Lensman Saved My Life "True Story" - GoFuckYourself.com

RAM · 09-16-2004, 09:53 AM

People can do things for you that effect your life more then they may know. So that is why I want to make this post.

I will leave out some of the story - Reason more of you will read the whole post.

September 2003 - I started partying a little bit more then my normal self. Not just drinking and smoking - but picking up some new highs along the way. The one that really seemed like the most fun and kept the party going was Speed "Meth". Only doing this maybe a few day's out of the month seemed harmless. Well as of Jan 17th 2004 until May 29th I was doing this harmless shit everyday. Of course this means staying up for 3 and 4 day's at a time. I started to think that well I will just stop tomorrow or after this binge. That of course never happened. Then one day while sitting at my desk sucking on the glass dick. My old Friend Lens shoots me a ICQ saying would you like to go to Budapest Hungry. I say hell ya....!!!! This was right before the Alanta Webmaster Access Show. Thinking to myself God I have to stop smoking this shit or I will die. Trying to stop was not going to be easy. In fact until the day or the hour before I got on the plane to fly first to LA, to meet up with Sal. I was puffing away. Getting my doped up ass on the plane to LA with NO DRUGS in my pockets was hard - But I did it. On June 1st we came to Budapest - I'm still here - after about a week or two I started to feel much much better and know after 3 and half months with nothing I feel GREAT !!!

Had that ICQ from LENSMAN not come when it did I really don't know what may have happened. I still have my Business, House and Duplex. A new Harley is being built for me and most of all I have my MIND still.

Lensman I love you Bro...and you will never really know how much you did for me by sending that message.

eroswebmaster · 09-16-2004, 09:56 AM

Everyone thinks life is like the movies...some big event in the end to save the day...when this is what life is really like *most of the time*....nothing but a small series of events that can direct your life to success or ruin at every simple choice...glad this opportunity came about for you man..it's good to hear when someone has an opportunity that seems not so important but turns out to be a life saver.

BradM · 09-16-2004, 09:59 AM

Didn't know you had those issues Ram. Glad to hear you're doing better though. A clean mind is a good thing.

Mayor · 09-16-2004, 09:59 AM

Glad to hear you're on a better path man. I never really cared for "tweaker ram" all that much.

WiredGuy · 09-16-2004, 10:00 AM

Wow, congrats man. Beating the habit is hard as hell and you did it. One step at a time...

Glad to see that your work actually helped get you out. Now keep clean and you'll be back on track. Get high on life

WG

fatal attraction · 09-16-2004, 10:01 AM

Glad your doing good Ram!!!

RAM · 09-16-2004, 10:03 AM

Quote:

Originally posted by Mayor
Glad to hear you're on a better path man. I never really cared for "tweaker ram" all that much.

Yes and sorry that you had to put up with him. Life is much much better now.

Manowar · 09-16-2004, 10:03 AM

good to hear dude

Shok · 09-16-2004, 10:04 AM

I noticed that during our love sessions you were not nearly as firm as before.

I thought it was me....thank god it wasn't me!

Best of luck Ram,
congrats

RAM · 09-16-2004, 10:04 AM

Quote:

Originally posted by BradM
Didn't know you had those issues Ram. Glad to hear you're doing better though. A clean mind is a good thing.

Thank you and yes I managed to hide it well. However if you only saw me after say day 3 of a binge you would have said GET SOME HELP Man.

RAM · 09-16-2004, 10:06 AM

Quote:

Originally posted by WiredGuy
Wow, congrats man. Beating the habit is hard as hell and you did it. One step at a time...

Glad to see that your work actually helped get you out. Now keep clean and you'll be back on track. Get high on life

WG

Thanks WG ya nothing more than Room 210 for US...hehhee

WiredGuy · 09-16-2004, 10:07 AM

Quote:

Originally posted by RAM
Thanks WG ya nothing more than Room 210 for US...hehhee

210 baby!!
WG

Zebra · 09-16-2004, 10:09 AM

Glad to hear that you got the monkey off your back dude.
Wouldn't have been the same without you

We saw a lot of sparkly Last Suppers coming across the Mexican Border this year after the YP. They must have been hoping you would show back up

Trax · 09-16-2004, 10:09 AM

wow
All the best wishes and congrats on getting control over your life again!

RAM · 09-16-2004, 10:10 AM

Quote:

Originally posted by Shok
I noticed that during our love sessions you were not nearly as firm as before.

I thought it was me....thank god it wasn't me!

Best of luck Ram,
congrats

Yes you will notice a much much harder RAM now...!!!

BigWebRev · 09-16-2004, 10:11 AM

Glad to see you got over it Ram.

RAM · 09-16-2004, 10:12 AM

Quote:

Originally posted by Zebra
Glad to hear that you got the monkey off your back dude.
Wouldn't have been the same without you

We saw a lot of sparkly Last Suppers coming across the Mexican Border this year after the YP. They must have been hoping you would show back up

Right on Zebra yes the monkey had turned into a Gorilla. OMG Zebras, Monkeys and Gorillas shit we are in a Zoo.

FilthyRob · 09-16-2004, 10:17 AM

Ram I am glad to see that you are cleaned up bro! Last time I saw you was at Internext in January getting your ass licked by Destiny at that COHF shoot!

I don't even know what to do now, I quit drinking and haven't touched drugs in years. What am I gonna do at the parties? Probably all business I guess.

BradM · 09-16-2004, 10:18 AM

Quote:

Originally posted by FilthyRob
getting your ass licked by Destiny at that COHF shoot!

Ahahaha yeah I remember that. Actually to put it better, who could forget?

baddog · 09-16-2004, 10:19 AM

yeah, been there, done that . . . for years . . . almost burned myself up when I fell asleep with a 1 quart lit butane torch in my hand . . . . still didn't quit . . . not sure what was the final straw, just one day said "no more."

It makes it easier when it isn't around, but eventually you know you will be put in the situation again where it is available. That is when you have to be strong and "just say no."

Good luck, it is not an easy monkey

corvette · 09-16-2004, 10:20 AM

RAM, great to hear this

seriously

Herb Kornfield · 09-16-2004, 10:22 AM

Congrats RAM.

AaronM · 09-16-2004, 10:25 AM

Quote:

Originally posted by RAM
Right on Zebra yes the monkey had turned into a Gorilla. OMG Zebras, Monkeys and Gorillas shit we are in a Zoo.

Welcome to GFY.

Glad to hear the good new RAM.

Sosa · 09-16-2004, 10:25 AM

congrats on being clean

RAM · 09-16-2004, 10:26 AM

Quote:

Originally posted by FilthyRob
Ram I am glad to see that you are cleaned up bro! Last time I saw you was at Internext in January getting your ass licked by Destiny at that COHF shoot!

I don't even know what to do now, I quit drinking and haven't touched drugs in years. What am I gonna do at the parties? Probably all business I guess.

Yes the Ass Licking.....that was a nice one forsure...!!!

Sly · 09-16-2004, 10:27 AM

Congratulations RAM.

Waking up to a clear head every morning feels great, doesn't it?

RAM · 09-16-2004, 10:32 AM

Quote:

Originally posted by baddog
yeah, been there, done that . . . for years . . . almost burned myself up when I fell asleep with a 1 quart lit butane torch in my hand . . . . still didn't quit . . . not sure what was the final straw, just one day said "no more."

It makes it easier when it isn't around, but eventually you know you will be put in the situation again where it is available. That is when you have to be strong and "just say no."

Good luck, it is not an easy monkey

Yes I know some of this falling a sleep while driving type stuff....All I can say is I'm really lucky.

Saying No will always be a little challenge but the more I say NO the stronger I become. One yes means the Gorilla wins and I lose.

Thanks

Cole Montana · 09-16-2004, 10:32 AM

RAMBRO, That trip to Budapest has got to be one of the best things that could have ever happend to ya buddy. We can't wait to meet the real Ram when he gets back, let alone hear all the "gory" storys of Ramz Adventures. lol

LOVE YER SHOW!!

~COLE~

RAM · 09-16-2004, 10:34 AM

Quote:

Originally posted by Sly
Congratulations RAM.

Waking up to a clear head every morning feels great, doesn't it?

Thank you and yes it does. So does sleeping every night.

sherie · 09-16-2004, 10:37 AM

Wow RAM! I am glad to hear that things are working out for you. I am proud of you and happy to hear you still have everything that you've worked so hard for. That drug is a demon and I am happy that you have chased it away.

Are you living out there now or...?

Much love!

Hugs and kisses and best wishes~

S~

RAM · 09-16-2004, 10:38 AM

Quote:

Originally posted by Cole Montana
RAMBRO, That trip to Budapest has got to be one of the best things that could have ever happend to ya buddy. We can't wait to meet the real Ram when he gets back, let alone hear all the "gory" storys of Ramz Adventures. lol

LOVE YER SHOW!!

~COLE~

Yes yes Budapest and Lensman saved my life. The storys are all good and real. Looking forward to seeing you to Bro..Thanks

GTS Mark · 09-16-2004, 10:38 AM

Good for you Ram!

DH

Chris · 09-16-2004, 10:39 AM

Hmm , hard drug to kick.

Wtf is in budapest though ?

TweetyBird · 09-16-2004, 10:40 AM

glad to see you're back on track

RAM · 09-16-2004, 10:40 AM

Quote:

Originally posted by sherie
Wow RAM! I am glad to hear that things are working out for you. I am proud of you and happy to hear you still have everything that you've worked so hard for. That drug is a demon and I am happy that you have chased it away.

Are you living out there now or...?

Much love!

Hugs and kisses and best wishes~

S~

Sherie darling,

No just out here working and living life. I will be back soon and look forward to seeing you.

RAM · 09-16-2004, 10:41 AM

Quote:

Originally posted by DrinkingHard
Good for you Ram!

DH

Thanks DH hope to see you soon

MakeMeGrrrrowl · 09-16-2004, 10:43 AM

That's an awesome story. See, God always helps us when we're falling, in one way or another. He sent an Angel to you that day. =) Good thing you realized it.

Congrats!!!

speakthetruth · 09-16-2004, 10:43 AM

I moved from speed to coke. I feel best I have felt since 2003.

RAM · 09-16-2004, 10:44 AM

Quote:

Originally posted by JupZChris
Hmm , hard drug to kick.

Wtf is in budapest though ?

Yes hard but done:

WTF is in Budapest......well NO METH and Lots of history and more hot women then I can handle !!!!

Joesho · 09-16-2004, 10:45 AM

Glad to hear, you got things under control Ram...

TurboAngel · 09-16-2004, 10:48 AM

Sounds good hun!

Chris · 09-16-2004, 10:48 AM

Quote:

Originally posted by RAM
Yes hard but done:

WTF is in Budapest......well NO METH and Lots of history and more hot women then I can handle !!!!

just did a google on it ... looks like a very historical town ... Why would big L send you over there? content shooting? Hows living over there? Is the american dollar worth alot ?

SOrry for so many questoins lol

RedShoe · 09-16-2004, 10:50 AM

hey.. so wait.. can you score me some Meth here in cali?

I'm KIDDING!!!
Glad to hear you're doing well Ram. Lens has saved my life as well.. (twice, but who's counting.. and please don't ever let him know that)

But now I'm curious.. (I don't do drugs so I don't know... ) but do you even remember meeting me a few times?

Either way. Glad to see you're doing better. Hope to see you in Vegas.

CodeKing · 09-16-2004, 10:54 AM

you'll be back

RAM · 09-16-2004, 10:58 AM

Quote:

Originally posted by Joesho
Glad to hear, you got things under control Ram...

Thanks Big Joe !

Vanilla DeVille · 09-16-2004, 11:02 AM

Wow, I had no idea... I am so glad to hear you're better, Babe!!

brand0n · 09-16-2004, 11:04 AM

we traded ram a ride for pizza in atl, true story.

RAM · 09-16-2004, 11:05 AM

Quote:

Originally posted by RedShoe
hey.. so wait.. can you score me some Meth here in cali?

I'm KIDDING!!!
Glad to hear you're doing well Ram. Lens has saved my life as well.. (twice, but who's counting.. and please don't ever let him know that)

But now I'm curious.. (I don't do drugs so I don't know... ) but do you even remember meeting me a few times?

Either way. Glad to see you're doing better. Hope to see you in Vegas.

Yes Yes and how could I forget the RED Shoes.....!!
Look forward to seeing them again soon

Houdini · 09-16-2004, 11:13 AM

I've seen too many friends slip away because of drugs. Always glad to hear when someone kicks it.

RAM · 09-16-2004, 11:13 AM

Quote:

Originally posted by Vanilla
Wow, I had no idea... I am so glad to hear you're better, Babe!!

Thank you sweet one. Looking forward to seeing a lot of you !!

09-16-2004, 09:53 AM	#1
RAM They're all hookers, but mom! Industry Role: Join Date: Jan 2001 Location: Right now Shelby Twp MI Posts: 7,047	Lensman Saved My Life "True Story" People can do things for you that effect your life more then they may know. So that is why I want to make this post. I will leave out some of the story - Reason more of you will read the whole post. September 2003 - I started partying a little bit more then my normal self. Not just drinking and smoking - but picking up some new highs along the way. The one that really seemed like the most fun and kept the party going was Speed "Meth". Only doing this maybe a few day's out of the month seemed harmless. Well as of Jan 17th 2004 until May 29th I was doing this harmless shit everyday. Of course this means staying up for 3 and 4 day's at a time. I started to think that well I will just stop tomorrow or after this binge. That of course never happened. Then one day while sitting at my desk sucking on the glass dick. My old Friend Lens shoots me a ICQ saying would you like to go to Budapest Hungry. I say hell ya....!!!! This was right before the Alanta Webmaster Access Show. Thinking to myself God I have to stop smoking this shit or I will die. Trying to stop was not going to be easy. In fact until the day or the hour before I got on the plane to fly first to LA, to meet up with Sal. I was puffing away. Getting my doped up ass on the plane to LA with NO DRUGS in my pockets was hard - But I did it. On June 1st we came to Budapest - I'm still here - after about a week or two I started to feel much much better and know after 3 and half months with nothing I feel GREAT !!! Had that ICQ from LENSMAN not come when it did I really don't know what may have happened. I still have my Business, House and Duplex. A new Harley is being built for me and most of all I have my MIND still. Lensman I love you Bro...and you will never really know how much you did for me by sending that message. __________________ RAM Fucking Machines are like CASH MACHINES See RAM on these quality sites!! Rightofftheboat.com EuroBrideTryouts.com

09-16-2004, 09:56 AM	#2
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WiredGuy Pounding Googlebot Industry Role: Join Date: Aug 2002 Location: Canada Posts: 34,503	Wow, congrats man. Beating the habit is hard as hell and you did it. One step at a time... Glad to see that your work actually helped get you out. Now keep clean and you'll be back on track. Get high on life WG __________________ I play with Google.

09-16-2004, 10:09 AM	#13
Zebra Banned from Kimmy's couch Industry Role: Join Date: Oct 2001 Location: Down at Fraggle Rock Posts: 5,091	Glad to hear that you got the monkey off your back dude. Wouldn't have been the same without you We saw a lot of sparkly Last Suppers coming across the Mexican Border this year after the YP. They must have been hoping you would show back up __________________ Old School

09-16-2004, 10:17 AM	#18
FilthyRob Confirmed User Join Date: Feb 2004 Location: Anaheim - CA Posts: 6,741	Ram I am glad to see that you are cleaned up bro! Last time I saw you was at Internext in January getting your ass licked by Destiny at that COHF shoot! I don't even know what to do now, I quit drinking and haven't touched drugs in years. What am I gonna do at the parties? Probably all business I guess. __________________ AKA - Clubsexy

09-16-2004, 09:59 AM	#3
BradM Confirmed User Join Date: Dec 2003 Location: 1123,6536,5231 Posts: 3,397	Didn't know you had those issues Ram. Glad to hear you're doing better though. A clean mind is a good thing.

09-16-2004, 09:59 AM	#4
Mayor Confirmed User Join Date: May 2001 Posts: 497	Glad to hear you're on a better path man. I never really cared for "tweaker ram" all that much.

09-16-2004, 10:01 AM	#6
fatal attraction Confirmed User Join Date: Feb 2003 Location: where ever he is! Posts: 6,522	Glad your doing good Ram!!!

09-16-2004, 10:03 AM	#8
Manowar jellyfish Join Date: Dec 2003 Posts: 71,528	good to hear dude

09-16-2004, 10:04 AM	#9
Shok Confirmed User Join Date: Apr 2001 Location: LIVE EVIL Posts: 5,611	I noticed that during our love sessions you were not nearly as firm as before. I thought it was me....thank god it wasn't me! Best of luck Ram, congrats

09-16-2004, 10:09 AM	#14
Trax [----------------------] Join Date: Aug 2001 Posts: 14,486	wow All the best wishes and congrats on getting control over your life again!

09-16-2004, 10:11 AM	#16
BigWebRev Confirmed User Join Date: Aug 2004 Location: L A Posts: 1,631	Glad to see you got over it Ram.

09-16-2004, 10:19 AM	#20
baddog So Fucking Banned Industry Role: Join Date: Apr 2001 Location: the beach, SoCal Posts: 107,089	yeah, been there, done that . . . for years . . . almost burned myself up when I fell asleep with a 1 quart lit butane torch in my hand . . . . still didn't quit . . . not sure what was the final straw, just one day said "no more." It makes it easier when it isn't around, but eventually you know you will be put in the situation again where it is available. That is when you have to be strong and "just say no." Good luck, it is not an easy monkey

09-16-2004, 10:20 AM	#21
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09-16-2004, 10:22 AM	#22
Herb Kornfield Is on the 1 Industry Role: Join Date: Sep 2002 Location: Philly Burbs Posts: 4,996	Congrats RAM.

09-16-2004, 10:25 AM	#24
Sosa In Tushy Land Join Date: Oct 2002 Location: Nebraska Posts: 40,149	congrats on being clean

09-16-2004, 10:27 AM	#26
Sly Let's do some business! Industry Role: Join Date: Sep 2004 Location: Austin, TX Posts: 31,363	Congratulations RAM. Waking up to a clear head every morning feels great, doesn't it?

09-16-2004, 10:32 AM	#28
Cole Montana Confirmed User Join Date: Sep 2003 Location: Arizona Posts: 275	RAMBRO, That trip to Budapest has got to be one of the best things that could have ever happend to ya buddy. We can't wait to meet the real Ram when he gets back, let alone hear all the "gory" storys of Ramz Adventures. lol LOVE YER SHOW!! ~COLE~ __________________ Where Amateur Stars are Born

09-16-2004, 10:37 AM	#30
sherie Confirmed User Join Date: Feb 2002 Posts: 7,020	Wow RAM! I am glad to hear that things are working out for you. I am proud of you and happy to hear you still have everything that you've worked so hard for. That drug is a demon and I am happy that you have chased it away. Are you living out there now or...? Much love! Hugs and kisses and best wishes~ S~ __________________ AIM sherierocks ICQ 127-296-286 Skype traffichor

09-16-2004, 10:38 AM	#32
GTS Mark Vrume Mark Industry Role: Join Date: Jan 2001 Location: Toronto, Canada Posts: 20,912	Good for you Ram! DH

09-16-2004, 10:39 AM	#33
Chris Too lazy to set a custom title Industry Role: Join Date: May 2003 Location: icq: 71462500 Skype: Jupzchris Posts: 27,880	Hmm , hard drug to kick. Wtf is in budapest though ? __________________ [email protected]

09-16-2004, 10:40 AM	#34
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09-16-2004, 10:43 AM	#37
MakeMeGrrrrowl Grrrrrrrrr Industry Role: Join Date: Oct 2002 Location: Dreamland Posts: 4,986	That's an awesome story. See, God always helps us when we're falling, in one way or another. He sent an Angel to you that day. =) Good thing you realized it. Congrats!!!

09-16-2004, 10:43 AM	#38
speakthetruth Confirmed User Join Date: Jul 2004 Posts: 400	I moved from speed to coke. I feel best I have felt since 2003.

09-16-2004, 10:45 AM	#40
Joesho want to get in shape Join Date: Jan 2003 Location: on the lake Posts: 12,329	Glad to hear, you got things under control Ram... __________________ Got any domains to sell? I proudly host all my stuff at www.rackco.com

09-16-2004, 10:48 AM	#41
TurboAngel H.B.I.C. Industry Role: Join Date: Jun 2003 Location: NC Posts: 30,122	Sounds good hun!

09-16-2004, 10:50 AM	#43
RedShoe 赤い靴 call me 202-456-1111 Industry Role: Join Date: Feb 2001 Location: The Valley Posts: 14,831	hey.. so wait.. can you score me some Meth here in cali? I'm KIDDING!!! Glad to hear you're doing well Ram. Lens has saved my life as well.. (twice, but who's counting.. and please don't ever let him know that) But now I'm curious.. (I don't do drugs so I don't know... ) but do you even remember meeting me a few times? Either way. Glad to see you're doing better. Hope to see you in Vegas. __________________ SPECIALTY COSTUMES • PROPS • FX Superheroes • Monsters • Robots PM for details For any manufacturing needs. Adult or otherwise. aka BonsHigh on Insta Bonsai weed plants

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09-16-2004, 11:04 AM	#47
brand0n been very busy Join Date: Nov 2002 Location: the queen city Posts: 26,983	we traded ram a ride for pizza in atl, true story. __________________ want to buy this spot for cheap? it is of course for sale. long term deals are always the best bet. brand0n/ at/ a o l dot commies.

09-16-2004, 11:13 AM	#49
Houdini Confirmed User Join Date: Dec 2001 Location: SoCal Posts: 1,651	I've seen too many friends slip away because of drugs. Always glad to hear when someone kicks it.