Wow. Just WOW!
 

I know you guys are thinking, "Garce, you're fucking insane! Its not that bad, dude!" Most of you just think I'm nuts. I'm cool with that, but...

A bunch of you have actually phoned me. Note to self: Do NOT ever post personal information on the internet. I`m trying to be pissed off and destructive, and I have people calling me, leaving messages, and offering support. Fucking confused, I am...

Baddog, you are the one person I respect the most here at GFY. I`ve followed you for a very long time, and I`ve always enjoyed reading your posts - particularly your stories about your kids (your son! and Buddy!) I apologize for going nuts on you for no reason. Fuck, I feel so bad right now... Baddog, you are a very visible target at GFY that I had no right to attack. After all these years, I had no right. You`ve been good to me.

I`m so sorry. I do love the pics of your kids, your dog, and your travels. I always read the stories of your adventures, and, well... I don`t even know who I am anymore...

Just don`t call me anymore (I am NOT referring to Baddog now! You guys mean well, but please don`t call me anymore... ) People from GFY are calling me and offering support and I don`t know how to deal with it. I just get rude and mean. Bunch of fucking pornographers trying to help somebody they never met...

I`m supposed to be going into rehab on Monday - I WISH I was there now (Canadian socialist medicare even puts lunatics like me on a six month waiting list - but its been 18 fucking months so far. Oh - and I still have to pay extra for insurance out of my Provincial income taxes.) Maybe Monday someone will call me... Or maybe I`ll just have to wait. Again... Forever...

I wish I was a Sri Lankan refugee: The Canadian Government would hand over free medicine, training, housing, dental... and then send out press releases to Michael Moore telling him how fucking friendly we are. Ok, so that`s nuts. Refugees get better benefits than tax-paying Canadians. I know. I`ve been fucking waiting... and waiting... And then Bono or Bob Geldof could write a song about Canada saving the world, while actual tax-paying Canadians are told to Go Fuck Themsleves, and are left to die in a confusing fucking nightmare.

Crazy = me. Baddog, I am seriously sorry. Maybe in a couple months I can relax and enjoy your pics again. But I am really, truly, sorry for my behaviour.

BTW - If our commie Canadian Government postpones my medical appointment (again) - can someone get me out of this joke of a country. I`d like to have the option to pay for medical care if I need it.

And I fucking need it. Bad. Real bad, and right fucking now. I am fucking nuts I realize this. Unfortunately for me, Canada has no fucking interest in helping me. They keep sending me fucking home!

I`m signing off - and hopefully I won`t back for awhile. But I won`t hold my breath.

If you see me post here again tomorrow, just come up to Toronto and shoot me in the fucking face. I am done. Finished.

Goodnight, Mrs. Calabash - wherever you are.

garce = mindwaste

I'm reminded of a song .........

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What's the rehab intended to counter?

Mindwaste might be fucking delusional, but at least he makes SOME sort of sense.

Take care of yourself dude. Good luck.

you are not going to last long adult domain seller.

Best of luck,we all have our demons

Glad to see you're getting the help you need, despite the long wait.

I'll call you to see if there is anything I can do.

Oh, wait...

But seriously, good luck!

good luck and all the best :thumbsup

As they say, they first step to recovery is admitting there is a problem. I was a little taken aback by the sudden attitude change, but I can handle it. I am not going to write off 11 years over a couple of weird posts.

If Canada fucks with you, come for a visit. I am sure the docs here will be willing to help you depart with a few bucks, and who knows, maybe it will help. You have a place to stay.

Good luck.

what medical help do you need? I can look into it as I have connections in "medical tourism" business.

whats your phone #/

Good luck Garce, I hope you get the medical help soon. Our medical system in this country can be a bit fucked at times but hopefully it works out.