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Any GFY Gulf War vets here?
and any of you having serious memory problems latley?
I can't remember jack anymore.... I forgot that we had dinner just a few hours ago... I never worried about it before, but it's starting to get to the point that I can't ignore it anymore... ![]()
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I'll ask one of my buddies, he was over there for a spell.
Are you taking any medications? |
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The reason I ask is that depression can manifest itself in such a way. Do a search for mild cognitive impairment on Google.
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lol... I'm not depressed bro... ;-)
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no, I'm fairly astute of mind.... but lately I feel like a babbling idiot because I can't even remember where I live... I mix up my girlfriends name with my ex-wives names.... I forget I have kids... i forget if I've eaten or not... I forget jobs and commitments I've made... I forgot my address today.
I forget everything bro.... I don't know what to do...
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its the maui wowie maaaan
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![]() Seriously the guy can't remember what happened a few minutes ago so he has to take notes everywhere and even tatoo them on his body... |
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good stuff Rock... most of it I've read before...
as a vet, I can tell you first hand that what that report doesn't tell you is the experimental drugs they had us taking over there... I was on the crew that enforced it the night of Jan 17th, 1991 when Husseins missles were coming in.... at M16 gunpoint. "You WILL fucking eat your pills or I will shoot you." Thank god I was on enforcement duty.... I didn't have to take mine... only twice.... maybe that's why it's taken 11 years to affect me.... less than a full dosage.
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one of those poor bastards killed himself right in front of me.... refused to eat that shit.
Cut his own throat.
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I couldn't even begin to describe the hell that was Jan 17th, 1991... The first and only time I've ever seen grown men freak out to the point of tears. I can't even get into it.... there are no words.
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A vet of the gulf here. Some memory problems, but I don't think anything out of the norm for a 44 year old. The only remenants I have from the war is a badly fucked up back. Booze can affect your memory after years of over use/abuse. I don't know if this applies to you or not.
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I've factored in the booze, but booze cannot possibly account for what I'm living now....
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82nd huh... you were there before I was...
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The sad part was during that week, I was having dinner with a couple of friends of mine back in college. All they talked about was how they would flee to Canada if there ever was a draft. One guy's a doctor now in Southern California and the other guy a manager at a big company. I know war is jacked up and I have nothing but respect for the people who fought in that conflict and for enlisted servicepeople in general. I am not Joe Patriot or anything but I would answer the draft instead of taking off.
I lost a little bit of respect for my two buddies that night. Although I appreciated their honesty, I felt a bit repulsed by the hypocrisy of their actions--feeding off the fruits of this country [a quality state subsidized college education and a stable legal and economic framework where they can succeed] while shunning the price that comes with those freedoms and opportunities. I guess most wars are like that--Rich Man's war, Poor Man's fight. Quote:
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What was the pill supposed to do?
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If this is not bullshit of some sort, get your happy ass to the VA like yesterday.
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smashed....
Pipeline road... I had to go scavenge the HummV for parts.... pulling parts with my friends blood and brain matter all over it. I hope they fucking NUKE that fucking place.
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a friend of mine had to return to France to fulfill his service and he got shipped off to Beirut
he told me that they gave him so many injections that he wasn't sick for years and years after (no colds, flu, etc) they give similar shots to people in the airline industry eventually those "super serums" are going to have an adverse effect on the body |
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I'm done posting.
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televised live coverage and/or movies only sterilize the reality and serve it up in pre-packaged, bite sized bits one of my friends who served in Nam won't to this day talk about his experiences another friend of the family was at Hiroshima after the bomb....the pictures he brought back left me seriously disturbed there is no medium to describe war |
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check the eyes in the sig.... he is anti-internet. my uncle the vn vet.
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I had a Political Economy professor who had the stones to declare in one of his lectures that the TRUE HEROES of the Vietnam war were the college kids who stayed behind and protested against the war. Its kinda disturbing that the "false heroes" in his mind were giving up their lives so he can spout that crap. That's Berkeley for ya.
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modern day even.... fucking pussy ass muther fuckers.... they can't even begin to know what it's like in the shit... it's pretty fucking easy to sit on some manicured college grass holding A FUCKING SIGN and protest against shit they have no idea what the FUCK it's about... hypocrital fucking bastards... I'd like to skull fuck every last one of them. They don't deserve the country they fucking live in.
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Amp,
Post Traumatic Stress Disorder or PTSD. I'm sure you've heard of it, but you should take a close look and take it seriously. Not the same as depression. It takes different forms and memory problems sound like a classic example. Take it seriously and seek some treatment. Memory problems are probably only a fraction of the shit your dealing with--panic reactions, "overreactions", nightmares, "hating God", obsessive thoughts and "horror show" movies playing in the head are all pretty common with PTSD. It is misery and can lead to suicide/homicide. Survival guilt and the guilt of having to follow fucked-up orders don't just go away with discharge, six-packs or bongloads. Do something, bro. Call the VA or see a therapist--hopefully a therapist who was a vet. I'm not a vet, but I'm talking about this shit from experience. An example of how serious and weird this shit can get is the case of some cambodian women who witnessed some killing-fields massacres when they were girls during the 70s. They had a PTSD called "hysterical blindness", meaning they were literally blind afterwards even though their eyes weren't physically damaged. There's also examples of Holocaust survivors experiencing paralysis even though they were physically intact. Weird but true. There's usually a dramatic symptom or self-destructive shit that arises before people realize that they need help and medical attention. Good luck bro. It's worth looking into. |
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Amp, sounds bad. Not sure if it has to do with the war of course. Many people over 35 have the same issues, never having been to the warzone.
But it could be. One thing I don't understand: Few eeks back you wanted to go back there, why?? The bad experience is less worse than being able to kill a few more? |
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