Crap
 

I think me and my girl just broke up. I kinda feel like jumping outta the window or something, but I think I'll just go drinking instead. Fuck.

Sorry to hear that, what happened?

If you don't know, give it time. I have been letting myself get all sorts of paranoid over my new girlfriend, and it just isn't worth it. React to what you *know*, not what you think.

sorry to hear man, hope things work out.

What I know doesn't exactly make it better. Relationship deteriorating over the past year and a half, have "tried to make it work" countless times, failed.
To make matters worse, there's no alcohol in the house.

Dude, the last thing you need is to get shitfaced. Can we say "depressant". What do you suppose that does when you're already depressed...

Listen, I know it looks bad. I can see it too, from your posts on here. The thing is, everything always looks the worst possible when you get in that mindset. Whatever it is, it isn't as bad as it looks to you right now. Don't let yourself hang out in the mental place where things just get worse. Relax, do something harmless and fun, and wait to see what happens.

Well, it was bound to happen. However, after three years I now just want to indulge in feeling like crap, listening to melodramatic music and consuming large amounts of alcohol for a while.

hmm you'll get over it, I love being single... altho it get's lonely once in a while, i got 2 of my friends that are married and it's not as great as it sounds

Update: things are good again. She read this post, called me up at 4:30 am and we kinda worked things out again. Got some talking to do, but hopefully that'll work out for the best :glugglug

If you read this: I love you dear :winkwink:

GFY heals relationships. Holy fuck.

is the same girl you keep breaking up with?

dude, end it already.