Poem: I am, I am not

I'm drenced in the flood which has yet to come

I'm tied up in the prison which has yet to exist

Not having played the game of chess I'm already the checkmate

Not having tasted a single cup of your wine I'm already drunk

Not having entered the battlefield I'm already wounded and slain

I no longer know the difference between image and reality

Like the shadow

I am and I am not

you took my life tonight
lay my body in the moonlight
said that i had done you wrong
that my lust had led you on
made you think that i loved you
that you had to make me true
so you took my life tonight
lay my body in the moonlight
then you cryed for me
like you had died for me
but i was the one to die
my blood staining the knife
yes you took my life tonight
now my body rots in the moonlight
my eyes still open
my lips still parted
my skin pale and cold
as the blade that slit my throat
so now i lay here dead
no body to morn my death
cause you took my life tonight
at least you lay my body in the moonlight......

You said we're through,

The sun sets early for you.

Bloody drips,

Flesh rips.

My knees touch dirt,

I feel just like Kurt.

12 guages to my head,

Now the rats are fed.

You won't cry for me,

Nor will anybody.

No rose upon my grave,

On the stone it reads "The Bastard, Dave."