If you're going to die, at least beat up some chomos or rapists, first. Go out and do some good before you go while you've got nothing the fuck to lose anyway and by then you might feel a whole new sense of purpose and want to be alive. I
've hated being alive since I can remember- at LEAST since being age 10 or so and I daydream about death every DAY. But I ain't dead
If you have any loved ones you're a horrible garbage for doing this to them if you do it so consider that.
They have to live forever with what you do!! That's what keeps me breathing
Also don't forget that you could end up as a vegetable or paralyzed or blind or who KNOWS what could happen
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