I Get Depressed After Fucking on Camera!!
 

I don't know what it is, but I get pretty depressed right after blowing two loads, and my hardcore model walks out the door. A lot of you don't actually perform, but let me tell you, it ain't easy physically or emotionally. I guess turning 40 made me want something different than banging a bunch of 20 year olds. Don't get me wrong, the act itself is great, it's just right after that really sucks.

I'll fill in for you for a few days if you want. lol

Unless I'm with someone I love, I always feel a bit down right after sex.

Its what I call 'cumming' to your senses.

I know what you mean... you need a steady girl. I no longer fuck my girls

I wish that's what I will be doing when I hit 40....

I feel depressed when I'm not fucking.

I feel depressed reading about your whining :(

Sweet,

I know, but it's really hard to find someone steady when you are doing this, unless they are in the biz. And I haven't really found a model I've wanted to date.

You're right, I should hire a stunt cock, but I just HATE to pay money for a shoot and NOT be able to fuck her...lol

I went thru that so many times and I'm happy there's others out there. It's hard not to get attached to the certain models... but I've realized this year that you can't mix business with pleasure. You gotta seperate the 2.

Take your meds. :1orglaugh

you could smoke crack right after they leave it should cheer you up

thats biology... after cumming... the libido drops for a minute or 2!

so if the chick was not too good looking... she'll be even worst after the libido droped! :1orglaugh

Have you tried having your favorite food after sex? I like cookies.

Try working as an undertaker!

I totally know how you feel. I feel like that right now....

Ok, meds, cookies, crack... good, I'll try that.

Would you get depressed after this shoot?

http://www.hotamateurmpegs.com/julia_monique1.html

or be depressed you weren't involved?

or just happy to take part?

Please send me an 18 year old to suck my cock! you should not be depressed

hmmmm.

maybe you should switch to 20 year old boys?

if thats you in that shot, you need to hit the tanning bed, and if you are already, loose the tighty whitys, when you do it.

You need to get away from those teeny babies and find yourself
a couple of nice, plump thirty-somethings. After the shoot, tickle
and play for a few minutes. It probably sounds silly to the more
machismo among us, but it will really work. Play is good therapy.

:1orglaugh :1orglaugh

Watch Dax's negative comments on all my Posts. He is a loyal SoBe supporter who sides with guys like him. Enough said.

I'm gonna post my negative posts until your pussy self appologizes for talking shit, shit that you know is a lie..

About erik.. i dont give a fuck .. You well know who I side with.. and you well know who knows me and knows how I am..

PUSSY!

Lying sack of shit!

jesus, cry me a fucking river......

sex without affection can be a real downer, yes...

darnit, you're still young and handsome, what the fuck do you know? lol

That is the gayest thing I have ever read !

i can't say i quite know how you feel, never fucking some random girl on camera or off. any intimacy i engage in is with someone who isn't leaving right after its done, but at any rate, i applaude you for speaking how you feel, and how im sure many others have felt but said nothing out of fear of 'not looking like a real man'. get a real relationship, being happy should be what life is all about. get out of the biz if need be. sometimes ppl change.

There is a difference in sex and intimacy. Even though I love the sex that I have with men, I miss intimacy. Is it enough to stop fucking? Hell no! The enjoyment that I get from sex is more than enough to conteract my emotional let down with not having intimacy.

However, I do have a close group of friends that I am "intimate" with, and not just sexually. I get together with them at least once a month, and its usually "Stacy needs physical and emotional cuddling" and I get it :-)

But, it is hard to find good datable people in this industry.

I just did a video earlier today where I got a nice blowjob and ballsucking session...I could barely keep hard....

Porn has definitely taken a toll on my "regular" sexlife....

It's good that you're keeping it professional.

Unless you fuck on camera, you'll never understand. I perform in all of my shoots, did 150 Magazine layouts, 20 movies, and 100 internet shoots as well - and I think I can help you. Most people don't understand Porno at all, and that's OK, because if they did, it would take away from the mystique of it all and we ALL would be unemployed.
I cannot tell you what to do, nor am I qualified to give you advice, because I'm not sure of all of your circumstances. But, I can tell you what has worked for me. Take what you need, discard the rest for later use.
I've tried to establish a core group of REAL people that I can relate to, that are posetive influences, and I hang with those people as much as posible. I keep my work seperate from my personal life, and never date models that I fuck on camera. All probs in my biz are result of not doing the previous. Keep regular hobbies, interests, sports & meetings outside the porn biz and value them. Go to social events right after you shoot, you are probably the only one there that didn't go there to get laid... and that makes you more attractive to women. Make excuses to spend as much time with your family as posible, after hanging with porn chicks - they will be the most incredible people that you have ever met.

ICQ me.

If you need all that just to do a job, is the job worth doing?

Maybe you should ask the models to cuddle with you after.

Maybe they'd even like it. . . .

All what? That was my life before porn, during porn and better be the same after porn. Nothing should change except my bank account.

You made it sound like a very structured coping mechanism, just to get through a week fucking young models.

stop bitching .... your 40 and banging 20 year olds .. im 19 and i dont even get to bang 20 year olds !

That's just what helps me cope with the normal world and keeps me sane. Never saw why it should'nt work here. Only problem I've ever had with my personal code is when I faltered from it.

He's right, another VERY IMPORTANT THING TO REMEMBER!!! Watch how quickly your friends slap you when you cry on thier shoulder about how shitty your "fucking girls half your age and getting paid for it" job is.

oh shut up you cry baby...

waa waa i just fucked a hot bitch.. great now im gonna go kill myself wwaaa waaa

like honestly :321GFY


go buy a fucking corvette and cry how much you spent on it.. dont cry about you fuck girls and get all depressed

virgin

Hmmmmm, Dugmor doesn't seem to have this problem.

Maybe fish hooks are the answer?

lololololol I love the responses on this thread. They go from serious to hysterical.

I ain't crying, I love what I do. I just thought it would make a good post (actually revealing what it feels like sometimes.)

I'm new to this board, but GFY is a riot!

I'm depressed from looking at those speedo tanlines.

:uhoh

I'm in Miami, I'm tan. Let me tell you, it would look 10x's more ridiculous if i had a tan line from my waist to my knees....