fuck it would be nice if i could fucking sleep

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  • ytcracker
    stc is the greatest
    • Dec 2002
    • 12403

    #1

    fuck it would be nice if i could fucking sleep

    seriously my eyes are bloodshot as fuck ive been stressed out like a motherfuck god damnit fuck ive been up forever stop it damnit
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  • quiet
    we'll miss you our friend. RIP
    • Sep 2001
    • 25115

    #2
    brother, i am with you.
    we'll miss you our friend. RIP

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    • Repetitive Monkey
      Confirmed User
      • Feb 2004
      • 3505

      #3
      1. Take off clothes

      2. Insert body into bed

      3. Close eyes

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      • ytcracker
        stc is the greatest
        • Dec 2002
        • 12403

        #4
        Originally posted by Repetitive Monkey
        1. Take off clothes

        2. Insert body into bed

        3. Close eyes
        ok like ten minutes ago i tried this
        then my mind started racing again
        too much crap is going on right now it's like when i close my eyes the sounds and imagery in my head just get louder and more vivid

        like lucid dreaming except its so prominent it drowns out the possibility of sleeping
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        • MonsterCock
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          • Jan 2004
          • 962

          #5
          smoke a blunt, drink 3 beers you'll be out like a light.
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          • Repetitive Monkey
            Confirmed User
            • Feb 2004
            • 3505

            #6
            Originally posted by ytcracker
            ok like ten minutes ago i tried this
            then my mind started racing again
            too much crap is going on right now it's like when i close my eyes the sounds and imagery in my head just get louder and more vivid

            like lucid dreaming except its so prominent it drowns out the possibility of sleeping
            I see, I think I have had that a few times before also. I just kept working until I passed out in the chair.

            You could probably calm yourself down with some alcohol or an intensive workout.

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            • ytcracker
              stc is the greatest
              • Dec 2002
              • 12403

              #7
              Originally posted by MonsterCock
              smoke a blunt, drink 3 beers you'll be out like a light.
              last two times i smoked weed i went to the hospital

              i have some adverse reaction to it now it's really fucking retarded. i dunno if it's mentally induced or what but i get really really short of breath and my lungs feel like they are closing on me

              no idea why just one day poof
              i smoked a lot for a small period of time but i was never a real heavy or daily user just occasional but now i just stay the fuck away from it
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              • Repetitive Monkey
                Confirmed User
                • Feb 2004
                • 3505

                #8
                Originally posted by ytcracker
                last two times i smoked weed i went to the hospital

                i have some adverse reaction to it now it's really fucking retarded. i dunno if it's mentally induced or what but i get really really short of breath and my lungs feel like they are closing on me

                no idea why just one day poof
                i smoked a lot for a small period of time but i was never a real heavy or daily user just occasional but now i just stay the fuck away from it
                Panic attacks. Quiet, who just replied, has them.

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                • Paul Markham
                  Too old to care
                  • Jun 2001
                  • 52942

                  #9
                  I'm lucky to sleep 7 hours at night, go to bed at 10.00 wake at 5.00. To sleep 9 hours is a fantasy of mine.



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                  • SomeCreep
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                    • Mar 2003
                    • 26118

                    #10
                    Just stay up as long as you can. I guarantee you will fall asleep eventually.

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                    • ytcracker
                      stc is the greatest
                      • Dec 2002
                      • 12403

                      #11
                      Originally posted by Repetitive Monkey
                      I see, I think I have had that a few times before also. I just kept working until I passed out in the chair.

                      You could probably calm yourself down with some alcohol or an intensive workout.
                      i went to the gym about 12 hours ago and really fucked myself up.

                      i ached, but it didnt make me tired.

                      drinking in my current state of mental affairs probably isn't advisable, because i can't see any positive outcome stemming from drowning my problems in a bottle.

                      while that was a common practice at 15, i feel the scope of what affected me back then was infinitesimal compared to my woes of today and my current problems are more apt to be solved correctly the more i avoid intoxication.

                      however, sleep deprivation isn't really any joke either. this shit makes you feel incredibly fucked up.
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                      • mal
                        Confirmed User
                        • Dec 2003
                        • 1899

                        #12
                        Originally posted by charly
                        I'm lucky to sleep 7 hours at night, go to bed at 10.00 wake at 5.00. To sleep 9 hours is a fantasy of mine.
                        i go to bed at 10am and wake up at 5pm.

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                        • ytcracker
                          stc is the greatest
                          • Dec 2002
                          • 12403

                          #13
                          Originally posted by Repetitive Monkey
                          Panic attacks. Quiet, who just replied, has them.
                          yea. i used to get them frequently. now, not at all really. i think what my body would have previously characterized as a panic attack no longer invokes the same fear, uncertainty, and doubt within my mind anymore.

                          i have a lot of bipolar tendencies according to one shrink who i visited out of curiosity. still some remnants of childhood ADD lurking about. all in all though, i would consider myself reasonably sane. at least i can rationalize when i am thinking uncharacteristically.
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                          • Repetitive Monkey
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                            • Feb 2004
                            • 3505

                            #14
                            Originally posted by ytcracker
                            i went to the gym about 12 hours ago and really fucked myself up.

                            i ached, but it didnt make me tired.

                            drinking in my current state of mental affairs probably isn't advisable, because i can't see any positive outcome stemming from drowning my problems in a bottle.

                            while that was a common practice at 15, i feel the scope of what affected me back then was infinitesimal compared to my woes of today and my current problems are more apt to be solved correctly the more i avoid intoxication.

                            however, sleep deprivation isn't really any joke either. this shit makes you feel incredibly fucked up.
                            Ok. The reason I advised alcohol is because as for myself, I get knocked right out.

                            You should probably try to occupy your head with lighter thoughts until you either pass out or feel calmed down enough to sleep. Play a game or something, or take a walk to some friends.

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                            • ytcracker
                              stc is the greatest
                              • Dec 2002
                              • 12403

                              #15
                              Originally posted by Repetitive Monkey
                              Ok. The reason I advised alcohol is because as for myself, I get knocked right out.

                              You should probably try to occupy your head with lighter thoughts until you either pass out or feel calmed down enough to sleep. Play a game or something, or take a walk to some friends.
                              i have one of those multi-threaded minds where i can give priority to one thread for a short time but eventually my subsystem hijacks the process and reevaluates its status, thereby elevating the shit i don't want to think about back to the top of the list. i suck at managing my head effectively.

                              i've been playing gta: sa but sometimes that just frustrates me so i go around and hit cops and pedestrians with the giant dildo. the subterfuge does not last long and i return to my cyclic thinking again.

                              maybe i'll try to rainman the phonebook. that sounds boring.
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                              • kmanrox
                                aka K-Man
                                • Oct 2001
                                • 29295

                                #16
                                i take halcion to go to sleep, and sometimes valium.
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                                • quiet
                                  we'll miss you our friend. RIP
                                  • Sep 2001
                                  • 25115

                                  #17
                                  Originally posted by kmanrox
                                  i take halcion to go to sleep, and sometimes valium.
                                  what is halcion like? i thought it was going out of style....
                                  we'll miss you our friend. RIP

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                                  • Repetitive Monkey
                                    Confirmed User
                                    • Feb 2004
                                    • 3505

                                    #18
                                    Originally posted by ytcracker
                                    i have one of those multi-threaded minds where i can give priority to one thread for a short time but eventually my subsystem hijacks the process and reevaluates its status, thereby elevating the shit i don't want to think about back to the top of the list. i suck at managing my head effectively.

                                    i've been playing gta: sa but sometimes that just frustrates me so i go around and hit cops and pedestrians with the giant dildo. the subterfuge does not last long and i return to my cyclic thinking again.

                                    maybe i'll try to rainman the phonebook. that sounds boring.
                                    ADD then. If you have some friends with Ritalin or Adderral, you could ask them for a dose. It is supposed to calm down ADDers.

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                                    • kmanrox
                                      aka K-Man
                                      • Oct 2001
                                      • 29295

                                      #19
                                      Originally posted by quiet
                                      what is halcion like? i thought it was going out of style....
                                      it just makes you initially high, then your eye lids heavy, your thoughts slow down... and you sleep...

                                      when u wake up, you're not groggy...

                                      im told it can make ppl have hallucinations (during dreams?), but i reckon this is a very rare side effect as i've never had any hallucinations with this medication...

                                      a few years ago my Dr. in the USA told me to take valium to stop my racing thoughts that occur just before bedtime.... he also said to keep a notepad on the nightstand and to write down my thoughts so i could let them go for the evening and pick them up where i left off...

                                      also he said to NEVER, EVER watch TV while lying in bed... it trains your mind improperly that Bedroom is for Entertainment and NOT for sleeping...

                                      (he said sex can occur whenever tho)

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                                      • Repetitive Monkey
                                        Confirmed User
                                        • Feb 2004
                                        • 3505

                                        #20
                                        Originally posted by kmanrox
                                        also he said to NEVER, EVER watch TV while lying in bed... it trains your mind improperly that Bedroom is for Entertainment and NOT for sleeping...
                                        ytcracker: maybe the background ambience provided by a TV or a radio can help you deflect your thoughts and go to sleep.

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                                        • ytcracker
                                          stc is the greatest
                                          • Dec 2002
                                          • 12403

                                          #21
                                          i just hyper ventilated myself in the dark and acquired a couple hours after spending some more time playing gta.
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                                          • candyflip
                                            Carpe Visio
                                            • Jul 2002
                                            • 43072

                                            #22
                                            Put the straw down and step away from the pile of cocaine.

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                                            • wyldblyss
                                              Confirmed User
                                              • Nov 2003
                                              • 5779

                                              #23
                                              Go out jogging or for a brisk walk...the exercise will do you good and the fresh air will help clear your mind.

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                                              • erehwon
                                                Confirmed User
                                                • Nov 2003
                                                • 3759

                                                #24
                                                a little backround noise helps me sleep, I can't stand total silence, worse case, a couple shots of night-time Nyquil does wonders.
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                                                • Babagirls
                                                  Text Writer
                                                  • Feb 2001
                                                  • 18812

                                                  #25
                                                  your stressed??

                                                  come live in my apartment for a week and you'll wanna shot yourself in the head!!

                                                  the fuckin landlord has been "renovating" the apartment above us for 3 fuckin months now!! He starts at 6AM (EVEN ON THANKSGIVING!!!!!!!!) and doesnt stop till around 6pm. EVERY FUCKIN DAY!!

                                                  I havent had a good nights sleep for WEEKS now!!!!




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                                                  • Phoenix
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                                                    • Nov 2002
                                                    • 35475

                                                    #26
                                                    i feel for you man...i have panic attacks as well.

                                                    hope things work out for you in the matter that is stressing you out.

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                                                    • frankfortuna
                                                      Confirmed User
                                                      • Aug 2002
                                                      • 1504

                                                      #27
                                                      7.5mg of Remeron will put you in a deep sleep within 30-45 min.

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                                                      • brizzad
                                                        holla
                                                        • Jul 2003
                                                        • 11769

                                                        #28
                                                        YT, i thought you were a G..

                                                        go roll a fat blunt, and seal it with some hydrocodone syrup instead of spit = sleep for a long time

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                                                        • Nylz
                                                          Confirmed User
                                                          • Apr 2004
                                                          • 8285

                                                          #29
                                                          Originally posted by Repetitive Monkey

                                                          2. Insert body into bed
                                                          No sig.

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