God bless you... for the record, there is no such thing as opening painful wounds... they are still open. Probably always will be... we now just have SKILLZ... It's a learning process on how to deal with it every minute of every day. I think I can speak on Peaches behalf that we LIKE when people bring it up. It's our opportunity to honor them and give our own selves a pat on the back for surviving and moving forward.

Thank you for your empathy... and when you see us, don't feel pain, feel love for your child and be reminded how precious life is... and kick anyones ass in that ever fucks with them.

Never worry about bringing it up with either of us... it doesn't work that way. We can't be reminded of something we never have 5 minutes to forget or put out of our minds.

God bless your baby... I shoot mental protection and strength your way... ;)

+1!!

Several of my friends would call me and apologize for talking so much about their kids during a dinner/party/lunch/etc. I explained that I LOVE hearing about their kids :) I love them and would never want them to feel uncomfortable about talking to me about anything.

I've had people ask me VERY pointed questions and I'm more than happy to answer.

Thank you Naughty for your thoughtful comments - it means a lot :)

Hello there! Welcome back to the board!

I only wish you the best, RRRED. If you ever want to chat, you know where to find me.

Welcome back!!

Did you move out of Washington state or just closer to me?

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Back come well!!

RRRED, you're back. How did I miss this thread?

Welcome back. I wondered where you got to. Nice to see you surviving and thriving. :D

Thanks Marky, lesbo (god that pic makes me blush!) and biddy.

Bama, I'm sorta closer... More than anything I'm alot more brave to drive in the seattle area than I used to be. I'd love to go hang out with you! I'm waiting for a new car though.. Mine should be repo'd soon thank god cuz all the tires were slashed and "someone" put dirt in my gas tank for good measure. It's still running though and tires are patched. I pray my ass off everytime I get into that thing. lol...

Omg mediaguy you still doing the same thing. I see the lipstick incident did you very little harm haha.. CDSmith big smooch to you. I miss you! I love your posts. and I love that we can talk on the phone till the thing dies.

Feels good to be back... I'm not officially back but now I'm kinda thinkin about it... hmmmm

long time no see good to have you back

Hey Bob thanks!! Will someone tell me where Lens is????

Wow...I didn't even open this because I thought someone bumped an old thread. :winkwink:

It's good to see you back here RRRED and that you're healthy and happy. Welcome back!

Welcome back RRRed

Hey you!

I just sent you an email.

:winkwink:

im fine with the deep warm hugs :)

damn haven't seen that name in a while. hope you're doing better these days. :thumbsup

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rawrrrrr rrred hahaa

What a good news to see you on the board RRRed. Welcome back! :)

Welcome to GFY!

Hey there.... if i'm reading this all correctly.. sorry for your loss.. and welcome back?

welcome back RRRED!

ha ha we did kill a few phone batteries didn't we. :pimp

Anytime you want to kill a few more just let me know.

Thanks Afrekete, nice to see you, Hey Spunky! and Turboface!

Hey shemp my icq prompted some stupid window when I first opened it and I missed the msg from you and from Rhonda too... I couldn't find you in the list either. My old icq the 407 one.. I miss you!

Oh fucking dynastoned!! I saw pr0 in another thread and I couldn't think of your name for the life of me. I still want to thank you for making my two trips from hell very mellow and pleasant. I'm back!

Braincash Pat! Oh you are such a doll. I'm glad to see you're still with Braincash. You are an absolute sweetheart. Can't wait to see you again.

Tranza! nice to see you.. Thanks for the welcome but no one has told me to go fuck myself yet.. What's the deal. Did you all get soft on me or what.

Hey sharphead thank you and thank you.. Manowar fuck, look at your post count! I miss your funny posts... CDSmith, this girl needs to kill a few batteries alright ;) I got cobwebs.. lol..

Man, I sure feel bad about Texas dreams though... I wish someone would have told me. For some reason I'm not that shocked but at the same time, I feel a little hollow about it. I'm going to wait, I think, before opening my icq logs. We talked alot and I know he suffered from depression so I can totally understand how it could have taken so long to find him. That could have been me. I haven't talked to ANYONE for months... no one would miss me if I were gone. Maybe one person, I'm again, counting my blessings. Didn't he have heart surgery? It worries me a little cuz my daughters dad just had a rare heart surgery done on May 30th of this year. Shit can happen...

resent you an icq on your 407 number. would love to just talk to you anytime. I miss me some Nicole

Good to see some n00bs here at GFY :-)

I was talking phone batteries. What kind are YOU talking about? :1orglaugh

This thread is a testament to the contrary.

Welcome back Hon

I am not sure how I missed the official I am back thread but welcome back Niccole. When you are done wading through your ICQ messages get in touch.

Hey Rhonda sorry I didn't turn it on yet. I had to have 3 very important naps today and I kept forgetting lol... I'm gonna eat, and be back though and fire it up.

Andre!!!! I was hoping you'd be around. Are you not working? What is UP... You'd be a great addition to any affiliate program.

CDSmith haha YOU know what I'm taling about. I got the real thing though... on his way out of state for a few days though :-/ .. and yeah I dunno why I shut my laptop down and just turned my back on everything. I really firmly believed, cuz I was in such a low place and having such a bad time, that no one out there could possibly give a shit anyway. I miss my gfy family. I've made some great friends over the years. It was me who turned my back not you guys. But yeah I HAVE been entirely alone for months and when I had my seizure with that crazy fever, I could see the phone and not lift my arms. Then I lost a few hours of conciousness. It really scared me cuz no one knew where I was. Still no one knows except a handful of people. Scary shit when you move away and don't know alot of people and have no family around I know this one first hand.

Thank you lady mischief great to see you! That mustve been so hard to write that thread. Kudos to your bravery.

Furious Male, how's mister shy guy doing?? I'll never forget our night by the fire with Rhonda. That was the best networking spot and a great place to toss the crutches. We did alot of biz right there without moving. Especially when the bar opened up right in front of us. Good times...

Oh and whoever said they emailed me, I didn't get it.

Is your comcast email not working anymore?

Oh god, andre, that hasn't worked for years hehe... the one in my sig does.

i have a pic of us in the grotto! Im so looking for it

That exlains ;-)

Hey there didn't you just have a bday?? Hi Welcome back

Dwreck, I remember that! Yeah where is it? There were some good ones with Andre too. I think Mark from ccbill has them.

Andre did you email me lately or a long time ago? Or regularly? lol You're so cute...

sweetredhead, Yeah it was two days ago. I just sat in the condo by myself all day and refused to go do anything. I had lots of wine and a small pity party lol... I got lots of rest though and was out by 11pm... what an odd birthday for sure. But it could have been worse!! I'm not ungrateful by any means.

The sad part is I had to ask my dad how old I am... How embarassing