Freedom .. and decisions.. tips and need some advice
 

The past year +++ taught me something.. I love being free.. My ex was a huge pile of chains on me and I've not ever let a woman be that on me, before.. and being employed I've only done it once for three months. That was chains on me, too.

Well I have been talking with this new woman. She is half italian, amazing face, from the east coast with the east coast accent that murders me, amazing cook, very high income, 5'1 / 110 with D cups, long hair --- and now she finds out I will have to have a housegirl for now since I will not be able to drive, and because I just need one .. And she doesn't want to talk because of it.

Hell. She knew I like to have a house girl Since we started talking. Well we're extremely attracted to each other - like tractor beam - but I have learned my lesson. I will give up anything for freedom.

You know I have had some hard times. I've almost been killed- several times. I've lived poor and I've had money. But I have never been a drain on society, cheated anyone or anything like that.

How many of you can say that you've not had anyone to answer to since age twelve? I quit school at that age and haven't had to work or anything else. And I've had some nice automobiles and hell I had my own house at fifteen. I've had some of women most of you will never dream of (ever if you have 1000 porn girls and all of that) and wouldn't believe I've had if I told you

Well

Sigh

I am at the end of how I can be how I've been. I have to either man up and start hustling something that's not two bit OR I have to become a criminal. When I was younger I was a criminal and I lived well. I never got caught because I am not greedy and I'm extremely careful.

The thing is - quick money NEVER lasts - no matter how much you try to invest or save it. It's like it is cursed. Or IS it? Maybe I was just too young, before. Maybe now I would put the money right and not have to do it forever.

My only problem is drinking. No drugs. And I can handle women (except there have been three.. that have gotten to me. After the first it was 5 years till it happened. After that one it was two.)

I'll ramble some more later, just took my last Adderall and want to write my last coherent lucid thoughts while I can still articulate anything I'm thinking :1orglaugh

Oh and fucking don't ever buy entrust
Jesus it was between 30 and 100 something all of the time ... after I bought it the damned thing plummeted that next year to $2

Maybe I am cursed .. lol

LOL you talk like you should be respected.

Your last girlfriend had to provide for you.

You got a DWI the other day after driving recklessly at twice the legal limit, both speed and BAC.

You are a mess, plain and simple.

Stop talking to girls. Stop drinking. Fix your life because you keep waiting for someone else to do it but they won't.

I sympathize with what you are saying, and frankly... sometimes it is just better to be free... I have found that most people often do not appreciate what you give to them, and very few respect or understand the life of an internet marketer. My advice to you would be BREAK THE TIES, live FREE, do what you WANT, when you want.

In terms of investments... GET OUT OF THE STOCK MARKET.. it is a casino, based upon the whims of a few Wizards at the Federal Reserve.

If you want to SAVE your money, SAVE it in GOLD, or silver. Personally I favor silver at this time because it is INSANELY undervalued. But let me remind you, only take DELIVERY of physical. Get your money out of the "ELECTRONIC" form and into tangible, liquid assets. Silver, gold, platinum palladium.

If you want more info on this stuff msg me but the most straightforward site I've found to examine the market is comparesilverprices.com

Just try to stay healthy, and remind yourself that no matter how much you save and invest.... a debilitating medical condition can not only wipe that all away, but also leave you bankrupt. Your health is #1. It seems clearly that this girl does not at the time have the capacity to adapt to your needs for a female helper.... and it is causing you undue strain. Stress is a silent, but deadly killer.

Cheer up mate, the world is your playground.

Well. You don't matter, because you do not listen. I already said that I was nowhere near any other vehicles and when I was I slowed down and got way over while passing them to avoid being near them. I've also said repeatedly that I took care of her when she got sick- financially and otherwise. Also I said that I picked up a dui and NOT a dwi. I am a mess- but- when did I ever say I wanted someone to fix my life for me??

Yeah. To hell with stress. If I had a portfolio, it'd include hard silver, for sure. Fuck gold - I have to pay for it in USD - and I believe that the price in USD could go way down for awhile. In the end the USD price of gold will not matter, because one ounce of gold will be wort an infinite amount of dollars (already is, really.)

Putting my health first is GREAT advice. When my ex left I didn't eat or sleep maybe literally one time per week. I was always driving. Or in a casino. Or somewhere having a blowjob. Or driving some more. Or playing poker. Coffee and cigarettes constantly. I could have given myself a stroke and then where would I be. To top it all off I managed to pick up a case due to the frustration of it all.