

Ummm I was clean and sober for 10 1/2 years. Went to Holland last summer and "indulged"

Havent had anything since, so I guess if I wanted to go back to meetings and do all that stuff i'd have a little over a year sober this time.
But, ?I choose not to go thru that again. Hats off to anyone who is and does.

Candice · 12-03-2004, 09:36 AM

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Originally posted by Elli
there's always one more bump.. geez, if you're going to quit, quit.

Elli, I quit three months ago, do you not understand the term "fucking around" I don't take this board seriously, I start shit that isn't true just like my ex boyfriend used to.....if I was shooting up, do you honestly think I'd want all of GFY to know about it? doesn't matter if I know everyone or not, Jesus Christ, think girl.....God...

C

Candice · 12-03-2004, 09:41 AM

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Originally posted by Mutt
exactly.

Shouldn't I wake my fiance up? I think he might want to join in.....

so you are planning to be drug free tomorrow but your future loser hubby isn't ...... oh yea, you stand a real good chance at getting clean.

Mutt, haha, that name just cracks me up, anyway, I didn't want to leave you out. My fiance is not a loser, and he doesn't even do drugs, never has. He just loves me and supports me and has helped me through all of this. Know facts before you assume and judge. If you're reading this, I hope you read the whole thread. Do you feel intelligent now? Are you an addict? Do you drink? Just how do you know anything about us? STFU I'm getting so fucking bored repeating myself, sigh. I know why Trey left this board, damn.

Candice

Candice · 12-03-2004, 09:45 AM

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Originally posted by bjjb
Ummm I was clean and sober for 10 1/2 years. Went to Holland last summer and "indulged" Havent had anything since, so I guess if I wanted to go back to meetings and do all that stuff i'd have a little over a year sober this time.
But, ?I choose not to go thru that again. Hats off to anyone who is and does.

You know the drill, you know what to do, and why you use to cover up emotions, etc. I am the same. I've been through three treatment centers, i could teach the classes by the time I got to the second one. We know what we have to do. I commend you for staying clean after your slip. And I've learned that the people that insist that the meetings are the most important part of sobriety are weak and jaded. There are more drugs, adultry, secret alcoholism, etc. inside those meetings than on the street with friends in most places around here. It's just a matter of not doing it. It's simple. So for all the others here that think they know me and believed my initial post, they know nothing about what we've been through. And anyone that drinks alcohol to feel good, is just like us. They don't understand that. You dig? Muah!

Candice · 12-03-2004, 09:46 AM

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Originally posted by jimmyf

Woot! This BUMP is for Epic Cash!!!

luv and licks,

Candice

TurboAngel · 12-03-2004, 09:49 AM

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Originally posted by Candice
I love you, one Bitch to another.....lol

Candice · 12-03-2004, 09:50 AM

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Originally posted by Alky
oh wow someone is cool, you do drugs... and brag about it. congrats.

Alky? as in Alcoholic? I can assume too....read the thread dumb ass. I am clean for three months. and I was never bragging, I was fucking around bored at 5 am this morning. Jesus Christ you people think this internet shit is real don't you. Find a real person, maybe in your neighborhood to judge and talk about. I was kidding, thank God. I'm glad I'm sober. Do you drink? do you? pot calling the kettle black if so. Alcohol is worse than any drug, ask any doctor or read a medical journal. Smart guy!

xoxo,

Candice

Candice · 12-03-2004, 09:59 AM

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Originally posted by AnaNicole
Exactly you read my mind!

Darling, you have 67 posts, just how many people do you know in this industry. Don't talk to me. Go somewhere and worship Anna Nicole Smith and study her diet or something. You know absolutely nothing about me and the people in this industry that I associate with. You are just reading threads and think you know the personalities....sorry .....you do not. Hang around a while and people might listen to you. Have a great weekend!

xoxo,

Candice

Holly · 12-03-2004, 10:48 AM

Cheers to good mental health.

Candice · 12-03-2004, 11:15 AM

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Originally posted by Holly
Cheers to good mental health.

At least someone has a sense of humor today! You go girl !!!

xoxo,

C

Furious_Female · 12-03-2004, 11:29 AM

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Originally posted by Candice
Why are you so angry, Furious one? Just curious. Sorry I didn't give you enough attention in this thread. Your personality isn't strong enough to match your online nick. Have a great day!

C

I'm generally not furious, this nick goes back to my ClickCash days. However, I do have references if you aren't convinced I can be bitchy! =) Your ex, Pheer and I have a common connection... we go way back. hehe

ironlung · 12-03-2004, 12:18 PM

looks to me like somone needs to get a damn life

Elli · 12-03-2004, 12:30 PM

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Originally posted by Candice
Elli, I quit three months ago, do you not understand the term "fucking around" I don't take this board seriously, I start shit that isn't true just like my ex boyfriend used to.....if I was shooting up, do you honestly think I'd want all of GFY to know about it? doesn't matter if I know everyone or not, Jesus Christ, think girl.....God...

C

Yes, I understand what "fucking around" is. Many people here who joke every day end up coming to GFY with a real life problem, and they drop the pretenses for a few minutes to talk about it. I guess I misjudged your post.

I don't know why I'm even bothering to reply. You're just going to snap back at me with some pseudo-witty comment anyway. It's hardly worth it.

XxXotic · 12-03-2004, 12:35 PM

clean..

Inde · 12-03-2004, 01:48 PM

this thread is a classic... one more bump

Candice · 12-03-2004, 03:01 PM

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Originally posted by Furious_Female
I'm generally not furious, this nick goes back to my ClickCash days. However, I do have references if you aren't convinced I can be bitchy! =) Your ex, Pheer and I have a common connection... we go way back. hehe

Aww, that's so sweet...now go away ! You're boring.

almighty · 12-03-2004, 03:05 PM

could someone post cliff notes for this thread

quiet · 12-03-2004, 03:06 PM

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Originally posted by Inde

this thread is a classic... one more bump

rewn · 12-03-2004, 03:09 PM

Give my condolances to your future husband

Candice · 12-03-2004, 03:09 PM

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Originally posted by Elli
Yes, I understand what "fucking around" is. Many people here who joke every day end up coming to GFY with a real life problem, and they drop the pretenses for a few minutes to talk about it. I guess I misjudged your post.

I don't know why I'm even bothering to reply. You're just going to snap back at me with some pseudo-witty comment anyway. It's hardly worth it.

Elli Baby, you are incorrect. I now see that you do not deserve to be attacked, I just got extremely angry this morning when everyone misunderstood my clowning around about a "bump". I have friends that read the board that I knew would laugh and enjoy it. I apologize if I was harsh in my last post to you. I was bombarded with useless advice, because I have no desire for substances any longer. My life is very fulfilled and I don't even really like being a bitch anymore. So please forgive me and thank you for understanding that I was not serious. I make a point not to talk about my life on forums, with one exception today on another board, and I was attacked there too for misunderstanding a post. Geez, people take these forums way too seriously. Keep being so sweet Elli, it compliments your beauty.

luv and kisses,
Candice

baddog · 12-03-2004, 03:09 PM

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Originally posted by MrPheer
wtf is a bump

snorting coke

quiet · 12-03-2004, 03:11 PM

holy shit, this is easily the most entertaining thread i've read on gfy in at least a month...

Candice · 12-03-2004, 03:12 PM

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Originally posted by rewn
Give my condolances to your future husband

Ask Santa for a dictionary for Christmas kiddo! And as far as my bf goes, he's a big boy, he can handle me. He doesn't piss me the fuck off like you people that take this board seriously. I know not to kid around anymore on forums, everyone believes everything, Jesus Christ! Sucks when someone is forced to be a total bitch on a forum because they were misunderstood while amusing some friends. Get a life!

RuthXtremePay · 12-03-2004, 03:15 PM

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Originally posted by Candice
I'm really not hating, I'm just in rare form with way too much energy and felt like antagonizing someone, and Will happened to post in my thread. The truth is, I know he and his wife and I like them both, I just wanted to see if he would give me a hard time. But since he didn't, I'm done, I'll move along and find someone else to irritate.
Oh, and yes, I am immature, but why be old, ever? hehe

xoxo,

Candice

You SURE you didn't pop something? You have a hell of a lot of energy... and feel antagonistic.. and aggressive... sounds suspicious to me.... .

Candice · 12-03-2004, 03:16 PM

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Originally posted by quiet
holy shit, this is easily the most entertaining thread i've read on gfy in at least a month...

Isn't it? I've wasted a whole day on this nonsense because bored people believe everything they read, then accuse the creator of being serious about a thread that was intended to amuse friends. It's GFY for God's sake, OMG!!! It's almost confusing, people need to work or something, this is boring me, fuck.

Stay sweet quiet, you always have been. ;)

luv and licks,

Candice

Candice · 12-03-2004, 03:20 PM

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Originally posted by RuthXtremePay
You SURE you didn't pop something? You have a hell of a lot of energy... and feel antagonistic.. and aggressive... sounds suspicious to me.... .

Look lady, I'm positive. I would remember. And BTW, the kind of drugs I once abused, you don't pop anything. You dig? No, you don't seem like you are very knowledgable about the culture outside GFY. heh Now, I'm bored and tired of you people lurking around this thread like it's the gospel. Go feed your pets or something. I'm out of here.

Bored,
Candice

baddog · 12-03-2004, 03:22 PM

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Originally posted by XxXotic
clean..

Maybe I am lost . . . . isn't she your g/f? Or is that why you moved?

Candice · 12-03-2004, 03:22 PM

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Originally posted by baddog
snorting coke

No darling, that might be your kind of bump, know the facts before you speak. God you people are boring and just plain stupid sometimes. Goodnight! This is so boring.

baddog · 12-03-2004, 03:25 PM

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Originally posted by Candice
No darling, that might be your kind of bump, know the facts before you speak. God you people are boring and just plain stupid sometimes. Goodnight! This is so boring.

okay, snorting crank/speed/meth . . . . I can think of a lot better ways to do those drugs than snorting them

Candice · 12-03-2004, 03:26 PM

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Originally posted by baddog
Maybe I am lost . . . . isn't she your g/f? Or is that why you moved?

haha, now that's funny. Chris is rather easy to use, and I proved my point with him. He just hates me because he got played. But I won't be a bitch and share personal conversations from the past. Night night! Sigh, I'm so bored you guys. May I leave now? Thank you.

Candice · 12-03-2004, 03:29 PM

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Originally posted by baddog
okay, snorting crank/speed/meth . . . . I can think of a lot better ways to do those drugs than snorting them

Dude, are you jonesing or something, geez.....I don't fool with drugs any longer. That's in the past. BORING!
edit: Oh, one thing kiddo, for future reference, all three of those names you listed are street names for the same substance. Methamphetamine. I do remember that much. You dig? My God, just how bored are you? Not nearly as bored as me. Later dude!

Candice

uno · 12-03-2004, 03:31 PM

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Originally posted by Candice
Baby, I've been clean for three months, and bump refers to anything that you shoot.....my poison was meth. nuff said. get your facts straight, holy fuck people.....I was fucking around at 5 am and kidding about doing a bump, shit. You people don't have enough to do. Thanks though, for trying to make me feel like a loser, because I'm not.

C

I've NEVER heard bump being used for something to shoot. A bump is a small pile of something you snort, be it coke, meth, H, K, etc.

pornguy · 12-03-2004, 03:34 PM

You either do it or you dont. That is what makes the difference.

Furious_Female · 12-03-2004, 03:37 PM

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Originally posted by Candice
You're boring.

OMG I agree! That's soooooooo accurate! yay!

Edit: PS. Please don't procreate, k thx!

j/k

<3
Furious_Female

baddog · 12-03-2004, 03:43 PM

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Originally posted by Candice
Dude, are you jonesing or something, geez.....I don't fool with drugs any longer. That's in the past. BORING!
edit: Oh, one thing kiddo, for future reference, all three of those names you listed are street names for the same substance. Methamphetamine. I do remember that much. You dig? My God, just how bored are you? Not nearly as bored as me. Later dude!

Candice

Oh, good, since you are no longer an item with Chris I don't have to be nice.

I know all three terms are slang for the same thing, I was just covering the bases so you wouldn't say I don't do crank, I do meth . . . or whatever bullshit you might come up with next.

and I don't think you were kidding around either.

Amazing how you found a new fiance so quickly. You must be a true piece of work.

baddog · 12-03-2004, 03:46 PM

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Originally posted by uno
I've NEVER heard bump being used for something to shoot. A bump is a small pile of something you snort, be it coke, meth, H, K, etc.

She is too high to acknowledge her error.

Anyone knows that a bump is snorting

baddog · 12-03-2004, 03:48 PM

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Originally posted by Candice
haha, now that's funny. Chris is rather easy to use, and I proved my point with him. He just hates me because he got played

your fiance must be so proud of you. now I understand what Trey was talking about when talking about you

Candice · 12-03-2004, 03:53 PM

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Originally posted by uno
I've NEVER heard bump being used for something to shoot. A bump is a small pile of something you snort, be it coke, meth, H, K, etc.

I'm laughing my ass off now, thanks to you bored people-I will reach 1k posts today because of all you know-it-alls. I can't believe people are so nosey and bored and just have to talk about something someone posts that was meant to be funny for the amusement of my friends and I. And one more thing darling, I'm not sure what your drug crowd's terminology is, don't care, but I dont shoot anything. If you are really sitting there with nothing else to do, just think away and try and figure out what I might have meant by that term. Haven't you realized that I do not post personal information? I bullshit a lot. Why would I reveal to the likes of you, uno, lol, and the trolls of GFY what my past consisted of in respect to my substance abuse. It is not something I'm proud of. One day you'll understand. You might be a little too young or too naive to understand right now, that's cool. All the real business people on GFY haven't given a second look at this thread, does that tell you anything? Now, boy, did you learn anything today? I'm finished. Bored, Candice

Ice · 12-03-2004, 03:56 PM

bump for Psycho Bitch

bjjb · 12-03-2004, 03:56 PM

Shit dont leave now. Only 4 more till 1000 lol

Candice · 12-03-2004, 04:15 PM

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Originally posted by XxXotic
clean..

Oh Chris, I couldn't overlook you, poor baby

You might hurt!!!

Go Fuck Yourself!

baddog · 12-03-2004, 04:17 PM

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Originally posted by Candice
Oh Chris, I couldn't overlook you, poor baby
You might hurt!!!

Go Fuck Yourself!

I have to say that I would take his work over yours . . . . . guilty

Loki · 12-03-2004, 04:25 PM

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Originally posted by almighty
could someone post cliff notes for this thread

Candice "Made A Joke" at 5am, Since then said it was a joke, claimed to be board with this thread and was doen with it about 12 times or more.

But um yeah she's sober and all

(PS)

Bumping

(also Snorting)

Time to get off about 3-5 minutes. Powder is inhaled directly into the nasal passages where the blood vessels absorb the drug. Similar to injecting in terms of risk factors, speed of action, and moderating factors. This is the most common method of use.

Risk Factors.
Snorting drugs tends to destroy the tissue in the nose and snorting becomes progressively more difficult as the amount which is absorbed reduces.
Sharing inhaling instruments can transmit all types of germs from the common cold and flu to possibly Hepatitis C and HIV. The lining of the nasal passages is fairly delicate and can be injured leading to nose bleeds, sinus trouble, and in some cases damage to the nasal structure.

Harm Reduction Techniques:
If sharing, clean off inhaling instruments between use. This is no different from washing dishes after eating.

-Loki-

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