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Seriously, though, this has been heavily on my mind. Like, for some reason, I don't feel like I'm a 'man' unless I help out instead of doing nothing.
Additionally, I also feel that it would do so much for me to accumulate some discipline, to accomplish something important.
But then, another part of me screams back at those thoughts, to resist; and I get confused. Am I just buying in to what the Military marketing is selling?
Gawddamn I am introspective sometimes.
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