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eroswebmaster · 03-01-2004, 05:52 AM

About 9 pm my time the phone rang and I learned my mother had taken her own life.

May 3, 1942 - March 1st, 2003.

It's going to be a tough day, but life goes on.

I love my mother, I miss her. To this day I still reach over to grab the phone to call her.

Call your moms and your pops today, tell them you love them you may not have them tomorrow.

Do the same with your brothers, sisters and friends.

TurboAngel · 03-01-2004, 05:54 AM

Sorry to hear that hun, hope hope you have a good day.

MadCap · 03-01-2004, 05:54 AM

Hey i am really sorry to hear that bro. if you need to talk man hit me up i know that sounds kind of faggoty but 4 years ago last month my niece and nephew were killed.

Shocking shit like that is tough but hang in there bro.

MadCap · 03-01-2004, 05:57 AM

Plus my dad had a heart attack a few weeks ago man and i flew to be with him.
It was 4 years to the day the kids were killed

I will call him today for sure.

Theo · 03-01-2004, 05:58 AM

Steve W · 03-01-2004, 05:59 AM

damn.. im sorry about that. i dont knoe what i'd do w/o my parents

SoBeGirl Video · 03-01-2004, 06:01 AM

I am going to make my calls right now...

Anna_O · 03-01-2004, 06:01 AM

Sorry to hear that Eros

Loosing a parent is never easy. It will feel better in a couple of years...

Jedimaster · 03-01-2004, 06:02 AM

sorry 4 your loss.

Living For Today · 03-01-2004, 06:04 AM

Cant imagine losing the pairs. Sorry to hear bro hope ya get through it. I think they are definitely something you realise you miss most when you don't have them and I'm not looking forward to that day.

Lensman · 03-01-2004, 06:04 AM

That is really upsetting, thanks for the reality check.

newbreed · 03-01-2004, 06:09 AM

Soory to hear that man. Callling Mom now. Hope you have a good day today Eros.

broke · 03-01-2004, 06:13 AM

That's horrible man.

KraZ · 03-01-2004, 06:15 AM

I'm sorry to hear it ... suicide always leaves so much guilt

LasseKongos · 03-01-2004, 07:17 AM

Thinking of you today....

I hope you can have a great day...

beemk · 03-01-2004, 07:24 AM

i'm really sorry to hear that. rip.

skillfull · 03-01-2004, 07:25 AM

sad story

Monique Niccole · 03-01-2004, 07:29 AM

It's never easy to lose a parent. I hope you get through today ok eros.

hova · 03-01-2004, 07:35 AM

I was going to say "I feel your pain" but I dont, nobody knows how that must feel, unless it happened to them. Good luck man, its a very very sad story

boneless · 03-01-2004, 07:43 AM

Quote:

Originally posted by eroswebmaster
I love my mother, I miss her. To this day I still reach over to grab the phone to call her.

Call your moms and your pops today, tell them you love them you may not have them tomorrow.

Do the same with your brothers, sisters and friends.

i wish i could man, i lost my mom two years ago, she died of cancer and my father died 9 years ago. No brothers or sisters.

hang in there mate,

cheers,

boneless

Spunky · 03-01-2004, 07:45 AM

Nicky · 03-01-2004, 07:45 AM

this makes me sad....prayer goes out to all of you!

keep fighting and dont loose the love for life

mardigras · 03-01-2004, 07:58 AM

My mom is only 17 years older than me so I hope to still have her around if I make it to 80

Eros, don't fall into the temptation to grieve all day, do something nice in memory of your mother, even if it's just to have a glass of champaign and toast good and funny memories. I did that recently on the 1st anniversary of losing a special friend and it not only made the day much better I found it helped in letting go of some guilt (which I had blown much bigger than it should have been or my friend would have wanted).

chodadog · 03-01-2004, 07:59 AM

Sorry to hear. I'm a total mommy's boy. Me and my mom get along very well, and we're extremely close. I would hate to lose her.

eroswebmaster · 03-01-2004, 03:13 PM

Thanks to everyone for their comments. I've done my grieving, and will do my celebrating.

As I posted earlier, life must go on.

03-01-2004, 05:52 AM	#1
eroswebmaster March 1st, 2003 Join Date: Jul 2001 Location: Seat 4 @ Venetian Poker Room Posts: 20,295	1 year ago today Was One Of The Worst Days Of My Life About 9 pm my time the phone rang and I learned my mother had taken her own life. May 3, 1942 - March 1st, 2003. It's going to be a tough day, but life goes on. I love my mother, I miss her. To this day I still reach over to grab the phone to call her. Call your moms and your pops today, tell them you love them you may not have them tomorrow. Do the same with your brothers, sisters and friends. __________________ For rent - ICQ 127-027-910 Click here for more details

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TurboAngel H.B.I.C. Industry Role: Join Date: Jun 2003 Location: NC Posts: 30,122	Sorry to hear that hun, hope hope you have a good day.

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MadCap Confirmed User Join Date: Aug 2002 Location: 137771650 Minneapolis MN Posts: 2,357	Hey i am really sorry to hear that bro. if you need to talk man hit me up i know that sounds kind of faggoty but 4 years ago last month my niece and nephew were killed. Shocking shit like that is tough but hang in there bro.

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MadCap Confirmed User Join Date: Aug 2002 Location: 137771650 Minneapolis MN Posts: 2,357	Plus my dad had a heart attack a few weeks ago man and i flew to be with him. It was 4 years to the day the kids were killed I will call him today for sure.

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Steve W Confirmed User Join Date: Dec 2003 Posts: 606	damn.. im sorry about that. i dont knoe what i'd do w/o my parents

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Jedimaster Registered User Join Date: Dec 2003 Posts: 2,120	sorry 4 your loss.

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Living For Today Confirmed User Join Date: Feb 2002 Location: Brisbane, Australia Posts: 3,970	Cant imagine losing the pairs. Sorry to hear bro hope ya get through it. I think they are definitely something you realise you miss most when you don't have them and I'm not looking forward to that day.

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Lensman GFY Chaperone Join Date: Jan 2001 Location: Adult.com Posts: 9,846	That is really upsetting, thanks for the reality check.

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newbreed Confirmed User Join Date: Nov 2003 Location: ThatOneProgram.com Posts: 9,898	Soory to hear that man. Callling Mom now. Hope you have a good day today Eros.

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LasseKongos Confirmed User Join Date: Aug 2003 Posts: 4,668	Thinking of you today.... I hope you can have a great day...

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Monique Niccole Confirmed User Industry Role: Join Date: Nov 2002 Location: San Francisco Posts: 5,653	It's never easy to lose a parent. I hope you get through today ok eros.

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hova Traffillionaire Industry Role: Join Date: Jan 2002 Location: ICQ:209371571 Posts: 22,430	I was going to say "I feel your pain" but I dont, nobody knows how that must feel, unless it happened to them. Good luck man, its a very very sad story __________________ http://traffillions.com/ Sign up and get lifetime revshare on your traffic

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Nicky Judge Jury and Executioner Industry Role: Join Date: Mar 2003 Location: Sweden Posts: 30,069	this makes me sad....prayer goes out to all of you! keep fighting and dont loose the love for life __________________ gfynicky @ gmail.com

03-01-2004, 07:58 AM	#23
mardigras Bon temps! Join Date: Feb 2003 Location: down yonder Posts: 14,194	My mom is only 17 years older than me so I hope to still have her around if I make it to 80 Eros, don't fall into the temptation to grieve all day, do something nice in memory of your mother, even if it's just to have a glass of champaign and toast good and funny memories. I did that recently on the 1st anniversary of losing a special friend and it not only made the day much better I found it helped in letting go of some guilt (which I had blown much bigger than it should have been or my friend would have wanted). __________________ .

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chodadog Confirmed User Join Date: Apr 2002 Posts: 9,736	Sorry to hear. I'm a total mommy's boy. Me and my mom get along very well, and we're extremely close. I would hate to lose her. __________________ 26 + 6 = 1

03-01-2004, 03:13 PM	#25
eroswebmaster March 1st, 2003 Join Date: Jul 2001 Location: Seat 4 @ Venetian Poker Room Posts: 20,295	Thanks to everyone for their comments. I've done my grieving, and will do my celebrating. As I posted earlier, life must go on. __________________ For rent - ICQ 127-027-910 Click here for more details