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05-08-2004 05:27 AM |
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swank Posted: May 5 2004, 11:31 PM
Uncle Spammie
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Member No.: 65
Joined: 26-September 03
I dont want any fucking sympathy nor any other bullshit.. Just venting...
Since all of you seem to think im some kind of ass or are avoiding you let me tell you what the fucking ive been through just the past 2 weeks and a bit about my life..
I never was a little rich kid spoiled by mommy and daddy, i didnt grow up in gated communities and get nice $20 bills to go out to the mall with on weekends. I was kicked out of my house at the age 13 and slept at the elementary school ground being woke up by a teacher the next day. I had an abusive father who whooped my ass, treated me and my mother like shit. I was constantly a problem child as a kid and spent many days in and out of juvy/ jail as a young and older teen. I ran with local gangs and ended up moving into east stlouis about the age of 17 with nothing, came up by making money means i wont mention.. Got into my fair share of drama and was shot at, shot, stabbed, cut, even held hostage once for 24 hours and threatened with knife cuts, cigarette burns along with a shotgun pointed at my face.. Ive had my share of fights and by no means am a little pussy so naturally i dont take kindly to shit talking punks.. Ive did time for assault with a deadly weapon, drug convictions and more things.. Setup by the DEA and more.. I live with drama daily.. Over my time ive lost many friends/family to suicide, gang drama, overdoses and more... I cant bare with what all ive been through.
About 4 weeks back a good friend of ours decided to rob another guy for $1600 cash and well over $1400 worth of something else.. Next he decides to rob 2 other friends of mine for their cd's a set of "calculators" and more.. He then robs another person we know for a laptop, tower, 2 safes, money, jewelry, vcr, stereo, sub, "hair gell.. wth..", and more... What does this have to do with me? Im in the middle as im friends with both sides so im constantly greeted from one side with pistols, gangs of people and more, being accused of "snitching" or being involved in it.. Sure your going to say "get new friends" I have all kinds of friends, you simply dont just up and abandon your crew you grew up with and ran with.. At least not where i grew up...
The past 2 weeks to start it off, I was arrested for a DWI and got into a fight with a good friend.. I next went to see Tech N9ne and partied with them, snapped pics and visited relatives that i hadnt seen in 3 years... I happened to come back in town and meet up with my ex and another whore and sold them something... The next day they denied it all... i found out they ran over my camera and all hell broke loose and i lost another screw... After this happening it happened to be one of our buddies 21st birthdays.. A good friend of mines GF came to the party and was an EX of my buddy who turned 21.. I warned him not to screw her or he would probably get his ass whooped or worse.. After he fucked her, him and another good friend (might i mention we were all highly intoxicated), beat the shit out of me while i was completely incoherent.. I was kicked into a pond and then dragged out, my 2 so called friends are both blackbelts/ airborne rangers not to mention very skilled at street fighting, no matter how hard everyone else tried to break it up we still fought.. As much as i tried i couldnt do much as i was beyond intoxicated... My friend who thinks hes doctor phil attempted some reverse psychology on me urging me to kill myself.. With all that had happened lately i was complete down and out and he even handed me a knife from which i cut my neck but someone grabbed it away before i could cut deep enough.. One of the friends kicked through the hahahahahaha of my vehicle and broke my nose rearview spewed blood all over my beamers leather, fucked my face and jaw up.. This was all when i was attempting to get my car started but couldnt as the key was bent from him throwing them..
I took off from here called my mother and a few people told them id see them in heaven and then i attempted twice to drive off 2 cliff reveans here but my vehicle wouldnt flip.. I then took 40 .5mg xanax, about 20-30 darvocet (big red), 3 40mg oxycottin, 8 oxycodone/no telling what else and went and parked in a church parking lot... Not many hours later (it was a sunday) i was awoke looking purple and red by people pounding on my hahahahahaha and i next went to the ER had to get my stomach pumped and was if i had not been saved by those people awaking me i wouldnt be here today. The doctor says im lucky to have lived and my liver is not the greatest now due to the mass amount of darvocet.. I stayed in the hospital for a bit and was about to be admitted to a treatment center.. but i declined... Not long after this i come back and attempt to get things straight, find a nice chick to get with, turns out shes nothing but a whore.. go through drama nightly from her and my buddies GF (they are both little hoes now). I end up having to run from the police multiple times recently.. One of my vehicles is flagged, I dont have a drivers license now and just a hardship (not even that yet). Im facing jail time possibly for other issues.. I just had 2 good friends get divorced, the wife busted for distribution.. The other night I had someone follow me home and park close to my house so i went on a 2 hour long chase with my sawed off in my lap, confronted them and they ran off like pussies... Of course cops get called and i have to evade them once again... Im owed money by a few close friends here.. This is just the start, its got more worse and still gets worse.. I could hahahahaha a book on all of the drama ive been through in my life.. Ive not lived a silver spoon life, ive had to come up on my own and buy my own things.. I didnt have mommy and daddy buying me shit like most of these spoiled little brats.. Hell i never even paid for net access in my life until i got cable.. I had to learn all i knew about pc's from reading and was lucky to have an uncle get me into them....
Im not going to be around much lately, im not in the best moods and im sick of the smart ass fucking kiddies on this board, in real life and others who start shit.. I dont give a fuck about my language or talking back, im not a bitch and wont be treated by one, esp by some punk ass kids.. I dont fucking "shit" on peoples threads.. I make observations any intelligent person would make, and most of you mistake them as "shitting". Alot of you have no idea how some of these kids here are IRL or outside of the board.. Sure stick by a kid in a mans suit here but venture elsewhere and youll see the man in huggies and a playschool bib...
For those of you that ever saw me youd think i had not the slightest clue about computers and i laugh at the pocket protector nerds or prep type guys who challenge my knwledge IRL.. Doubt me all you fucking want this is all FACTS of my life and is only a quarter of what someone who has trully came up has been through...
To those of you who wanted a fucking complete run down there you are? Happy? I normally wouldnt be posting this kind of personal crap but lately it seems idiots are attempting to put a bad image to my name and business and attempting to accuse me of being illegitimate, making FAKE logs about me, posing as me and more......
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