My Near Death Experience (What I saw)
 

On November 22nd,

I was smoking some weed that was laced with PCP (I didn't know this at the time)

I had smoked for about 20 minutes...
When I suddenly started having spiritual thoughts
About the true purpose of the bible, and an emotional equation about how much God (The Supreme Being/ THE TRUE GOD) loves us.

I thought about the most loving caring person who I had ever known (which is my grandmother) I started to realize that God loves us ALL infinitely greater than the strongest love/caring/endearment than we have every known.

My heart beat slowed down, I heard it and felt it coming to a stop
My eyes closed (not really voluntarily, they just fell down)

Suddenly I wasn't in my apartment anymore..
I was somewhere else...

I wasn't sitting or standing
I couldn't see myself but I was myself..

I wasn't my body...
I was my mind/my thoughts/my feelings
I guess I was just in my pure spiritual state

I saw a great light..
Like a giant ball of light..
but it wasn't just light..

I understood it to be energy
it shined brightly
energy flowed from it

It was POWERFUL

Below the light I saw what I interpreted to be Jesus Of Nazereth
Jesus wasn't apart of the light, BUT he shined like the light, he glowed similar to the light...

Below Jesus I saw the face of my grandmother (a devoted true christian woman who was one of the most caring people I've ever known)

She did not glow like Jesus did, but the light from Jesus and the above energy shined on my grandmothers face...

I felt fear at this point because I realized..
I wasn't in OUR WORLD anymore...
I wasn't in my city...
I wasn't SLEEP or DREAMING

I knew I hadn't done shit that I was have supposed to do...
I knew I hadn't loved my fellow man just as I loved myself
I knew I had fallen WAY SHORT of what I was supposed to be...

I felt deep regret
and dissapointment in myself because I felt that I had wasted my life

I asked, Am I here (not living anymore, in your presence) because of what I have done wrong, and what I have failed to do?

I was answered in a loud booming reply..
It is what you are about to do

I awoke on my couch in the same spot I was laying in....
MY HEART WAS NOT BEATING FOR ABOUT 2-3 SECONDS

My heart cut back on, and I was in the state of panic..
My heart was racing as if it was trying to make up for lost time...
As if it knew it had been shut off and it was sent into hyperdrive to restore system operations....

I was rushed to the hospital...
After running a few tests, I was told that I had been overstimulated....

YOU CAN TAKE THIS HOWEVER YOU WANT TO...
But I felt like I needed to share this account with you

We are more than just physical bodies people..
We are spiritual bodies as well

There is A Supreme Being, There Is A God
THE GOD

For those who doubt me...
I hope that you will listen to a person who has SEEN IT

I'm not telling you that you have to be of a particular religion to recieve God..
But what I am telling you is God is real...

It's not a made up idea....
Time is just a measurement...

I want to shoot you.

No...

I wish this planet would blow up in a minute.

That would be cool.

And God said:

"Sig Spot."

Dope is for Dopes

This is exactly what I'm talking about..
people talk and act is if all they are is a physical body...

Physical bodies are TEMPORARY
Spiritual bodies are ETERNAL/EVERLASTING

Your more than what you think you are

Does God know that you owe money to GTS?

I think he would be dissapointed that you're a complete whacko dirtbag that doesn't pay his bills.

Go preach your testiment somewhere else scammer!

DH

Good point..
While I still feel marijuana has SOME spiritual purposes
I do not smoke it, was never a routine smoker have smoked less than 12 times in my life...

I do not drink...
I do not smoke cigs simply for the damaging effects on the body (cancers, caused by additives)

* Amen. *

:1orglaugh :1orglaugh

Im not sure if i should take someone who smokes shit, gets fucked up and then sees god (who doesnt exist) seriously but....
There is nothing spiritual after your brain died. Your conscious is your brain, your spirit is your brain. It controls what you think, see and feel. After its dead you wont think, see and feel anymore...nothing..get over it.

Well I did my part..
I shared this with you...
Some will laugh and mock..
Not my problem..
Really it's your problem if you do...

You can't say you weren't ever told

I didnt know you like to get wet..."thats PCP, angel dust,..sherman hemsley,...ashy larry"

Ok Franck...
If thats how you feel..
You have the free will to accept the truth or reject it..
But that still doesn't change the truth

Sure dude..i actually believe you.

Yesterday i was smoking some pcp and talked to Alf. After that i ate the cat.

No really.

You have to believe me...

There is no life after death. Sorry to disappoint you. The reason people believe in it is because they psychologically can't stand the thought of being truly gone forever. Humans made up all that BS so they could deal with death. That's all. If your child dies it's easier to believe you'll see them again someday rather than having to face the fact that they're gone.

Sad, but true.

The truth?? You claim to know the truth after you got fucked up from smoking pcp??? DUDE get fucking real.

Please.

Oh man.

I want to beat you up...no really.

I want to beat the stupidity out of you.

Dont worry, i wont, i dont fight...but right now its a little fantasy of mine.

;-) :yinyang

Does Alf love us?

It's ok God takes care of babies and fools...
Hopefully you'll have a chance to come to the knowledge of the truth before it's too late....

Or maybe it's your choice to not know the truth

and on the sabbath,he rested

I was hospitalized in the late 80's for a collapsed lung. At one point it was so collapsed that my heart shifted over and stopped.

Everything went black, I didn't see shit.

I was dead for almost a minute before they were able to pull enough air out of my pleural space (I think that's what they called it) to re-inflate my lung and get my heart back to work.

I was kinda bummed I didn't see a light or some other cool stuff. Oh well.

..and smoked pot.

How would you define your life after this experience..
Did you better your life in anyway?

and made vodka after his own image....transparent,smooth,and gives a good kick after extreme consumption

as you can see, it´s the wrong place to talk serious about "this" subject.

Hey Matt, Read this whenever you get the chance..
maybe it will help you recall/understand somethings..

There have been thousands of people with near death experiences and this website is a compilation of what people have reported
http://www.near-death.com/experiences/research15.html

This is about the Void or the Darkness that some people experience

I understand..
but if my message helps just one person...
that is all that matters..
The people who don't care and don't have a bright life ahead of them laugh and mock....

The person who is touched my account makes no public reply..
but take it to heart..
and searches for the truth...
and tries to make a positive change

A man thinks that he knows everything.
He knows nothing.
We judge about everything that surrounds us by the rules created by others. Those rules are our little worlds of Truth.
Admit that, we know nothing!

No offense, but I think it's all bullshit. Any kind of revalation or light that people think they experience when they're about to die is most likely the brain having it's final spasms and tossing out all kinds of crap.
What you experienced is most likely a drug induced form of ego-loss. Look it up.

The most difficult thing to do, is to keep THAT state of conscious, and do something about it. It get lost easily with so many distractions that this world has...

Yup, you should go to a junkie meeting, smoke some pcp together and discuss it with those people. They might take you a bit more serious.

Idiots.

Its quite easy, just smoke some more pcp.

Wait, lets go back to the start of this thread. Lets not forget this is guy who got fucked up on PCP and then thought he saw God.
Uhm.....

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHA

http://www.defenselink.mil/specials/...images/pcp.jpg

And he probably wonders why people dont take him serious.

That´s very very true. I was one of those years ago... once you realize that you live in a world created by our rules, then you will think different, trust me.

This is not the real truth! Why people can´t see it?... open your eyes, please.

And smoke some pcp.

First off..
I want to say first and foremost..
I have never advocated smoking PCP
PCP is a very dangerous drug, perhaps the most dangerous

It was simply something that happen..
Anybody who buys weed runs the risk of smoking weed laced with pcp to (upgrade/enhance it's properties)

Franck
I'm just going to outline a few things for you...

You've spend several minutes of your day...
in an attempt to mock, and disprove what I have stated...
What has this done for you?
Why have you chosen to "waste your time dealing with me"?

Also you stated earlier that you wanted to "fight me"
or beat the "stupidity" out of me.
This further shows that you yourself have problems and issues, that you have yet to deal with so knowledge of this nature couldn't help but be lost on you at this time.

DH, I don't feel I owe you any money, and even considered paying you half of what you felt I owed you just out of trying to resolve the issue, but your verbal attacks on me and attempts to "destroy" my reputation have directed me away from that decision.

If you are willing to apologize about all your negative statements in a professional manner I am still willing to try and make a peace offering to you...

Without a complete apology, I will pay you $0, and this will just be an unresolved issue forever.

ROFL

No shit.

my friend ate too many shrooms and now he thinks he's jesus reincarnated........give it a break break man, you were trippin......get over it. As the great Nine Inch Nails would say, "God is dead and no one cares....if there is a hell, I'll see you there"