| Screaming_Modern_Poet |
08-08-2006 01:06 PM |
confessions of a screaming modern poet
confessions of the
SCREAMING MODERN POET
i FUCKING HATE THE STATE OF AFFAIRS. THE CRUELTY AND CORRUPTION OF THE GREAT. I HATE THE STUPIDITY OF THE MASSES. YET MOST OF ALL, I HATE THAT I SUCCUMB TO RACISM WHEN IM WEAK. cause ITS EASIER TO HATE WHEN EVERYTHING IS FUCKING HARD. I CHASE AFTER GOLD MORE OFTEN THAN GOD. I BUY LOTTO TICKETS BUT RELIGION IS A DUMMYS BET. this is my world. this is my mind. and when the drugs that dumb sneeze to succumb i hear the ANGELS AND DEMONS SCREAMING IN MY EARS. WARRING FOR THE CARCASS LEFT OF MY SOUL.
ticka tock time on the clock.. we each scream and shout, hoping noise equals existence. Heres are my final confessions - I dont know what the meaning of my life is. I dont know how.. listen to my heart .. because i worry that if i go down that path, i might not know the difference between the delusions and self hallucinations. too ashamed to pray.
except this one time, first in the longest time. Lord Savior, get us through this darkest night..
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