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Originally Posted by Donny
(Post 19863927)
Ran across an old playlist that brought back memories. Normally, I'd text that line to my brother, and he'd know exactly what I was referring to, but he died earlier this year at age 36, so I've gotta settle for GFY.
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Originally Posted by PR_Glen
(Post 19864660)
sorry to hear about your brother man. What happened?
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Originally Posted by Donny
(Post 19864798)
He choked on his own vomit. Senseless death. He was at my mom's house, she went out to run errands, and came home to find him dead on the floor.
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I take it that your brother died from drug abuse (in the past you described him as in-and-out of jail, wanting to fuck all of your models, and a meth addict), in which case I agree that his death was rather senseless.
http://img2.moonbuggy.org/imgstore/e...s-some-too.jpg
Not only is it sad that you lost your brother so senselessly, but also that you have no one in your Christian community that can console you, so you just had to post an N-word song title on a porn board, and ask GFY who wrote the song.
Google is your friend, but I'm guessing that you weren't really interested in the answer, just in getting your foot back in the GFY porn door (I didn't know the answer off hand, so I Googled the title, and finding the answer was as easy as Eazy-E).
I recall that you posted in the past that your uncle (the twin brother of your dad the preacher), died from drug abuse (meth specifically) too:
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Originally Posted by Donny
(Post 4833398)
At age 50, my dad's twin brother passed away. There hasn't been a coroner's report or autoposy yet, but we all know it was the methamphetamine that killed his heart.
My dad and my uncle were very close, as twins usually are, although the drugs had made him a different person.
My dad had set up a small travel trailer on his property for my uncle to live in. These last few months my uncle would come and go at odd hours, be gone for days on end, and no one would know where he was. Four days ago my uncle said he was going to Redding and that so-and-so was giving him a ride. The next morning no one saw him get up. No one answered his door. My dad and another uncle assumed that he'd left for Redding in the middle of the night, as he often did.
But late last night (3 days later) my dad started smelling something very disgusting. At first he thought it was my uncle's trash can. But when he got close to the trailer he could look through the windows and see THOUSANDS of flys.
I can't imagine what it must feel like to find your twin dead and swollen from three days of sitting in the heat of the summer, locked inside a hot trailer.
I was very close to my Uncle Ronnie. I love him very much. My heart is breaking. I can't believe how sad it is to see a great person change so much because of a stupid chemical substance. He died SO young.
My heart also breaks for my cousins, his children. They were all he had. Their mother abandoned them at a young age and then died herself. They were SO close to their father.
OH MY FUCKING GOD THIS HURTS. I HATE CRYING.
And I can't fucking understand WHY I'm on GFY posting this shit either.
FUCK!!!
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Donny, I'm curious why don't you make your mission helping people with substance abuse problems instead of doing your anti-porn gig, since your own uncle, and your little brother both died from drug abuse (meth) related issues?
Plus, trying to raise a bunch of children in a Christian way, while doing your salacious dog and pony porn tour in churches seems a bit incongruous, and could even lead the children to be as screwed up as you think you were/are, and some of the drug addicted men in your family are/were (despite being surrounded by devout Christians like yourself and your preacher dad constantly trying to save them).
It's clear that you still have a great deal of remorse about your involvement in porn, and your past lifestyle as a pervert and cuckold, etc, and you claim to currently be sexually abstinent, and even unable to remember the last time you had sex (that's usually the time I can remember best, especially if it's been more than a few days), so seriously, why not focus your energy on helping people like those in your family that have died because of meth/drug abuse, instead of hanging around GFY posting pix of your dogs and trying to convince a bunch of pornographers what a great father you are?
I'm guessing that you like the attention and notoriety that you get from your fellow Christians being the bad ex-pornographer (wink). Meanwhile you still get to hang out with your old porn buds here at GFY. Best of both worlds for you, and it fits in with your Jesus-complex (remind us again how Jesus hung out with the sinners and the whores to rationalize your continuing porn infatuation).
In any case, I'm sorry for your loss. My Mother died from Lupus when I was 26 (my Grandmother also died in her early 40's from the disease), so I've made it a point to donate and raise money, and be active in supporting research into scientific treatments/cures, and educating the general public about the disease, as a way to remember them and to pay tribute to their life and memory, and in the hope that others need not die so senselessly.
:stoned
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