Cold..
 

Looking back at me
I see that I never really got it right
I never stop to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in things, I cannot win
You are the antidote that get's me by
something strong like a drug, that get's me high

what I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way, I am
I never meant to be so cold
I never meant to be so cold

I never meant to be,
so cold to you, I'm sorry about all the lies
maybe in a different light
you could see me stand, on my own again
cause now I can see
you are the antidote that got me by
something strong like a drug, that got me high

what I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way, I am
I never meant to be so cold
I never meant to be so cold

Nice. Is that a song or a poem? :)