| mlove |
09-08-2010 02:42 AM |
I did this for about a year and a half, getting high after work / before bed on the nights I had to work, smoking all day long on the days I had off, and barely drinking anything unless i was aiming to get super trashed.
While weed did make me feel good for a while, I eventually became a bit estranged from myself. After about a year, I had trouble looking at myself in a mirror, but for some reason I always felt like I was required to get high just to go out somewhere. This lead to me being very quiet & awkward in public situations.
I've been smoking a lot less frequently since those days. About a half year after I finally gave up repetitive weed smoking, I became involved with a lady who had a heroin addiction. She eventually turned me onto it, and shortly broke up with me after I got into it. From there I met a few other girls who regularly used H, and as bad as It was, I actually lived a much more exciting & rewarding life whilst addicted to H.
Today, I just smoke cigarettes, and occasionally drink. I've been off H since July 3rd, and the girl I'm seeing now is completely sober. She finds me cute when I'm drunk, as it apparently makes me a lot more social, and much more adventurous in public situations.
Moderation is key. I would recommend you only smoke a few times a week, and make sure to only smoke later at night, and never if you have to go out and do something. Also, women really don't like guys who are baked all the time.
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