| AlienQ - BANNED FOR LIFE |
01-08-2009 02:46 PM |
I'm back, my apology to Warchild and GFY
Heya Folks.
As expected I am back and unbanned at GFY. A Couple things before I go into why I am back.
Firstly I am going to apologise to Warchild. We went a little over top on each other and I got out of hand which resulted in my getting banned.
Secondly I would like to apologise to all the readers at GFY.
I know the shit I say gets out of hand from time to time. Most often it's over the top of what even the adult webmaster community will accept.
Look people I just want to work and make a few bucks like anyone else, I have been accused of many things in my time over the years from being a drug addict to a complete broke ass loser. Yup you can bet it all gets under my skin from time to time and then match up the stress of how I live. Most people would prolly lose it or just off themselves if they lived the way I do. I will admit to being a broke ass loser and even that is not so bad compared to dealing with the poverty I live in. However I do not use drugs or take any drugs. I literally have no excuse for the way I am or the shit I say but what I do know is that it gets peoples attention and sadly not in a good way often enough. Some people say I am right some say I am wrong and really at the end of the day I really do not give a shit eitherway. My only real aim is to make a few bucks to get my bills done and create something for others that in turn can better thier own lives which makes me actually feel good about myself strangely. Perhaps I been going about it all wrong, or maybe I have been doing it right but none the less I am going to try a different sort of approach.
I am just going to mind my own shit, I want business, I need business since I have been banned it has seriously affected my income. People that say Boards do not matter are full of shit. Well I am just fighting for scraps here but since being banned I have barely been able to feed myself and got the electric companty threatening to kill my shit. So when you live the way I do it is important to just bite the bullet, take the beating and just keep trying. I goto keep trying I have no choice about the matter. I live in the sticks, there are no jobs here, not even Mc Donalds unless I want to drive for an hour and believe me I prolyl would do that. If I had a working car or truck since it does snow here pretty hard.
On the upside I really do like designing for people and do my best to give a good deal and produce quality designs. So the long short of the long is I am open for business to design for you, and I am also open to finding a full time job with a group of people that may need another worker. Many people have doubts about my sanity and well I question my own sanity from time to time after all look at the landscape of this industry and you will find it is pretty much insane itself.
However few will say I got no talent for creating good sites, good Flash presentations, video editing and many other things related to web publication. If you need someone that can perform for you with many years of experience and really not all that expensive please contact me. A regular job for me is really what I need. I want to make something that is worth making and long while and competition is to hard for me and having to post on the boards all the time to find business just makes me look even more desperate than I already am.
I do not expect everyone to believe in me, but I would hope that my apologies for the way I have been and conducted myself in the past will at least cut me some slack and perhaps give me a shot. So there you all have it. I apologise and I am sorry and I am going to just mind my own business and try not to speak my mind on the boards anymore.
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