I no longer have the energy :(
 

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I mow and rake the lawn or just invent some work outside the house and then I have new energy.

Today I stayed inside; but scrubbed a wood floor and hallway.

The less time I have to post, the more energy I have.

Hmmmmmmmm.

:)

Yo mamma!

:1orglaugh

You're strong enough to show weakness (and on this merciless place!) . . . We love you, sarettah.

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Mowing gives you energy? I absolutely hate it. I've been trying to slowly replace my grass with other stuff over the years (pavers, decks, swimming pool, vegetable garden, etc) and i've cut down my mowing time in half.

I get the energy after kicking some motherfucker's ass when needed. Anger brings the energy if you intent to act and get what you need

Electrifying.

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that's awesome. yea i do one home improvement thing a day. installed solar lights last week around the property. created some walking paths with pavers over the weekend. i gotta get out of the house or i'll never see your mama sunbathing next door :1orglaugh

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Yes but anger is not something what you can use on regular bases :1orglaugh

Where do you live?? Inside a videogame??

I do a ton of DIY shit nowadays, home reno, house work, yard work, and especially working on my cars. I enjoy doing this stuff.

Really anything to get away from the computer :Oh crap

you need to read Fight Night by Toews. not about physical fighting, just fighting to stay strong and alive and laughing at sorrow and fuckery and never giving up



I suck at housework, laundry is the worst. wish I could blame the mess on my cats but easily 90% of it is me

my best friend here comes over everyday and sweeps and scoops the cat litter before I can even get to it. at 8am I am NOT in cleaning mode. we're not even sleeping together, just vibe really well


:2 cents::2 cents::2 cents:


there's violent anger and then there is anger that keeps up fighting to stay alive. a quote from the book mentioned:

we are small things and we must learn to fight. inner struggles the best way to paraphrase


@S you and your girl can visit me any time. we can go down to the beach and swim and chill and watch the pelicans play and forget the world has gone insane. I end up falling asleep on the couch most nights anyway reading. can't work right now anyway cuz pretty beaten up by a jobless dude I offered to hire to manage my twitter. I loathe social media, and psychos with untreated mental illness

if you leave this place it would be so much poorer for it

worst decade of my life thus far and I'm not giving up. so fight ffs <3

just choose your battles wisely, which I know you can do

Well that stinks.

Sorry Sarretah

try juicing fruits and veggies. maybe wheatgrass in the morning

heard that! :thumbsup

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Yeah I'm fucking batman :rasta

well also you have sex, sleep, food, gym and inspiration comes from dreams about your greatness you'll get once and forever :clown:winkwink: you know this feeling ??

I'm putting up a wood fence so I can't see...

Yo mamma!

:1orglaugh

Roofing : Worse job ever.
I never felt so free while doing it because I was off the computer!

I tore off shingles and them picked them up off the ground and put them in the dumpster.
No guess work, no figuring it out, no wonder if it's working and most of all :

No mofo emailing me after the job for support.


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I see what you did there. To be fair, this was a vague thread.

Am with you bro haha

However training, running do gives me energy.

I get new energy from saving animals, spending time with animals, working in the nature, switch off all devices and go back to what really counts.

I envy you're being so balanced man and close to nature but sorry not my style :eyecrazy

For sure there is not the one solution that fits for all of us. Everybody needs to find out, what is best... but switching off internet sometimes...is good for all of us...

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