Do you ever feel like nobody gets it but you?
 

And before you know it, you've become too honest and real with yourself and other people cannot handle it. And you come to realize that nobody is worth anything and you should'nt share the same air with them so you stay home and bury your nose in your work and only come up for air once in a great while to get hit in the face with this reality once more.

And you mull over picking up the telephone and reaching out, to try to ease this loneliness, but you know, deep inside, that the interaction won't quite stand up to your expectation, and they'll be shallow, putrid monkeys and meatholes with nothing to offer but superficiality and you won't be able to play along and what will occurr is a one-sided clash within yourself. All of this and you decide you'd rather not take the chance and go through all that one more time.

And you realize that you can never really fit in with anyone, because it will always come down to the fact that you have to put a front, a mask on when you're around people and lower your intelligence level and pretend like the little things matter to you. And you've become too real with yourself and you have too much pride, so you're constantly aware of this social requirement to do this but are too stubborn to do it.

I suppose this is what makes mad genius hermits the way they are.

ftw.

sorry didn't read it all but nice long post you have there.

Thanks for adding a nice little touch of irony.:winkwink:

I read it, fully understand what your saying, yet was afraid to respond because we may bond and odds are you will not live up to my expectations and I would be let down once again.

Get out of my head, dammit.