TheFLY

I've been thinking about your safe haven... The future.

He notates,

The private and secret communicatings of our most intimate thoughts...

She thinks,

"Will every moment be perfect with him? When will his priorities match mine? When will I love my own priorities? When will I feel the way that I want to feel? When will I feel loved perfectly? Can he always anticipate my desires and needs, even at a loss to him? Can I do the same? How could we even exist in that state? Does it exist or is that idealistic? I don't need anyone to be happy, but I still wonder if true love exists... is it something that will satisfy me in ways that I've never been able to imagine? Is it just a trick to imagine a pure love that isn't merely a deception of images and sounds... words...? How will my emotions evolve? I'd need a damn explosion inside of me to feel perfect! I want to feel perfect."

To (_ex_girlfriend_name_here_) :

The world is complicated and full of disappointments, but you can do it. We had disappointment before -- but that is only because we made a mistake. You know that we both have hope that things will change between us someday. Why wait for change, when we are smart enough to understand what is at stake. Why are we caught up and too busy? We can't always verbalize our feelings perfectly and we don't consider life enough, in depth, as we should... Only together we are smart to the very extent of our individual possibility, of who we can be for "us" to grow and be happy.

You need so much --
and so do I -- if anyone could try... We feel it. This is precious -- delicate and sweet and nurturing... and beautiful, soft, like the inside of a purple flower... within a purple halo glowing about, within sparks of danger and excitement and magic and suprise, there is us... embraced as we embrace life... Alive!

I suprise you and I always will. What I see when I see you is love. That is how we look into... us. A love that we created. Created by us. A look, a gaze... pure, honest and perfect.

You have it within yourself to look on... with love -- into the air. Not down at your feet or to the sky -- but `EyE' to `EyE'. We are man and woman to discover the very complicated and beautiful mysteries that unravel for US... Do not look into the eyes of others -- with the power of your gaze -- and feel underappreciated!

You feel it. I am your solace!

I dare you to look into my eyes and tell me that you love me.

These mysteries belong to us. You and me. We created this
connection. It is unique. It can not be destroyed. We share a feeling. For our mistakes: I will always forgive you and you will always forgive me. Do not make the mistake of letting our relationship continue in a less than optimal direction. You fall deeper in love with me every day -- and this distance between us is of no use anymore. Think about the seriousness of my demands:

I am always with you

foe

Stashi

me too, heh

Mr Pheer

He shoulda just let the bitch leave, afterall she was probably fucking his best friend anyway

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2 lifeguards for Jessica