What in the name of god is wrong with alcoholics?!! - GoFuckYourself.com

MrMaxwell · 12-15-2012, 04:52 PM

Jesus christ walking. I got to a point where I didn't want to drink any more. Then I let two women drive me to it. Not day to day- but the two times I did, both times I hung myself with the law (and I am pretty sure that I MEANT TO--- what the fuck is THAT about?!)

Anyway- the past few months I was with this woman, things going great, she knew about my past alcohol issues. So of all things suddenly I find out she has a huge past with drinking and drugs and she decides to let the floodgates of hell out.

By then I care for her (not in love- but I care very much for her and her boy)

So I think well I have had second chances. I try to stick it out, stand by the crazy evil cunt. I even took care of her son and protected him and babysat her bender having ass. Several times I thought I had reached her.

Well long story bla bla bla she's deep in the denial stage and PROJECTING (which is the most god damned frustrating thing EVER INVENTED- imagine someone doing god awful shit and ALWAYS not only being remorseless, but then turning around accusing you of what THEY do!)

Now here is the question--- her drinking in my face weeks at a time, I see how horrible the effects are-- I am pouring her bottles out, taking her keys, I see the look in the boys eyes when he is terrified of her .... etc etc etc .. fucking nightmare from hell

WHY THE FUCK DID I END UP DRINKING THAT DAY AFTER ALL OF THAT AND SEEMINGLY PURPOSELY GETTING MYSELF ARRESTED WHEN I HAD AN EARLY FLIGHT OUT THE VERY NEXT DAY?!!!

WHAT IN THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME TO DO THAT??

That is all. That is my question.
I can't believe it was even me.
How stupid was that?!

EddyTheDog · 12-15-2012, 04:56 PM

Go to bed now - If you are lucky this thread will have dropped to the next page by the morning and you will never know it happened.

AdultPornMasta · 12-15-2012, 05:07 PM

"What in the name of god is wrong with alcoholics?!!"

They drink?

CurrentlySober · 12-15-2012, 05:08 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by EddyTheDog

Go to bed now - If you are lucky this thread will have dropped to the next page by the morning and you will never know it happened.

QFT...

8Char

AdultAudiences · 12-15-2012, 06:12 PM

That sounds awful. I spent the past year giving somebody second chance after second chance after second chance because she was utterly dysfunctional. I got burned too.

It's enough to make a cynic ... cynical - er.

Don't know what to say ... You take risks on people. Period. Nothing wagered, nothing gained. Nothing wagered, nothing lost.

Sucks, though.

lucas131 · 12-15-2012, 06:14 PM

what the fuck is wrong with people starting threads with jesus was walking

digitalfantasies · 12-15-2012, 06:50 PM

Like you said... you care for her.. and the second chance thing... you answered yourself

brassmonkey · 12-15-2012, 06:55 PM

cheers mate

ill drink a few watching egg ball.

12-15-2012, 04:52 PM	#1
MrMaxwell Too lazy to set a custom title Industry Role: Join Date: Jul 2005 Posts: 10,057	What in the name of god is wrong with alcoholics?!! Jesus christ walking. I got to a point where I didn't want to drink any more. Then I let two women drive me to it. Not day to day- but the two times I did, both times I hung myself with the law (and I am pretty sure that I MEANT TO--- what the fuck is THAT about?!) Anyway- the past few months I was with this woman, things going great, she knew about my past alcohol issues. So of all things suddenly I find out she has a huge past with drinking and drugs and she decides to let the floodgates of hell out. By then I care for her (not in love- but I care very much for her and her boy) So I think well I have had second chances. I try to stick it out, stand by the crazy evil cunt. I even took care of her son and protected him and babysat her bender having ass. Several times I thought I had reached her. Well long story bla bla bla she's deep in the denial stage and PROJECTING (which is the most god damned frustrating thing EVER INVENTED- imagine someone doing god awful shit and ALWAYS not only being remorseless, but then turning around accusing you of what THEY do!) Now here is the question--- her drinking in my face weeks at a time, I see how horrible the effects are-- I am pouring her bottles out, taking her keys, I see the look in the boys eyes when he is terrified of her .... etc etc etc .. fucking nightmare from hell WHY THE FUCK DID I END UP DRINKING THAT DAY AFTER ALL OF THAT AND SEEMINGLY PURPOSELY GETTING MYSELF ARRESTED WHEN I HAD AN EARLY FLIGHT OUT THE VERY NEXT DAY?!!! WHAT IN THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME TO DO THAT?? That is all. That is my question. I can't believe it was even me. How stupid was that?!

12-15-2012, 06:12 PM	#5
AdultAudiences Confirmed User Industry Role: Join Date: Oct 2012 Location: Seattle Posts: 228	That sounds awful. I spent the past year giving somebody second chance after second chance after second chance because she was utterly dysfunctional. I got burned too. It's enough to make a cynic ... cynical - er. Don't know what to say ... You take risks on people. Period. Nothing wagered, nothing gained. Nothing wagered, nothing lost. Sucks, though. __________________ Need domains? I have between 10,000 and 20,000 domain names of all kinds -- including hundreds of adult domains. Contact my username at gmail.

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digitalfantasies Confirmed User Industry Role: Join Date: Sep 2010 Location: Caribbean Posts: 2,720	Like you said... you care for her.. and the second chance thing... you answered yourself __________________

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