Sitting In Alone On A Saturday Night
 

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12:30am


I might actually go to bed, before i get too depressed about it...

lol i hear you
the jhahaha228;germeister party was ok but nothing to stay to long at.
now carlos santana is pushing my bad feelings :1orglaugh

The girlfriend is out on a 'girls' night.

Which probably translates into "we're out to flaunt our shit, and hopefully get nailed off some fresh cock".

All while i'm sitting here cleaning up my desktop. :1orglaugh



I might phone for an escort...

ough i hated when my gf had a "girls night"....

they get all drunk and .... (like you said)
but maybe it was only my lack in trust making it so hard for me

It's actually becoming more of a regular thing now.

It wasn't untill one night i overheard a lengthy conversation with her 'girlfriends' she goes out with that made me, let's say more uneasy about it...

nothing wrong with that...I actually think I might do the same tonite and catch up on some work

- Have a good one

we want the details

if you live together... bug your house... thats how i got rid of my bitch.. found out what girls night was really about...

i hope its not true for you, but my girl was a total whore....

but i had the last laugh when i threw all her shit in the dumpster the morning of trash pick up....

What the hell, i have nothing else to do.

Basically one night we were at a house party after being at a clubnight. I was tired, and drunk, and went upstairs to try get some needed sleep, especially since i had to drive the car back the next day at a decent hour anyway.

The girls being girls decided to gather in the hallway upstairs, and i could basically hear every word they were saying, between them being so loud, and me just next door, and not yet asleep.

I knew who was saying what by their voice. Ones who had boyfriends, and i thought were true to their boyfriends, were speaking about recent weeks when they've been out and about, and the guys they've 'picked up', and some of the details about what they then did.

This is girls who you would have swore, wouldn't cheat. I look at all of them differently now, and they know it...

I do trust her, but with friends like those, it always make you wonder, and aware...

i am gonna be getting fucking tanked, now that i have been signle for around 2 months i find myself partying alot.

drinkkkkk, drinkkkkk, drinkkkk some more.

dont trust girls period.! they are all sneaky whore bitches!

At times i miss the single life, for those reasons... :(

i would worry me too much to let her out..
i am a jealous mofo... :disgust

lol we always want what we can't have
when i had my gf for 2 years my biggest dream sometime was to be single and fuck around
now i am single for some months and im already fed up with it again:1orglaugh
i want a girl which understands me, to cuddle with, to watch movies etc...


oh lawd mercy i am one gay mofo

fuckkkk, the grass is always greener on the other side, my ex was a fucking fox, and it seems lately all i am seeing is complete sluts, but whatever i guess i will play a little bit until i find one worth dating.

But thats it, i wonder is it jeolousy ? But like i say, those bitches can't help but make you wonder.

And what if you did decide yes i am being jealous, and stop it. Then some day you find out your bitch has been fucking some other dude ?

I'd never forgive myself, let alone her... :disgust

So do i, but it's no good if we cuddle up watching a movie one night, then on a 'girls' night the following day, she's out fucking someone else. :winkwink:


:1orglaugh :1orglaugh

i always tried hard to get rid of my jealousy but couldn't...
i was so anxious about losing her to another guy...
seems like my selfesteem wasn't/isn't that good

The last time we went to a club together (2 weeks ago) she was hit on by two different guys.

Even after i told one of them off, he still tried to give her his number infront of me.

Which is partly why it's more concerning when i'm not there...

absofuckinglutley the same situation :1orglaugh

so what to do ?

punch the guy in front of her? you lose
you do nothing ? you lose
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you can't win :1orglaugh


oh man bad memories :1orglaugh

nights i couldn't sleep because there was this guy stalking her at the same party she was with her friends (who would be drunk after one beer doing crazy shit afterwards)


makes me never want it again