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Have you ever thought about suicide?

10-23-2009, 01:26 AM

Curious - have you ever SERIOUSLY considered suicide?

A lot of people asked me if I did for my bankruptcy - not for one second. It's just stuff.

Honestly, I don't think I've ever really entertained the thought seriously.

Sure I've stood up on a high balcony and had flashing thoughts of jumping and the like, but they've been more about the rush than ending my life.

I Know it's a serious matter and one that in reality is a mental illness a lot of people don't' want to talk about.

Have you ever hit a low that bad?

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10-23-2009, 01:28 AM

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10-23-2009, 01:31 AM

Originally posted by theking

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seek help...
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10-23-2009, 01:33 AM

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10-23-2009, 01:34 AM

Originally posted by JD

seek help...

There is not help for me. I have lived with mind numbing pain 24/7 since '91 and death would end the pain...that is why I think about it virtually every day.

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10-23-2009, 01:47 AM

Originally posted by theking

There is not help for me. I have lived with mind numbing pain 24/7 since '91 and death would end the pain...that is why I think about it virtually every day.

please seek professional help

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10-23-2009, 01:57 AM

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10-23-2009, 02:11 AM

Originally posted by SleazyDream

Curious - have you ever SERIOUSLY considered suicide?

A lot of people asked me if I did for my bankruptcy - not for one second. It's just stuff.

If a lot of people asked you if you contemplated suicide you might want to get some help as well.

Having someone ask is one thing, having 'a lot' of people ask is sure signs you are sending signals.

Or maybe this is all just a bullshit attention seek like most your 4-6 am posts.

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10-23-2009, 02:16 AM

I can't say that's something I've considered but I haven't had anything bad happen to me, yet

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10-23-2009, 02:29 AM

Originally posted by Jdoughs

If a lot of people asked you if you contemplated suicide you might want to get some help as well.

Having someone ask is one thing, having 'a lot' of people ask is sure signs you are sending signals.

Or maybe this is all just a bullshit attention seek like most your 4-6 am posts.

i lost over a million dollars - it's inconceivable to many people thus that's why they asked.

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10-23-2009, 02:30 AM

Originally posted by Helen

I can't say that's something I've considered but I haven't had anything bad happen to me, yet

I don't believe suicide is about bad THINGS happening, I believe it's about a malfunction in the brain - mental illness - depression, etc...

outside stimulus can trigger this but it's more internal than external.

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10-23-2009, 02:35 AM

Originally posted by SleazyDream

i lost over a million dollars - it's inconceivable to many people thus that's why they asked.

when did that happen!?
I was always under impression that 1 mil loss won't kick you back greatly, but what do I know?

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10-23-2009, 02:37 AM

Originally posted by SleazyDream

Curious - have you ever SERIOUSLY considered suicide?

no.....killing a few motherfuckers idea did occur to me couple of times, but like everything else, it passed too

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10-23-2009, 02:45 AM

yes 1 time. But once you get those thoughts you also start thinking logically. That its an easy and egoistic way out. That the problems aint worth your life - any problem is not worth your life, your life is the most valuable thing in the world. More important than anything else - so also way more important than the problems you're having. So this one SERIOUS suicide thought lasted no more than a few seconds.
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10-23-2009, 02:50 AM

Originally posted by NoComments

when did that happen!?
I was always under impression that 1 mil loss won't kick you back greatly, but what do I know?

Apparently he lost not only all of his money but other peoples money as well. He is broke. How are you doing financially. Did the market hurt you?

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10-23-2009, 03:06 AM

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10-23-2009, 03:27 AM

personally, i think a lot of people in this biz should think about suicide often.
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10-23-2009, 03:35 AM

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10-23-2009, 03:44 AM

Loosing a million dollars wouldn't make me think of suicide. I mean you made it once so you have what it takes to be successful. Alot of very rich people have been on the point of bankruptcy at one time or actually lost the lot and started over.

I can't think of anything that would make me feel that way. I'd be more likely to run from my problems and start again if things ever got THAT bad - much better than ending my own life.

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10-23-2009, 03:59 AM

I think about suicide all the time.

'Man, i really wish that dumb bastard would just kill himself. It would be one less car on the road tomorrow.'
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10-23-2009, 04:20 AM

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10-23-2009, 04:29 AM

Originally posted by SleazyDream

Sure I've stood up on a high balcony and had flashing thoughts of jumping and the like, but they've been more about the rush than ending my life.

That's the only time it's ever popped into my head, it wasn't particularly that I wanted to kill myself, it just appealed to me for a fraction of a second for some reason...

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10-23-2009, 04:38 AM

Originally posted by SleazyDream

Sure I've stood up on a high balcony and had flashing thoughts of jumping and the like, but they've been more about the rush than ending my life.

yeah right. the real question is when you're gone how will gfy even know?
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10-23-2009, 04:52 AM

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10-23-2009, 05:43 AM

Originally posted by SleazyDream

i lost over a million dollars - it's inconceivable to many people thus that's why they asked.

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10-23-2009, 05:46 AM

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10-23-2009, 06:24 AM

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10-23-2009, 06:27 AM

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10-23-2009, 07:34 AM

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10-23-2009, 07:43 AM

In the past when the docs had me on all those meds...

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10-23-2009, 07:45 AM

Suicide over bankruptcy? Good lord. Being millions of dollars in debt because of getting screwed over... maybe I could see possibly considering the idea of suicide. But after bankruptcy? Yeh, bankruptcy must absolutely totally blow... but it's also freedom in a sense.

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10-23-2009, 07:47 AM

Some things have happen and I have thought shit I wish I was dead but I think it was me being upset and just thinking that isn't really like I thought boy I'll just off myself. I don't even know if that makes any cents or not. I have had the unfortunate situations where I have had 3 friends kill themselves and it did fuck with my head. One girl hung herself in a tree at midnight only for her kid to wake up and find her. That was sad. The other girl hung herself in the garage on x-mass for her parents to find her on x-mas day, now that was soooooo fucked up. The last one was a guy who lived with his sister and her family, the family went out x-mass shopping and came home to see he had blown his head off in the living room right next to the x-mass tree.
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10-23-2009, 07:52 AM

No never, we lost everything, house, car most of our possesions the whole lot around 4 years ago. I was pretty pissed but never once thought about suicide..Life is to short and I love living to much There is always a light at the end of that dark tunnel

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10-23-2009, 08:10 AM

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10-23-2009, 09:37 AM

Nope. Cant say I've seriously thought about it.

May jokingly say something about it but never more then that. I value everything life has to offer and I'll be dammed if I'm giving up on anything

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10-23-2009, 09:42 AM

Not myself, no...

Dealt with a close friend dropping the hammer though...

I was too involved in that fucked up story.

Was a good friend and I miss him a lot. But Im also still mad and disgusted.

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10-23-2009, 09:44 AM

Originally posted by Deej

Not myself, no...

Dealt with a close friend dropping the hammer though...

I was too involved in that fucked up story.

Was a good friend and I miss him a lot. But Im also still mad and disgusted.

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10-23-2009, 09:45 AM

i could see if you were in a tight situation, but i value life over stuff. if i had to give up everything and live on the street that would suck, but wouldnt want to loose my life over that.

the only time i would ever possibly see suicide is if I was going to prison for life for something I didnt do

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10-23-2009, 10:00 AM

I think about it a lot, but I'm too fucking lazy to do it. I guess I'll just hang out and see what kind of cancer I get.

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10-23-2009, 10:01 AM

Originally posted by JFK

been there, done that, as well..............

Harsh, I feel for ya JFK... its certainly not what you want to remember your friend as...

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10-23-2009, 10:30 AM

Never ever, my life is too good. I'm not a millionaire but I earn good money, I have great friends, I have a hot girlfriend and I live on a small island where its sunshine and hot weather 8 months a year.

I've also never uttered the words "I wish I was dead" either. Heard friends say that at times and thought what a fucking moron wishing life away. I'd rather be flat broke - just getting by paycheck to paycheck - and healthy with good with friends than mind blowingly rich and alone.
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10-23-2009, 10:42 AM

I never considered it seriously, but the idea crossed my mind once or twice.

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10-23-2009, 11:12 AM

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10-23-2009, 11:27 AM

Originally posted by SleazyDream

A lot of people asked me if I did for my bankruptcy - not for one second. It's just stuff.
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10-23-2009, 01:30 PM

No. I bk'ed $1.7M a year ago. Went from a 4k sqft. extravagant pool home, w/ nanny and maid. Vacations 2x yearly and two nice cars to... zero possessions.

Bankruptcy didn't even phase me.

Two ways to look at it: live and learn (or) shit happens.

Anyone at the point of seriously looking over balconies, needs to be medicated for a biochemical imbalance caused by overwhelming stress and possible lack of sleep.
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10-23-2009, 02:14 PM

my cousin killed himself in 1996. his uncle killed himself in 2000. so my family has a history of it. me, never. as far as fianaces go, i'm too conservative to loose anything. also too conservative to actually make a huge jump up lol.

if i somehow lost it all, i'd move to a remote island in Thailand (likely Koh Bulon), build a thatch hut, and live off of the land. one hell of a lot better than offing yourself. all you need is a plane ticket, and you can live on nothing, and still have a good life.

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10-23-2009, 02:52 PM

Originally posted by quiet

my cousin killed himself in 1996. his uncle killed himself in 2000. so my family has a history of it. me, never. as far as fianaces go, i'm too conservative to loose anything. also too conservative to actually make a huge jump up lol.

if i somehow lost it all, i'd move to a remote island in Thailand (likely Koh Bulon), build a thatch hut, and live off of the land. one hell of a lot better than offing yourself. all you need is a plane ticket, and you can live on nothing, and still have a good life.

You obviously arent married or have kids.
If I went to a remote Island they would find me. So would everything and everyone else im trying to get away from.

I think it would be easier to just pull a trigger.
Thank God I dont have a gun anymore.

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10-23-2009, 02:55 PM

lot of self destructive people in this thread

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