I'm back, my apology to Warchild and GFY
 

Heya Folks.
As expected I am back and unbanned at GFY. A Couple things before I go into why I am back.
Firstly I am going to apologise to Warchild. We went a little over top on each other and I got out of hand which resulted in my getting banned.
Secondly I would like to apologise to all the readers at GFY.

I know the shit I say gets out of hand from time to time. Most often it's over the top of what even the adult webmaster community will accept.
Look people I just want to work and make a few bucks like anyone else, I have been accused of many things in my time over the years from being a drug addict to a complete broke ass loser. Yup you can bet it all gets under my skin from time to time and then match up the stress of how I live. Most people would prolly lose it or just off themselves if they lived the way I do. I will admit to being a broke ass loser and even that is not so bad compared to dealing with the poverty I live in. However I do not use drugs or take any drugs. I literally have no excuse for the way I am or the shit I say but what I do know is that it gets peoples attention and sadly not in a good way often enough. Some people say I am right some say I am wrong and really at the end of the day I really do not give a shit eitherway. My only real aim is to make a few bucks to get my bills done and create something for others that in turn can better thier own lives which makes me actually feel good about myself strangely. Perhaps I been going about it all wrong, or maybe I have been doing it right but none the less I am going to try a different sort of approach.

I am just going to mind my own shit, I want business, I need business since I have been banned it has seriously affected my income. People that say Boards do not matter are full of shit. Well I am just fighting for scraps here but since being banned I have barely been able to feed myself and got the electric companty threatening to kill my shit. So when you live the way I do it is important to just bite the bullet, take the beating and just keep trying. I goto keep trying I have no choice about the matter. I live in the sticks, there are no jobs here, not even Mc Donalds unless I want to drive for an hour and believe me I prolyl would do that. If I had a working car or truck since it does snow here pretty hard.

On the upside I really do like designing for people and do my best to give a good deal and produce quality designs. So the long short of the long is I am open for business to design for you, and I am also open to finding a full time job with a group of people that may need another worker. Many people have doubts about my sanity and well I question my own sanity from time to time after all look at the landscape of this industry and you will find it is pretty much insane itself.
However few will say I got no talent for creating good sites, good Flash presentations, video editing and many other things related to web publication. If you need someone that can perform for you with many years of experience and really not all that expensive please contact me. A regular job for me is really what I need. I want to make something that is worth making and long while and competition is to hard for me and having to post on the boards all the time to find business just makes me look even more desperate than I already am.

I do not expect everyone to believe in me, but I would hope that my apologies for the way I have been and conducted myself in the past will at least cut me some slack and perhaps give me a shot. So there you all have it. I apologise and I am sorry and I am going to just mind my own business and try not to speak my mind on the boards anymore.

Welcome back

they always come back

ahhh a little more life back into this place.

Well OK then - good luck.
Still think you need a buffer between yourself and clients.

that they do

dude you need to apologize to me i am the king of this place.

Glad your back... I enjoy your posts !

Welcome back :)

Welcome back dewd!!! Good luck

Welcome back and lets keep it Kosher

Welcome back! Been thinkin about you.

Welcome back Alien!

I invented returning after bans...

siggy spot

I Invented "I am broke and poor and need a job threads."

And of course, "Apology threads".:)

I just want to get on like anyone else, I got no more wild asperations or delusions of grandjour. I just need paper.

Alien, shoot me an email...I have a little project to get things kicked off for you. My email is in my sig :)

attention whore :2 cents:

w3rd.. welcome back dood!!

You might consider the advice of having a company 'face' partnership with someone. People don't tend to knock your talent from what I've seen and this suggestion keeps coming up.

Welcome back!

Nice... see there u go

welcome back

i wuz hereeeeeeeeeeeee

Welcome back.

If that's true, you won't go back to your delusional egotistical psychotic ways.
I guess only time will tell, but I do hope it's true.

Welcome back, hope it all works out for you.

I've always seen good stuff about your designs, just ignore the rest of it, and focus on what is important. :)

please apologize to me for ever liking sos

Welcome back!

Now back to work!!! :upsidedow

oh muh goooooodness

I thought you said you were set for life from investments? or was that just part of the delusions of grandeur?

You probably should be on some meds mang. Mood stabilizers, anti depressents, anti psychotics, whatever. It's pretty obvious you have some sort of condition and I wish you the best.

welcome back back back

Everybody here has a "condition" of one sort or another. Nobody is perfect :thumbsup

Welcome back man & the best of luck to you.

Welcome back my love!

:)

Welcome back mate :thumbsup

welcome back :) you were missed

you need to calm down before you hit submit

there were ppl offering you work in your good bye thread and all you could do was insult every webmaster in existence

welcome back!

oh yeah and welcome back alien :)

Hmm didnt you said you leaving adult industry completly?

I just don't know what to believe any more when it comes to AlienQ..

Yeah, I'm not immune to that either. As I said, I wish him the best of luck.

He will be there in a week, and I hope I can take credit for a small part in it.

Welcome back you psycho moron. I can't wait to hear what kind of compulsive lies you can come up with next or what sort of insane rant you type out that looks like someone on a cocktail of valium, 240oz of vodka and 3 weeks worth of lithium wrote (of course, they are homeless for 7 years before doing it).

Sup AQ...

I have nothing against you and I don't live on these boards so I didn't even know you were banned. I would just say one thing regarding your statement that since you were banned it had affected your business.

Dude, you need to look into other venues. If one site affects your business, it means you have all (or many) eggs in one basket. You should look into that cause this way your income is in the hands of somebody else. You're gonna have to act like most other fags on here who continuously brown nose the you-know-who. Remind me of Obama worshippers - brainless, lost morons who can't see past their noses.

You know what, Alien? It's a New Year and so why not I'm willing to bury the hatchet with you.

I can only hope you've actually come around and you intend to be a little more humble instead of so in-your-face-right all of the time. I sincerely hope you give this approach a real chance and I promise you you'll get further with it.

In any case, good luck. The future is still in your hands, you always set your own reality.

I can't believe these fuckers welcome you back. You don't really offer much other then another asshole character.

It's not like you help people that i've ever seen or offer advice that is helpful.

Plus I believe you like Obama and one less supporter is good for the board!!

i totally see your point