Update from thread made in 04 by Phogirl about guy who thought he was going to die
 

I made a thread back in 2004 about a guy I was seeing who couldn't get it up (my previous nick was phogirl). Thread is here https://gfy.com/showthread.php?t=3335...ght=actionlove

I was perplexed because the guy I was seeing thought he was dying because he couldn't get hard. His way of curing it was to order these nonsense pills from a site called Actionlove.com

Here is part of the original post

"He claims that the combination of not having sex till such an old age, too much maturbation and extreme weight lifting is causing him to DIE. He says that it somehow caused his blood to not diffuse properly, and a bunch of other stuff I have to admit I don't really understand. He gets all of his medical info from this site and claims it's somewhat helping to reverse the damage already done.

To me it's just all bullshit and that guy is not a real doctor. But this guy claims that this is the only man who understands what he is going through.

He claims that his "penis is broken", and that he "can't get it up", and he can't ejaculate anymore. He is constantly tired and has severe headaches, and as a result of this he even dropped out of college completely. He already spent over 1k on brain scans, and tests, but the doctors can't find anything wrong with him. He claims western medicine doesn't work, and he only believes in Chinese medicine and this crazy Dr Lin from http://www.actionlove.com

He is convinced that he has the same symptoms as Bruce Lee and that he will die. He says it has something to do also with too much masturbation, it weakened his body to the point where he can't recuperate, so now his penis stopped working. He also told me he can "mess around" with girls but he can't ejaculate. This has caused me to think that it's a psychological problem and not physical.

From my opinion (as a non-doctor) I think he has some mental problems, but I could be wrong. This is a guy that I have been having a crush on for the longest longest time, but I never knew he had "issues" like this.

He also told me that he even tried fucking hookers and having tons of one night stands now, to "test" if he can get it to work again. This all happened in the last 12 months... "

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So it's 2011 now and after we broke (back in 2007) up this guy became homeless for two years (he was unable to support himself). Mutt was right he said the guy was schizo. After being homeless he moved back home and was INSTITUTIONALIZED for paranoid schizophrenic. He was starving himself and burying his food in the backyard and thought he was chased by the CIA or something weird about the CIA and FBI.

No one knew he was crazy because he acted normal most of the time. He's probably more normal than me in terms of "acting" normal, having friends etc. However, the stress of being homeless caused him to go into psychosis and he became REALLY mental afterwards. He was institutionalized more than once and is on meds now.

I'm looking for the point of your post .......................


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and what do you want to say by this? that you make poor choices in picking your boyfriends?

My dick works great, please post your current photo.


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:1orglaugh:1orglaugh

The mystery is solved; he is MENTALLY ILL. I never knew for certain when I was with him. It explains the reason why he thought he was going to die. At the time I thought perhaps he was right; that perhaps he was going to die afterwards.

A lot of posters at the time were wondering what was wrong with him. Now we know. He is mentally ill.

A lot of people at the time were wondering what was wrong with him. They thought perhaps he could have been mentally ill but it was never confirmed. He's been diagnosed professionally. I guess that was my point.

trust me - no one from back then still wondered or even remembered until this post - and even now i see very low chances for this

I am also mentally ill...

I like being mentally ill (& poo...)

There is such a thing as sexual exhaustion, he was probably suffering from that which drove him crazy.

Which would make this the op's fault.


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Drove himself crazy to the point where he starved himself almost to death because he thought his food was poisoned?

Plus thought the CIA, FBI and people at his work were all conspiring to kill him?

That's what it eventually led to. He was forcibly institutionalized by the state... Sounds more than sexual exhaustion to me.

He is diagnosed with this condition for life and receives SSI now from the government (disability money).

No, he thought he was going to die before he met me already. He claimed it was he didn't have sex. He would order pills from this weird site and read it for hours; actionlove.com Btw, later on used MY money to spend $300 at a time on quack herb pills from that website.

It's clearly a quack site but he worshipped this doctor and would spend 10 hours a day reading this stuff.

Sounds like you were dating cam girls

I thought it was a creative way of spamming the actionlove.com link :upsidedow

from some of the stuff you've posted over the years, you might want to see if you have some kind of mental illness too.

I had a roommate that was paranoid schizophrenic and I knew another guy in which I now believe is borderline paranoid schizophrenic. It's often hard to "know" unless you spend a lot of time with that person or if you are present during a "breakdown" or whatever it may be called. As an outsider, it's totally bizarre watching everything happen and only makes sense after the fact.

From his site -

I have termed sex-stress induced problems as sexual exhaustion symptoms or post sex-induced traumatic stress disorders, similar to post stress traumatic disorders. At the sexual exhaustion state, stress induces a high level of norepinephrine and its resulted inflammatory hormone prostaglandin E2 in the nervous system and blood circulation. Chronic excitation of the nervous systems leads to nervous deformation (or plasticity); and the symptoms become chronic for the patients with post sex-induced traumatic stress disorders. The symptoms or disorders include eye floater, ear ringing, short or no memory (Alzheimer?s disorders where I have avoided the term ?diseases? since we cannot claim our products can cure diseases according to the FDA?s guidelines), mind scattering or abstainedness, mood swing, manic bipolar, depression, anxiety, stress, chronic fatigue and tiredness, unusual or excessive sweating, hot flushes (menopause symptoms for men and women), resting leg or hand syndromes (Parkison?s syndromes where I have avoided the term ?diseases? since we cannot claim our products can cure diseases according to the FDA?s guidelines), migraine headaches, hangover, sleeping disorders (including insomnia) vertigo, premature aging, body pain, arthritis, flu-like symptoms, easy to catch cool or to become allergic, weak neuroimmune, and etc.. After studying my personal and readers? experiences, I have developed nutraceutical formulas to deal with the problems and reverse the nervous plastic problems for drug and sex abusers since 1997.

Irrationally thinking you're going to die is a pretty big red flag. You dated him anyway?

I wish I was crazy so people would pay me to sit around and be crazy... that's what's wrong with society, should have let him starve himself

That's not my site. You may think you are smart but you are not. There are people on here that know of my history. I have posted about this guy back in 2006-2007 (with the same history, using my money to order from that site and stealing from me). I can post old threads if you would like.

Here is one where he stole from me

https://gfy.com/showthread.php?t=712101

And she got in a second plug :1orglaugh

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interesting.. I think I remember the thread from ages ago...

It's not my site. Mutt remembers the story. He was the one who guessed correctly that the guy was mentally ill way back then.

He stole from me remember? You posted in that thread too, about him stealing my hard drives and then selling it on Craigslist... It was the same guy who spit in my face... Remember?

Yea, I know about your roommate. You mentioned him before and that he was schizo. Not only did I date him but we lived together and I financially supported him. I think you posted in here https://gfy.com/showthread.php?t=712101
I can't find the thread I made about spitting in my face but I remember you posted in there.

LOL, no I don't remember, but I'll commend your memory.

I'm good with the search feature

https://gfy.com/showpost.php?p=12031319&postcount=73

Here is your post directly towards me

Here is your post in my thread about my ex spitting i my face

https://gfy.com/showpost.php?p=11256284&postcount=72

you wrote

Absolutely unacceptable and you show lack of self-respect for allowing ANYONE to spit on you. Your boyfriend has you tricked. Kick him out.

So you drove this guy insane ...... how's that make you feel?


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No, he was insane before he met me. He already thought he was going to die BEFORE we met. He lived on the streets for two years; that's what exacerbated his psychosis (stress from being homeless).

she does but nothing major, she's neurotic which covers a lot of nouveau mental illnesses/disorders the medical establishment and the drug companies come up with.
i'm going to guess she suffers from one or all mild forms of OCD, anxiety/social disorder, depression. she's Asian, too much involvement and expectations from her parents probably. she likes being neurotic, it makes her feel she's 'interesting' and more complex and smarter than other people. on one hand people like this have low self esteem yet they crave attention like they are the most important person on earth.

i'm not criticizing her really, i suffer from forms of those myself. not being female though, i keep it to myself and disguise it as other things.

I'm not really that socially anxious as I thought. I overcame a lot of my fears; I've been taking some acting classes including ones in L.A. I actually have to go up in front of the class and "work". Plus I work a 9-5 job and have been doing so for almost a year. So I'm really not as neurotic as even I myself have thought. I have to deal with people on a daily basis now (no longer working as a webmaster f/t). I thought I could never do it but when I was "forced" to, I could do it even when push comes to shove, without any meds.

I just wanted to commend you for guessing right and being on the money. You were really accurate in your diagnosis. Other people were off but you just knew.

I noticed :1orglaugh

Anyone with a brain could see that he was crazy lol, you really might be too.

I don't own that ugly piece of shit, scammy looks like it's from 1990 and built with netscape composer piece of shit site! Report that fucken shit site to the FDA for misleading and scamming people. Fuck that site! DDOS it for all I care!

that's great, a 9 to 5 job rather than being a webmaster from home is much better for anybody who has any tendencies towards any kind of mental disorders. probably better for 90% of other people too.

Welcome to your first Bausch thread.

Was she dating camgirls?

Bausch I really like you and have missed your borderline personality disorder posts.

You think so? I make less money now though. When I was doing well I used to make six figures in porn. Then somehow it got fucked, and tanked real bad and I had to get a job. My job is still related to internet advertising; I work in mainstream SEO now as a SEO specialist.

It was hard to deal at first since I wasn't used to dealing with people and weird to be surrounded by people 8 hours a day. However, I'm not sad about it. I had a good run with adult and for many years I had a relaxing, leisurely life.

Some good came out of it too, I am doing things and pursuing things that I never thought I would have the guts to do when I was a webmaster such as acting. Acting is the most social profession ever; if you have to network like crazy, in classes you go up and perform in front of other students, you have to learn how to improv on the spot etc. So I guess it's for the better. Even though I make less money now I am happier and pursuing something I really am passionate about. Before I was just wasting away in front of a computer and never left the house pretty much (looking at celebs all day etc); it was unhealthy like you say.

In a way it made me feel more "proud of myself" so I guess it's helping my self-esteem more.

I agree with BlackCrayon above. From the endless strange obsessive, neurotic posts over the years Bausch sounds like he/she (wasn't there some debate about if you were lying about your gender even) him or herself has some schizo tendencies. Posting an update to some trivial thread from years ago about something almost no one remembers or cares about on a porn webmaster board is not a good sign for your recovery.

bausch denied being phogirl, and even female, for quite some time.

I did it because people treat females differently on this board; there is always a double standard.

For example in the spitting thread, people would give me different answers based on if I was a male or female; one person said it would be WORSE if I was a female and got spit on. I didn't like that bias. I wanted an objective answer since I felt gender was irrelevant.

Also, a lot of people pretend to be female on this board for traffic or to be popular. I thought I was good enough as a webmaster where I did not NEED to use sex appeal or my looks for anything in this business. I also did not want guys flirting or hitting up on me. I hate females who pretend to be cute and say "ooh, who wants to give me PA Accounts, hugs and kisses!" etc. I don't need handouts or extra favors from anyone. I also didn't want attention from anyone. I wanted to be "neutral". Not interested in getting attention from anyone or have anyone be extra nice to me for that reason.

If I admitted I was a female most people would not have believed me anyways since lots of MEN are known to pretend to be females on here. So I didn't see the point, didn't want the attention plus I am not the nice female who likes to flirt or get attention from men. I like to be left ALONE.

blame the tubes

Was he a gook?

yea. Dr lin is a gook too.

Man I wish I was as mad as OP ...

Wow........

thanks for the update ...

I've been reading this board for almost a decade and the only person I recall that got caught lying about their gender in either direction and for any reason is you. If you truly want to be left alone you wouldn't dredge up some pointless thread from 2004 to update a bunch of strangers who mostly forgot about you about some nonsense that no one cared about then and care even less about now. It's only worthy of a reaction for those of us that still post here because it only confirms our previous thoughts about what a mentally ill person you were and obviously still are.

Whoa wait a second .. Phogirl? I've met you, haven't I? LOL