Ok, it's official - I'm jaded!
 

Nothing really shocks me anymore and I just don't seem to care. I'm like, "Just pay me my money and I'll film whatever the hell you want." No questions asked as long as I don't end up in some jail or be called to testify.

I'm just wondering if there is a magik number of fuck films you make then you hit this stage. Or if some people never get like this. Or maybe some people start out not giving 2 shits less and end by becoming picky prudes?

Also, I don't think I will ever have a normal sex life now. Don't mis-interpret me, I've have never fucked infront of the camera and have no intention of starting. But I''m like "Fuck ok... we can try that. What the hell?" I think it tends to scare the hell out of men.

Hmmm I'm going to go pure dyke.

For a minute there I thought it was me in the photo.

Hence... your nickname? lol j/k

Well the truth about my nickname is top secret.

I could tell you.
But then I would have to kill you.

LOL

You can kill me.. It'll get me out of moving all day tomorrow :Oh crap

I was married to a very violent and abusive man.
But I learned that not all physical pain is bad.

So for me... there is one place on my body I really enjoy pain.