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  • Amputate Your Head
    There can be only one
    • Aug 2001
    • 39075

    #1

    Just came to say goodbye

    I know I said I wasn't coming back for 10 more years, but, as it turns out... that's not going to happen. Doc called today after my tests, and I have pancreatic cancer.

    Just wanted to come back and say aloha to the few friends I managed to make here.

    See you on the next go-round!

    (easy to spot... I'll be the belligerent one causing trouble everywhere!)

    Beers to all.

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    SIG TOO BIG
  • onwebcam
    Fake Nick 1.0
    • Oct 2005
    • 27689

    #2
    Have fun on your way out. If you make it to LV in Jan I'll by you a few and cause some trouble with ya.
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    • NALEM
      Confirmed User
      • Nov 2010
      • 3165

      #3
      We likely don't know each other away from the board ... but I did notice you have 50,000 + posts meaning you've spent a hell of a lot of time here on GFY.

      Everyone is going to approach their mortality differently, maybe you can take this opportunity to share with everyone your memories and some goals you plan to still accomplish?

      May peace always be with you!
      "The time men spend in trying to impress others they could spend in doing the things by which others would be impressed."

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      • Rochard
        Jägermeister Test Pilot
        • Dec 2001
        • 75733

        #4
        Sucks to be you. Good luck with that.

        Originally posted by NALEM

        Everyone is going to approach their mortality differently....
        I want to go out in a big ball of fire.
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        Brooklyn, NY

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        • pr0phet
          Confirmed User
          • Jan 2005
          • 1041

          #5
          Ouch bad luck. It's a death sentence. Go out on a high note.
          Pr0phet

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          • Spunky
            I need a beer
            • Jun 2002
            • 133986

            #6
            Sorry to hear about that Amp.

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            • Amputate Your Head
              There can be only one
              • Aug 2001
              • 39075

              #7
              Originally posted by onwebcam
              Have fun on your way out. If you make it to LV in Jan I'll by you a few and cause some trouble with ya.
              I go to Vegas all the time. But I'm not going to that show.
              SIG TOO BIG

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              • Amputate Your Head
                There can be only one
                • Aug 2001
                • 39075

                #8
                Originally posted by NALEM
                We likely don't know each other away from the board ... but I did notice you have 50,000 + posts meaning you've spent a hell of a lot of time here on GFY.

                Everyone is going to approach their mortality differently, maybe you can take this opportunity to share with everyone your memories and some goals you plan to still accomplish?

                May peace always be with you!
                My Summary:

                I've been all over the world and seen shit you will only ever have nightmares about.

                No, I'm not sharing anything more than I already have.
                None of it matters anyway.
                SIG TOO BIG

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                • Amputate Your Head
                  There can be only one
                  • Aug 2001
                  • 39075

                  #9
                  Originally posted by Rochard
                  Sucks to be you. Good luck with that.



                  I want to go out in a big ball of fire.
                  There is no "ball of fire", unless of course, you are willing to pour gasoline over your head & set yourself on fire.

                  We all got it coming. You will go as quietly as everyone else.
                  No one will remember you a week after you're gone.
                  Same as Quiet... same as me... same as everyone.

                  You're not special.
                  SIG TOO BIG

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                  • Amputate Your Head
                    There can be only one
                    • Aug 2001
                    • 39075

                    #10
                    Originally posted by pr0phet
                    Ouch bad luck. It's a death sentence. Go out on a high note.
                    Originally posted by Spunky
                    Sorry to hear about that Amp.
                    It's all good.

                    I had a good run of things. No regrets.

                    Life was a fucking blast. I'd do it again.
                    SIG TOO BIG

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                    • pr0phet
                      Confirmed User
                      • Jan 2005
                      • 1041

                      #11
                      What lead to you finding out you had it?
                      Pr0phet

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                      • Amputate Your Head
                        There can be only one
                        • Aug 2001
                        • 39075

                        #12
                        Originally posted by pr0phet
                        What lead to you finding out you had it?
                        I went to the doctor for a regular checkup. Lots of lab work done.

                        Pro Tip: Stay away from the doctor! They only have bad news.
                        SIG TOO BIG

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                        • Mutt
                          Too lazy to set a custom title
                          • Sep 2002
                          • 34431

                          #13
                          So sorry to hear that. I know the outlook for that kind of cancer is poor but there are people who survive years.

                          If you feel alone, every one of us, will die.
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                          • MiamiBoyz
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                            • Oct 2012
                            • 6690

                            #14
                            Originally posted by Amputate Your Head
                            It's all good.

                            I had a good run of things. No regrets.

                            Life was a fucking blast. I'd do it again.
                            To be able to honestly say that means you lived life for the moment and not the future...which is uncertain and doesn't even exist. Just now...so sorry about the health news...

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                            • brassmonkey
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                              • Sep 2005
                              • 77397

                              #15
                              damn
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                              • Amputate Your Head
                                There can be only one
                                • Aug 2001
                                • 39075

                                #16
                                Originally posted by Mutt
                                So sorry to hear that. I know the outlook for that kind of cancer is poor but there are people who survive years.

                                If you feel alone, every one of us, will die.
                                I'm okay with it.

                                There are only two possible outcomes in the end...
                                I either cease to exist at all.. or, I'm immortal.

                                I'm ok with either one.
                                SIG TOO BIG

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                                • onwebcam
                                  Fake Nick 1.0
                                  • Oct 2005
                                  • 27689

                                  #17
                                  Originally posted by Amputate Your Head
                                  I go to Vegas all the time. But I'm not going to that show.
                                  The shows just happen to be around my birthday so I'm not there for the show either.

                                  Originally posted by Amputate Your Head

                                  Pro Tip: Stay away from the doctor! They only have bad news.
                                  I feel ya there. I think I'd much rather not know get ill and die. If my dad hadn't been diagnosed and "treated" he would have been around at the very least months longer. If I knew I'm sure I would take my own life before the cancer did.
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                                  • Mutt
                                    Too lazy to set a custom title
                                    • Sep 2002
                                    • 34431

                                    #18
                                    Originally posted by Amputate Your Head
                                    I'm okay with it.

                                    There are only two possible outcomes in the end...
                                    I either cease to exist at all.. or, I'm immortal.

                                    I'm ok with either one.
                                    Good way to think about it
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                                    • the Shemp
                                      congrats to the winners
                                      • Nov 2001
                                      • 10891

                                      #19
                                      Originally posted by Amputate Your Head
                                      I know I said I wasn't coming back for 10 more years, but, as it turns out... that's not going to happen. Doc called today after my tests, and I have pancreatic cancer.

                                      Just wanted to come back and say aloha to the few friends I managed to make here.

                                      See you on the next go-round!

                                      (easy to spot... I'll be the belligerent one causing trouble everywhere!)

                                      Beers to all.

                                      format c:
                                      it was a pleasure to meet you back in 2003, no doubt i'll see you again on the other side
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                                      • Mutt
                                        Too lazy to set a custom title
                                        • Sep 2002
                                        • 34431

                                        #20
                                        Originally posted by onwebcam
                                        The shows just happen to be around my birthday so I'm not there for the show either.



                                        I feel ya there. I think I'd much rather not know get ill and die. If my dad hadn't been diagnosed and "treated" he would have been around at the very least months longer.
                                        Same thing with my dad, in hindsight he'd have been better off not knowing. He dealt with the knowing pretty well, a lot better than I would.

                                        When people tell me that somebody they know has died of a heart attack these days, I honestly feel like saying 'Congrats, that's great news!'. You barely know what hit you. My grandfather was at our house visiting as he did most nights after a day at the racetrack betting horses, drove the short distance home, went upstairs to get ready for bed - 10-15 minutes after he left our driveway we got the call he was gone.
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                                        • onwebcam
                                          Fake Nick 1.0
                                          • Oct 2005
                                          • 27689

                                          #21
                                          Originally posted by Amputate Your Head
                                          I went to the doctor for a regular checkup. Lots of lab work done.
                                          Get a 2nd and 3rd opinion and come back with some good news.

                                          Originally posted by Mutt
                                          Same thing with my dad, in hindsight he'd have been better off not knowing. He dealt with the knowing pretty well, a lot better than I would.

                                          When people tell me that somebody they know has died of a heart attack these days, I honestly feel like saying 'Congrats, that's great news!'. You barely know what hit you. My grandfather was at our house visiting as he did most nights after a day at the racetrack betting horses, drove the short distance home, went upstairs to get ready for bed - 10-15 minutes after he left our driveway we got the call he was gone.
                                          My granddad went the same way but he was a casualty of the VA. He kept complaining of heart problems. They kept sending him home with pills and telling him nothing was wrong. Autopsy revealed enlarged heart which the VA seemed to not notice. We honestly thought he had just become addicted to the meds and why he kept returning..
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                                          • VikingMan
                                            Exploiting human weakness
                                            • Jan 2008
                                            • 6862

                                            #22
                                            AMP may I ask your age?

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                                            • XXXBizXXX
                                              Confirmed User
                                              • Sep 2014
                                              • 405

                                              #23
                                              I don't know you, but I want to tell you don't give up until the last moment.you might want to visit European doctors or Japanese doctors. I heard also some unbelievable things like some people cured by using "Food-Grade Hydrogen Peroxide" .if I were you, I would try anything to fuck that cancer. search for "Food-Grade Hydrogen Peroxide Health Benefits" on YouTube. good luck
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                                              • k0nr4d
                                                Confirmed User
                                                • Aug 2006
                                                • 9231

                                                #24
                                                Originally posted by Amputate Your Head
                                                I either cease to exist at all.. or, I'm immortal.
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                                                • Captain Kawaii
                                                  So Fucking Banned
                                                  • Oct 2007
                                                  • 6748

                                                  #25
                                                  If you have money come to Japan and get a real diagnosis.
                                                  Good luck in all you do.

                                                  Wife's sister is doctor. She can get you a referral.

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                                                  • Mr.Fiction
                                                    Confirmed User
                                                    • Feb 2002
                                                    • 9484

                                                    #26
                                                    Thank you for all of the GFY memories during the good old days and best of luck in your fight.
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                                                    • pr0phet
                                                      Confirmed User
                                                      • Jan 2005
                                                      • 1041

                                                      #27
                                                      Don't even bother with chemo. Go out on your own terms. You can't beat pancreatic cancer. Enjoy the quality of life you have left. Then do all your loved ones a favor and die quickly. You won't feel your suffering, only your loved ones watching you die will suffer. You will be being milked for insurance money as you die and out of it on pain meds.
                                                      Pr0phet

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                                                      • EddyTheDog
                                                        Just Doing My Own Thing
                                                        • Jan 2011
                                                        • 25433

                                                        #28
                                                        Sorry to hear that dude - I heard they are getting WiFi up there so you can come back and haunt us - God is a Republican though so you might need to get on a VPS...

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                                                        • disinfected
                                                          So Fucking Banned
                                                          • Sep 2014
                                                          • 332

                                                          #29
                                                          Something to say for asian medicine. Heard shit about apple cider vinegar as well...

                                                          Thanks for the post, touched me in a strange way. Keep it real and all will be good!

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                                                          • Naughty
                                                            Confirmed User
                                                            • Jul 2001
                                                            • 6487

                                                            #30
                                                            Sorry to hear that Amp. Many here went before you. I hope I have 40+ years left, being 42 and all :/

                                                            I hope you'll have some painless times ahead of you.

                                                            You do have at least one kid, right?
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                                                            • just a punk
                                                              So fuckin' bored
                                                              • Jun 2003
                                                              • 32393

                                                              #31
                                                              Sorry to hear that. We all will die someday and nobody knows when and how. Perhaps this obscurity is the only thing that allows us to live carefree...
                                                              Obey the Cowgod

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                                                              • Theo
                                                                HAL 9000
                                                                • May 2001
                                                                • 34515

                                                                #32
                                                                I don't even know what to write.

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                                                                • Oracle Porn
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                                                                  • Oct 2002
                                                                  • 24433

                                                                  #33
                                                                  good luck man


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                                                                  • InfoGuy
                                                                    80/20 Rule
                                                                    • Apr 2010
                                                                    • 3052

                                                                    #34
                                                                    I'm sorry to hear about your terrible news. Since, you have nothing to lose, try some alternative health remedies. Check out ph Kills Cancer.

                                                                    Originally posted by onwebcam
                                                                    Get a 2nd and 3rd opinion and come back with some good news.
                                                                    +1

                                                                    Originally posted by Mutt
                                                                    When people tell me that somebody they know has died of a heart attack these days, I honestly feel like saying 'Congrats, that's great news!'. You barely know what hit you. My grandfather was at our house visiting as he did most nights after a day at the racetrack betting horses, drove the short distance home, went upstairs to get ready for bed - 10-15 minutes after he left our driveway we got the call he was gone.
                                                                    Yeah, dying a quick death from a heart attack is way better than getting a serious stroke and living another 10 years.
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                                                                    • Klen
                                                                      • Aug 2006
                                                                      • 32235

                                                                      #35
                                                                      Originally posted by Amputate Your Head
                                                                      I went to the doctor for a regular checkup. Lots of lab work done.

                                                                      Pro Tip: Stay away from the doctor! They only have bad news.
                                                                      Agree,that is why i avoid doctors.Sooner or later we going to die ,so why ruin moments which we still have?

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                                                                      • jigg
                                                                        Confirmed User
                                                                        • Feb 2002
                                                                        • 2527

                                                                        #36
                                                                        look into HIFU therapy - high-intensity focused ultrasound. It's approved in Europe

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                                                                        • Mediamix
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                                                                          • Sep 2013
                                                                          • 3228

                                                                          #37
                                                                          May neighbours respect you,
                                                                          Trouble neglect you,
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                                                                          • seeandsee
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                                                                            • Mar 2006
                                                                            • 50945

                                                                            #38
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                                                                            • JFK
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                                                                              • Jan 2002
                                                                              • 67373

                                                                              #39
                                                                              Originally posted by Amputate Your Head
                                                                              I went to the doctor for a regular checkup. Lots of lab work done.

                                                                              Pro Tip: Stay away from the doctor! They only have bad news.
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                                                                              • Feng-PD
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                                                                                • 3964

                                                                                #40
                                                                                Damn, that really sucks... good luck with everything!

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                                                                                • Zuzana Designs
                                                                                  All Your Design Needs
                                                                                  • Feb 2005
                                                                                  • 20899

                                                                                  #41
                                                                                  Very sorry to hear that Amp Sounds like you have lived a very fulfilling life and seen and done it all. You were an inspiration to me when I first started getting into design several years ago. Thanks for that! I wish you the best in your future travels.

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                                                                                  • Harmon
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                                                                                    • Mar 2004
                                                                                    • 20012

                                                                                    #42
                                                                                    see ya man. You'll be back. You can't stay away for very long
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                                                                                    • NatalieK
                                                                                      Natalie K
                                                                                      • Apr 2010
                                                                                      • 20123

                                                                                      #43
                                                                                      Sorry to hear of your news, stay strong, our friend is getting through from the same cancer & my mother has just got over leukemia, she was at the end, & has still made it through! Best wishes & good luck with living a long prosperous life! x
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                                                                                      • TeenCat
                                                                                        Too lazy to set a koala
                                                                                        • Jan 2007
                                                                                        • 16139

                                                                                        #44
                                                                                        so sorry to hear man, stay strong, and live life full! respect!

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                                                                                        • Shap
                                                                                          Confirmed User
                                                                                          • May 2001
                                                                                          • 8313

                                                                                          #45
                                                                                          Sorry to hear about the news.

                                                                                          Best thing any of us can do is live and enjoy every moment like it's our last.

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                                                                                          • MasterBlow
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                                                                                            • Apr 2003
                                                                                            • 2059

                                                                                            #46

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                                                                                            • yuu.design
                                                                                              Too lazy to set a custom title
                                                                                              • Mar 2006
                                                                                              • 25924

                                                                                              #47
                                                                                              sad to hear
                                                                                              Well, enjoy the most you can , fuck as much girls as you can
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                                                                                              • slapass
                                                                                                Too lazy to set a custom title
                                                                                                • Nov 2002
                                                                                                • 14625

                                                                                                #48
                                                                                                Originally posted by Amputate Your Head
                                                                                                It's all good.

                                                                                                I had a good run of things. No regrets.

                                                                                                Life was a fucking blast. I'd do it again.
                                                                                                Fuck! I hope I can say that.

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                                                                                                • HerPimp
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                                                                                                  • Mar 2006
                                                                                                  • 1197

                                                                                                  #49
                                                                                                  Stop eating food and drinking water.

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                                                                                                  Supplements:
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                                                                                                  Have nothing to do with food or water, Healing takes place within 24 hours.

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                                                                                                  • Google Expert
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                                                                                                    • Jun 2004
                                                                                                    • 14294

                                                                                                    #50
                                                                                                    how long do you have? what did the doc say?

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