You ever wonder about the one that got away & wonder, what if?
 

11 years ago, when I was a student at the university, I had a female friend who I was secretly in love with. At the time, my relationship with my ex was getting more sour every day, & every day I grew more fond of my friend. I had a baby daughter with my ex, & my friend was a mother of a 2 year old & she was married. Her marriage had some downs, & often we friendly joked while drinking, about leaving our partners & taking off together. We went to a movie togeher, as friends, & it was fun, & I wanted her so badly, but did not dare say anything. Close to the close of the semester we got hammered together one night & I tried to kiss her. She told me I had to much to drink, & that it was time to go. Much later, she had a fight with her husband, & she said she was taking off to live with family, & that she was not returning to school in the fall because she was transferring. I never saw her again.

Over the last 11 years I thought about her alot. Sometimes it consumed me, wondering, what if, what if, what if.. & I wanted her so bad then, & still today think about her. So, I am bored & on myspace I found an old friend whom I havent spoken to in years, so I decide I am going to search for more old friends & I found this girl I was so deeply consumed by. I looked at her pictures, & I sent her a message, & my heart is racing..........

she probably isnt as hot as you think

if she cared about you wouldn't she have contacted you by now?

None of mine have ever "gotten away"

If they tried to leave I killed them.
It's a very effective and efficient strategy.

let us know how it goes.. very interesting to follow stories like this :)