i knew what was happening with donny..
 

..but just had another look at his blog and wow.. this guy fucking lost it..amazing whats in the mind of people and what they are capeable of..

Seems like an attention thing. People will believe anything if they get attention from it.

im still waiting for his comeback and the explanation that it was all a huge pr action...
like it happened once more lately

weak minds do weak things

sure thing.. but it takes a LOT of energy and motivation to come up with those blog posts full of bible, jesus christ and the K-Love station references.

I honestly believe donny is a homosexual and thats the root of his confusion.. said so when he was in porn.. still with that now.

think about what jeffery dalhmer did

jesus/homosexuality . . . . two side of the same coin

MrThumbs: Homosexual, huh? Nah. I already have all that equipment... I don't need to love someone else with the same equipment. For some reason being called homosexual by someone with "tossed salad" in their sig just amuses me. Can't really explain why...

Someday, if you keep following along, you may understand. There's a lot more to the story than has been told. But I am loving life I'll tell ya.


Pocketkangaroo: yeah, I like the attention. I won't deny that. Everyone likes attention. I like the radio interviews. I like the newspaper interviews. I like the offers from publishers to print my story. I like all of that.

But I love what's going on inside my head and inside my body. Belinda hates it. She tells me almost everyday she misses the old Donny. I feel for her, but this is quite the ride.

I don't mind it when people write that they think I've "lost it". That simply means a big change is evident.

That ********* site that he keeps talking about is fucking creepy...

Good thing you don't live closer, Brian. I'd ask what your dinner plans were for the evening. If you had nothing else planned, perhaps I'd invite you over this evening.

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You jealous because Donny found his niche??

It wasnt meant as an insult. Nothing wrong with being gay.

Id rather discover the need for manlove within myself one day than becoming an utter mentalwreck.

Ohwww.. ok.

Sometimes it simply means youve really lost it.

mrthumbs and all the rest of you, why the fuck do you care? let a person live their life how they want to. i haven't been around much lately but i'm sure the issue has been discussed in pages of threads already, pathetic.

fucking sweet valley high here in gfy.

man donny dont you have better things to do then be on here. I thought you were a F&I manager now? Why arent you at work?

Don't you also have better things to do than be on here? I'm sure most of those who are here have better things they could be doing.

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No I dont at the moment and I didnt give up all my income and have a son to raise. Stop dancing in the devils playground and move forward on your live. Dabbling doesnt work.

Two questions:
1. Do you see me on here giving you advice?
2. Do you honestly think if you give me advice I'll take said advice?

Seriously, why waste your time? I don't get it. I'm posting on the board... and that affects you how? I read the board... and ??

Does this affect YOU in any way? Am I taking food off your table?

I think this sums it up in Donny's case.

I've completely gone bonkers, my mind has snapped, and I now live in a van down by the river.

I'm sure you do like the attention, a lot of people do. But you also have to see that your intentions look a tad tainted when you go from a card carrying member of the porn industry to a religous spokesperson for a group that is against porn overnight.

I don't think you've lost it at all. In fact, I've always found you to be one of the more intelligent people on the board. That's why it's a little more difficult to assume this change is with the best intention. The guy who pretends he can speak to his cat and gets on TV hasn't "lost it", he's just savvy.

It's amazing how people on GFY can't see how devoid of substance a life in porn, or working on the internet can be.

I too grew tired of trying to be part of a community that gleefully posts pics of things like Goatse and *******, thinking that it was "normal."

I didn't run off and find God...I became a degenerate gambler...but still...LOL...so what? Everyone has their virtues, and vices. If yours is money, and porn...then cool...if you like shooting smack..snorting coke..as long as you're not ruining others lives in the process I'm fine.

If yours is God...fine..who the fuck cares.

I'm just glad I'm not sitting at home 15+ hours a day in front of this beast computer that was constantly sucking the life out of me.

But yeah...some people here need to get a life and quit riding Donny's cock.

i have nothing but respect for anyone who can leave the biz and get a respectable job that pays well

You will never live down by the river in a van you will use the bible and jesus to exploit so you can make money in the christian fundamentalist movement. You talk a lot about money on your new christian blog. I'm sure in due time you will be paid to speak at the churches and you will be back to living the lifestyle you are use to. Except now you will use "jesus" to make your money. You love being in the spot light so now you can use christ as your way into a even bigger spot light on the christian fundamentalist circuit. You no longer shoot porn instead you will spend your time shooting down the porn industry all in the name of donny I mean uh christ.

This site should help you out on your new quest :1orglaugh http://www.abarnett.demon.co.uk/atheism/fundy.html

If I could..I would do the same...if you want money and sex...just start a cult.

So I was reading his blog...

"Blogging about things I have problems with seems to be helping. It's almost like a form of prayer for me. "God, I'm having a problem with _______. I'm going to write about it, accept feedback from your people, and meditate on that feedback.

Two days ago I wrote about my lack of desire to read the Bible. Today I pulled it out and enjoyed reading several chapters. I'm already realizing that I'll be the type that needs to dig deep, study word meanings, and understand things for myself."

So is this some kind of miracle?

once the cults suck you in.. the weak-minded get reprogrammed.. like getting a new OS

totally agree.. but since hes SPAMMING us all with jesus to infinity im entitled to comment

Please point out an example. Where am I spamming Jesus to you? Having a link to my blog in my sig?

You still haven't pointed out a place where I'm spamming Jesus...

all your fucking posts are about jesus mang.. these days i go to church instead of GFY when i want a fucking break from jesus talk.

So...

You feel the need to start a thread about me, then complain when I reply.

I see.

....huh?

"Don't get me wrong, I'll still lose most of my "possessions". Said possessions include my home. There's simply no way I can afford a $3600 per month house payment, $1500 per month in car payments (and the insurance that goes with said cars), $2500 per month in support to my ex-wife, and on and on and on... In my former life, bare minimum monthly expenses totaled a hefty five figures per month, not counting payments made to models.

I'm sure there will be times when I miss being able to pay my share of the 2006 Mastercraft X-Star upon which Belinda and I, along with my friend Jamie and numerous other party-loving friends and acquaintances, spent most of this past summer. Jamie and I were partners on the boat, and it currently sits just a few feet from where I am typing this blog entry. That's not going to remain the case (sorry, Jamie, it's all yours now... come and get it). I'll probably miss traveling. I'll probably miss the ability to go out on a whim and buy almost anything I want.

I know I'll miss dining out twice a day. I'm not much of a cook. "


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Jeeze. All God did was sacrifice his son, and you're giving up ALL that?

You religious fanatics will never learn. If God really loves you the way the piece of shit book you read claims he does, then it doesn't matter what you do for a living. You are a sinner. Jesus already died for your sins. Get over it. Enjoy your life.

You sin every single day. Even the best of Christians do. Why would you give up the good life to for the illusion that you are a better Christian for it? That is not faith, that is ignorance.

Sad.

Because when your broke on your ass, living in a shit hole with a bunch of Mexicans, God will be nowhere to be found to help you.

And last...

Tell your God to get over to Africa and take care of those poor fucking people. If you had 1/2 a brain and wanted to serve your lord, you would still work here and use that money to help others. You can still live in a shit hole if you want, but its how you help others that matters, and it's painfully obvious that your god doesn't give a shit about anyone on this planet any more. Including you.

so what do you plan to do when you're yesterdays news and the only people left around you are those who like you for what you believe and not who you are?

Got a one word question for ya Donny...

Dinosaurs?


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i wish donny the best :)

news flash....most people have to do things that eventually 'suck the life out of them' to make a living. what are you doing now thats so much better? most jobs these days, you are stuck in front of a computer regardless. unless you're a construction worker or a teacher or mechanic, etc. i guarentee whatever you are doing now, if you do it for 5-10 more years, you'll probably feel pretty much the same.

shut the fuck up

Donny (and Chrissy, really) has gone down a road looking for redemption... more an indication of their lack of comfort or contentment with their current life situation, and really little to do with porn per se. Porn is just the public and obvious part of much more complicated things.

Donny is really sounding like someone who "had it all" and still realized that he was an out of shape and lonely 30 something with no future except more of the same. He likely looked around, saw "everything" and realized that none of it made him happy.

His family past (father as a preacher) is a perfect trigger onto christianity as a sort of salvation. I am sure that he has already met people through his location church / place of worship that make him feel whole and wanted, even though they too are often nothing more than Donny + 2 years or whatever.

If Donny finds his inner peace, I am happy for him. However, I think what he will find in the end is regrets... the feeling that he all threw it away, lost it all in a haze of unfocused frustrations and disappointments in himself.

God isn't an ANSWER in of itself. If you got with God, he is your companion and your guide, not your enslaver or punisher. You don't have to lose everything and stop being who you are to be "with god". Donny stopped what he was going because he didn't like who he was. He is blaming God for his internal desire to just walk away.

Donny, news flash: God knows when you are lying, even if you are just lying to yourself. Get square with yourself otherwise your conversion will never be complete, and then you will just end up a poor schmuck living on the street with a bible and a really bitching shopping cart.

Actually Im being a friend to you ,if this is a sickness for you then dont hang out. Im clean from drugs for over 20 yrs now, one of the ways I did that was break off all contact with those I shared that behavior with. It was very hard to do but thats how I succeeded. It sounds like your heart is in the right place but instead of posting on blogs how your going to lose everything get off your ass and make it so you don't lose everything. Work 20 hrs a day 7 days a week because like this its almost like self pity.

Newsflash for you...I'm 40 years old and have done many things...some of them real menial work...and nothing...I repeat NOTHING...sucked the life out of me like sitting in front of a computer all day long working for the tards who are considered the "elite", the "leaders" of this industry.

this post deserves some kind of award :1orglaugh

I love Jesus. Without him there would be no loljesus.com, no jesuslovesporn, no satanic cults

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lol, well i've never worked for anyone in the industry. just did my own thing as an affiliate. i know working in front of the computer gets to me sometimes but i when i worked in factories and such i hated that moreso. it all depends on who you are i guess, some people can't stand jobs that keep them on computers, at desks.