Honor
 

I have been told I have none. I do everything for myself. I posion society with drugs, I posion them with porn, I do everything for myself, I have no honor towards productive life. What the fuck are they trying to sell me? I am just trying to fucking survive. Some people look at shit totally fucked up.
Porn slangers have honor.. what the fuck are they trying to sell me?

:sleep stop imitating fletch.. it makes no sense.

Well it doesnt make sense to me, so that makes two of us. People have cut me down for reasons I don't understand

I cant even post here the shit that burns me alive. I can't talk about it. They are right. I get drunk and gome to this fucking message board on the computer to ease tension. Tension I can't even fucking talk about. There is no honor in the shit I do, the motherfuckers are rightt

Nice Kenny !

death before dishonor ? yes please

hunh?

well maybe its because you don't really know what "honor" is.

i think, honor is doing something, such as living your life style in a manner in which you truly feel that you are a productive member of society trying to do whats right.

well, in your particular case, if you see spreading drugs and porn as honorable, then you have honor!

but, if within your mind that you feel drugs and porn are not the "greatest" thing to do, then you have no honor because you still continue to live your life in such a manner.

thats how i see it :)

sweety...
honor is a beutiful thing...don't condemn it ...
there is a reason why I have freedom of speech ..god love the men who have given it to me!!! I know I sure do..and damn if I don't like to see them in there uniform too..!

what does this guy have to do with me?

man i wish you guys would see pass this board personality.

mr thumbs, wanna talk on the phone? ill prove to you im nothing like this act here.

i got a sweet voice, you game?

:1orglaugh

bumping david banner - might get you wig split.

:glugglug

FUCK ALL THE HATERS....


FUCK EM!

'coming down screamin out the southside's the shit, keep my name of your lips, you don't know me bitch, plus this gun lay right on my hip, busting slugs at yo bitch ass.'

love this mississippi gangster shit.

:glugglug

I could not said it better myself!!!

Dammm i think our friend needs a breack or get some sleep or take a vacation...
Hang in there buddy.... Tomorrow is a other day!
At least you have a Job and money coming in... be proud of what you have accomplished and look fw for sucess in the futur
Hard work, pain in the ass ,stress, patience = sucess!

Your absolutely right, I can't believe I let them fuckers hammer down on my shit. What you said is the same thing people that are in my home are tellin me now. Those people trying to play me down are just ignorant.

I apologize GFY for this fucked up thread I am drunk and was pissed

personally, i feel theres a part of me that doesn't have any honor. because i have a lot of "ideas" i believe in, and one of them is "keepin it real" or "stayin true", living your life the way you feel you should... and i don't... because (i'll probably get flamed for this), but, beacuse of how i've grown up, how i was raised, how i see the world, i don't think i should be contributing to porn (im a designer)...

and yet i do it anyways, because i need the money. but, i COULD just stop, and try to make money through mainstream, or any other job, but i dont because im lazy and on the surface i just dont give a shit. but deep down its something i know, for myself, shouldn't do.

everyone has vices, that is one of mine.

Not a flame here, but that must suck. If you truly feel that you are doing the wrong thing by producing porn related designs, then I strongly reccomend that you come up with an exit plan, and begin executing it as soon as it is financially reasonable to do so. It would truly suck knowing that you're doing something for 8-16 hours a day that you personally feel is wrong.

Me, I have no problem doing what I do (shooting exclusive content, creating porn designs, and working/managing traffic). I love the form of the human body (well, women that is), I feel that sex is a great thing, and respect my models and the content I work with completely. Yeah, I am making money from guys who are paying to jerk off to images of women *shrug*. I do it with honesty and integrity, which is something that at least 30% of most folks can't say, even in the mainstream world.

The skills used in the porn industry apply directly to the mainstream world. Anyone selling porn can sell a microwave oven or a computer system, can market a toaster or anti-bacterial drug, can manage the books for a small business, and can manage accounts with a larger one. Use your skills in a profession that you have no guilt about; it's worth it falling asleep at night without guilt or resentment.

Best of luck to ya.