I dont if I should feel bad or pissed off.....
 

Its 4am here and as I am on a nocturnal clock at the moment I fancied a glass of wine. Its not a good idea to venture out here at night, the road next to mine is known locally as 'Murder Mile', but I thought I would risk it.

On the way back some guy is calling me and I ignore him, it seemed best. He catches up and tells me that his father has been taken into hospital with a stroke and that he needs to get some petrol. Can I give him 4 quid?

I said no.... Its just an instinct around here, you have to say no or you will be as poor as they are - in some areas its every few yards.....

But then I swear I saw tears in his eyes.... he was really panicing. I have a bad feeling he was genuine. Someone did me a big favour yesterday and its kind of nagging at me now, was this my way of paying it back?.... Karma?

Anyone want a loan?

Give if you can and ask when you need. And, remember, "if you never ask, you'll never get it....", My teenage motto.

its all good, i've been fooled with tears in someone's eyes in the past, and i found out they were genuine liars.

if you're into karma, next time you walk down the street and see a homeless person just toss them a few bucks

Shit happens.

shit happends fuck it

My dog got the neighbor's dog pregnant, and now they're suing me for puppy support. I can't afford the payments, their bitch of a poodle had octuplets.

Can you loan me six grand?

Reminds of the time this black bum got me saying:

"Yo man, can you help me out, my car broke down on the highway and the last white guy I asked for help called me a hahahahahaha and spit on my wife." LOL!

I gave him a few bucks...

Saw him next week at the same place and he said the same exact shit to me...LOL.