Alright, I've been thinking. Last couple of weeks, I've been pretty instigative, argumentative and opinionated. Once I saw how it operated, I got into the bullshit on here, which was pretty fucking stupid in retrospect. See, I got a little problem with being hardheaded, and going a little farther than most. I'm an Aries, what can I say?
In any case, I think I might have been a little harsh on some of you that did'nt quite deserve it. I mean, just cuz people on here do that shit to each other, it don't mean I can turn around and do it back, I gotta take the high road, be a man, be proffessional. If I want to be successful that is. I was never one to fit in, always scrappin and going against the grain, it just kind of carried over to my "internet persona". Funny how this shit works.
But, once I started spittin, it was hard to find the off switch. I sincerely apologize to those that got in my path of indignation; namely stocktrader, Kaylacam, lil2rich, Cheshire and whoever else I can't think of right off hand.
Some of you on here got some serious issues with me, some are borderline obsessed with my ass ([Labret], DarkJedi, DrGuile, to name a few) while others are just lurking my posts, pointing out in passing how much of a jackass I'm coming across as. To all of you, I apologize for being instigative and/or reactive. Yeah, it's a hard pill to swallow, but my ego's not too big for me to have a slice of humble pie.
Look, I'm a newbie, that's no secret. I'm not ashamed of it either. Unlike a lot of you fuckers on here, I'm not dependant on this industry to pay my rent/ keep my girl around or whatever inane reason to end up begging. Fuck that, the day you catch me degrading myself is the day I fucking shoot myself. Additionally, I'm not like a lot of you fuckers on here that are trying to score a fucking Viper, a Jetta or whatever bullshit material item you've been rubbing it off to since the third grade.
Bottom line to me? Education. Yeah, I live in a fucking trailer. Yeah, I work some fulltime job on the weekend overnights to pay my bills. Yeah, I barely go to school cuz I gotta save up every other quarter. But you know what? I don't give a fuck what anyone thinks about me. I'm all about learning, processing and then, acting. Knowledge and money for my education. I'll be damned to recieve anything less.
And one more thing: Darkjedi, [Labret] , you both can spit whatever the fuck you want my way, but know two things.
1.) Making accusations of my business practices without proof to intentionally hurt my bottom line or any shot I've got to make it is very, very fucking lame. I'd like to believe that anyone paying attention has half a mind to realize that it's you who's fucking up when doing that shit.
As far as DarkJedi is concerned, I cannot believe BP4L stands idly by while someone representing them acts so irresponsibly. But that's a whole other issue.
2.) I don't give a fuck what anyone says, I'm here to stay. Unless I get banned or my life ends, I've got more determination than 90% of the motherfuckers in this business. I'm staying on GFY, I'm staying in porn, and there's not a goddamn thing anyone can do about this. You cannot get rid of me. Mind you, I won't be like no P1mpd0gg and be a fucking wart, but until I can't breathe no more, I'm gonna keep going.
3.) I have one more important post to make, and then I'm done with the bullshit. But do know that if you provoke me, I will not be passive, ever.
So there you have it, hybrid on a fucking platter. Pick away at my scraps cockroaches, but know I got my point across.
P.S.: While I've got the fucking podium here, a big thank you to everyone that's helped me out and treated me with respect. I'm sure you want to remain nameless in this thread.
In any case, I think I might have been a little harsh on some of you that did'nt quite deserve it. I mean, just cuz people on here do that shit to each other, it don't mean I can turn around and do it back, I gotta take the high road, be a man, be proffessional. If I want to be successful that is. I was never one to fit in, always scrappin and going against the grain, it just kind of carried over to my "internet persona". Funny how this shit works.
But, once I started spittin, it was hard to find the off switch. I sincerely apologize to those that got in my path of indignation; namely stocktrader, Kaylacam, lil2rich, Cheshire and whoever else I can't think of right off hand.
Some of you on here got some serious issues with me, some are borderline obsessed with my ass ([Labret], DarkJedi, DrGuile, to name a few) while others are just lurking my posts, pointing out in passing how much of a jackass I'm coming across as. To all of you, I apologize for being instigative and/or reactive. Yeah, it's a hard pill to swallow, but my ego's not too big for me to have a slice of humble pie.
Look, I'm a newbie, that's no secret. I'm not ashamed of it either. Unlike a lot of you fuckers on here, I'm not dependant on this industry to pay my rent/ keep my girl around or whatever inane reason to end up begging. Fuck that, the day you catch me degrading myself is the day I fucking shoot myself. Additionally, I'm not like a lot of you fuckers on here that are trying to score a fucking Viper, a Jetta or whatever bullshit material item you've been rubbing it off to since the third grade.
Bottom line to me? Education. Yeah, I live in a fucking trailer. Yeah, I work some fulltime job on the weekend overnights to pay my bills. Yeah, I barely go to school cuz I gotta save up every other quarter. But you know what? I don't give a fuck what anyone thinks about me. I'm all about learning, processing and then, acting. Knowledge and money for my education. I'll be damned to recieve anything less.
And one more thing: Darkjedi, [Labret] , you both can spit whatever the fuck you want my way, but know two things.
1.) Making accusations of my business practices without proof to intentionally hurt my bottom line or any shot I've got to make it is very, very fucking lame. I'd like to believe that anyone paying attention has half a mind to realize that it's you who's fucking up when doing that shit.
As far as DarkJedi is concerned, I cannot believe BP4L stands idly by while someone representing them acts so irresponsibly. But that's a whole other issue.
2.) I don't give a fuck what anyone says, I'm here to stay. Unless I get banned or my life ends, I've got more determination than 90% of the motherfuckers in this business. I'm staying on GFY, I'm staying in porn, and there's not a goddamn thing anyone can do about this. You cannot get rid of me. Mind you, I won't be like no P1mpd0gg and be a fucking wart, but until I can't breathe no more, I'm gonna keep going.
3.) I have one more important post to make, and then I'm done with the bullshit. But do know that if you provoke me, I will not be passive, ever.
So there you have it, hybrid on a fucking platter. Pick away at my scraps cockroaches, but know I got my point across.
P.S.: While I've got the fucking podium here, a big thank you to everyone that's helped me out and treated me with respect. I'm sure you want to remain nameless in this thread.
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