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SmutGiant · 11-06-2004, 04:07 AM

50 life decisions

kush · 11-06-2004, 04:16 AM

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Originally posted by WiredGuy
You ever watch the movie Family Man with Nicholas Cage? I often feel like his character did, especially around Christmas time. The way my life is leading right now, I see myself ending up being financially secure but being rather lonely and isolated. The creation of my business has been great and possibly the worst thing that I could have done to my social life. Talk about a cross road in your life but to be honest, I'd rather not think about the what-if situation.

WG

While I've never seen that movie, I can certainly relate to what you are saying. The path that got me to where I am right now was not expected. Financially/professionally things have worked out much better than I could have anticipated, and I wouldn't wish for a different business path (at least so far), but damn if I'm not sure that I know how I want to spend the rest of my life.

I feel strongly that I'm still going to navigate through differnet, bigger roads; but there's definitely something inside of me that says I won't be completely happy long term socially in the online internet industry. My life that's keeping me satisfied now as a single, near 22 year old won't still be what I'm interested in a little further down the road. I think a lot of younger people in this internet industry are going to be going through a lot of soul searching in the future.

StuartD · 11-06-2004, 07:16 AM

My entire life is one big "thing" that I wish was done differently.

However, somehow... by luck I'm sure, I'm finally content in where I am and who I'm with.

Although, I'm certain that things could be 1000 times better if only I was smart enough to make better choices, or at least.. capable.

LadyMischief · 11-06-2004, 07:17 AM

I think we've all done things we've regretted, but if my life had been different and I hadn't made the difficult choices, I wouldn't be where I am now... And I have too many wonderful things in my life to want to change it. Even one change, and things wouldn't be what they are today.

NikKay · 11-06-2004, 07:23 AM

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Originally posted by WiredGuy
You ever watch the movie Family Man with Nicholas Cage? I often feel like his character did, especially around Christmas time. The way my life is leading right now, I see myself ending up being financially secure but being rather lonely and isolated. The creation of my business has been great and possibly the worst thing that I could have done to my social life. Talk about a cross road in your life but to be honest, I'd rather not think about the what-if situation.

WG

Hey WG,

You seem like one of the most honorable people in this business. I am sure you will find yourself with the right person and overwhelmingly happy in due time, good things come to good people.

$5 submissions · 11-06-2004, 07:26 AM

I'm tempted by certain academic choice regrets... But given the fact that it took a lot of work, chance, serendipity, and effort to get to where I am now, I don't wish I made differing decisions.

polish_aristocrat · 11-06-2004, 07:42 AM

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Originally posted by KRL
I get freaked thinking about how little incidental things can reshape your life.

For example:

If I had not stoped and picked up a Time Magazine issue back in 1984 at the newstand on Van Nuys Blvd. at 2 AM I would not have seen a small article talking about a new telecom service called 976 numbers and I would have not gotten into pay-per-call when I did.

Then I would not have ended up getting inot the 900 biz.

If I not gotten into the 900 biz then I would not have done a business deal with the owner of Chippendales to do their Romance Fantasy Line.

Then I would not have met a girl I dated who was working there who ended up working at Saks Fifth Ave.

If I hadn't met that girl who next worked at Saks I wouldn't have met my ex-wife who was working at Saks too who I went out with after I broke up with the girl who had been working at Chippendales.

If I hadn't met my ex-wife my son wouldn't be here right now.

So it becomes absolutely mind boggling to think I would not have had the son I have if it weren't for that one simple decision to stop at a newstand in Van Nuys at 2 in the morning one night 20 years ago.

Great post

BVF · 11-06-2004, 07:58 AM

I'd be in the FBI or I'd be a surgeon of some kind.

slapass · 11-06-2004, 08:16 AM

What you do for a living has a huge impact on your life. I think we all love the money this one creates but the social stigma gets worse as you get older.

I don't have any regrets and you can always change if you aren't having fun.

Pete · 11-06-2004, 08:35 AM

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Originally posted by SleazyDream
NEVER look back

agreed

swedguy · 11-06-2004, 08:46 AM

I got a job in San Francisco as a UNIX Systems Administrator Consultant.
$100k/year, 15% pay raise every year, benefits up the gazoo, 11 DAYS vacation per year.

My lawyer fucked me over on my visa application and I had to look into other ventures, porn it was. Sometimes I think about what it would be like if my lawyer didn't fuck me over. Where would I be? What would I be like? But when I think about the 11 days of vacation and the freedom I have now, I don't regret my decision

WiredGuy · 11-06-2004, 08:47 AM

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Originally posted by J$tyle$
I've been all over the world ...

done business with (just about) every major player in this biz since 96 ...

met the woman of my dreams last year ...

bought a great fuckin' house ...

and had a baby 4 months ago

(plus a 36 chapter BOOK worth of shit in between )

I wouldn't change a damn thing!

Congrats

WG

WiredGuy · 11-06-2004, 08:52 AM

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Originally posted by NikKay
Hey WG,

You seem like one of the most honorable people in this business. I am sure you will find yourself with the right person and overwhelmingly happy in due time, good things come to good people.

That was really nice of you to say, thanks, i appreciate that

WG

WiredGuy · 11-06-2004, 08:56 AM

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Originally posted by kush
While I've never seen that movie, I can certainly relate to what you are saying. The path that got me to where I am right now was not expected. Financially/professionally things have worked out much better than I could have anticipated, and I wouldn't wish for a different business path (at least so far), but damn if I'm not sure that I know how I want to spend the rest of my life.

I feel strongly that I'm still going to navigate through differnet, bigger roads; but there's definitely something inside of me that says I won't be completely happy long term socially in the online internet industry. My life that's keeping me satisfied now as a single, near 22 year old won't still be what I'm interested in a little further down the road. I think a lot of younger people in this internet industry are going to be going through a lot of soul searching in the future.

That's what I see as well, carreer wise, life couldn't be better. The way I was going through University, I was being socially programmed for a boring life working at some Fortune 500 where I would likely have gone insane making someone else rich. Thankfully that didn't turn out happening and I couldn't be happier with where my business / carreer are going. The social life though is something entirely different and I really do hope I can change where that is going since I'd rather a balance of the two than being misserable.

WG

polish_aristocrat · 11-06-2004, 09:00 AM

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Originally posted by WiredGuy
The way I was going through University, I was being socially programmed for a boring life working at some Fortune 500 where I would likely have gone insane making someone else rich.

Here you also make TCG rich.

You send most of your traffic to them and not your own paysites :-)

WiredGuy · 11-06-2004, 09:12 AM

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Originally posted by polish_aristocrat
Here you also make TCG rich.

You send most of your traffic to them and not your own paysites :-)

I don't do that out of the goodness of my heart, I get paid very nicely for that service. Besides, I have no interest in running or operating a paysite of my own.

WG

foxylady · 11-06-2004, 09:20 AM

past is past... let it go

GTS Mark · 11-06-2004, 09:48 AM

Wiredguy and Quiet, I can relate to your situations. When I was in Vancouver although I was having a blast, I did feel a bit lonely from time to time. Working out of my home didn't help either as I would spend 2-3 days at a time working my ass off barely seeing the outside world.

It felt like I was almost trapped in paradise. ;)

You guys are young and have tons of great opportunities and experiences still to go through. I know in a matter of time you will meet up with some amazing woman (or in WG's case a man LOL!) and he/she will blow your mind (and hopefully other places too!). Then after you are settled down and whipped you will be reminissing about the old days when you had no commitments and could do whatever you want, whenever you wanted to do it! LOL!

Welcome to my life! But I would'nt change it for the world!

DH

WiredGuy · 11-06-2004, 09:51 AM

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Originally posted by DrinkingHard
Wiredguy and Quiet, I can relate to your situations. When I was in Vancouver although I was having a blast, I did feel a bit lonely from time to time. Working out of my home didn't help either as I would spend 2-3 days at a time working my ass off barely seeing the outside world.

It felt like I was almost trapped in paradise. ;)

That's the main reason I got myself an office, if I didn't I would never see people or interact with the rest of the world.

WG

Magnus · 11-06-2004, 09:57 AM

I have few regrets and I have never wanted to be anyone else. I've been homeless and pennyless but I picked myself up and it made me a stronger person. I can be happy without being rich, I have great friends, a wonderful lady soon to be my wife , a great job and some business' building.

But it took some major lows to appreciate what I gots.

GTS Mark · 11-06-2004, 10:03 AM

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Originally posted by Magnus3X
I have few regrets and I have never wanted to be anyone else. I've been homeless and pennyless but I picked myself up and it made me a stronger person. I can be happy without being rich, I have great friends, a wonderful lady soon to be my wife , a great job and some business' building.

But it took some major lows to appreciate what I gots.

I think what you appreciate most now is the double anal!

DH

Basic_man · 11-06-2004, 10:04 AM

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Originally posted by SleazyDream
NEVER look back

I agree ! Only looks ahead !

Magnus · 11-06-2004, 10:12 AM

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Originally posted by DrinkingHard
I think what you appreciate most now is the double anal!

DH

I could'nt ask for a better catcher.

MaDalton · 11-06-2004, 10:14 AM

with the knowledge of today i would have done many things in a different way. but for i didn't know better at that time most of it was ok how it was.

sacX · 11-06-2004, 10:16 AM

If I wasn't doing this I'd be working basically helping people every day, but a shitty lifestyle..

Or I can work in porn and have a more relaxed life, and make more money.

I think about it quite a lot, I haven't closed any doors though, so I could still go back if I wanted.

crockett · 11-06-2004, 10:36 AM

Sometimes I wish I would have never cut her head off with that axe, but she just wouldn't shut the hell up.. someone had to do it.

Other than that, I'm glad I never ended up being a redneck, an acholic or worse. I'd rather look at the positive things rather than the negitives. Sure I wish I had done some things diffrent or things had ened up diffrent than they are now. However the way I look at it, if I'm really not happy with something it's up to me to change it. So as long as I'm still kicking I can't realy bitch if things don't turn out the way I want them too.

Furious_Female · 11-06-2004, 11:55 AM

I've been thinking a lot lately about how one event has lead to another in my life. It's really strange to think about. And yes it's true how some of the simplest decisions or actions have ended up being life altering changes. I think back on how if I did this or that differently, where I would be now. I have regrets but at the same time I believe "everything happens for a reason." Sometimes I wish I didn't know now, what I didn't know then either but I believe some of the most valuable lessons are also the most painful ones.

Hindsight is always 20/20, so yeah I would probably do things differently the second time around, but I've also come to realize the past is dead and the only thing you can change is the future. It will be interesting to see what events will lead up to the life I have in 5 or 10 years. The financial aspect of life isn't nearly a fraction as appealing to me as other more important things in life. I've been rich and I've been poor, and I don't think there's any difference between the 2, because anybody with a strong mind and good heart can be happy in any situation.

The only goals and priorities I have at this point are self-improvement. Everything else will fall in place at it's own pace.

Peaches · 11-06-2004, 12:06 PM

There have been times when I think "what if"? And "why did I?". But for every "mistake" I've made, something very good has come out of it that would never have happened had I not made the "mistake".

Case in point - I married an asshole, quit college and I married and had a kid too young. HOWEVER, I think my kid is one of the all time nicest, coolest, smartest, funniest people I've ever known and I can't imagine a life w/o having him. Had I not married that particular person at that particular time, I'd never have had my exact kid

Not to mention all the wonderful people I've met over the years that I'd never have met had things been any different. And those are just 2 of many examples.

KRL · 11-06-2004, 01:46 PM

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Originally posted by TheJimmy
damm KRL, I probably know the exact news stand you're talking about...the one near Ventura Blvd?

Yep, Ventura and Van Nuys.

Loved that newstand.

TheJimmy · 11-06-2004, 01:49 PM

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Originally posted by KRL
Yep, Ventura and Van Nuys.

Loved that newstand.

same here, it's like a historical landmark really...

good memories of the Valley in the 80s...

KCat · 11-06-2004, 02:39 PM

I think about this kind of stuff all the time. If I hadn't left my ex, I never would've quit my corporate job & become self-employed & definitely wouldn't have gotten into adult. My entire circle of friends is different. The music I listen to & movies I watch are my own tastes, not his. It's a dramatically different "me".

And that's just one small decision in the grand scheme of things!

Do you remember those "Choose Your Own Adventure" books? I wish I had one of those for my life. Not because I have regrets, but just because I think it would be a fascinating read. ;)

Kimmykim · 11-06-2004, 03:12 PM

I tend to look at life as an interactive "game" of sorts. You make choices, some seemingly based on random series of events, some obviously with tremendous importance attached to them.

At the end of the day, it's all in what you make of it, and the conscious choice to be happy, regardless of your circumstances, and regardless of challenges put in front of you, is a hard one to stick by once you make it.

But if you can, then you'll find that you get much more enjoyment out of things, small or large, and that you'll develop a support system that works for you, provided you support the other people in it with the same respect for their time that they give to you.

I haven't quite yet figured out where the win/lose point is in the "game" of life, I'm starting to believe it really is more about the battles than the war, so to speak...

slapass · 11-06-2004, 03:25 PM

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Originally posted by Kimmykim

I haven't quite yet figured out where the win/lose point is in the "game" of life, I'm starting to believe it really is more about the battles than the war, so to speak...

Nice.

A parphrase that is similar - You are the main character of your own story. So you should write one that at least you find interesting.

sexeducation · 11-06-2004, 03:44 PM

Sex fucked up my life.
Yes - I wish I had taken a different path.

She became pregnant - I did the "manly thing" and stayed for the "family" which is now none existent/dead/terminated by myself on a forever basis.

I'm selling SexEducation.com to recapture the life I should have had by going to University.

Absolutely - I took the wrong path in life.

Kimmykim · 11-06-2004, 03:51 PM

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Originally posted by slapass
Nice.

A parphrase that is similar - You are the main character of your own story. So you should write one that at least you find interesting.

Hey, I like that --

seeric · 11-06-2004, 04:00 PM

nope.

i used to look back and it stopped me from going forward.

recently, i made some diecisions that i thought were bad and they opened doors for good things.

reynold · 11-07-2004, 10:51 AM

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Originally posted by quiet
i can easily imagine just how different things would have been if i'd made some different choices.

Yes, we all did something that we regreted after doing it.

ironlung · 11-07-2004, 11:11 AM

YES I DO

SmutGiant · 11-07-2004, 01:21 PM

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Originally posted by Magnus3X
I have few regrets and I have never wanted to be anyone else. I've been homeless and pennyless but I picked myself up and it made me a stronger person. I can be happy without being rich, I have great friends, a wonderful lady soon to be my wife , a great job and some business' building.

But it took some major lows to appreciate what I gots.

I remember having a similar conversation with you, but didn't know about the homeless part. Some story! I wish you and Sarah all the best, and good luck with building your business dude!

quiet · 11-08-2004, 12:17 AM

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Originally posted by DrinkingHard
Wiredguy and Quiet, I can relate to your situations. When I was in Vancouver although I was having a blast, I did feel a bit lonely from time to time. Working out of my home didn't help either as I would spend 2-3 days at a time working my ass off barely seeing the outside world.

It felt like I was almost trapped in paradise. ;)

You guys are young and have tons of great opportunities and experiences still to go through. I know in a matter of time you will meet up with some amazing woman (or in WG's case a man LOL!) and he/she will blow your mind (and hopefully other places too!). Then after you are settled down and whipped you will be reminissing about the old days when you had no commitments and could do whatever you want, whenever you wanted to do it! LOL!

Welcome to my life! But I would'nt change it for the world!

DH

i think i'm older than you bro.

anyway, great post.

PenisFace · 11-08-2004, 12:19 AM

I wish I hadn't been arrested for auto-theivin' when I was young and filled with angst.

And I wish I hadn't spent so much of my younger years (see 14-18) parked in front of the computer.

Napolean · 11-08-2004, 12:52 AM

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Originally posted by Magnus3X
I have few regrets and I have never wanted to be anyone else. I've been homeless and pennyless but I picked myself up and it made me a stronger person. I can be happy without being rich, I have great friends, a wonderful lady soon to be my wife , a great job and some business' building.

But it took some major lows to appreciate what I gots.

Amazing how taking such hard crashes teaches you that you dont have to have it all to be successful.

Ive been getting the breaks for almost a year straight now, and every dollar I earn right now is a stuggle for me. But I'm slowly getting to an income that I can be comfortable with.

Hopefully a few months from now, all the shit I'm going thru at the moment will be worth it in the long run

Paul Markham · 11-08-2004, 03:27 AM

I'm 54, married to a hot bi-sexual 27 year old who likes 3somes, I earn a lot of money working 6 hours a day shooting hot naked teens and live in a country where my income goes a very long way.

Which different path do you think I should of taken?

Herb Kornfield · 11-08-2004, 06:03 AM

March 1993 I replied to an ad for telemarketers out of college since I was broke at the time and living at home.

April 26, 1993 - 1st day on the job, the manager there sat me with a rep that been there 6 years named Bill.

Me and Bill became the best of friends over the next 6 years working together, hanging out after work, weekends etc.

December 1998 - I had a xmas party at my house I just bought with family and freinds. As were there, Bill tells me about working in the internet and this is the place to be. I take a job working at this local ISP he's the manager of. Total cake job.

March 1999 - I meet Bill's daughter Jennifer. She's single 22 and absolutely goregous. I had seen pics of her that he had, but, they were of her as a teenager... Seeing her in person totally blew me away.

July 1999 - Me and Jennifer have dinner at her place. 1 week later we move in, 3 weeks later are engaged, 10 months later marred. I sold my first house for an outrageous profit and move out the country where she lives.

May 2001 - We buy the home were in now. My IT consulting biz opens, catches part of the boom and cash flows like water.

May 2002 - I get into adult biz, as well, working my Corp IT gigs.

We are now going into our 5th year together

and possibly looking at child 1.

All from answering that 1 ad in 1993 leads me to where I sit today writing to you all. Amazing to think that if I didnt answer that ad how it all would have been different.

I dont regret a minute of it.

reynold · 11-08-2004, 06:53 AM

Most of us do wish to do that. but we can't change the past.

WiredGuy · 11-08-2004, 09:04 AM

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Originally posted by slapass
A parphrase that is similar - You are the main character of your own story. So you should write one that at least you find interesting.

Nicely said.
WG

Jman · 11-08-2004, 09:14 AM

Some great post in here ... Makes you go Hummm!!!

I look back but to be honest never wished any different. My life is great at the moment. I have great friends most of them in this industry but lots outside the industry as well.

I have met the love of my life threw an industry party in Toronto (She was there to hang out she is not part of the industry)

Now life will always have it's ups and downs. The way you handle them is how your level of happiness will be.

Remember to let go the things that makes you sad/mad and think about the good things being alive and having friends and family brings you.

Sleazy I will see you tonight bro ;-))

WiredGuy · 11-08-2004, 09:16 AM

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Originally posted by JMan
I have met the love of my life threw an industry party in Toronto (She was there to hang out she is not part of the industry)

Congratulations bro

WG

IRapedYourFather · 11-08-2004, 09:22 AM

Look back every nanoecond of your life to correct mistakes right away.

THE BUTTERFLY EFFECT is almost my favorite movie.
I have a dilemma with HERO

Anthony_A · 11-08-2004, 09:35 AM

I wondered what would have happened back in 99 if I used a different Nick when I came on the scene in CONDOM.

I got contacted by one of the sponsors because he thought I was a chick. From there one we got to talking and I got introduced to the owner and other people.

How different would my life be if I didn't have a sponsor with pussy fever hitting me up?

11-06-2004, 07:16 AM	#53
StuartD Sofa King Band Join Date: Jul 2002 Location: Outside the box Posts: 29,903	My entire life is one big "thing" that I wish was done differently. However, somehow... by luck I'm sure, I'm finally content in where I am and who I'm with. Although, I'm certain that things could be 1000 times better if only I was smart enough to make better choices, or at least.. capable. __________________ This is me on facebook This is me on twitter

11-06-2004, 07:17 AM	#54
LadyMischief Orgasms N Such! Industry Role: Join Date: Sep 2002 Location: Oakville, Ontario Posts: 18,135	I think we've all done things we've regretted, but if my life had been different and I hadn't made the difficult choices, I wouldn't be where I am now... And I have too many wonderful things in my life to want to change it. Even one change, and things wouldn't be what they are today. __________________ ICQ 3522039 Content Manager - orgasm.com [email protected]

11-06-2004, 07:26 AM	#56
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11-06-2004, 08:16 AM	#59
slapass Too lazy to set a custom title Join Date: Nov 2002 Location: Earth Posts: 14,622	What you do for a living has a huge impact on your life. I think we all love the money this one creates but the social stigma gets worse as you get older. I don't have any regrets and you can always change if you aren't having fun.

11-06-2004, 08:46 AM	#61
swedguy Confirmed User Industry Role: Join Date: Jan 2002 Posts: 7,981	I got a job in San Francisco as a UNIX Systems Administrator Consultant. $100k/year, 15% pay raise every year, benefits up the gazoo, 11 DAYS vacation per year. My lawyer fucked me over on my visa application and I had to look into other ventures, porn it was. Sometimes I think about what it would be like if my lawyer didn't fuck me over. Where would I be? What would I be like? But when I think about the 11 days of vacation and the freedom I have now, I don't regret my decision

11-06-2004, 09:48 AM	#68
GTS Mark Vrume Mark Industry Role: Join Date: Jan 2001 Location: Toronto, Canada Posts: 20,912	Wiredguy and Quiet, I can relate to your situations. When I was in Vancouver although I was having a blast, I did feel a bit lonely from time to time. Working out of my home didn't help either as I would spend 2-3 days at a time working my ass off barely seeing the outside world. It felt like I was almost trapped in paradise. ;) You guys are young and have tons of great opportunities and experiences still to go through. I know in a matter of time you will meet up with some amazing woman (or in WG's case a man LOL!) and he/she will blow your mind (and hopefully other places too!). Then after you are settled down and whipped you will be reminissing about the old days when you had no commitments and could do whatever you want, whenever you wanted to do it! LOL! Welcome to my life! But I would'nt change it for the world! DH

11-06-2004, 09:57 AM	#70
Magnus Confirmed User Industry Role: Join Date: Dec 2002 Location: Ontariariooooo Posts: 1,211	I have few regrets and I have never wanted to be anyone else. I've been homeless and pennyless but I picked myself up and it made me a stronger person. I can be happy without being rich, I have great friends, a wonderful lady soon to be my wife , a great job and some business' building. But it took some major lows to appreciate what I gots. __________________ Magnus

11-06-2004, 10:14 AM	#74
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11-06-2004, 10:16 AM	#75
sacX Confirmed User Join Date: Dec 2002 Location: New Zealand Posts: 2,998	If I wasn't doing this I'd be working basically helping people every day, but a shitty lifestyle.. Or I can work in porn and have a more relaxed life, and make more money. I think about it quite a lot, I haven't closed any doors though, so I could still go back if I wanted.

11-06-2004, 10:36 AM	#76
crockett in a van by the river Industry Role: Join Date: May 2003 Posts: 76,806	Sometimes I wish I would have never cut her head off with that axe, but she just wouldn't shut the hell up.. someone had to do it. Other than that, I'm glad I never ended up being a redneck, an acholic or worse. I'd rather look at the positive things rather than the negitives. Sure I wish I had done some things diffrent or things had ened up diffrent than they are now. However the way I look at it, if I'm really not happy with something it's up to me to change it. So as long as I'm still kicking I can't realy bitch if things don't turn out the way I want them too. __________________ In November, you can vote for America's next president or its first dictator.

11-06-2004, 11:55 AM	#77
Furious_Female Confirmed User Industry Role: Join Date: Oct 2002 Location: Upstate, New York Posts: 8,187	I've been thinking a lot lately about how one event has lead to another in my life. It's really strange to think about. And yes it's true how some of the simplest decisions or actions have ended up being life altering changes. I think back on how if I did this or that differently, where I would be now. I have regrets but at the same time I believe "everything happens for a reason." Sometimes I wish I didn't know now, what I didn't know then either but I believe some of the most valuable lessons are also the most painful ones. Hindsight is always 20/20, so yeah I would probably do things differently the second time around, but I've also come to realize the past is dead and the only thing you can change is the future. It will be interesting to see what events will lead up to the life I have in 5 or 10 years. The financial aspect of life isn't nearly a fraction as appealing to me as other more important things in life. I've been rich and I've been poor, and I don't think there's any difference between the 2, because anybody with a strong mind and good heart can be happy in any situation. The only goals and priorities I have at this point are self-improvement. Everything else will fall in place at it's own pace. __________________ Skype: j3nn.com ICQ 160370494 My current favorite high-converting sponsor: CrakRevenue

11-06-2004, 12:06 PM	#78
Peaches Old broad Join Date: Oct 2002 Location: Away Posts: 13,933	There have been times when I think "what if"? And "why did I?". But for every "mistake" I've made, something very good has come out of it that would never have happened had I not made the "mistake". Case in point - I married an asshole, quit college and I married and had a kid too young. HOWEVER, I think my kid is one of the all time nicest, coolest, smartest, funniest people I've ever known and I can't imagine a life w/o having him. Had I not married that particular person at that particular time, I'd never have had my exact kid Not to mention all the wonderful people I've met over the years that I'd never have met had things been any different. And those are just 2 of many examples.

11-06-2004, 02:39 PM	#81
KCat Confirmed User Join Date: Sep 2002 Location: PNW Posts: 2,204	I think about this kind of stuff all the time. If I hadn't left my ex, I never would've quit my corporate job & become self-employed & definitely wouldn't have gotten into adult. My entire circle of friends is different. The music I listen to & movies I watch are my own tastes, not his. It's a dramatically different "me". And that's just one small decision in the grand scheme of things! Do you remember those "Choose Your Own Adventure" books? I wish I had one of those for my life. Not because I have regrets, but just because I think it would be a fascinating read. ;) __________________ ~ 300+ FHGs, 100,000 pics to use plus a rockin' Video of the Day download! ~

11-06-2004, 03:12 PM	#82
Kimmykim bitchslapping zebras!!!!! Industry Role: Join Date: Jun 2001 Location: In a shack by the beach Posts: 16,015	I tend to look at life as an interactive "game" of sorts. You make choices, some seemingly based on random series of events, some obviously with tremendous importance attached to them. At the end of the day, it's all in what you make of it, and the conscious choice to be happy, regardless of your circumstances, and regardless of challenges put in front of you, is a hard one to stick by once you make it. But if you can, then you'll find that you get much more enjoyment out of things, small or large, and that you'll develop a support system that works for you, provided you support the other people in it with the same respect for their time that they give to you. I haven't quite yet figured out where the win/lose point is in the "game" of life, I'm starting to believe it really is more about the battles than the war, so to speak...

11-06-2004, 03:44 PM	#84
sexeducation So Fucking Banned Join Date: Jun 2003 Location: Calgary - Alberta - Canada Posts: 7,315	Sex fucked up my life. Yes - I wish I had taken a different path. She became pregnant - I did the "manly thing" and stayed for the "family" which is now none existent/dead/terminated by myself on a forever basis. I'm selling SexEducation.com to recapture the life I should have had by going to University. Absolutely - I took the wrong path in life.

11-06-2004, 04:00 PM	#86
seeric .......... Industry Role: Join Date: Aug 2004 Location: .......... Posts: 41,917	nope. i used to look back and it stopped me from going forward. recently, i made some diecisions that i thought were bad and they opened doors for good things.

11-07-2004, 11:11 AM	#88
ironlung Confirmed User Join Date: Aug 2004 Location: nofx, florida Posts: 1,012	YES I DO

11-08-2004, 12:19 AM	#91
PenisFace Confirmed User Industry Role: Join Date: Oct 2003 Location: Vancouver Posts: 3,774	I wish I hadn't been arrested for auto-theivin' when I was young and filled with angst. And I wish I hadn't spent so much of my younger years (see 14-18) parked in front of the computer. __________________ Need custom blog posts or articles? Hit me up: Blog And Article Writer Yes, I can do any kind of custom orders, too! ICQ: 641204000

11-08-2004, 03:27 AM	#93
Paul Markham Too old to care Industry Role: Join Date: Jun 2001 Location: On the sofa, watching TV or doing my jigsaws. Posts: 52,943	I'm 54, married to a hot bi-sexual 27 year old who likes 3somes, I earn a lot of money working 6 hours a day shooting hot naked teens and live in a country where my income goes a very long way. Which different path do you think I should of taken? __________________ Blowout deal. 880 videos, 2,400 image sets, plus many RAW videos. $500. PM me for a deal. Skype Paulmarkham70

11-08-2004, 06:03 AM	#94
Herb Kornfield Is on the 1 Industry Role: Join Date: Sep 2002 Location: Philly Burbs Posts: 4,996	March 1993 I replied to an ad for telemarketers out of college since I was broke at the time and living at home. April 26, 1993 - 1st day on the job, the manager there sat me with a rep that been there 6 years named Bill. Me and Bill became the best of friends over the next 6 years working together, hanging out after work, weekends etc. December 1998 - I had a xmas party at my house I just bought with family and freinds. As were there, Bill tells me about working in the internet and this is the place to be. I take a job working at this local ISP he's the manager of. Total cake job. March 1999 - I meet Bill's daughter Jennifer. She's single 22 and absolutely goregous. I had seen pics of her that he had, but, they were of her as a teenager... Seeing her in person totally blew me away. July 1999 - Me and Jennifer have dinner at her place. 1 week later we move in, 3 weeks later are engaged, 10 months later marred. I sold my first house for an outrageous profit and move out the country where she lives. May 2001 - We buy the home were in now. My IT consulting biz opens, catches part of the boom and cash flows like water. May 2002 - I get into adult biz, as well, working my Corp IT gigs. We are now going into our 5th year together and possibly looking at child 1. All from answering that 1 ad in 1993 leads me to where I sit today writing to you all. Amazing to think that if I didnt answer that ad how it all would have been different. I dont regret a minute of it.

11-08-2004, 06:53 AM	#95
reynold Too lazy to set a custom title Join Date: Oct 2002 Location: Global Traveler Posts: 51,271	Most of us do wish to do that. but we can't change the past.

11-08-2004, 09:14 AM	#97
Jman Too lazy to set a custom title Industry Role: Join Date: Sep 2003 Location: Canuckstikan Posts: 22,767	Some great post in here ... Makes you go Hummm!!! I look back but to be honest never wished any different. My life is great at the moment. I have great friends most of them in this industry but lots outside the industry as well. I have met the love of my life threw an industry party in Toronto (She was there to hang out she is not part of the industry) Now life will always have it's ups and downs. The way you handle them is how your level of happiness will be. Remember to let go the things that makes you sad/mad and think about the good things being alive and having friends and family brings you. Sleazy I will see you tonight bro ;-)) __________________ email: [email protected] Best AI Affiliate Program We also do WL at $0.00 upfront costs FantasyXXX.AI Teams: jean.francois.laverdiere TG: @jman1216

11-08-2004, 09:22 AM	#99
IRapedYourFather So Fucking Banned Join Date: Nov 2004 Location: Gatineau (Hull), Québec, Canada, Earth, Voie Lactée, 1st Parallel Universe, Cosmos, God,s A-HOLE, GOD, The Alien that created God, The Alien creator, ME Posts: 78	Look back every nanoecond of your life to correct mistakes right away. THE BUTTERFLY EFFECT is almost my favorite movie. I have a dilemma with HERO

11-08-2004, 09:35 AM	#100
Anthony_A Confirmed User Join Date: Feb 2003 Posts: 1,219	I wondered what would have happened back in 99 if I used a different Nick when I came on the scene in CONDOM. I got contacted by one of the sponsors because he thought I was a chick. From there one we got to talking and I got introduced to the owner and other people. How different would my life be if I didn't have a sponsor with pussy fever hitting me up? __________________ PAYBUYNET.COM Need Processing? Email me tony at paybuynet dot com ICQ 21239908